I don't know what I expected.

Maybe some magical ju-ju that would make me suddenly understand the world better, understand myself. Become one with the power inside.

Because there was power.

And it terrified me.

Once Blue left, I had no control over it anymore.

Before, I could barely feel what it was slithering across my skin, but now, it was strong and hungry. I could constantly feel it on my back, eating at me, waiting to be released. It needed a leash and I had floss.

I had expected something more from Nana K.

Answers that would help, that would let me know getting him was the right thing. That I would save him and get that life I had desperately craved with him.

I wanted it so bad, I could taste it.

I could literally see him and I just together. I craved it so much I could cry.

But after looking into her eyes and seeing and hearing what she had to say, I don't know if Blue and I get the happy ending.

If we get the love story that conquers all the bullshit.

I don't know if I get him in the end.

Because from the look on Nana's face she seemed to know the answers that were waiting for me. She seemed to know that I would be forever fractured like she was, because even though we had found our soul mates, fate had taken them from us.

All these different actions and decisions had put me in this position. Had set me on a course I never thought my life would intent to go on.

But was love forever?

Was it enough?

Was what we had even real?

We fought constantly, we bickered like bitches, and yet he dove off that cliff to catch me and I was back a square one.

Was I setting myself up for a world of pain, that would leave me a shell sitting in a secluded jungle living through my memories of a life I never got to have.

Would I be my Grandmother?

Am I destined to relive her history.

Only time would tell from here. But for now time was screaming at me, very loudly.

Oh wait.

That's just me.

My voice shattered through the air as my body and soul was flung from the skies and went speeding past colorful rocks.

The Grand fucking Canyon.

I'm going to die.

My body crashed into the water below, sending me complete drenched before my backpack was dragging me up to the surface again.

I gasped as my hair was stuck to my face in every direction.

But my pain was no where near over.

I was moving, and fast.

I collided against the bottom of the river, my whole body being body slammed before I was shoved above water again.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

Water rushed into my open gaped mouth like I was a fucking fish as the currently continued to drag me around.

My doggy paddle wasn't doing shit.

Just as quickly as I was drowning I suddenly found myself dying on solid ground. Sasha stood overtop of me, just as soaked as I, the other girls around us looking about the same.

"I hate every last one of you" Sasha gasped as her hair was plastered to her head. She looked absolutely wrecked.

My eyes widened as I looked at Sasha, "d-did you save me last?" I questioned her baffled.

She glared down at me, "at least you got to almost drown, I hit the fucking ground" Bonnie groaned as she laid out like a star fish.

Cha's body vibrated as she continued spitting water out her mouth, "you fucking bounced" she said cracking up as she still struggled to breathe.

I cackled in pain as Bonnie only raised her arm and flipped Cha off.

"I think this sets it. Katrina each person in your crazy ass family has officially injured me" Bonnie groaned.

I squinted over at her, "what did my parents do?" I questioned as I slowly rolled over and tried to sit up.

"Your mom tried to run me over as she and your dad bellowed something about 300 points for the skinny bitch" Bonnie sighed as she shoved herself into a sitting position.

Don't laugh.

"Don't be sensitive, you're lucky you got 300 points. I'm only worth 125" I sighed before struggling to my feet.

I'm going to need a body replacement after all this shit ends.

I stood next to Aria and Sasha who were surveying the area around us. We were in the Grand Canyon, no doubt about it.

It was magnificent. The high sides of the formation dominated us from overhead. "Are we fucked? Or are we fucked?" Sasha sighed as her eyes took in our surroundings.

"Sideways and on a Sunday" Aria finished for her as we continued to look up.

There was no way in hell we could possibly get out of here without some extreme help. "I don't even think I could get up that high" Sasha muttered.

Screwed.

Every which way.

"Well, she had to have dropped us here for a reason ... right?" Aria said as she started looking further down the river.

I winced, "not particularly, this could be punishment for us interrupting her. And she was rusty, we could be five miles away or five hundred miles away".

But then something ... tickled. We all straightened as we turned upriver.

It was like a hand had swept up my spine, and from the odd faces Sasha and Aria were wearing, they felt it too.

"What was that?" Aria asked.

"Power" Sasha said before she started walking, "get up bitches, we got shit to do" she called over her shoulder at Bonnie and Cha who were still struggling to stand. Trina bounced ahead a bright smile on her face.

How she still looked like a model when the rest of us looked like drowned rats is insane.

We all follow behind Sasha as she takes us further up the river, around the bend.

The tickle turned into a full vibration as we came around the bend. Sasha stopped dead as we all did, our eyes zoned in on one large rock.

I slipped past Sasha as I stared at the large normal looking rock.

I could feel the pure energy rushing from the rock. It pulled at something deep in me, something strange.

Before I even realized my palm was attached to the rock, before the ground trembled. A bright light shined blinding us all before our very eyes a solid steel door appeared before us.

I pulled my hand back quickly as we all stood there dumbstruck.

"Well ... "

"PASSWORD" A deep ominous voice shook through our minds.

Even Sasha took a small step as we all turned to look at one another in surprise.

I squinted at the door, "who said that?"

"I" it bellowed back into our minds. "Speak the password, for entrance" it demanded.

"Is the door talking to us? Or have I completely lost my mind?" Cha questioned looking just as shocked as the rest of us.

"No, I think we are all hearing this" Aria whispered back.

Sasha stepped up next to me, "well then whats the password?" she asked looking down at me.

I shrugged at her, "the hell should I know?" we both turned towards the door at the same time.

"So how does this work exactly, Door?" Sasha yelled back at it.

"You speak the password and then you may gain entrance" it boomed.

"Is this like an iPhone? We only get ten tries before you lock us out?" I questioned it.

"Speak as many passwords as you wish"

"Yes but what is the password?" Sasha questioned it.

It seemed to pause, like it was actually lost for words, "I may not tell you the password-"

"But we don't know the password, and if we don't know the password-" I started.

"-then how in the hell are we suppose to get in?" Sasha finished for me.

There was silence as we waited, "I am not allowed to... just give you the password" it mumbled completely baffled.

Bonnie stepped forwards, "but if you don't give it to us, then how are we suppose to get in?"

"I am not suppose to-"

"Says who?" Cha asked, "you are specifically told to never give out the password to the door?"

It stumbled, "w-well ... no, I am suppose to protect the-"

"Well, it seems to me that you can give us the password, Sir. Would you be so kind?" Trina jumped in a kind smile on her face.

There was dead silence.

"B-but I-"

"Fine you want us to guess?" I looked at it, "Open".

"No".

"Close" Sasha said.

"No"

"Door" Aria screamed out.

"No"

"Please?" Trina said.

"No"

"Supers" Bonnie joined in.

"No"

"Cirron" Cha stated.

"No"

"Condom" I screamed out.

"N-"

"-DICK!" Sasha screamed.

"N-no?"

"SEX" Aria bellowed.

"Uhh-"

"LOVE" Cha joined in.

"Incor-"

"LUST" Bonnie said.

It didn't even get time to answer.

"EVIL!"

"FLOWERS"

"COUNCIL!"

"PASSAGE"

"CANYON"

"GRAND"

"TAMPON"

"BOOB"

"BOOBIES"

"ASS"

"ASS CHEEKS"

"ASSHOLES?"

"KILLERS?"

"KILLING"

"KILL"

"MURDER"

"KIDNAPPING"

"HAPPINESS"

"5555"

We all paused to look over at Sasha, "what? It's Snake's password" she shrugged.

"NO! ITS ARIZONA!" the voice shouted at all of us, making us all pause.

There was silence, "Arizona!" Bonnie yelled at the door.

There was a long winded sigh before the door blew open. "Please never return" it muttered as we all smiled at the open door.

"Pinky promise, dude" Sasha snickered before we all started filing in.

"I was really sure it was asshole, though" Cha whispered quietly as we all filed in.

We were finally here, the door step, the final stretch to getting them back.

Blue.

I pushed forward.