There have been many moments over Blue and I's ... acquaintance, that I have realized one very important fact about the god of a man standing tall in front of me.

He lost his fucking mind a very long time ago.

And I'm not completely sure, what part of that central fact keeps escaping me, allowing me to believe even for a few seconds, that he isn't a total fucking psycho, but its moments like these, that I pushes me back to that very important fact.

Blue Doom, hell Blake Dun, is in-fucking-sane.

Solid factoid.

My eyes were caught on his like a fish in a net.

But I was searching for something, something deep and real in his eyes.

Something that obviously wasn't there.

His fucking mind.

We stood there like two unmovable forces, but we all know one was much stronger and meaner than the other. His face stone, my own an open mask that clearly spelled out 'what the fuck'.

His finger pointing sternly at the murky darkness that stood before us.

"We don't have much time you-" Rhett started, but he was so far removed from this battle, he might as well not have been there.

"Have you lost your fucking mind?" I hiss up at Blue completely ignoring Rhett's comments.

Blue's eye glared into my own, "can't lose something you never had", if that wasn't the truth.

"Blue" I took a deep breath, "I am not going down into that dark fucking pit of terror. I will however, wait here as you go down, and I might go get help when I hear your screams of pain and death" I snapped back at him.

So much for staying calm.

"I'll go down there" Rhett gave me a small smile, as he twitched nervously from in front of Blue and I.

"No. You need to be up here, only you could erase a mind if someone saw us" Blue quickly shot down. His eyes stayed glued on mine however, "you, however, have five fucking second to twerk your fat ass down those steps then report back to me whats down there" Blue snapped.

Such a shinning personality.

I pivoted slowly to look at the door we had opened no more than five minutes ago with the key that Cha had stolen.

We were currently deep down into Raymond's castle, very far away from the glittery beauty of the rest of his home.

It was like we stepped into a dungeon, dull large stones that made up the high ceilings and floor, and deep at the end of this horror movie scene of a hallway, was a large golden door, that had a huge ass key hole.

But after this whole murder-y vibes, death walk to this creepy ass door the worst part showed itself once Blue unlocked the door and swung that son of a bitch open.

Now, I am a very reasonable person, someone who was born with a health dose of fear so that my ass could live until the ripe age of 100, and maybe even a little longer.

Now my health dose of fear does range from a multitude of things, like insects, medium and large sized animals, psychos with weapons, but a very important one is darkness.

Not darkness itself scares me, but what is means, represents.

Unknown.

You don't know what is in the darkness, what could reach up and grab you.

And honestly, I'm a solid 94 percent sure that Godzilla lives in the darkness ... and the ocean ... and all his siblings.

But what I was now currently staring at wasn't a regular kind of darkness.

Oh god no, because usually darkness can be battled off with some light, but the shit that was before me now.

... I had never seen anything like it.

It was almost ... like a living being, a life of its own. It was absolutely pitch black, thick and cloudy as it waved in the confines of the door.

It was wrong, a place I knew I shouldn't go.

Because I want to live.

But Blue seemed dead fucking set on forcing me to die.

I turned back to him, "it isn't fucking happening, today, tomorrow, or the next week. But you go down there and if you live you can tell me all the amazing shit you saw down there" I hissed back at him.

His teeth literally grated against each other, his mouth opened no doubt about to say something extremely witty and hurtful, all at the same damn time, as usual.

Rhett unfortunately cut him off, "someone's approaching us" Rhett muttered nervously.

Blue and I looked away from each other, and over at Rhett who was peaking over the side of the wall, peering down the hallway, and if I strained to listen, I too could hear footsteps approaching.

Our good luck was running out, and fast. The whole way here we hadn't once run into anyone, but that was about to change, "turn them around" Blue hissed low and dark at Rhett.

But Rhett had turned a very real shade of pale, he turned back to look at Blue and I, his mouth opening and closing.

And I knew that look anywhere.

He was shutting down.

Fury rolled off of Blue in waves, "do it. Now" he growled as we all heard the steps approach, closer and closer.

But Rhett only stood there staring at me, a deep sickness in his eyes. I knew he wasn't going to be able to do it. I could see it clear as day in his steel eyes, he couldn't stomach it.

Blue growled lowly, fury shining in his demon eyes as he glared at Rhett, then at the man dressed completely in silk white strolled around the corner.

I moved before anyone even registered I was in front of Rhett and pulling my fist back, tugging on that long un-used ring of power from Blue, allowing the sparks to circle my fist before sending it straight into the shocked mans face.

He was out like a light.

"Katrina!" Rhett choked out in pure shock, I turned slowly to be met with two very different reactions.

One that was pure surprise and disgust.

The other one full of appreciation and lust.

Bet you can guess which belonged to who.

I tried not to look down at my fist that was currently throbbing like a bitch, but Rhett shoved me backwards towards Blue as he shot past me to kneel down at the unconscious man.

"I impressed Katty, horny and impressed" Blue smirked down at me.

I gave him a dead look, before my face cracked into pain, "my hand fucking hurts" I cried lowly to him, while the impressed look fell off his face, returning to the dead expression he always seems to give me.

"Probably because you punched the dead ass center of his forehead, you pathetic little infant" he sighed.

I hissed cradling my hand to my chest, looking down at it. It looked normal except for the swollen redness.

My god, it hurts.

Blue slowly wrapped his muscled arm around my shoulders, dragging my body back into his, his head dipping down to my ear, "now Katty, we have no time left, get your ass down there, or I can personally snap the little mind readers neck, throw his lifeless body down there and we can stay up here and listen to see if we hear something eating his dead body to figure out what exactly is down there, if you like?" Blue taunted, his minty fresh breath blowing against my skin. He looked down at his perfectly manicured nails as he turned us back into the doorway, "your choice, Katty" he smirked, thinking he had me pegged.

"Go for it, maybe we can figure out how big the beast down there is" I replied, smirking as he went rigid, his dumb plan backfiring.

Yeah, bitch, suck my di-

"Bullets, Katty" he chuckled, but the sincerity in his voice had me freezing, bringing up the never ending circle of pain he had been dragging me to.

How could he love-

His firm hands propelled into my back, sending me head first, ass second into the deep darkness of the doorway.

And down.