Amora Tuesday morning

I slept alone, still remaining on Blythes side of the bed. It smells like her and I love how Blythe smells. I sat up taking my phone off the nightstand, I cleared my throat before dialing Blythes' number. "Hello?" I said hearing movements on the other line. "Good morning, beautiful." Blythe sung.

I smiled letting out a sigh of relief, she sounds happy. "You didn't come home last night, I was worried." I got up and began to fix the bed. "I know, I was working late so I just crashed at the pharmacy."

"Well are you coming home tonight?" I asked before grabbing my towel and the scrubs I planned on wearing today. "Yeah! I'm gonna come in for that check up."

I couldn't help but smile, I know how hard Blythe has been trying to avoid this check up. "Thank you." I cheesed after blowing kisses into the phone. "I'll see you tonight, okay?" Blythe said as I agreed. "I love you."

"I love you too, beautiful." Blythe hung up the phone and I grinned looking into the mirror. Thank god she's okay, all night she was on my mind. I was thinking about any trouble that she could've been in. Maybe yesterday she was just busy since she couldn't spare me a couple minutes.

Blythe finally agreed to the check up but didn't tell me what time she plans on coming. All that matters is that everyone will leave me alone about it, I'm still thinking about quitting at the asylum because I'm not that into it anymore. If I do quit I need another job to fall back on and I have been looking but people aren't hiring as of right now.

"My sweetheart is coming home tonight." I cheered while brushing my hair into a low ponytail. I'm gonna make a special dinner just for her and put on something cute for her.

I looked at my watch and decided to get a move on. I don't have time for breakfast so I'll just eat out or something. The check up with Blythe should go perfect since it's been awhile since she's spiraled out or anything like that, the last altercation Blythe had was when Blair told her she was adopted. After that she's been pretty sane, speaking of the whole adopted situation Blythe hasn't said anything about it or looked into it.

"And the day begins." I said before clocking into work. "Good morning, I know I've been hounding you about that check in but I really need that." My boss stopped me at the door giving me a bright smile.

"Of course! I should have that ready by this afternoon." I responded but deep down I'm annoyed. I just walked in here and I'm already getting harassed. "Okay, I'll see you later."

I sighed as she left the room. I hope the day gets better.

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I yawned spinning around in my chair at the front desk. It's 3 in the afternoon and my shift is almost over, Blythe isn't here yet which is making me look bad because I told my boss I would have the check in by the afternoon. I tried calling her but of course she didn't answer, she's driving me nuts.

"Gosh, I'm tired." I mumbled facing the wall. "Yeah, some sleep would do you good." I heard from behind me then quickly spun around. "Look who it is." I chuckled placing my hands on Blythes face then softly kissing her.

"I come bearing gifts." Blythe pulled her hands from behind her back, holding a bouquet of flowers. "Just to make up for my disappearance." She said as I smiled taking them from her. "Thank you, beautiful." I kissed her once more before coming out from the front desk.

"Please be on your best behavior." I looked at her and she nodded her head. The check in is a recorded conversation we're we ask questions about your mental health, emotional health, etc.

We all know Blythe doesn't tell me everything so maybe I can find something out I'm all this. We do it in the padded room since that's the most private room we have, three nurses are present in the room during the time of the check in. I'll be in the room along with my boss and nurse Marie.

"All right, let's get started ." We all sat down at the table with our pen and papers.

"Hi, my name is Blythe Fayre and it's been six months since I was last in a mental institution."

Blythe

"Have you ever abused anyone mentally or physically in your current household, within the past six months?"

Lie

"Um, I... have..."

It's okay to lie. If you tell the truth they'll send you back

I looked up at Amora as she gave me a weak smile and nodded her head. I sighed loudly putting my hands on my face. "Yes, I have abused someone in my current household." I said weakly before looking around the room.

They're gonna send you back if they find out

You can't let them find out.

You can't let them know what you did.

"Have you ever had thoughts about harming yourself or others?"

Simple yes or no question.

"Yes." I'm nervous. I haven't felt this nervous in a long time, I'm curious what will happen to me if the report doesn't look good. I don't know if I should lie or tell the truth, all of this is overwhelming and I've been trying to avoid it. "Describe your living environment."

"It's nice, I feel appreciated there and I'm respected. No complaints about that."

"Alright, that's good."

"Describe your behavior in the last 6 months."

I always hated this question, because I never know how to answer it. My behavior always seems fine to me in my opinion but they expect you to be honest and tell the truth. "I feel like my behavior has met standards, I believe my behavior is normal."

Do you even know what normal means?

You're lucky they don't know

It's extremely hot in here, this doesn't feel like a check up, it feel like an interrogation. The conversation is limited right now. I'm nervous and everyone can tell. When people are nervous or can't handle the heat, they tend to talk about politics or the weather, they just can't keep quiet.

"Well, I guess that wraps it up for today."

All the nurses closed their notebooks and tucked their pens away. I let out a sigh of relief as all of them left. Amora stayed with me and closed the door behind us. "Everything okay?" She asked before pushing her hair behind her ear. "All good." I mumbled taking her hand, softly kissing it.

"You coming home tonight?"

"Yeah, I just gotta finish some stuff at work." I said as I got up from my seat then leaned against the table. "Don't have me up all night, waiting for you." Amora mumbled as I chuckled lightly. "I'm sorry, baby." I wrapped my arms around her, tightly squeezed her. "You smell good." I rested my face in the crook of her neck.

"Stop, I'm at work." Amora giggled trying to pull away from me. I loosened my grip still holding onto her. "Can I get in it tonight?" I whispered slowly wrapping my hand around her neck. She nodded her head before smiling.

"I'm almost done with my shift, I'll see you at home." We kissed each other goodbye and finally went our separate ways.

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I sighed gripping the steering wheel and leaning back in my seat, it was a long drive from where I'm coming from and it's been a long night. I'm excited to see Amora, especially since I didn't go home last night.

Someone knows what you did.

I grinned parking my car and taking a few minutes for myself before going inside. I looked at my nails quickly digging under them, my hands are tinted red and my wrist are bruised.

She's gonna know

I walked up the stairs and stopped at the apartment door shaking my key around. "Look who it is." Amora cheesed then pulled me inside.

She roughly kissed me, wrapping her arms around me. I pulled my hands away from her hiding them behind my back. As much as I'd like to get hot and heavy, I have to clean myself up before I touch anything else.

"Now you don't want me?" Amora asked as she pursed her lips.

"Come on don't be like that. I just need to clean up." I brushed past her and walked upstairs into the bathroom. I turned the water on and began washing my hands still digging under my nails.

Nobody will know

Nobody will ever know

Nobody will have suspicions, nobody will have questions.

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