I looked down at my tub that was filled to the brim with water.

Oh this was not a good idea, and the chances of someone finding my body were higher than I'd like to admit, but I had to get back to him.

I had to be near him.

It been two weeks.

Two.

Half a month.

Of no threats, or rants, or mental/physical abuse.

And I hated it, who was he to tell me that I couldn't see him.

This story was suppose to end with him letting me be free because if you love something you have to let it go.

I would win our bet.

He would love me.

A fuck the heart growing fonder with space or time, no the heart gets angry and they break things that the brain and other parts of the body cannot afford.

Like your phone.

I sighed and grabbed the toaster and plugged it in.

I put it on the side of the tub as I slipped in, in my boy shorts and bra.

This was a terrible idea, very very bad idea.

Fuck it.

I quickly yanked the toaster into the tub and everything went black.



Blue's POV

I kicked down her door and ran through every room in her house till I got to the bathroom.

It was a kick to the balls, heart, and lungs.

I physically couldn't breathe, couldn't catch my breath. It was like being submersed underwater and drowning.

I walked quickly over to her and dropped down to my knees.

I could see the toaster in the tub with her.

Her whole body was completely submerged, there were no air bubbles or struggling, she was gone.

I gripped the pain in my chest as my eyes burned.

She's gone. She's actually truly gone.

"Katrina" I breathed out as my eyes burned in anger in pain.

She fucking left me, just like everyone else.

They always fucking leave me, she-

There was a small spark in the water before blood started to pour out her body. The spark turned into a full on charge that surrounded her body completely.

Her eyes snapped over scaring the shit out of me, I watched in wonder as her body pushed the hard substances of elements out her pores.

The tub turned a pink color as the blood mixed with the water.

She shot up and screamed, her eyes glowing as bright as mine, before she through up a pound of water.

I quickly grabbed her looking at the elements that were in her tub at the bottom, she actually did it.

Touching her didn't hurt anymore.

It felt like someone had removed a fucking foot off my heart.

She looked up at me confused before smiling weakly.

"Hey! What are you doing here?" she asked confused.

She was still trying to catch her breath, but her eyes widened as my grip on her became unbearably tight.

"Hahaha Blake, you're hurting me" she laughed hesitantly as nervousness clouded her eyes.

I was finally able to breath which helped the anger rush into my body, "Are you stupid?" I growled at her.

She struggled to get out of my grasp, "Depends on who you ask" she cried trying to wiggle her way out of my grasp.

I squeezed tighter, "I'd give you a 100% for being the biggest dumbass alive" I hissed at her.

Her mouth dropped as she stopped struggling and turned to look at me. Her anger slipped off her face and confusion clouded her vision.

"Are you okay?" she asked cautiously.

I ground my jaw, "Why wouldn't I be?" I hissed at her.

"Because you have tears in your eyes" she muttered completely baffled.

"You splashed water in my face after I yanked you out of your little death pool" I hissed at her blinking away the burning sensation in my eyes.

As if I'd cry for her.

She smirked, Jesus.

"Calm down, I'm completely fine-"

"YOU WERE DEAD KATRINA!" I flared.

She paused and took a real hard look at me shocked, "You were dead, this is the second fucking time I was too late. Two times. I was too late. You did not have a heart beat, you were not breathing. You fucking drowned yourself and for what?!" I screamed at her.

She shoved my chest, "For you! You dumbass! I electrocuted myself for this very moment right here, so that I could fucking touch you again! I did it for YOU!" She bellowed back.

Her soaked hair was all over the place, water was running down her body and she looked like a pissed angel. My pissed angel.

"NO ONE ASKED YOU TO DO SHIT FOR ME!" I yelled back at her.

"I DID IT FOR MYSELF THEN! HAPPY?" She screeched back.

"No, I'm not happy. You killed yourself for me, what was I suppose to do if you didn't wake you Katrina? TELL ME WHAT WAS I SUPPOSE TO DO IF YOUR EYES NEVER OPENED AGAIN?!" I screamed.

"NOTHING BECAUSE IM NOT YOUR PROBLEM REMEMBER!"

"YOU ARE MY FUCKING PROBLEM, YOU HAVE BEEN SINCE YOU FUCKING TURNED THAT CORNER THREE WEEKS AGO! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FUCKING PROBLEM!" I screamed.

"If I'm such a Problem then let me go!" she hissed.

"Are you fucking deaf, I said your MY fucking problem" I growled in her face.

"Don't talk to me that way!"

"You are mine god dammit I'll speak to your dumbass any way I want!"

Her eyes narrowed into slits.

We weren't having a real argument, no. We were expressing ourselves the only way we knew how- yelling. Throwing insults, trying to hurt one another, it was how we showed we cared.

I knew she could clearly see on my face the relief because God wouldn't have been able to stop me if she hadn't opened her dumb doe eyes.

I would have sent this world to hell in a hand basket with a fucking dick pick stamped to it, if she hadn't been here with me right now.

She was yelling to show me she was okay, and I was screaming to show her she was a fucking dumbass for doing something so reckless.

But then again, we are Katrina and Blake.

Blue Doom and the Dumb Bitch.

Fights were bound to happen.

She some how wiggled her leg free enough to nail me in the groin, making me drop her like a bag of rocks as she tried to crawl away from me.

I hissed as I tried to filter the pain and anger at her stupidity.

As she was getting up and getting ready to run I snatched her leg causing her to face plant into the ground.

She flipped around and kicked me hard in the jaw, as I flew back I made sure to keep a tight hold on her foot.

We both landed heavily on the ground of the bathroom, "Fucking bitch" Katrina groaned out.

She tried to slip away but I yanked her back to me, she swung her fist out at me but I quickly grabbed her hand and then the other.

I had the upper hand and she knew it. It was over.

She struggled fruitlessly against my hold as I pinned her hands to my chest.

"Let me go, you ass" she hissed.

I flashed my eyes at her, making her pause, "Never".

"You left me" she mumbled staring hard into my eyes.

"I had to, I was suppose to. Katrina I took you" I told her viciously.

Doesn't she get it? I was trying to save her from it all, from getting hurt again. Her being with me was selfish, it was mindless and she was getting hurt because of me.

"Do you think I don't know that? How messed up this whole situation is? But I would obviously do anything to be next you, dammit! Stockholm syndrome at its finest, but I cannot fucking control it! You made me- me"

"What?"

"You made me care dammit!" she screamed.

It was dead silent as we stared back at each other.

She cared.

She cared for me.

"You just care?" I smirk looking at her suspiciously.

"I'm not losing the fucking bet, I already admitted to caring first, you're up next" she hissed at me glaring.

I chuckled in surprise.

How I got this woman, this beautiful crazy woman to care for me will forever be a mystery. But she admitted it, she said she cared, which meant I was never letting her go.

Selfish as it may be, I couldn't let go again. I couldn't even fathom the idea of trying.

Being a villain meant being selfish, and I could give two shits if she thought I was her hero, I was The Villain, and I would be selfish with her.

"I think you've already lost" I smirked.

"Just shut up" she hissed before slamming her lips to mine.

There was no lag as I immediately claimed her mouth, my grip moving from her wrist to her hips as she straddled me on the floor.

I dragged my hands up her beautifully curved body and moaned as she pushed her core against me.

I finally reached my hands to their destination, the clasp of her bra before we both froze at the sound.

We could both clearly hear large footsteps as they stomped down her hallway.

I pulled away from her, slowly getting ready for a fight.

Then in the doorway appeared a young man with dark brown hair.

His eyes were wide in shock as they swept over the water on the ground, then the bloodied bath tub, Katrina's bloodied body and then finally to me.

His eyes flashed with anger.

"Katrina come to me now!" he demanded his eyes never leaving mine.

"Sorry kid, but I don't share" I barked back at him, my hand still firmly on Katrina's hip to make sure she stayed behind me.

"Let her go, before someone gets hurt" he growled at me.

"Daniel calm down" Katrina sighed as she stood up after me. "He's here because he figured out my plan and tried to stop me" she said.

Daniel's eyes flickered to the tub and his eyes flashed a glowing blue.

My grin became sinister, but I could feel the shock rolling off Katrina in waves. She shoved my hand away coming to stand next to me.

I quickly re-grabbed her.

"Did you eyes just glow?!" she hissed at him.

Daniel didn't answer, his attention was solely focused on me, and I could feel the anger.

"Get your hands off of her" he sneered at me.

I pulled Katrina closer against my chest and smirked at him. She struggled in my grip but we both knew she had no chance.

"Blue get off" she hissed at me.

I dragged my nose down the side of her neck, immediately making her freeze.

"She belongs to me, Star Man, so I suggest you get the fuck out. We don't like audiences- she's a screamer" I smirked at him.

His fist tightened and I was enjoying every second of his anger. "Let her go, before this gets rough" he commanded me.

My eyes flashed at him, "Daniel calm down, you may have just had a teen wolf moment there but this asshole here isn't an easy win. Calm down, I am fine" Katrina tried to reason with him.

So slow.

"He could handle me in a fight, Kat. He wouldn't win but he'd last longer than others" I smirked at her, dropping a hint.

She cocked her head in confusion.

Jesus, I would chose a dumb one.

"Katrina come to me" he said reaching his hand out.

I tightened my hold on Katrina, "This is actually pretty funny. I mean who would have thought the notorious Star Man is actually Daniel Strap. And not only that but he's got a hard on for my girl" I sneered at him.

His eyes were glowing with anger, the blue was practically searing off his face.

"Excuse me. What?" Katrina asked.

"You are pitifully dumb" I muttered to her.

"Daniel is Star?" she asked shocked. I nodded my head, as she looked up at me, "Holy shit. I put itching powder in Star Man's jock strap" she muttered completely flabbergasted.

"Blue just let her go and no one has to get hurt" he stated squaring off at me.

I smiled, "But I like it when people get hurt" I smirked before spinning Katrina back behind me into the wall, and flying straight at Star.

Shit was going down.