I was going to visit Liam at his doctor's office today after taking those tests yesterday. I had the entire evening and last night to thought about things. I would have to accept this, I couldn't be in denial anymore. I didn't think those three positive pregnancy test were wrong or coincidental. I was going to visit Liam for him to make it official and also to find out how far along I was. I was here sitting in the waiting room with Kathleen who I had follow me here again, waiting my turn. She's been supportive and happy for me telling me this was something great. But I couldn't help feeling like this was the worst thing that could ever happened to me right now. Even worst I felt really weird going to see Liam after our little moments yesterday and knowing that he was attracted to me.
This whole thing was just so hard to digest. I was pregnant for my ex boyfriend who probably wants nothing more to do with me than maybe put a bullet through my skull. I didn't know how I was going to break the news to my family when I go back home next week. I don't know if this news is going to be good or not. I was carrying the enemy's child. What would I do about Gio? I know he is still going to want to kill me once he learned that I'm back in New York, according to Dominic he's been really trying to find me and get his men to find me. Dominic even think that I should just stay here, but I couldn't run and hide for the rest of my life. I was going home next week one way or the other.
I was just really confused about this whole thing. If I do encounter Gio, what was I supposed to do? Do I even try to mentioned it to him that I'm pregnant with his child? Or do I just hid the fact and not let him know. I was just so confused about all this, how did I even allowed something like this to occur. Gio and I had gotten carried away more than once and haven't used protection so I should have been more careful and not messed with fate. Even the last time Gio and I were together which was the very same day he learned who I was, we didn't used any protection. How the hell could I have been so stupid?
I was brought back out of my thoughts by the nurse calling my name and telling me I could go in to the doctor now. I sighed as I stood up.
"You don't want me to come in with you again do you?" Kathleen said to me.
"I think I'll go in alone this time" I said to him.
"Alright, I'll be waiting out here okay" Kathleen replied.
"I'll be back" I said before walking towards Liam's office.
I took a deep breath before opening the door and stepping inside.
"Ciao medico" I smiled at Liam as I entered the office.
(Hello Doctor)
"Wow, someone's been practicing there Italian" Liam smiled as I entered. "Come stai oggi Bella?"
(How are you doing today, beautiful)
"Non così male" I chuckled. "I think. I'm all out of Italian now"
(Not too bad)
"Well I think you've done really well so far" Liam chuckled as I sat down.
"Grazie" I smiled.
(Thank you)
"I thought you said, you were all out on Italian" Liam chuckled.
"Yeah I know but I just couldn't resist" I chuckled.
"Capisco perfettamente... I mean I totally understand" Liam smiled. "So did you come to do that test we talked about yesterday?"
"Uhm actually no" I said going in my bag.
I took out all three positive tests that I had wrapped in a paper towel and putting them on his desk in front him.
"The first one was one negative but then I saw these three all positive. I don't think those are just coincidental" I said to him.
"It's likely that you are indeed pregnant then, congratulations" Liam smiled at me.
"I was hoping you'd do another one here just to be sure" I said to him.
"How about an ultrasound?" Liam said to me.
"I guess that works too" I said to him.
"Alright then" Liam said standing up from his chair. "Follow me".
I followed Liam into an adjoining room to his office. There was a small bed and the ultrasound machine as well as other equipments. Liam took one of those hospital gowns handing it to me and telling me to go change into it in the bathroom
After returning Liam instructed me to lay down on the bed. He covered my lower area with a sheet telling me to raised the gown above my stomach. I did just that. Liam pulled on a pair of gloves before applying the lubricating jelly to my still flat belly. After he had turned on the machine he began rubbing the ultrasound transducer or whatever that thing is named over my stomach. After a minute or so, he pointed to the monitor.
"Look. There's your little baby right there" Liam smile at me.
I turned my head looking at the screen at the peanut shape thing Liam was pointing to. Seeing it now brought all sort of emotions to me, I really didn't know how to feel about this. There was a tiny human growing inside me and looking at it now just made it all the more real even though it seems so unbelievable.
"Oh my god" I said looking at it. "That's the baby?"
"Yeah" Liam smile and nodded.
"Uhm... Is it possible to tell how old it is?" I asked still not believing this.
"Based on the size of the foetus and visible developments that are starting to take place, I'd say you're about 8 or 9 weeks along" Liam said to me.
"It looks like a peanut" I said keeping my eyes on the monitor. "How is this possible, how did this even happened?"
"Well I'm sure you know how it happened Lexi" Liam chuckled. "I'm sure you know how a baby is made".
" I know its just that... How... I-I didn't even suspect anything. My body didn't even feel different or anything except for me being sick and all... Well I've been late but I haven't thought about this being a possibility" I said to him. "This is so unbelievable".
" It's possible for some woman not to be displaying any symptoms until late trimesters" Liam said to me. "Some women don't even have any symptoms at all only just noticed the baby bump started growing".
" Oh God " I said in fright. "I'm gonna start bloating after a while. Its gonna be obvious to everyone that I'm expecting"
"Lexi, this is a great thing, you're gonna be a mom" Liam said to me.
"This isn't great" I said freaking out. "I'm not ready for this, I'm not suitable to be a mother. Even worst I don't wanna bring a baby in the world into a broken messed up family"
"Hey, Lexi" Liam said holding my hand as I still laid on the bed. "Breathe okay... You're gonna be a great mother I know that. I just met you a few weeks ago and I already know you're a caring and protective person. Any child can do great once they have a person like that for their mom".
"You really think so?" I asked looking at him.
"I know so. This feeling you're having now is normal. Don't worry about it, you'll get use to the idea soon enough" Liam said to me.
"Thanks Liam" I said letting out a breath. "You really make me feel better".
"Good" Liam smiled. "Now do you want a picture?"
"What?" I asked confused.
"Of your baby" Liam said to me pointing at the screen.
"Oh, I don't know" I said unsure.
"Come on Lexi, don't tell me you don't want to have a picture to show him or her when he or she is old enough" Liam said.
"Alright" I finally gave in.
"Good, now let's get your stomach clean up and I'll get it printed" Liam said to me.
After the gel was cleaned of my stomach I went to get changed back into my clothes. Liam brought me an envelope with the pictures. After we have talk some more it was time to leave since we had taken up a good while and he had other patients waiting. We made plans to go out again before I left for America then we said our goodbyes.
When I went back to the waiting room Kathleen was glad we were finally ready. I couldn't blame her, she had been waiting a while.
"So?" Kathleen asked.
"The tests were telling the truth " I sighed. "I'm two months and a week pregnant with the devil's child"
My family is gonna love this, especially Dad and Dominic.
Oh the Joy.
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