LAST CHAPTER OF THIS BOOK YOU GUYS!
3 Months Later
I desperately tried to stay interested in the conversation I was stuck having.
The red dress that Aria had forced me in was squeezing me too tight, and showing too much.
Not only was the guy in front of me extremely boring, but he was having tunnel vision at my chest.
Super fun.
I gave another tight smile as I nodded pretending to listen to a word he was saying.
He had blond hair that was swept back and out of his face. He had a very large smile, that he kept flashing me but it almost seemed predatory. His blue eyes were never meeting mine, only every other body part that I had on display.
I think we were fifteen minuets in and I was ready to go.
He smiled as he sipped some of the wine that he had order for him and I without asking me.
Super fun.
He was cockily looking from me to every other girl in the small restaurant that he had decided to take me to.
Nothing about this was right.
I couldn't even concentrate on him.
All I could think about was that day.
The day he left me for sure.
How the night before had been so perfect, so full of passion, love, lust. How I had woken up to watch he staring at me like a creep, but loved it anyway.
How he had recited my donut order, and that amazing kiss he had placed on my lips.
How I was so giddy when I uttered the word husband to him. How I yelled bullets before she stepped out the door and how I had heard him easily return it just before the door slammed shut.
He should have been back in five minuets flat.
He should have been back.
Yet, that door had never opened again.
I had called him over and over, but the line was disconnected.
I had called the office, but no one was there.
I had called all the men and no one had answered their phone.
By then my heart was in overdrive. When two hours passed the sobs began, harsh and unyielding.
Thats how my friends found me, on the ground sobbing and screaming his name desperately. I just needed him to come back.
To say it to my face that he was leaving.
But he never came.
The first week I wanted to die.
The second week I wanted him to die.
The third week, I was sickeningly numb.
Then the weeks collected into months, and before I knew it. There was nothing but emptiness inside.
Maybe it was because i had sacrificed so much, or maybe I'm not that great of an actor but I seemed to be the one taking it the hardest.
Trina and I, should I say.
As I screamed and sobbed like a psycho, she sat silently like a psycho. She had gone completely despondent when she couldn't find Death Glare.
But I understood.
That was her husband.
Blue apparently only saw me as a quick easy lay.
Sasha was living with me now since she had 'accidentally' burned her and Snakes house down in a fit of heartbreak.
Not that I could blame her.
Aria, well, Aria had been ... lost. She was pushing for normalcy while the rest of us desperately wanted to wallow and drown in self pity and pain.
She had said no. She pushed me to go on dates, she pushed Sasha to keep going to the gym, she pushed Trina to go to work, she pushed Bonnie to eat, and she pushed Cha to stop crying.
They had all left.
From Death Glare to Vapor. They had all up and disappeared without a trace, a note, a text, nothing.
And we were left in shambles.
Did I find it strange that they had all disappeared at the same exact time? Hell yes.
I jumped easily into conspiracy theory mode, which resulted in the most heart breaking lecture of my life.
'We can't come up with excuses for them anymore. We can't say they were taken or they were busy, they left us. They left just like they promised they would never leave. They are gone and we are here and we are going to live. Let it go. They just didn't love us like we thought they did' Aria's strict voice had been a slap to the face that left me crying myself to sleep at night for weeks on end.
But she had been right.
It was an adventure, but all adventures ended.
Blue and I had ended.
My chest still ached with the pain, but I was down to only thinking about him five times a day for an hour at a time.
Which is a huge improvement from what it use to be, believe me.
I blinked up to find this imbecile still speaking to me.
I want to go home, but not even twenty minuets has passed and Aria will cut me if I come home again thirty minuets into a date.
But fuck it I can't anymore.
"You know-" I cut him off easily, making him smile before nodding at me to continue, "I should tell you that I just got out of really big relationship. And when I say big I mean like ... all aspects of this relationship was big" I look at him as confusion crosses his annoying face, "like inches big" he winced. "Anyway, and I think that you are a very nice guy, and you talk just ... so ... much. And I appreciate this date, and everything, but I want you to know that my last relationship was so serious and I want that again, you know" he nodded brightly his large smile coming back.
"I understand and I'm the same page" he smirked.
They usually run at the big comment and the serious relationship usually has them sprinting away. "Perfect, because" I grab his hand, "I really think we should plan a wedding for late spring of this year-" his face went white. "-I mean I'm ready if you are, and I am perfectly fine with getting pregnant before the wedding, like I said I'm fully able to jump into this just as quickly as you said you were" I smiled crazily back at him.
He snatched his hand away quickly, "I'm suddenly not feeling well, how about I drive you home and then we can talk later, yeah?" he asked as sweat poured down the side of his face.
I sent him another crazy girlfriend smile, "anything you say fiancé. Let me just get this out the way. I love you" he jumped in his seat as his face went grey.
"O-Okay lets get that check" he coughed.
Thank God.
By the time I got home Aria was passed out on the couch, Sasha on the floor, and Cha was face first into the carpet.
Trina and Bonnie had probably gone home together.
I stumbled as I kicked off my shoes as dragged myself to the bed that Blue and I shared those months ago.
I dragged the red dress off my body and just collapsed into bed, pulling the covers over my head as I felt the tears rushing back to the front.
My Katrina fucking Justice crying like a little bitch over some guy.
Not just some guy, your soul mate.
Well he was a suck ass soul mate.
The depression pulled me down quickly, my eyes shuttering closed as I fell asleep.
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I blinked as my surroundings resembled every part of a dungeon like cell. The ground was covered in dirty and grime, and the smell that stung my nosed smelled like shit.
Great so not only am I living a nightmare when I'm awake but now my subconscious is dragging me through this shit in my sleep too?
I served my surroundings, stopping when my eyes found a body sitting on the dirty ground. Their head was dropped into their arms which were propped up on their knees.
They looked asleep.
But suddenly their head snapped up, and the breath fell out of my body.
His bright eyes cut through me like a knife, I stumbled as his annoyed face looked up at mine.
Blue Doom.
He had on a pair of sweats and a long sleeved tee- shirt and he looked pissed.
He scoffed as he looked over me annoyance clear in his features. "Fucking perfect" he hissed as his eyes continued to look me over. "Ooooo you're making me hallucinate, I'm so impressed" he called through the bars as he rolled his eyes before looking back at me.
"I'm guessing you're suppose to say something like, help them. Just tell them what they want to know so you can come back to me. Well suck a dick, because I'm not doing shit. Run and tell that" he barked at me.
I turned around to look behind me, to figure out who in the hell was he talking to.
"Blue?" I asked hesitantly.
He winced like I had slapped him across the face, "don't fucking say my name with her fucking voice. I 'll rip out your fucking trachea" he growled back at me.
My nose crinkled as 'What the fuck' printed over my forehead.
This is a dream, my subconsciously was finally letting me see the real Blue Doom, the monster I had let slither ... and grind ... into my pants. This was finally my chance to tell him to choke on fucking dirt, even if it was just a dream.
I stood taller as I watched him look at me in confusion.
"Fuck. You" I stated calmly.
His mouth opened and closed in complete confusion, before he turned and looked around him to make sure I was speaking to him.
"Yes. You. Fuck you. You ungrateful, slimy, dirty piece of electric shit. You fucking light bulb, you dirty lamp, you ignorant electrical socket. Fuck, the fuck, out of you. I hate you, you slimy piece of shit. I hope you choke on dust and die. I hope you get trampled by a-a-a group of sloths and just die. You are an utter piece of dirty shit. You are worse than shit. You are - are the clumps of blood during a period, you are the toilet paper that clogs the toilet. You are the ultimate piece of shit. You mother fucker. You know what- I'm glad you left me, because I don't need you. You aren't good for anything besides a good fuck, and even then you came up short. I hope wherever you are in one of your little mansions with your little fuckboi friends with the whores no doubly had to buy, I hope you are just twitching in pain. You are a beetle, a rat, a slug on my fucking shoe, and the fact that I even allowed myself to fall in love with you makes me fucking sick. You are absolutely fucking -"
I was on such a roll that I was breathing heavy as my soul released the anger that he brought me.
"-Katrina?" he questioned slowly.
I blinked at him.
"What" I hissed.
"No. Is- is that you? Are you- actually Katrina Justice?" he asked cautiously.
"Who the fuck else would I be? Did you break some other poor girls heart?" I spat at him.
He slowly stood up off the ground and stumbled towards me.
He reached his hand out, and barely skimmed over my arm when the sparks of electricity shot between us.
He pulled away quickly.
We stood gaping at each other in shock.
"This is a dream. And I can wake myself up-" pinch. Pinch. Pinch. "-fuck why am I not waking up?"
He was on me again, his hands laid gently against my cheek, but I was shocked shitless. If this wasn't a dream ... I looked around.
My hand came over my mouth.
"A-are you in prison?" I hissed out shocked, as my hand wrapped around his wrist.
Delicious sparks of electricity slithered over our bodies, a small smile came over his lips. "I'm a in cell, but not in any prison you know" he sighed as he placed his head on my shoulder, "how did you get here?" he asked quietly.
"I-I fell asleep, crying, and then here I was. But i've been doing that for months, so I-"
"Months?" he questioned as he looked down at me confused.
"You've been gone for three months Blue. I-I thought you left me" I stated quickly.
He froze, his whole body tensed like he was in pain. "Three months? I've only been here for three days" he said, "the time must move differently here" he stated, looking down at me.
"Where are you? Cuba?" I questioned as my hands unconsciously clamped down harder on him.
He gave me a dull look that had my heart racing, it was almost like he never left, "since when is the time difference in Cuba anything like that?"
"I don't know! Where are you, how can I get here?" I questioned him quickly.
I had a bad feeling we were running out of time.
"I'm on a different Plane, Katty".
"Like Air Force One?"
"No. On a different earthly plane. I'm between earth and space" he sighed heavily as he traced his hand down the side of my face.
My jaw dropped, "how the fuck did you end up here?" I hissed at him.
"The Council, they took me" he sighed in defeat.
I nodded, "okay how do I get here?" I asked again.
"I'm not sure, but Katrina you shouldn't try. The Council is looking for you, their is a bounty on your head as a Source. That's why they brought me up here. They need someone to track and kill you" he whispered lowly and quickly.
My stomach dropped.
"What did I do?" I questioned shocked.
He shrugged, "Just stay low, don't use your powers. Let the girls take care of you, okay? Take care of each other" he smiled sadly.
My eyes narrowed, "where are the guys? Can they-"
"Klaus is in the next cell over with Snake. Death Glare is two down, Snake is currently snoring four cells down with Vapor and even Carter is here somewhere" he stated cutting down all my options.
"Fuck!" I hissed annoyed.
"Yes. I know, listen Katrina we don't have much time and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to see you again-"
"-don't. Don't say that ... please" I winced against his arm.
"-if I don't, just remember that I love you, I always have and I always will" he stated grimly as he brought his face down to mien slowly.
It was like he never left as our bodies sparked alive as our lips touched one another. A deep sigh left my lips as he swallowed it.
His hand tangled in my hair while I desperately pulled myself closer to him.
He pulled back slightly, both of us breathing hard.
It was like my life was re-lit.
A strong determination settled in my chest as he looked down at me. "Oh shit, dont-"
"I'm going to find you Blake Balder Dun. I'm going to find you, set this bitch aflame, decapitate some motherfuckers and then you and me are going to live happily ever after. I don't give a fuck what you say about it" I stated hard.
His lips twitched unconsciously as he stared down at me.
"I guess when you put it like that, I don't have a choice" he sighed.
"Damn straight".
"Did you get sexier?" he questioned as he smirked down at me.
"Everyday" I smirked back up at him as he pressed his lips to mine quickly.
He looked around the cell, "I don't suppose you think we have enough time for me to get a super quick, quickie in huh?" he questioned as his hands started to venture lower on my body.
I gave him a blank look, "seriously".
He gave me a coy smile, "yeah, you're right ... we do" he said before slamming my body against one of the walls, his lips finding mine hastily as his hands dipped in under my clothes.
I moaned, but suddenly I was being yanked back by a string. I went flying before slamming down into my body.
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I woke up sweating, sitting up in bed.
I looked around me wildly as I tried to find my surroundings.
Blue.
He hadn't left. None of them had.
A strong new sense of determination settled on my chest.
"Fuck" I growled as I threw the covers off my legs and jumped out of bed.
There was shit to do.
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