Bit of sexual content! When you see (*) is when it starts, and it ends with the same symbol for those of you who don't want to read the nasty lol!

Katrina's POV

Forgiveness is a fickle bitch.

It honestly hit me out of no where.

Here I was sitting in a booth in a restaurant that was decorated exactly like an Apple Bee's, in a huge booth with Raymond dressed as a Coachella hippie, Cha, Vapor, Corey, Rhett, Carter, Ana, Diane, and Blue.

We were in one of this huge booth that were curved, so we all had the great pleasure of looking at one another.

Diane was making a very great effort not to make any type of eye contact with me.

Not that it was in my interest to look the crazy bitch in her eye.

Blue sat leaned back next to me, Diane on the other side of him, making a very valiant effort to not touch him, putting her on Carter's lap.

Not that his horny ass minded.

Ana sat to the other side of Carter, but instead of paying attention to him, her face was completely zoned in on Rhett, who was talking to Corey about something boring enough that I couldn't even look at them.

Next to Corey was a very, very pissed Vapor.

Next to a very very guilty looking Cha.

Who was then sitting next to a very very happy looking Raymond.

I'm not quite sure why Raymond had a Apple Bee's in his backyard, but he does, and we were all 'allowed the enormous pleasure' to dine back here with him.

I honestly think he was just looking for an excuse not to give Ana access to his kitchen.

I'm not exactly sure what happened between Vape, Cha, and Raymond.

I know she went into that room with him, and she probably really regretted it. But from the way she kept trying to make conversation with Vapor who refused to even look at her, I could tell it hadn't been great.

I could see the argument that I had in fact gone against girl code and broke the number one rule when it came to friends.

Told the dick about the chicks personal business.

But at the same time I knew that she was feeling some type of way about the bullshit that Vapor had spewed at her in a desperate attempt to make Cha not view him differently.

Apparently leaving his wife for her and never telling her was worse than when he had attacked the East Coast with water tornadoes for shits and giggles.

Boys. So stupid.

Baffling, really.

However, he really couldn't be mad. He did tell her to go.

He probably didn't think she'd go running right into Raymond's arms, but that's his own damn fault.

I wanted to talk to her about, but I'm also pretty sure she would try to shank me if she knew I was the reason Vape had sprinted into that room.

But she put me in a really weird position.

I knew Cha loved the shit out of Vapor.

I knew Vapor fucked up.

I knew Cha was about to as well, but at the same time was it really my place to tell Vape what was about to happen in that room?

Not that I even know what happened.

After Blue's little intimidation session he had forced me back into our room and by then it was time to get dressed.

So I hadn't gotten even a lick of the details of what had happened in that bedroom.

But from Vape's look of stone fury and Raymond's slick smile, maybe I didn't want to know.

But who am I kidding, I'm a nosey bitch, I'm dying to know deep down.

I was just worried that Cha was mad at me.

Besides that whole issue, I was now looking at Diane with a new set of eyes.

Maybe her desperate hoe-like attitude towards Blue, wasn't born out of some fake love, like I had originally thought it was.

From Blue's little speech to her earlier, I now knew she was afraid of something or someone. And for all Blue's faults, he was able to protect the people he wanted to ... or at least intimidate anyone who would mess with them.

Thats what her obsession with him had to be about.

Protection.

That look of fear on her face when he started to stalk towards her slowly, like she was his prey, I knew she couldn't possibly have any true feelings for him.

Not if she was that afraid of him.

Now, don't get me wrong, maybe in the beginning of Blue and I's relationship I was ... horribly terrified of the seven foot tall menace to society that can shoot electricity out of his ass, but as time progressed and I actually started to understand him and then love him, there's no way in hell I could hold any fear for the psycho next to me.

Sure, the crazy bitch makes me nervous every once in a while.

But to be terrified of what he would do to me?

No.

That feeling was stupidly buried under love.

I took a side ways look over at the villain in question, only to see him watching the people at the table around us with barely concealed contempt.

That handsome face twisted in an annoyed scowl as he glared around.

Out of all the men in the world.

And even with him looking like a salty grandfather, I still just wanted to taste him again, have his lips on my own.

Unfortunately he needed to bring about my forgiveness and trust first.

How he was going to accomplish that however is beyond me.

What could this man possibly do to make me realize that he does love me, really. That he cares and him leaving all these time aren't going to be normal things, because I honestly cannot take it.

I'm really just looking for him to show me, that he really does love me.

That he gives a shit.

Blue's eyes suddenly cut to mine, the annoyance sliding off his face, slightly, as the hard ridges barely softened.

His eyes shooting around my face, seeming to look through me, checking me over.

I blink up at him, "what are you ordering?" his deep voice asks me, forcing me to get back to the question I had no clue to.

This Apple Bee's had a menu that contained literally everything. From breakfast food, to lunch and dinner.

Steaks, subs, soups, salads, and pancakes.

Way to many options for a fat ass like me.

I groaned as I looked over the huge ass menu again, "I'm not sure, theres too many options" I complained.

Everyone glared at me.

Did I forget to mention we'd been waiting twenty minutes to order because I couldn't decide?

"I'm trying" I hiss out at all the faces staring back at me.

The waitress finally walked back up to us again, a tense smile on her face as she looked over at me. "Are you ready to order yet?" she asked.

Not at all.

I got ready to start asking her twenty more questions about the menu like what would she order, when Blue cut me off.

"Give her the stack of blueberry pancakes, with bacon and scrambled eggs, then I'll have just a cup of coffee, and bring some of the donuts you have" Blue said before snatching the menu out of my hands and handing his and mine to the waitress.

I could only stare at him in shock.

Thats exactly what I wanted.

And then my body turned on me.

My heart leaped in my chest as I just stared over at him, my whole body seemed to thrum as I just looked at him.

My mind shut down, and all I could see and think about was him.

As fucking pathetic as it is, him knowing me so well down to my order, is what did it.

Thats where my forgiveness came from.

A fucking food order.

If he didn't look so sexy just sitting there I'd hang my head in shame.

How could I be mad at the man who leaped head first off of a building for me, with no intention of being able to save himself from the blow, only me.

The same asshole that had been willing to bargain away that serum for my own life.

The same man who had come and saved me from death in that grocery store.

The villain who had come into the hospital room broken, thinking he'd lost me.

The one who apparently knew exactly what I was in the mood for eating.

Only God knows why thats such a turn on for me.

I pushed that weak wall I was able to built up between Blue and my own mind, especially as he continued to peer down at me in question.

The waitress had taken everyones order and was now gone.

Blue scowled down at me, "why are you breathing weird?" he asked me aloud.

I could only blink at him, and his stalkerish tendencies.

"You count her breaths?" Carter asked looking at the two of us strangely.

Blue narrowed his eyes down at me before turning to look at his brother, "of course. She's prone to death, I have to watch her" Blue said as he took up the glass of scotch he had ordered.

I easily slipped out of the booth, "bathroom" I quickly said, desperately trying to keep that wall up in my mind, as Blue looked over at my slightly above the rim of his glass.

I turned quickly making it nearly five steps before the wall between our minds crashed down, right about the same time I heard the glass in Blue's had shatter.

I had just barely ducked into the bathroom when those warm electric hands gripped my waist, swiftly spinning me around to meet those white shining eyes that cackled with power.

My back slammed into the bathroom wall as Blue leered over me, breathing quick but shallow as he gripped me tighter.

"Not nice Katty" he deep voice growled as he pressed his body into mine. His warm breath rolling over my skin as my whole body when taunt with need, "boners in Apple Bee's, dangerous combination" his voice growled out as his hands swept up and down my body.

The dress I had chosen to wear tonight was loosing fitting, and came down to the middle of my thighs, but where it didn't show the curves of my body, there were cut outs in the cream dress that showed enough skin to make Blue glower at me before we had left.

His hands dragged dangerously up my thighs as he pushed the dress aside, his hands going up higher and higher to a place that currently wasn't covered by any underwear.

I panted like a dog as he continued to stare down at me, "who knew food was such a turn on?" I huffed out as his hands continued to roll over my skin.

*

When his hand finally rolled over my core, we both moaned horribly.

Blue pressed even closer into me, "I'm not going to last long, Katty, especially since you're so fucking wet" he hissed.

I swear my eyes crossed as his fingers pushed into me.

Fuck it.

My hands quickly made work of unbuttoning and pushing his pants down.

He growled as he quickly repositioned me, throwing my legs open for him to settle between as he picked me up off the ground.

I barely had time to breathe before he slid all the way inside of me, the fullness nearly causing me to scream, before he finally devoured my lips with his own, taking the moans right out of my mouth.

The world fucking spin as we clashed against one another.

The pleasure and the delicious sparks were nearly sending me over a cliff into oblivion as Blue's one hand settled into gripping my curls and the other roaming and squeezing the rest of my body.

"Fuck" Blue gritted out as he gripped my thigh tighter, pushing himself even further into me.

I could barely keep my eyes open, the feeling of him everywhere and those nipping sparks rolling over my skin. It was like our very first time, only with much less control.

Blue moved slowly out, before quickly sliding himself back in, the torturous pace making the room spin as I dug my nail into the back of his neck, arching myself to get closer to him, to feel all of him.

He groaned deep, making something in me tighten horribly, only to cause him to spit my name out like a curse on his lips.

I couldn't take it, and neither could he.

His pace stayed slow, but he thrusted so hard that we collided like rocks into one another.

"Blue" I cried out, as he seared hot open mouth kisses to my neck, both of us shaking horribly as he pounded harder and harder into me, that terrible slow pace nearly killing me. "I-I can't-" I cried out as he pinned my hands above my head to the wall.

His mouth searing those kisses to my chest as he crashed against each other.

"Wait for me" he growled out tightly. My legs tightened around him as that familiar pull tugged inside of me. "Fuck" he hissed again as he slammed inside of me, my head slamming back into the wall simultaneously.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I twisted my wrist out of his grip, sliding them to the back of his neck, forcing his eyes to meet mine. His eyes were burning white as he stared at me, our breath mixing together, just as pressed into me once again.

I couldn't stop it. I clenched around his as he collapsed into me, forcing us both to finish at the same time.

*

My name like a horrible prayer on his lips, as I barely stuttered out his name as we stood frozen breathing hard against the bathroom wall.

He lifted his head from my chest, looking up at me with that wicked smile that told me he was no where near done with me.

"Us and these fucking bathrooms" he smirked, his voice still raspy.

I never had a chance.