Amora Tuesday night 1 week later

"It hurts! Can you go slower?!" I yelled laying down on my back. "I'm barely doing anything!" Blythe said in return.

We're trying to get down and dirty but my body still hurts after this bitch decided to beat the fuck outta me. "Okay, Why don't you get on top so you can shut the fuck up for once." Blythe rolled her eyes then laid down next to me.

"We don't have to do this if that's how you're gonna fucking talk to me," I mumbled getting on top of her. "Ow, it still hurts," I said sourly moving my hips slowly.

This position is much better than the last one but I won't admit it. "Shut the fuck up." Blythe chuckled turning her gaze away from me.

I bit my lip picking my pace up just a little for my enjoyment. "What now you can't look at me?" I joked holding inside my moan. "Just hurry up."

"You know I like when you look at me when I'm on top," I said turning her face towards me. "Just like that." I smiled riding her faster than before.

"Amora, please hurry up." Blythe groaned turning away from me yet again. "It's okay baby, I'm almost there." I reached for her face but she stopped me this time.

"What's wrong with your hands!?" I stopped moving then grabbed her wrist. Both her hands were red and her fingers were twitching.

"I'm trying not to hit you."

"Excuse me?" I asked letting go of her. "It's okay just keep going." Blythe looked away from me then placed her hands on my thighs. "I can't look at you, I'm sorry."

"We can stop, it's okay," I mumbled getting off her. "Don't make this awkward." Blythe sat up rubbing her temples.

"Trying my best not to."

"Yeah, whatever."

I left it at that picking my shirt up from the floor. Lately, I feel like I have a better chance of staying alive when I'm at the asylum than when I'm home with Blythe.

"You sure we can't try again?" Blythe asked looking at me. "I don't like the other position, it hurts and I'm not gonna tell you again." I got back in bed laying on my side facing the wall.

"Mhm."

I clenched onto my pillow and rocked back and forth. I'm not sure if this is what I want anymore, I'm starting to feel like a punching bag to Blythe more than her girlfriend.

"I'll see you later." Blythe leaned over me and kissed my cheek. "Where are you going?" I turned my head looking at her. "Work, it's 10 pm."

"Sorry, I forgot."

"Goodnight, be safe." I kissed her cheek for the last time before sending her off to work.

I don't know what's going on with Blythe, she shut me out completely and refuses to let me back in. I gave up on trying to get her to open up again but now I just have to take extreme measures.

I'd be wrong if I said I liked Blythe better when she was at the asylum but unfortunately it's the truth. She's different now, maybe it's a phase, maybe it's not and if it is I hope she moves on from this.

I've never been in an abusive relationship, Blythe is just crossing that off the list for me.

Tomorrow is her day off and I went out my way and took the day off as well. I planned the entire day for us and threw in a little something for her, all relationships go through a tough spot and I'm trying to avoid that in our relationship.

It's been a while since I put myself out there and now that I'm finally with Blythe it reminds me why I don't do relationships. There's always gonna be a tough patch and one of us isn't strong enough to get through it, then someone brings up the idea of breaking (probably gonna be me) then we break up.

Now I've thought about telling Blythe I love her but the time is never right. She's always upset with me or has some nasty ass attitude or she's tired. Since my family knows about her where could I go wrong with telling her I love her?

My mom already thinks 'she's the one' and my sisters think 'we're madly in love.' My dad wants us to get married, this is exactly why I didn't want them to meet Blythe so early.

Hopefully, they're right about Blythe and she really is the one for me but if she isn't then... what can you do about it.

Blythe Wednesday morning

"Good morning!" I smiled picking Amora up from the bed. "You're happy," Amora muttered rubbing her eyes. "Yes, I am because I get to spend my whole day with you."

Her smile broke out while I carried her downstairs. "Breakfast for my one and only." I sat her down on the island.

"You're so sweet."

"Since we're full of surprises I have one for you too." Amora grinned before kissing my cheek. "Whatever it is I'm sure it can wait. Today is all about you, my love." I wrapped my arms around her holding.

"Thank you, honey."

"What should we do first?" I asked taking the seat next to her. "We can go into town, that's like 45 minutes out."

"I don't see why not."

Now I'm not the best driver but I am a fast learner, I'm pretty sure I know how to spin a damn wheel around.

"Great, I'm gonna go shower." Amora got up putting her plate in the sink. "Wait." I followed behind her grabbing her arm. "What's wrong?" She looked at me while I smiled.

"Nothing."

"Stop being so gay!" She laughed turning around going up the stairs. "Absolutely not." I slapped her ass for each step she took. "This counts ass sexual harassment."

"I know you like it, no need to front."

** Wednesday afternoon

"Are you trying to kill me?!" Amora yelled fastening her seatbelt. "I know what I'm doing, just relax."

"Okay, so this one is the gas right?" I asked looking down at the two pedals then back at Amora. "No sweetheart, that's the break."

"Okay! I think I got it." I took a deep breath before putting my foot on one of the pedals. "See! You're still alive." I joked adjusting my hands on the wheel. "Yeah yeah, just turn up here."

I did as told turning left, I got to drive for like 15 minutes because Amora was so convinced she was gonna die. I rain over a mailbox once and she already lost trust for me.

"If my friends make you uncomfortable just tell me and we can leave." Amora strokes my cheek as I nodded. "I promise you, I'm just chillin. You don't gotta worry about anything."

"We can leave early if you have something else in mind." I watched her hand unbutton my jeans. "Ain't we come here to see your friends?" I chuckled as she rolled her eyes. "You're lucky I haven't seen them in forever."

**

"Are you okay?" Amora asked looking up from her phone. "Yeah... yeah, I'm fine," I said giving her a reassuring smile.

"I'm gonna get something to drink, you want anything?"

I shook my head as she got up from the couch. I leaned back watching tv, her friends seem nice and they treat me with respect. Although they are very clingy and eager to be friends with me.

I wiped my nose feeling something wet sliding down from it. I looked down at my pants while my nose kept bleeding, I coughed into my hand seeing more blood than before.

I didn't bother excusing myself, I just went to the bathroom locking myself inside. I coughed into the sink spitting blood out everywhere.

"What the fuck?" I said under my breath. There was a sharp indefinable pain inside my mouth. I dug inside the back of my mouth touching around.

I spit in my hand only for my tooth to fall out. 1 turned into 2 and 2 turned into 3, I moaned looking into the mirror. My reflection seemed... off like it was its own person and had its own mind.

"This is what you deserve."

"You're gonna kill that poor girl."

"You can't handle being around her."

"Everyday you think about how you're going to kill her."

"This is only the beginning."

My reflection was bleeding from its eyes, I blinked gripping onto the sink. "This isn't real."

"It is real! You're crazy!"

"This isn't real, it'll go away." I breathed out.

"You're going to kill her and you know it! That's what crazy people do!"

"I'm not crazy!" I yelled swinging at the mirror with my eyes still closed.

"Blythe!?"

I opened my eyes to see everything was perfectly fine. My nose wasn't bleeding, all my teeth were in my mouth, my eyes were perfectly fine.

"I win."

I heard inside my head.

"Honey, are you okay in there?"

There's not really a way to explain what happened in here. "Yeah. I'm good." I smiled opening the bathroom door. "Are you sure? I heard you scream." Amora placed her hand on my face, stroking my cheek.

"I promise I'm good."

"I think we should go, it's almost time for your surprise." Amora cheesed moving down to my hand.

We said our goodbyes to her friends and went on our way. I'm curious what this surprise is because she can't get her mind off it. The day is nowhere near done but we did everything Amora wanted to.

"You're scaring me with this surprise of yours." I chuckled fastening my seatbelt. "I promise you'll like it." She pecked my lips then turned to the road.

Whatever this surprise is I hope it doesn't kill me.

**

"Are you excited?" Amora squealed covering my eyes. "A little," I mumbled taking a seat on our couch. "Okay! Keep your eyes covered!"

I covered my eyes while Amora laughed, there was a lot of shuffling going and it sounded like there was another person inside the house.

"Are you ready?"

"Not really." I huffed.

"Open your eyes!"

I did as told and instantly regretted it. What was Amora thinking!? Why couldn't she just listen to me?!

"Long time no see."

What the actual fuck is happening?

Boom

-I TOLD YALL I WAS GONNA CUT THE FUCK UP!!! -Amora out here rethinking her decisions -Blythe out here being a sweetheart -Blythe is outchea losing her mind! -Amora done fucked up

Psa: IM STILL FINNA CUT UP🤣🤣