I've been ignoring my other book and it's not okay- btw no one really knows how long (Y/N) was in the nowhere place except Tsukasa. She told Sakura, natsuhiko, mitsuba, and hanako that she was there for a long time, which isn't specific enough for them. They just assume she was there for maybe a day or two.

Recap:

In five seconds, Tsukasa has his hands wrapped around Yato's throat. The scene that follows is complete gore. I pass out with Tsukasa's smiling face as the last thing I see.

(End of recap)

It took me three weeks to realize it. More specifically, 13 weeks after my death.

It took me an entire week for my soul to seperate from my body and reform into a proper apparition.

Flash back

I open my eyes to see a boy. He's the first thing I notice.

The second is that I feel oddly light.

"You're awake!" He cheers.

The third is that I'm in a pretty bedroom. It has (f/c) drapes lining the walls along with plastic glow up stars stuck on the ceiling. The stars are the room's main source of light, I note. It's odd, those types of stars shouldn't be creating so much light.

"I've been waiting forever for you to wake up!" the boy says in a sing-song voice.

The fourth thing I notice is that I have no idea where I am, which leads me to asking.

"I don't understand where I am."

"You're in my boundary. I made this room especially for you." he responds proudly.

So pretty much, I have no idea what's going on but a cute boy decorated my room for me? My life's not that bad.

"Ne ne (Y/N), what's it like to be dead?"

Dead? Can you not see that I'm clearly sitting in front of you? "I don't get it." I say simply.

There're a lot of things I don't get. Where I am, who this boy is, why he's asking about dead people, what happened to me. Strangely, I don't feel all that scared or nervous, just confused.

"Well, everyone feels it differently. So what's it like for you?" he asks, patting my head.

"I feel just fine. A little light and kinda cold, but fine just the same."

Come to think of it, these blankets aren't keeping in any of my body heat at all. That's kinda crappy.

"Hey, who are you?" I ask.

The boy blinks, processing what I just asked and then his face crumples into a look of sadness. He looks so dejected and heartbroken. Like a kid who found out their dog died. Isn't this reaction too exaggerated? I feel bad that I don't remember him. I clearly mean a lot to him.

"Don't be sad. Uhh it'll be okay?" I try to console him.

He grips my hands with his. I kinda like it, it's comforting in its own odd way. "I..."

"I'm Tsukasa. You love me." My eyes widen at that statement. "You are bound to me because I granted your wish. You see, you... you really need me." He states, looking deep into my eyes.

I love him? I don't feel much of an attraction to him at the moment... well he is cute, but would I really fall for a guy on his looks? But more importantly, I need him?

"I need you? Like to survive?" I ask. "Yes. You rely on me for everything. And only me. When you were being hurt by a giant crow, I came and saved you. I cheered you up. I'm your best friend. I'm the one you'll always forgive. I granted your wish. Get it? You... you really need me. You can't live without me."

I can't help but feel like this guy is desperate for me to realise how much I need him. "Then, thank you for looking after me."

He reminds me of a puppy. I can already picture him waving a stick or throwing rocks at the crow. It's kinda adorable. But what's this about a wish?

His smile returns. It makes me feel bubbly inside to see him smile at me. "I'm sorry if I was a bother." He just shakes his head. "You weren't a bother."

Who was I? I don't like the idea of relying on someone else too much. Well, crows can be scary I guess.

"What was my wish?' I ask. Was it a kiss? Gah! That would be so cute! Okay, I need to calm down my inner fangirl.

"You asked for me to turn everything back to normal. I was like 'kwaaaa' and 'squash' and- and 'sploosh'" he announces with big arm movements.

I laugh at his childishness. Then he suddenly gets really close to me. His face directly in front of mine. He smiles a sinister smile.

"C-Can I help you?" I stutter out. He's so close! Like, if I really wanted, I could easily kiss him...

'You love me.' That's what he said earlier. Can it be? Does he love me back? I can't ask. That's way too embarrassing. Plus, he's too close right now.

His face darkens. That's really scary. Where'd that cute boy go? I back away a little, to which he comes closer.

I feel his hand rub against my arm. I back away more until I'm lying down with him practically on top of me.

"P-personal space?" I ask with a big blush. His face darkens even more. He seems possessed. He comes closer even still. I mean, if he wants a kiss...

I shut my eyes, ready for impact. He lightly kisses me.

On my forehead and moves away from me (like the Holy children we are). What... what was that? That was too cute.

I let out a breath. He has got to at least have a small crush on me. I mean, what kind of guy would just kiss a girls forehead when he already knows she likes him. UNLESS he's playing with me...

"Oh yeah!" I have something for you. He reveals some... food. Food? That doesn't look like very good food...

"Eat it." he orders, a serious look on his face. "What is it?"

"The heart of the one who hurt you." He says with a smile. Wow. Not only did this guy protect me from a crow and decorate my room, but he's also funny... Where in the world did I get this guy...

I laugh. "Good one. Do you have any of their blood for me to drink with it?" I joke along. "No, I'm sorry, it's already been cleaned up."

I chuckle. Whatever it is, I'm sure it's fine to eat. There's no way it's poisoned. I take a bite.

"How is it?" he asks. Absolutely disgusting- is what I want to say, but hold it in. "I prepared it just for you!" He says happily. Sweet pinocchio, how can I possibly call it gross when he made it for me?

"It's good." I manage to choke out. "Make sure to eat all of it..."

I gobble it down. The faster I eat it, the less time I need to taste it. "Yummm" I hum unenthusiastically.

Goodness I want to puke right now. Ugh. I think it was expired. I really don't feel good. "Good job! You ate it all. Now you can be even more powerful!"

Yup, that just made me sick. "Um... are you sure it isn't expired?" I cough out.

"Well, hearts don't usually taste good, but it's the best way to get powerful!"

"Okay, the joke's no longer funny. I think I'm sick."

"What joke?"

I look at him in confusion. Then I lose control.