I landed in Blue's warm embrace, my eyes clamped shut.

My eyes snapped open once the feeling of endless damnation stopped. It was completely dark, with small openings of light shooting across Blue's face.

I looked up at him, "Where are we?" I asked him.

He sighed, "In a closet".

I snickered, "Isn't this your second time 'coming out of a closet'?"I chuckled.

He dropped me ass first. Immediately. "Shut up, theres someone in the room" he hissed at me.

I tried to ignore the sneaker that was currently shoved up my ass, as I struggled to get back on my feet. I glared at him as I pushed him backwards and peaked my eye out of one of the slits.

We were in a closet in someone's bedroom. The dark blue wall color, and the white trim was cute. It was clearly a girls room from the clothes and shoes that were on the ground. "Maybe we should-" Blue slapped his hand over my mouth just as the door to the room swung open.

In walk ... me? I couldn't see a great view of the face, but it was my exact same hair, it actually looks like I've toned up a bit.

Finally something good to look forward to in the future.

"Yes, I'm fine!" the girl screamed before slamming the door to the room.

"Jesus, could you get anymore dramatic?" Blue sighed. We watched as I then locked the door and ran over to the window. "Why are you sneaking out?" he asked.

I watched as the girl then pulled her window open and helped some guy shimmy into the room. Oh damn.

The guy was pretty cute, no where near Blue's sexiness. The guy had dull brown hair that was cut short, but he had a pretty nice body, from what I could see with my iris jammed between the plates of a door.

"Hey baby" the girl smiled before pulling the guy in for a deep kiss.

They quickly fell to the bed.

...This just got weird.

"Maybe we shouldn't watch" I whisper to Blue who was glaring at me.

"Oh so you don't want to watch yourself have sex in my house, with some dude your cheating with?" he snapped at me.

I cringed ... but something was off, I almost didn't think that was-

"Hey .. can we just slow down?" the girl ask once the guy started kissing lower down her neck.

"Come on babe, I drove all the way over here" the guy said still not letting up as he pulled his own shirt off.

"Yea .. but ... Brad I'm not ready" the girl hissed at him as she pushed him away. He backed away slightly, but his eyes got angry.

He shoved her back to the bed, "Yes. You are" he snapped before trying to stick his hands down her pants.

It happened so fast I could barely blink. I was face first in the carpet as Blue kicked the door down, sending me flying.

He was on the guy in less than a second, before he pulled him off the girl who I can clear see is not me, and through him against the wall, forearm to his neck.

"Can you not here you dumbass? She said no" Blue growled in the guys face.

With a better look, it was obvious that the girl was around 17, and the guy maybe a few years older. These were kids. She was our kid.

She looked just like me, the hair, the face, but her eyes. Her eyes were practically glowing a crazy white color mixed with gold.

She was Blue and I's daughter.

Her eyes widened as she looked at me, "Mom?" she asked, completely shocked. "Why do you look ... younger? Who's the ass holding down Brad?! MOM WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM?!" she screeched.

The door to the room came crashing down. In came future me and some random guy who had dark brown hair and green eyes. He was old, but still attractive.

"MOM?! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!" My future daughter screeched.

Blue still had his arm resting easily on the guys neck, while he choked to death. "Blue! Let him go! You're going to kill the kid dammit!" I hissed at him.

He released some pressure so the guy was no longer purple, but a pretty color of blue. I sighed as my eyes scraped across my future self who was staring between me and Blue like she had just took bath salts.

"Blue?" her voice cracked.

Blue turned slightly, his eyes reaching future me. Her eyes water and she slapped a hand over her mouth when she saw his face.

"It's you isn't it?" she asked looking so heartbroken.

Blue sent an elbow to the kids temple making him pass out in a heap on the ground immediately, "Really dude?" I asked him.

But his attention wasn't on me. It was on the teenage girl and future me. "Katrina?" he whispered as he walked closer to future me.

Her eyes were wide with tears before she through herself into his arms and bawled, "I didn't ever think I'd see you again" she sobbed into his chest as he held her looking confused.

Well this is a little awkward, not going to lie.

He held her tight, even though the confusion was written clear on his face, "Who is that?" he asked with a nod towards the guy still standing in the doorway shock clear on his face.

"I'm Ray, I'm Katrina's husband" he said shocked.

I blinked at him confused, "I've never met you before" I state defensively.

"We met .. meet? Met at Blake Dun's funeral 18 years ago" he stated shocked still looking at Blue.

My body tensed, as my eyes looked over at the teenage girl who was staring at Blue in shock, "Dad...?" she asked as she looked at Blue. "You- You're my Dad?" she asked tears brimming her eyes as she ran towards him and tackled him in a hug.

I stood back and watched as my Blue embraced a family that he clearly never got a chance to do in the future.

My chest ached as the fear rushed through my veins.

One day, he wouldn't be here.

My throats closed at the physical pain that shot through my body.

We had not known each other long, but I could barely remember life without him. Something I wasn't expecting pushed down on my chest.

Hesitation.

Usually, as you've seen, I flip off caution and belly flop into the wind. But this was different. This was real fear.

He could be gone. He could actually leave me.

I never thought there would be a time where I existed and he didn't.

I mean mathematically! How was it possible for me to be alive and him not?

My eyes watched Blue as he hugged his family. His eyes were screaming regret, "h-how did I die?" He asked.

"You were in an acc-" Ray started.

"They dropped a building on you" future me spat.

O...Kay?

"Who?" I asked. I mean the only person I know who would fully try to murder him is me. And I know I can't push over a building.

"The Council" she replied back to me. Blue's face hardened, his face going completely blank.

"We don't have to talk about that now" Blue stated before shoving on a rare smile. He pulled away from his daughter and put his hands on her cheek wiping away her tears. "Let me look at my beautiful daughter, what's your name?"

"Bedelia Katrina Dun" she smiled up at him.

His eyes flickered to me, "Really you used your own name?"

"Don't get jealous" I smirked at him.

He rolled his eyes, "your mother is crazy. But you ... you are omorfi. You are so perfect, and your name Bedelia ... means powerful and strong. I see your spirit and can feel you power just standing next to you. I'm sorry I never got to meet you, but know that even now, I love you more than anything in this world" he smiled down at her.

I won't lie. I'm crying silent, ugly tears. The ones where your hand is over your mouth so that people can't hear the beastly sounds that come along with the hideous tears that you cry.

I wasn't the only one thank God.

Future me looked like her soul was cracking as well.

And our daughter, she was having trouble breathing as a whole.

"I don't have much time, but know that. And also don't be a dumbass like your Mother-" he shot me an ugly look, "-and date even bigger dumbasses like him" he sneered as he looked over at the kid he had choked unconscious.

"Way to add child abuse to your wrap sheet" I tutted.

"I will add murder if you don't shut up Katty" he barred his teeth at me.

I rolled my eyes, "like you don't already have that Boy Scouts badge of criminality".

He glared at me before turning back down to our chuckling child. "Forgive your Mom she's a headache" he smiled before landing a kiss to her forehead.

I watched the tears that fell down her face as her eyes closed.

Blake shook slightly as he pressed his lips to her forehead. He then pulled away, lightly touched her cheek with a smile before releasing her.

He turned to future me and gave her that heart stopping smirk he gave me those first few days we met. "You did good, Katrina" he smiled before kissing her cheek, then pulling away.

He walked towards me, his eyes looking so conflicted.

I felt so conflicted.

He pulled me to him with a sad smile, but wrapped his arm around me, pulling me to his side.

We looked at one another before turning and staring at our future.

We just gazed at one another.

Why isn't the room dropping?

This is starting to get awkward just gazing at one another.

"Sorry we don't know when we jump" I winced as we continued to look at each other.

"Really Katrina?" Blue sighed in annoyance that I even spoke.

"What Blue?!? It was getting awkward!" I hissed at him.

"Why do you have an undying need to speak? Constantly".

"Why do you have an undying need to act like a di-".

The room dropped.