I'M BACK BITCHES!!!!! (Very Demure, Very Mindful)

This has been a super duper long hiatus, and I'm sorry about that, I lost my passion for writing, but once a wattpad writer, always a wattpad writer. We are back and ready for the new phase of my stories, and I'm even thinking of trying out moving some stories over to AO3 if some people would like that.

Okay I'll shut up now, enjoy the return.

This has gore in it btw‼️

Y/N pov

I never ever thought I'd be so lucky to have a boyfriend like Pat. He was perfect in every way, while moody and angry at times, he was always loving and caring. He's just the perfect man for me. "Hey, you in there?" I blinked. I forgot I was in his bedroom, sitting on his bed and observing every single detail on his face, from his jet black hair to his deep brown eyes to his perfect build. Even though we've been together for five years, I stare at him like it's the first time I've ever been captivated by his handsomeness. "Sorry, I'm just thinking." He shrugs at my answer and wraps his arm around me. "Whatcha thinking about?" He asked me, bringing his face closer to mine. "How lucky I am." I spoke while leaning in to kiss him. Our lips met, his hands pulling me closer to him as we deepen the kiss. We pull away, him smiling at me like a little kid. "You're so cute." He grabs my face as he says this, causing my blush to deepen. Dear Lord, I am so enamored with this boy. "I love you, but I have to go, I have work in 30." I said, sighing. He starts getting on his shoes, while I do the same. "Come on then, I'll walk you to your car." He takes my hand and leads me out of his house to my car, kissing me and telling me to drive safe. "Text me when you get home, ok?" I nodded. "Of course, I love you."

I made it to my house, texting Pat and going upstairs to my room. I sit down and smile, reading his text. I get ready for work and head off, giddy with joy. As I get to work I'm greeted by my boss, Mo, who calls me into her office to talk to me. "So, I've heard that you have been picking fights with our newest manager, A.D." A.D was not a nice person, she always treated me like trash and of course I would talk back and never take that anger because I'm done with letting blatant disrespect happen. "I have not been picking fights, I've been standing up for myself." I said, crossing my arms. "Y/N, we cannot have a fellow manager disrespecting one of our younger managers on the floor, as we cannot let people see that." She continued belittling me until I was crying, my makeup running off my face, and I could feel my social anxiety hitting me. She then told me to go sort some things with our journalists, and left. I immediately texted Pat, because what else would you do in that scenario? I told him how stupid I feel and how absolutely worthless I feel. He tried comforting me in the best way he could, empathizing with me on how I should leave that job. Four hours later, I was off work, and I sat in my car crying for a bit. I tried FaceTiming my boyfriend, but he didn't pick up. I ended up driving home while sobbing, getting home, taking a shower and crying.

The water had ran cold a while ago, so I decided to get out of the shower only to hear a knock at the door. I put on my bathrobe and towel-dried my hair, opening the door to find a box. I took the box inside, inspecting it for an address because I didn't remember ordering anything. I opened the box to find my boss's head and a note in a ziploc bag. I gasped and dropped the box, covering my mouth and fighting the urge to vomit. I shakily reached for the note, picking it up and taking it out of the box. "I'm so sorry that I had to see a beautiful girl like you crying while listening to your boss berate you. I'm also sorry that no one was there for you while you cried in your car after your shift. I was there with you, but not physically there. LOL. Hope you enjoyed this, I know you like dark humor, so I figured you'd like this." I dropped the note. I was so stunned I couldn't move. I blinked and turned around, reaching for my phone and calling the police. After the police arrived I called Pat. "Hey, I'm sorry I didn't answer earlier, I had my cousin and my sister over." I took a deep breath before I managed to get some words out. "I-It's fine. Um... Can I s-s-stay at you p-place tonight?" "Sure." He had a hint of worry in his voice, but he seemed relatively calm. I gave the police my statement, packed a bag and drove over to my boyfriend's house.

PAT POV

I watched her open the box and instantly go into a state of shock. I couldn't handle listening to that bitch she called a boss berate her like that, then watching her instantly text me the second she was alone. Hacking all of the cameras to watch her was very easy. I was reassured that she called and texted me first, but also I knew she didn't have many friends, and the friends I didn't like... well, I would urge her to leave them and she would do it. I knew she never wanted to upset me, and I knew how sweet and delicate she was. The second her boss left her and the building, I made sure to follow her to her house to behead her. Putting on my gloves, I stalked into her house, slicing the tendon in her heels first so she couldn't run. I made it slow and painful, dismembering her, leaving the rest of her body but keeping her head and putting it in a cute box, then taking paper from that bitch's house and writing my letter. I checked on her car, since I had put a hidden camera in there since we started dating, and I saw her get in and pull out her phone and went to call someone. My phone rang, and I turned it to silent, letting it go to voicemail. I love you Y/N, but I cannot ruin my own surprise. I finish writing and find a bag to put it in, and then placing it in the box and going over to my loving girlfriend's house. I quickly drop the box and knock at her front door, immediately sprinting to my car, which I had parked around the corner, and driving away to my house, meeting my cousin and sister there.

Y/N POV

As I got to his place, I was greeted by his sister, Alexus and his cousin Jen. They said hi and sat down, started talking amongst each other. I placed my bag upstairs in his room, then came downstairs to join the family. As I made my way downstairs, Pat made room next to him on the couch so we all were sitting on the couch together. I remained quiet, just listening in until he said something that peaked my interest. "Sis, you remember when I got that guy arrested because he was treating you bad?" He laughed, nudging his sister playfully. "Hold, you got a guy arrested?" I questioned, grabbing his arm. "Well, yeah. It was easy, I have a friend on the dark web and I decided to find out where he lived, hacked into a few things, and sent some lies off into the police database. It was pretty easy." He smiled down at me, almost proud of what he did. He nudged me. "So, wanna tell me why you were so shaken up earlier? Was it your work?" I squinted, shaking my head then nodding. "Technically yes, I think I'm fired." He scoffed. "Fuck that place." I had a weird feeling brewing in my stomach. "You guys keep talking, I'm gonna go put on some more comfortable clothes." I addressed the group, standing up to walk upstairs to his room.

PAT POV

I could tell something was wrong by the look in her eyes. She looked like a movie character when they figure something out, which made me a little nervous. "Well, we're gonna head out, talk soon okay?" Jen stated, grabbing her purse and opening the door. "Okay, Love you guys, I'll see you soon." I nodded and closed the door behind them. I made my way up the stairs, only to see the light from my computer leak out into the hallway. I walked in to see her looking at my cameras of her room, her house, her car, her work. "I guess I shouldn't have left the USB inserted, huh." I chuckled, watching her spin around in horror. "Look, I was just curious. I'm sorry." She stuttered out, standing up. I closed the door behind me and locking it. "You said you wanted to change into comfy clothes. Change." I gestured to her bag. "You killed my boss for no reason! I can take criticism and cry, just support me like a normal person! Do not chop their fucking head off!" She screamed, her face turning red and her face falling once she looked at me. I realized that I suddenly felt hurt. Her face was full of concern and sadness. "I never wanted to hurt you personally. I just wanted you to be safe. Please just change so we can go to bed and talk about it in the morning." I smiled and fiddled with the ends of my shirt, suddenly feeling like a little boy talking to his crush. "Just please fucking change your clothes so we can go to bed."

Y/N POV

I was in shock. I was in disbelief. He was talking eerily calm, smiling like I didn't just discover the fact that he killed my boss. I didn't want to anger him, so I obliged to his command. I went over to my bag, pulling out my underwear and... his hoodie. I didn't want to wear normal pajama clothes, and I like his hoodie since I normally sleep in it. Except now, it felt like the wrong thing to wear. A loving and thoughtful thing, but still. I turned around to see him still smiling. "You look better in my clothes than I do, and I'm glad you brought that." He smiled, walking over to hug me. I couldn't help but hug him back, crying and sobbing into his chest. "Hey, it's okay. You know I love you, and you're perfect, you're more beautiful than the sunset, you're the most good-hearted person I know." He rubbed my back and nuzzled into my head, his arms squeezing me. I was overwhelmed, hugging him like a koala. I could feel myself finding the feeling of never wanting to leave him the most present in my mind. He relaxed his hold, letting me go. I sat on the bed, patting the space next to me. He sat down, our knees touching as I started to speak. "Look, I want to stay with you. I love you. You're practically perfect. You're my dream guy. These last five years have been amazing. Please just never kill anyone again unless you get my approval." I smiled, still sniffling a little. I grabbed onto his hand, holding on like my life depends on it. "Deal. I just snapped. I can't handle you being spoken to like that. If you want to leave, I won't stop you." He spoke, relaxing his hand completely under mine. I started blubbering. "Please. I can never ever lose you. I never ever wanted to lose you." I continued rambling until he stopped me. He walked over to his desk and opened a hidden department on the bottom shelf, rifling through it before coming out with a tiny little box. He got up on one knee and opened the box, revealing the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.

"Y/N, will you marry me?"

Okay I hope you guys enjoyed this new soft yandere spin

Ya girl is concussed so I'm out 🤭

ok ill shut up now bye ilysm hookers <3