Katrina's POV

My sweaty body landed with a bounce into the mattress, next to Blue's.

I was spent, tired, and sore.

I looked over at Blue to find him already grinning hard over at me.

I tried not to smile as I shoved my hand in his face and pushed, "get away from me" I groaned as I desperately tried not to move too much.

He really, really, had missed me.

I looked over at the window to see the sky was already starting to brighten, the sun was nearly up.

I'll never be able to walk again.

Blue smiled as he pressed his face against my neck, breathing in deeply as he lips tilted up into a smile into my skin. "You smell like me" he muttered happily.

I groaned again, "shut up".

"I never want you to shower again" he continued as he nuzzled his face into my neck, nearly purring into my skin.

"Not everyone has a dog's nose, normal people will just smell sex" I rolled my eyes over at him, as he nuzzled his face into my chest, pulling my naked body into his own.

"I still like the idea" he mumbled, his breath deepening as he started to slowly fall asleep on top of me.

I just ran my hand over the side of his face, loving the feel of his solid body so close to mine.

"I do love you" I muttered back to him in the darkness of our room. He barely moved, but I could feel his lips twitching against my skin, even though he was silent.

I waited.

"You better say it back, or else I'm-" he leaned up quickly at pressed his lips to my own, cutting me off.

He dropped back into my chest, "shut up" he smirked, "and I love you too" he rumbled as he wrapped me tighter in his arms.

I tried not to smile in the darkness, I really tried.

"I can feel it you know" he mumbled.

My brow crunched in confusion, "feel what?"

"That fear inside of you" he mumbled, still holding me tightly, "you're afraid I'll leave again" he mumbled, sleep twinging into his voice. "That I'll hurt you again" he continued, sounding father and farther away.

My chest constricted at the truth in his words.

Our bond was so deep now, as much as a living thing as he and I were, I don't know what I would do if he left again.

If I could take that blow again.

That fear was so deeply rooted in me, I'm surprised he could feel it.

I did love him, and it was that love that terrified me.

It hadn't before, but after feeling what it did to me when he suddenly was just gone, I was terrified.

It was probably the bonds fault, but it was fear none the less.

Fear he'd leave, and fear he never love me as much or as long as he promised.

Forever was a long time.

And if what Laura said was any indication, I had a feeling we'd struggle with that time line.

"But I'm not going anywhere" he muttered in a sleep daze, before he finally succumbed to sleep, clutching me tighter than before.

My chest tightened even more.

That fear still there.



Sasha's POV

"Hand me the fucking blow torch" I hissed at Klaus who slowly pressed the tool into my hand from the bag of tools he brought down.

I stared down with a huge smile as the fear the shone in those bright blue eyes.

"This is my game now, you do as I say and maybe you might walk away from this alive. Low odds for you, but you never know. Make me a happy girl and you might" I smiled down at the shaking man.

He nodded desperately, the duct tape not allowing him to speak.

I was a whole different plane of pissed.

I smiled happily before turning the blow torch on and placing the fame deadly close to the man's right handed fingers.

Not enough to burn, but enough to hurt.

He screeched desperately, as his fingers started turning red.

I pulled back, turning the torch off before leaning forward and ripping the tape off his mouth.

The smell of burning skin wafting into the air.

He looked ready to cry.

"I didn't sign up for this shit! I swear!" he cried desperately struggling in his chains.

I sneered at him, he really was an idiot, he had no idea who he was fucking with. "I ask questions. You answer them. Test. Name" I said quickly watching him stare at the blow torch in fear.

"Freddie" he cried out looking up at me in fear.

I gave him a nice deranged smile as Aria turned and left the room, Snake stood close to me looking at me worried.

I leaned down so I was level with him, so he could see the crazy brewing in my eyes, "Freddie, I'm Sasha, but you knew that didn't you. You want to tell me exactly how you knew that?" I asked him with barely concealed fury.

He gulped, "she just asked me to-"

"She who" I cut him off.

He seemed to pale, "I-I'm not suppose to say..." he trailed off looking up at me in fear.

I shook my head as everyone in the room winced.

"Freddie, Freddie, Freddie" I tutted as I shook my head at him.

He blanched.

"Maybe you should wait upstairs", Herc whispered to Bonnie who was looking a little pale herself.

"I'm fine" she choked out.

Weaklings.

"I will put this blow torch on your balls, Freddie, I hate to fucking do it, but I will. Shrivel them right up. I don't have balls, but I can imagine the pain of them being fried while still connected to your body" I tutted to him as he tried to lean away from me, "do you want me to fry your balls, Freddie?" I asked him.

He stood his head desperately, "n-no" he pleaded.

"Then maybe you should stop shitting yourself for two fucking seconds and give me the mother fuc-"

"-Sash!" Snake hissed cutting me off, in the middle of my Bruce Willis badass scene.

I blinked over at him, astounded.

He winced, "maybe you shouldn't talk like that in front of the baby".

I looked around confused, before he nodded to my flat stomach.

I stopped breathing, as I stood up straight and glared at him, "are you fucking serious?!" I hissed over at him as Freddie's eyes shot between the two of us. "You're going to undermine me in front of our hostage?" I cried over to him.

He winced, "I'm just saying, that maybe you should cool it with the cuss words and stop saying balls" he smiled reassuringly.

I swear.

I sniffed before looking back down at Freddie, "Then maybe you should stop pooping yourself for two f-ing second and give me the mother f-ing name, before I fry your testicles Fred-"

Snake tutted cutting me off.

I looked over at him baffled.

"We could have a daughter in there, Sash, I don't want her hearing the word testicles, either" he shook his head over at me.

I swear the room tilted and everything went red for a solid second.

"You're pregnant?" Freddie asked, while Snake beamed.

"I am" Snake, smiled over at our fucking hostage.

Freddie gave a small nod, "congratulations".

Snake fucking beamed, "thanks man, its all new to me though, but I'm really excited for the challenges of parenthood", he smiled.

I cannot make this shit up.

Breathe in and breathe out.

"Girl you said?" Freddie asked.

Snake shrugged, "not sure of the sex yet, but I'm just wishing for a healthy baby. A girl would be amazing though" he had the nerve to laugh.

I'm going to kill something.

And apparently Snake takes the cake, as I launch the blow torch as his face.

He barely ducked in time before it crashed into the wall behind him, "Sash!"

"ARE YOU FU-" he tutted, "SERIOUS RIGHT NOW! This assh-" Snake tutted, "tried to put you in jail for fifty fuc-" he sighed, "years and you want to have a conversation with him! I'M NOT EVEN PREGNANT!" I screeched over at him.

He crossed his arms over his chest as he looked over at me, "you don't know" he sassed me.

Fucking sassed me.

"Thats it!" I scream, "I'm burning your balls!" I screech pointing at Snake, "and your new fucking friend's balls, too!" I scream pointing back at Fred who went back to looking pale.

Snake growled, "stop saying balls!" he snapped.

My eye twitched, "BALLS! BALLS! BALLS! BALLS! HAIRY BALLS! BIG BALLS! BLUE BALLS! BALLS! BALLS! BALLS!" I bellowed.

Snake hissed over at me, his eyes flashing green, "our daughter doesn't need to hear that!" he yelled back over at me.

I could feel the urge to murder him brutally, "why not! If we have a daughter she'll probably end up with more than one pair of fucking balls in her-"

Snake bellowed, "ALEKSANDER!"

"I KNOW YOUR BALLS HAVE BEEN IN MY FACE MORE THAN ONCE! WHICH IS HOW I FUCKING GOT HERE!" I screamed back over to him.

He thrummed with anger as he stood against me, "you need to calm down-"

"BALLS! BALLS! JUNK! TESTICLES! PENI-" he blinked out of sight, before reappearing dead in front of me.

"ENOUGH!" he bellowed down into my face, anger rolling off his body as he leered over top of me.

I twitched at the urge to send my knuckles into his face, but I knew I shouldn't push him right now.

We stood there glaring at one another, breathing heavily as we had a stand off of wills.

Snake was usually never like this, but I knew his instincts were pushing him to protect me and 'the child', making him just as irritable as me.

Freddie made a squeezing noise from in front of us, "okay, I work for Ira" he cried out, his head dropping.

Our glared snapped apart, mine intensifying as Snake let an easy going smile slip onto his face, "thanks for the information man".

"That dark haired bitch" I spit out. I turned to Freddie, "why did she have you fuck with us" Snake hissed lowly at me. I hissed back.

Freddie sighed, "she said that you guys were too strong together, and she needed to get Katrina alone ... I haven't heard from her in a while though, just been leaving her messages" he sighed pitifully.

"What the fuck did you do to Trina and Glare?" I snapped down at him.

Strong hands gripped my jaw pulling me away from Freddie, Snake's green eyes glowed in irritation, "cuss again and I'll put something else in that bad mouth of yours" he snapped.

My jaw clenched and well as other parts of my body.

Shit.

I growled as I yanked my chin out of his grasp, glaring at him before turning back to Freddie, "well ... I-I ... they're in their house, with the baby. There wasn't much dirt on them, and they were so focused on the baby. I just locked them in the house ... and pumped hallucination drugs into the house ... " he trailed off.

I looked over at Bonnie who was immediately up and out, heading for Trina and Glare's house.

I turned back to Freddie, "now you're going to tell me everything you did for Ira, and then you're going to tell me where Katya is, because I know she's behind it" I hissed.

Freddie's eyes widened, "w-who?"

I back handed the shit out of him, making him cry out, "you know who the freak" I turned and glared at a smiling Snake, "I'm talking about. Information now, before I take my freaking leg and shove it all the way down your freaking throat" I hissed.

Freddie looked up at me in fear, "Lady Katya's whole plan was to get Katrina utterly alone, but Lady Katya didn't ... want to mess with the rest of you" he stuttered.

I smiled, "tell me more" I nodded.

Loving the fear in his eyes as he looked up at me, and continued.

Snake's hand resting on my back.

They freaked with the wrong ones.