I was going to gave a chat with Joe this morning. Its been two days since I've damaged his legs. Marc had informed me that both of Joe's knees were indeed broken as well as his nose. Well that much I had suspected the day when I had used that metal bat on him. I had some of Dominic's guys kept on eye on him for the past couple days making sure he didn't die. He was still there in Dominic's warehouse in a room that was like a make shift hospital but I had to get him out of here soon. Dominic wasn't amused with the idea of keeping him here and since he had literally pissed and shit himself multiple times since he's been here, he was stinking up the place. Dominic had told me that I should get rid of him once and for all but that wasn't really my plan.

When I walked into the room there he was laying on the bed still restrained by the hands and feet and still wearing the blindfold. His mouth was covered with tape and it was obvious that he wasn't unconscious because the minute I had stepped in he was alerted. The guys were right in here really stinks, I had to blink multiple times as the stench had caused my eyes to start water. Looking at Joe laying there helpless and definitely in pain I almost felt sorry for him. His legs were in cast and his nose had been bandage and his face was still bruised. I tried my best not to gagged and throw up from the smell as I took up the bottle of morphine and the syringe and went over to him.

Joe's head trash around obviously worried about what was going to happened to him next and since he couldn't see anything and I was right by his head now. I place down the morphine and the syringe by the table near to him before putting my hands at Joe's head intending to pull off his blindfold. Why was I even being nice to this guy was beyond me considering he was one reason why my baby died. I had told the guys and Dr.Lee not to gave him anything for the pain as I had wanted him to feel the pain as much as I did. He began thrashing around and pulling on his restraints and I had to talk to him.

"Stop thrashing around" I said to him. "I'm trying to help here"

At hearing my voice Joe's body immediately stilled. I couldn't seemed to pull the knot that I had tied on the blindfold the night I brought him here, so I brought out my knife and cutting the cloth in two. Joe opened his eyes then shut them back quickly as I blinked a few times trying to adjust to seeing light after so long. I gave him a few minutes until his eyes adjusted and his head turned to me. As realization took him over his eyes widened and a lot of expression crossed his face.

Shock. Pain. Anger. Fright.

He tried mumbling words which I couldn't understand because they were muffled by the duct tape covering his mouth. I looked at him with a blank expression before picking up the syringe and withdrawing some of the liquid morphine. At seeing this Joe was more hysteric now tugging on his restraints and was definitely fearful not knowing what drug I was going to inject him. I just rolled my eyes at him.

"Its just morphine for the pain. Don't worry its not lethal injection. Now could you keep still for a minute unless you want to keep remaining in pain" I said to him.

Joe stop fighting and relaxed a bit looking at me cautiously as I took a cotton ball dipped in alcohol rubbing it over and area on his arm before injecting him.

"The meds should start kicking in, in a couple more minutes" I said to him as I put down the syringe.

"You're probably wondering what the hell is going on, what happened and why I'm being this nice to you" I said to him. "I know Joe,your eyes held many questions".

Sighing I put my hands over his face examining the extent of the damage. Joe's eyes had closed probably thinking I was going to hit him but instead I ripped off the tape. Joe winced obviously trying to hold back the cry at the feeling of the tape ripping off his skin and a few facial hairs with it. The minute Joe realized what happened he opened his eyes.

"Y-You? I-I..." Joe tried saying angrily but d a little difficulty talking. "S-Should have...w-".

I guess his throat probably felt dry and like he swallowed sandpaper. I sighed as I took a handcuff key from my pocket holding it up so he could see this.

"Look Joe, I'm going to un-cuff your left hand okay?" I said walking over to his left side. "And you're not gonna try anything stupid like try to attack or grab me or anything understood?"

"K" Joe managed to get out as he nodded.

"Alright and I'm gonna give you this water as well to help with your parch throat" I said taking the bottle of water from my bag and a sandwich I had brought.

I opened the bottle of water still letting the cap remain on it and went over to him placing the sandwich on his chest and the water leaning on his side. I proceeded to try unlocking the handcuff on his left wrist before stepping back. Joe flexed and rotated his wrist for a few seconds before grabbing the bottle of water and downing it.

"Why... Why haven't you just killed me already!?" Joe yelled angrily. "I really underestimate you, when I found out I was taken I had no idea this was your doings"

"Don't tell me you're mad that you're still alive Joe" I said raising my brows.

"What so this is some sick revenge game for me drugging you and taking you back to Gio?" Joe asked. "Why don't you just let your guys kill me!?"

"Listen Joe I just gave you pain killer which is probably going to soon kick in and send you right back to dream land so just here me out. In case you haven't noticed I brought you a chicken sandwich, its on your chest, I know you're probably starving right now. If you're vegetarian then too bad" I said to him.

"What you gonna feed me so I'll stay alive so you can torture me some more, break some more bones?" Joe said bitterly.

"Trust me Joe if I wanted to torture you some more I wouldn't be hear having this conversation with you" I said to him. "Anyway I just wanted to get a few things off my chest. So you know how you came up to me that day at my car and drugged me then take me back to your warehouse well guess what that was a big mistake..."

"Yeah yeah because you obviously got me in your paws now and gonna get back at me by torturing me right" Joe said sarcastically. Have me lay here in my own mess!"

"Don't interrupt me okay" I said as I took out my gun pointing it at him.

"What are you waiting for? Do it" Joe said.

"Don't temp me. You know if I fire this gun its not gonna end your misery now its only going to put you in more pain which I won't be so kind enough to get you medical treatment or painkillers for" I said to him. "Now listen. When you listened to Gio's order and stick that needle with whatever drug that was in my neck I was three months and a couple weeks pregnant"

"What!?" Joe said obviously shock at my revelation. "Gio never said..."

"Would it have made a difference!?" I shouted at him. "The thing is you drugged me brought me to your warehouse and then restraint me to an electric chair. Do you know what happened after you left that room? I was shocked just so I could spit out unknown information. You know what happened as a result of the drug you injected into my system plus the shock from that chair? Neither of the two reacted well with my pregnancy and so I lost my child because of you. I was so looking forward to meet that little baby, but I'm never gonna have that opportunity again, I didn't even get a chance to know what gender it would've been. You helped killed my baby!"

I didn't even realized that I was crying now as I was speaking until I taste the salt from my tears on my lips.

"Look I'm sorry but I had no idea you were pregnant or anything. Gio gave us one order that's what I was following" Joe said to me. "That drug was just to make you sleep instantly because you probably would have put up a fight. Gio warned..."

"I don't want to hear Gio's name" I said to him. "Gio killed his own child too he's gonna get what's coming to him soon enough just like the others"

"I am sorry about your baby but I was just following orders no questions asked" Joe said to me.

"I know and that's why you're still alive right now" I said to him.

"What do you mea...?" Joe started asking confused.

"It simple means that I'm going to avenge my child's death starting with all those who were involved in the process" I said to him. "And since you were only following orders you're getting off a little bit easier than the others. It means I'm letting you live"

"So what now?" Joe asked.

"As much as you pretend I know you don't want to die like you pretend. I'm going to let you go... In a few days. You are going to continue living your life like you were before. Just a few things you should know though, you now have a tracking implant inside of you. You can life your life as free as possible as long as you don't try to get revenge on me for taking you and as long as you stay away from anything Luciano related. That tracking implant will immediately alert us of your where abouts and if you try removing, big mistake. You'll only hurt yourself based on where it is lodged"

"What!?" Joe said in disbelief. "I don't get it"

"What's there to get?" I asked. "You're gonna live, your knees are gonna heal and you'll be fine as long as you don't try anything stupid. I didn't have to have s conscience about this, just so you know. Now I suggest you eat that sandwich and here's another bottle of water. You're going to stay here, I'm going to get someone to come look at you and get you cleaned up. You stink"

"Not much of a choice here since I've been doing everything here on myself for who knows how long" Joe said and yawned. "How long have I been here by the way? What day...w-what is today?"

The morphine was definitely started to kick in because he was obviously sleepy again. I made sure to put another bottle of water on the table near him and putting a tablet form pain killer there as well. I gathered everything else and stuffing them back in the bag. I wasn't leaving anything in here that he'd use to try escape now that I left him with one free hand.

"You don't need to know that. Just be thankful for how lucky you are now that I've got a heart" I said turning to leave. "Oh and by the way I wouldn't suggest you try anything stupid like escaping before I let you out. That wouldn't be so wise considering your state"

And with that I walked out closing the door behind me. The only reason I was being this nice to this guy was probably because somewhere deep down I know killing him wasn't going to make me feel better just yet.

******** "So you want to have your engagement party here this Saturday?" I asked.

"Yeah, I know its a little bit too sudden but we didn't like the first venue we got but we then realized that this would be the prefect venue to have it" Selena said to me.

"We can pay double the amount if it means we get to have it here" Stephen said to me.

Stephen and Selena are a couple in their mid twenties who wanted to have their engagement party here on Saturday night. Sure it was all a little bit soon since today was Wednesday and to organized everything for an event such as this would take a while.

"We can make it happen" I said to them.

"You could? That would be great" Selena said to me. "We'd be willing to pay whatever it takes to make it happen".

"Don't worry you'll have your party here" I said to them. "Just give me a list and outline of things you need there and it'll be there".

After spending almost an hour sorting out things and arrangement for the engagement party here Saturday night with Selena and Stephen my eyes were burning with exhaustion. I closed my eyes relaxing my head on the back of my chair. A couple minutes after I heard a knock on my door causing me to open my eyes.

"Come in" I called out.

"Uhm Lexi" Khadja said peeping in.

"Hey what's up?" I said curiously.

"Your boyfriend is here" Khadja said to me.

"My what now!?" I shrieked.

"Hey babe miss me?" Gio said walking in.

You've got to be kidding me!

"You have no idea" I said through gritted teeth. "Thanks Khadja close the door behind you"

"So, how...?" Gio started saying as Khadja left.

I didn't give him a chance to say anything else I had picked up the big heavy stapler on my desk and throw it across the room right at his head.

Guys so I've started writing chapter 49, its currently 1003 words but I'm having a bit of a writer's block so I'm not sure what more to write as yet. I'm still trying to think of more scenarios so just be patient as soon as I've reach 2000 words or more I'll update. I just need some inspiration so you guys just continue to vote and comment OK.