Looking at the wine glass in my hand I asked my guard,

" Is everything prepared?"

He reported ,"Yes master."

I asked," Any move from the side of Elle?"

He said," Master they are not making any move for long time."

I dismissed him," Enn."

It's been 4 years.

4 years since I saw her.

No matter how many search group I sent, all returned empty handed.

It felt like she never existed in the first place.

God knows how many times I saw the nightmare of her saying,

" I forgive you but now I have someone important to me whom I love and wish to start family with."

Many nights I would wake ditched in sweat fearing Claire really might found someone other than me.

God knows how much I regretted my decision , if only I believed Claire.

If only....................

Many days I locked myself in Claire's room and cried, begged for her to return.

This time I set a trap, I used my engagement to lure her out of her hiding.

I murmured," Claire I'm sorry but in this life I can never give you away even if you love somebody else...........................because the feelings I hold for you has become too profound........So strong that I cannot image myself living without you by my side."

I never loved anyone else other than you Claire.

Now I am using this fake engagement to lure you out.

If you don't come I don't know what will happen to me.

Claire Wastinmore if you get caught this time, I will not let you go.

At last not in this lifetime.

Because I am too selfish, Too selfish to let you go.