I've been told I'm a walking contradiction.

Stuck between two different worlds. Hanging in the middle, waiting. Forever.

Fierce and delicate.

Beautiful and messy.

Hopeful and hopeless.

Caring too much and not giving a fuck.

Serious and not serious enough.

Creative and dull.

Romantic and practical.

Optimist and realist.

I've learned to accept this, because I know I can't change it.

I'm subject to everything, and sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me.

But no, I just feel every thing so much. I'm like a Chameleon. Changing colors to blend in with my background.

It's how I deal with feeling every thing so deeply. I blend into my surroundings.