Sitting behind his desk, Shane watched the surveillance cameras as Paris walked out of the club, this time alone she had nobody but security following her.. Thinking to himself he leaned his head back against his chair, even though he had retired from the game he had no plans on going any further until he had Paris back by his side for good !! Standing up from his chair and heading out the room he walked over to his brother who stood over the balcony over looking the second floor, next to him was Trey ..

"I'm about to head out .." Shane said as he leaned against the balcony next to his brother

"Already ?" He asked, Surprised Shamar was always the more responsible out of the two while Shane was the hot head with the wild side .. So hearing his brother wasn't up to party, get drunk, and smoke out was surprising ..

"Yeah, you rollin ?!" Shane asked

"Yeah, I'll meet you downstairs I gotta go find Kelsey !!" Shamar replied

Nodding, Shane watched as his brother stepped off .. Slapping his brother in law on his back Shane got Trey's attention ..

"You ready for all this young nigga ?!" He asked with a laugh

Laughing as well Trey shook his head "I guess so !!" He replied taking a shot of patron

"Well, don't fuck up like I did .." Shane replied

"Fuck you mean bro ?! You gettin out of this shit alive, and not behind bars .. Your family survived this shit, that's all that matters !! Not to mention them numbers you sittin on, you set for life bruh !!" Trey said with a smile

Nodding, Shane couldn't help but to agree but even he had his secrets not even his brother knew about ..

"We'll see how I did tomorrow !!" He replied

"Tomorrow ?! What's tomorrow ?"

"Divorce hearing .. I got somethin in mind.. but I don't know if it'll fix my mistakes or make em worse !!" Shane said almost to hisself as he thought about what he was going to do ..

"What you got in mind ?!" Trey asked

"You'll see .." Shane said .. "I gotta go .. I got somewhere I need you to be tomorrow, so make sure you available around 12 !!" He said as he walked off

"I thought you retired nigga !!" Trey yelled over the music

"I did !!" Shane replied and walked off ..

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Groaning, Paris was ready to throw her phone out of the window as her alarm went off .. 9 am had came a little too fast, and neither her head or stomach was agreeing with her .. Feeling all of her shots she had taken the previous night sneak up on her she tossed the covers off of her as she ran to the restroom .. Holding her stomach as she vomited, she swore that she would never drink again..

The knocking on the door didn't make it any better, her head began to pound harder as she listened to her lawyer beat on the door, and shout her name ..

"Ugghh !! Fuck !!" Paris groaned as she held her head, and flushed the toilet with the other hand ..

Quickly washing her hands she ran to the door, swinging it open her lawyer was bright eyed and smiling all while she was ready to stab him and he didn't even know it ..

"What the fuck you want ?!" She asked frustrated

"Get dressed, supposedly Shane is supposed to be putting a deal on the table !!" He replied as he invited himself in and closed the door ..

"What do you mean ?" Paris asked confused

She had just talked to Shane the night before and he had never said anything to her about no deal, last she checked he was still trying to reconcile ..

"We'll see when we get there !! Get dressed !!" He said rushing her ..

Disappearing into the bathroom Paris leaned against the counter as she thought about what Shane had up his sleeve, she knew he wasn't about to just put a deal on the table and divorce her so she wondered what what was really up .. Glancing at her phone she thought about calling him but thought against it, not wanting to seem like she cared she just left it alone ..

First popping a couple tylenol Paris took a steaming hot shower in a attempt to rinse off her hangover, she couldn't get her mind off of her husband to save her life .. Wanting to put her nerves at ease she rushed and put on clothes..

Too tired to even put on make up she settled with a natural look, just a little lipgloss, nude eyeshadow, and blush .. Picking the first professional dress she could find in her closet she slipped into a white above the knee Alexander McQueen fitted spaghetti strap dress .. Settling on a matching pair of white Alexander McQueen heels she combed her long hair out and wore it just like that ..

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Sitting at the table where his potential divorce had been discussed for the past few months Shane was in deep thought as he stared at the clock, sitting next to him was his lawyer .. For the first time in a long time even Shane had to admit he was nervous, the shit he was about to do he wouldn't have did for shit only a few months ago !! But with everything that was going on the last thing he needed was for Paris to forgive him then all his skeletons come flying out of the closet and stabbing her in the back in the process ..

He couldn't lie like there wasn't a small voice telling him to keep the shit to himself but he couldn't help but to think of how he owed Paris alot more than that ..

Watching her walk into the room, was like a breath of fresh air and a bomb at the same time .. Sighing, he shook his head as he watched her walk into the room and sit across from him !! He couldn't take his eyes off of her and she couldn't take her eyes off of him .. and they both wondered how they were gonna walk out of that room ..

Sitting down Paris was the first to speak as she stared over at Shane and placed her hands on the table in front of her ..

Shane noticed she still was wearing her wedding ring ..

"What ?" She asked

Sighing, Shane cleared his throat "You wanted me to fix it right, Well I'm going to but first I need you to listen .. Because once I fix it, we ain't comin back to this shit ever again !! You hear me ?" He said

"What is it Shane ?" Paris asked nervously

"I killed Deja .." He said staring into Paris' eyes

Confused Paris frowned "What ? Deja overdosed !!" She said

"Naw that's just what I told you .. Deja was too much of a liability, she was fuckin with my business, she was fuckin with my relationship, she was fuckin with my money, she was fuckin with your mind !! So I got rid of her .." Shane said never breaking eye contact with Paris

Shocked she didn't say a word as she stared at Shane, he watched as her eyes watered but she never spoke ..

"And .." He began

"And ?" Paris asked, "You got something worse than that ?!" She asked now in tears

Sighing, Shane cursed himself out in his head .. "And, I made Ana get a abortion !! The baby was mine .." He said still looking Paris in the eyes

Gasping, Paris stood up from the table and threw her phone straight at Shane ..

"You fuckin bastard !!" She yelled "

"Calm down Paris !!" He said as he stood up

"Calm down ?! The fuck you mean calm down ?! You fuckin psycho, are you serious right now ?!" She yelled

Sighing, Shane looked at his lawyer and hers "Get out !!" He said ..

Watching as they left out the room, Paris began yelling as soon as they stepped out ..

"This is your definition of fixing it ?! Making it fuckin worse ?! Huh ?!" She yelled as she walked over to him and slapped him across his face .. "You killed Deja ?! You watched my cry myself to sleep many of nights behind that shit .. all while you the one who fuckin took her away from me in the first place ?! And You got that bitch pregnant ?! Shane what the fuck ?!" She yelled slapping him again ..

Stepping back away from her, he let her have a minute to herself ..

"I hate you !!" She said, her voice almost a whisper ..

"Well hate me Paris, that don't change the fact that I love you !!" He replied

Hearing her laugh, he watched as she made her way towards the door .. Stopping her he grabbed her wrist and pulled her back

"Where you think you goin ?" He asked

"We done here don't you think ?!" She asked looking up at him

"Fuck no, you aint goin nowhere.. hear me out ..Paris that was fuckin years ago !! I could've chose to not have said shit but I told you because I wanted to start fresh, hurt you now so the shit won't sneak up on you later !! That's how I wanted to fix it .." He said

Staring at him Paris' heart was beating a million miles per minute and her emotions were everywhere ..

"Where are my kids ?!" She asked

"In the backyard .." He said pointing to the back of the house "This the deal Paris, I got a jet waiting for you, me, and the kids !! I know you hate me right now and I fuckin understand but try to understand why I just told you what I told you !!" He said

"Because you're a fucking idiot that's why !!" She said cutting him off

"Just fuckin listen !!" He yelled

Folding her arms across her chest Paris stared at him even harder ..

"My family, and yours is in the backyard .. I'm tryin to right my wrongs ma, we gonna do this whole marriage shit over and do it right !! No hoes, no secrets, no mistresses, no more break ups aight ?! Marry me again and let me fix it .. all you gotta do is walk down that aisle and say I do one more time, the rest is on me !!" Shane said

Biting her lip, Paris was now crying harder ..

"Afterwards we'll go on vacation for about a month, then come back here .. It's ours if you want it !!" He said as he watched Paris glance around the house

"You killed her Shane !!" She said sobbing

"I know Paris, And I'll spend the rest of my life makin it up to you if you let me ma .. At the time I did what I had to do, kind of like how you gave up your own brother for me !! You did what you had to do for you and our kids .. I know I fucked up, let me make it right .." He said ..

Sitting down, Paris buried her head in her hands as she thought of what to do .. Her mind was saying to walk the hell out of that room, but her heart was too much in love with the man in front of her .. Sitting down across from her Shane watched as she cried, and waited for her answer

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