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Sultan

"Did you at least ask her what that was?" Didi asked as if i was blind and her questions were making me more pissed so i kept myself calm and kept quiet,

"Did...." i said but tears betrayed me and i choked

"Shhhhh I'm sorry okay" she said gently rocking me gently

"I actually trusted her Didi" "i mean i....."

"Aaban i know that, have you ever sent anyone to get your cookies for you?" She asked and continued

"I like her so much too Aaban and only because of you", "there is this vibe that radiate around her that i cant really say what that is Yarima na, but i have a feeling that its not what you think" she explained

I'm trying so hard to take what i saw in a different way but i cant,

I just laid there like a helpless and hopeless child and didn't even know when i slept, maybe sleeping will ease the pain

Jadwa

I didn't know what to say to Sultan and how to make him understand that what i was putting in his food was given by the queen his mother,

He was so missed and heart broken that he didn't even come down for breakfast today,

I was in the kitchen deep in my own thoughts when i heard a knock on the door,

"Barka dai" i greeted when i saw the palace guard there

"Jadwa" he called and I answered Na'am

"You have until tomorrow after zuhur to pack and leave the palace" "kings orders" he added and didn't wait for me to say anything he just left,

I know I stood there for over 5 minutes doing nothing, shocked? Hell yeah i was and was also scared to death because I don't know anyone or any where to go to,

"Inalillahi wa innailaihirajiu" was what i was just saying, tears were just rolling down my eyes batch by batch,

"I have 1 day to leave?", where should i go to? Who do i know? I sat there crying loudly to myself since i was the only one here,

My legs couldn't even move at least to give me the chance to go and tell Amla what is happening,

A knock came again but I couldn't get it because my legs were weak, before I finished,

"Jadwa" i heard Mami's voice calling but I couldn't even answer i was just crying,

"It was just his herbs" I whispered even though i know that she didn't hear me

"Jadwa Lafiya?" She asked but I couldn't even talk,

She sat there quietly and then started talking

"I heard what happened but how comes?" She asked again

"Mami", I silently called,

"Wallahi tallahi her highness gave me the herbs to be putting in his food"? I managed to confess,

"Herbs? Food?" She asked

"I don't understand Jadwa there is more to the story" she said

"Noo Mami, she gave me the herbs to always put in his food whenever I'm cooking, and she said I shouldn't explain" i said again

"Ya Allah" she sighed

"Jadwa" she called and looked up to look at her even though the view was blurry because of my tears

"That wasn't the reason his highness got upset, someone from this palace told him you and Yarima are having a forbidden relationship" she explained and my heart shattered again,

What the king was angry about was different and what Sultan was angry about was also different,

"Oh no Jadwa" i mentally said placing my hand on my forehead because my head was pounding and I couldn't stop crying,

"Dan Allah Jadwa stop crying I'm sure before tomorrow everything will be alright kinji, I'll go and see what the queen will say" she explained

"But for now" she said gently raising me up "Please wipe the tears kinji, i will bring panadol for you dan Allah jadwa calm down" i nodded

"Thank you Mami" I whispered walking gently into my room,

I prayed and sat on the mat praying to Allah to find me a solution to this problem because it is unbearable,

I gently opened the drawer bringing out my parents picture, the only picture of them i have left with my mum smiling widely and my dad holding me,

My tears were just dropping on the picture because of memories that kept finding their way inside my head,

I didn't even know someone was in my room till i heard my name being called,

I didn't even bother to wipe the tears i just turned my head to look at her starring at the picture in my hand,

"Can i?" She asked gently stretching her hand for me to hand her the picture,

I handed it to her then she looked at the picture and then to me then she kept looking at the picture again as if she knows who was in the picture,

I didn't even notice she had tears in her eyes till i heard her sniff,

"Zaitoon" she whispered slowly looking at the picture,

"Ya salam" she said and dropped the picture and left immediately

I didn't know what just happened but I didn't even care i just kept the picture and laid my head gently on the bed still crying,

I had to explain myself to sultan but where is he?

I didn't even know i was still on the mat not moving till i heard the Adhan so i went and performed ablution and came back and prayed,

I haven't eaten anything since yesterday and it's starting to affect me although I'm not hungry,

I waited there till isha, after i prayed I decided to go and get even if its water to drink even though I wasn't hungry,

When i got up it felt like i was carrying a mountain on my head because of how heavy it was,

I walked out gently step by step going to the kitchen, i drank a little water and poured some on my head leaving it open,

I sat on the floor to compose myself before I decided to go back and keep praying because I couldn't sleep,

I was going back when i saw the lights in the parlor turned on immediately, i gasped and immediately darkness consumed me,

When I opened my eyes i saw Sultan sitting there on one of the chairs in the parlor,

Immediately he saw that i was awake he got up, I taught he was going to speak to me but he didn't,

He just walk past me and I didn't know when I carried the remaining strength in me and followed him holding his hand,

I couldn't even stand so i had to kneel, he stopped in his tracks and didn't say anything,

"Please Listen to me Sultan" i said trying so hard not to shed a tear because I've cried enough today and this headache is killing me,

"It's just a little explanation" I mentally told myself

"It wasn't what you think Wallahi you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you"

"I......i I wasn't trying to feed you anything I swear,"

He didn't say anything still, the hot tears started coming down again and i felt him releasing himself from my grip

"Your mother gave me the herbs" I shouted not so loud and i saw him turning

"What?" He asked coming back to my side

"Yes" I whispered

"S..... she s.. s.... said that you stopped taking them so this is the best way for you to take them" I explained

"Wallahi I'm not planning for anything bad to happen to you, I might have been brought here forcefully but honestly after my parents you're the best thing that has ever happened to me"

Where are these confessions coming from? I dont know all i know is that i have to say them,

"I was just scared thats why i never said how I felt about you loudly, yes you weren't the best person when i first came here but you transformed into someone i love spending time with, someone I'm scared to loose"

"I've lost the best people in my life please.........,please" i paused to wipe the tears and then continued

"Please I don't want to loose you too, those herbs were from the queen not anybody else"

"I'm ss.......so......sorry" i said stuttering

I just kept looking down with warm tears rolling down my face,

I felt him hugged me very tightly then he flinched and looked at me

"Ya rabbil Alameen, Jadwa you're boiling" he said touching my warm skin,

I didn't even know what happened again because i was hypoglycemic so I stopped getting what he was saying and later I fainted again i guess,........

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Something is definitely fishy😫😫😫😫