"Shrinking in a corner, pressed into the wall; do they know I'm present, am I here at all? Is there a written rule book, that tells you how to be— all the right things to talk about— that everyone has but me? Slowly I am withering— a flowered deprived of sun; longing to belong to— somewhere or someone." ― Lang Leav,



Diana's P.O.V.

Have you ever felt like a wallflower in your own family? Well, I'm here to let you know that's how I am here in my own family. I live the life of a shadow compared to my sister Amora. Amora likes to consider herself the queen of the family getting what she wants when she wants it. During my whole high school year, I was always stuck as Amora's uncool sister. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister and we get along good. I just prefer to not stand out as much because I'm on the shy side. We both get good grades even if my grades are better than her my parents seem to treat her like she did better. I do feel left out sometimes and it makes me sad most of the time. My wolf Bell is the only one I talk to. She always has my back telling me just how proud she is of me. I'm actually a white wolf that's rare in many packs. When my sister found out she was just a normal brown wolf and I was a white wolf she told me to keep it a secret from mom and dad and lie saying I can't shift. I didn't want to fight or have my sister hate me for it so I agreed to it.

Laying in my bed looking up at the ceiling that I plastered with glow in the dark stars as I wait for the clock to turn six telling me it's time to get up and face another day of college. Time would always go slow whenever I wished for it to move faster. The morning glow from the sunrise was seeping through my curtains making it hard to fall back to sleep. The sound of my alarm going off triggered my body to jump out of bed and hit the shower. My clothes are already out for I always lay out my clothes the night before so I don't have a hard time deciding on what to wear. Nothing too fancy or cool like some of the college students I know who want to stand out with all the latest fashions. I'm more of a simple t-shirt and jeans with plan sneakers. Now my sister Amora, she likes to wear clothes that would show off her curves and breasts. Most of the guys in the pack always talk about sexy she looks and how they would kill to hit that. It makes me wonder why mom and dad allow her to wear such clothes.

Today I decided on walking instead of having Amora drive me. You heard right. My parents got Amora a car first. They said it's for the both of us, but I know it was really a gift to Amora since she has her driver's license and I don't. I grabbed an apple from the fridge walking out the back door. The cold morning air gently hit my face making my almost dry hair feel like snow just landed on my head. Walking to college is good exercise and the best part of it all the college is not far from where I live. As always, I'm the first to be in class before anyone else. For my major, I'm going for the criminal justice field because I've always had a passion of being a detective and having an interest in seeing murder scenes, finding out what happens and the cause of death. The sight of blood doesn't bother me so that's a good thing for me and for my major. About ten minutes in the classroom started filling up with students taking their seats with the professor now beginning class.

The class was only for half an hour and all the teacher did was just brief us on the meaning of the second amendment; the right to bear arms. Most of the class found it boring, I, however, found it to be interesting and well informative.

"All right. That will do it for today. Make sure to brush up on your notes because this Friday I will be holding a test." Our professor said grabbing his briefcase being the first to leave the class. Having twenty minutes to kill before my next class I decided to wander around the campus to get to know my surroundings better. It wasn't before long I notice my sister being surrounded by her group of friends and the hottest guy on campus Mike Bay who happens to be the alpha's son with his arm around Amora's waist.

Personally, I dislike Mike because he rejected his mate who happens to be an omega. He literally said to her that he would rather have Amora as his mate than a weak omega by his side. The look of on his rejected mates face was almost painful to look at. That very day she ran away. I don't have any friends to talk with or hang out with. I'm pretty much alone all the time. On my first day of college, I did meet this girl named Jenna who was really cool. I thought I finally found a friend until the next day she stopped talking to me and started hanging out with my sister. That's when I realized I won't be making any friends any time soon. The only thing I can do now is focused on my studies and hope someday I'll find my mate. The time I learned how to shift into my wolf all I ever dreamed about was finding my mate and whom would my mate be? I believe my mate will just be an average wolf while I'm sure my sister would end up with an Alpha or Beta. Truth be told she would make a perfect mate for Mike. They're both shallow.

The day flew by with ease. The only homework that I know is due the next day is a written paper about any historical crimes that happen in the 1940s. I only have my conclusion that needs to be done. Writing this paper was fun and I got to know more about how America really sucks.

"My dear. Why don't we run back home? We haven't had a good run for a while now." Bell my wolf suggested. She is right. We haven't shifted in a long time and it would be nice to run back home feeling the wind flow through our fur.

"Sure. That sounds lovely. But we have to keep hidden okay?" I told Bell walking into the woods deep enough so no one could see me. The sound of my bones cracking as my body shifts from human to wolf is a bit painful. I grabbed my bag with my teeth sprinting fast into the woods back home where I'm just a wallflower.

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