brown golden eyes



"You stupid boy!" The boy closed his eyes as he waited for the upcoming hit. "How fucking hard is it to just kill the kid!" the man slashed the boys back. his back was covered in blood making it barely recognisable. But the boy felt nothing he only felt nothing. "she was innocent! She did nothing wrong." He tried to defend himself even though it was helpless. The men did another stroke harder than any others letting the sound of the whip echo through the room along with the boys scream.

"the fucking girl is a worthless brat! We had our chance to kill her and we should have taken it! do you know how much power we could have gotten you, stupid boy!" The boy could hardly keep standing if it wasn't for the heavy chains what we're keeping him steady. His body would have given up on him a while ago.

He had no regrets for not killing the girl he didn't care about the punishment. He remembered when he was about to pull the trigger on the little girl. He saw something that he hadn't seen in such a long time in this gloomy world. He had never seen such beautiful brown golden eyes before in his life. He had never been so mesmerised by something in his entire life. The little girl moved with such grace and beauty that for the first time something was brought to boys heart.

Warmth.

He hadn't felt this in such a long time he had thought that he was broken until now. He only ever feels grief and coldness. He only ever sees the dark red thick blood. He only ever hears the last ear-piercing screams from his mother. But the moment he looked at those big brown doe eyes all of his darkness was forgotten. He knew then that he couldn't kill her, he could destroy something so beautiful and pure.

"Your so selfish, you're a disgrace." The man delivered a heavy blow to the boy's stomach. The boy bit his tongue letting every blow and every word sink into his soul. "you will never be loved by anyone, you will always be a heartless monster." The man chuckled as he looked at the boy's broken glossy eyes. "you're the reason why your father left, he couldn't even stand to be near you and quite frankly neither can I." The boy didn't want to believe it. He knew his mother loved him despite everything that they went through. But there was a pain in his heart what he simply couldn't push aside.

"If it wasn't for you, your mother and pathetic dip-shit stepfather would still be alive."

I had never seen those brown eyes again. I never saw the little girl again but for some reason through my darkness sometimes those deep brown golden-brown eyes find their way into my dreams. I was only just a sixteen-year-old boy and I had already lost all of my hope but that was until I saw her. Her innocence and purity brought warmth back into my heart. So in just that second when I was bewitched by those eyes I finally felt alive again.

But then she was gone.

My uncle was never a kind man, he was always so filled with hatred and demonic anguish. He made sure that I was consumed by the same darkness he was in and made sure my life and heart were corrupted by tyranny. I was only ten years old when I lost everything and everyone who I loved died.

Including me

I not only lost my mother, my stepfather and memories. But I lost my hope, innocence and childhood.

I lost my life

It wasn't just my parents who died that day but it was me who also died.

My thoughts were brought out of the trance as a pair of finger clicked in front of my face. I caught his wrist with my hands and glared daring daggers at Simon. "do you want me to break your hand?" I asked calmly. "no, I do not want you to break my precious hand. I need my hands for some special things." He replied cockily winking. I grimaced and let go of his hand. "now I am going to need bleach to wash my hands from your filthy hands." Cole laughed as Simon shot an offended look.

"so, what were you thinking about?" I ignored Coles question and went back to my work. I had never answered their interrogating questions before so I have no idea why they would ask me now. "he was thinking about Sparrow, of course, his new crush." My fist connected to the table. "do not speak about that whore in such vulgar terms the only reason that bitch comes into my mind is when I think about all the ways I am going to kill her." My anger filled the room with thick silence.

"Jesus man you really need to get your mind off her." I huffed our rolling my eyes as I got up. "where are you going now?" Cole asked rubbing his hand down his face. "I am not interested to listen to Simons vulgar and disturbing thoughts." Simon chuckled shooting us a dirty grin. Cole was deep in thought because he stopped for a minute thinking carefully. "as much as I hate to admit it Simon is right." I was beyond disgusted at this point. The only people in my life who I could consider friends are the stupidest morons on this planet. Simon just looked as smug as always as he swung his arm around Cole. "aww thanks bud but I am always right."

"hardly," I replied quickly. "I actually agree with Simon on this one, Blaze." I balled my fist and glared daggers at both of them. "with what?" I spoke through my gritted teeth. "I believe that it would be a good idea to get your mind off this. You had been working non stop it's not healthy." It was typical Cole to be worried about something I couldn't care less about. He has always put so much emphasis on his feelings a part of me is disgusted by it but the other part respects him for that. "well what do you suggest we do?" I was already grimacing remembering the past experiences where these two have tried to 'help' me.

"I suggest you put your big boy pants on and come with us to the club to get loose."

Disgust, horror among other thoughts came across my mind at just the thought of going to a bar. But I do admit that the thought of having a break did sound appealing right now. "And don't even think of decl-."

"fine, I will go." The boys sighed with relief seeming relieved that they don't have to fight me. "oh god I thought I was going to have to force you." Simon waved his hands exaggerating dramatically... "I can still change my mind," I growled.

"no, no too late for changing your mind now! You need to have a shower and get ready!" Cole ordered and in a result, I only growled. Cole and Simon have gotten used to me but they should know by now that no one orders me around.

No one.

"Oh and get dressed nicely because you never know! You might get lucky tonight." I grimaced as I walked into my room ignoring their snickering.

I would never admit it to them but I was slightly relieved to be going out tonight. I wanted to erase my weakening thoughts and put them onto something else maybe even a girl. I never catch feelings for women or do I let myself get to know them. But I do respect them as long as they respect me. After all, my mother taught me to always treat women with respect no matter what.

We all got dressed rather quickly and I dressed accordingly to what I thought was suitable for a person to be wearing when they were attending a night club. The boys were rather ecstatic to be going out at a club which I do not understand as they nearly go out every night. The smell and surroundings nearly wanted me to go back home. All I could smell was the aroma of sweat and alcohol and annoyingly the blasting music was already starting to give me a headache. I knew I was going to need a drink to get through tonight.

"A whiskey neat." I gave my card to the bartender and sat on the empty barstool. From the corner of my eye, I can already feel a group of women gawking at me. I pay no attention to them and thank the bartender as I sip my drink. Cole and Simon were already mingling with two poor girls who I now felt sorry for. "hey can I get you another one of those." I turned around to see where the seductive voice came from. I smirked internally as I looked at the female up and down. The girl was beautiful and had long golden blonde hair with a good body what was made to please any man. She was easy on the eye and for a minute I was considering her to be the girl I take to a hotel. But that was until the most beautiful girl walked into the room.

My breath hitched as I saw her and suddenly I found it hard to swallow.

She was truly a goddess and just by her presence alone was able to turn every man's head. she wore a tightly fitted black dress that showed all of her god-given curves. Her beautiful brown hair waved down to her small waist. Even the way she walked moved every male in a trance as she swayed her hips side to side. Her beauty was beyond human and she looked like the most magnificent angel I had ever seen. It was as if she knew the spell what she had put all of us in because of her confidence was glowing only enchanting me more into her compelling allurement. But what was more beautiful was her smile I had never been so bewitched until now. And if that wasn't enough then it was her beautiful brown golden doe eyes.

Men wasted no time to hunt down the beautiful female acting as if they were a pack of woods. I made no move and decided it would be better if I waited because after all sometimes patience is key. "excuse me." I scowled as I realised that the blonde girl was still next to me. But she didn't seem as beautiful as she did a minute ago.

Nothing could compare to her.

"no thank you I am perfectly fine paying for my own drinks." She huffed loudly and whined. I clicked my tongue in annoyance. I had little to no tolerance for petty woman and from the corner of my eye I could that the beautiful female was fighting off devils as well. "well maybe we could skip the drinks and head to my place?" the blonde turned her seductive voice trying to lure me into her trap. But my eyes were set on someone else and if it were a few minutes ago I would have already accepted the offer. "no and I would appreciate if you left me alone." The woman was getting more and more annoying. And at any moment I think that the promise I made to my mother was soon going to be broken. She put a hand on my bicep as she ran her fingers down my thigh looking into my eyes. "I promise that I won't disappoint." I was just about to reply to get rid of the annoying woman once and for all until a melodic soothing voice came in.

"I believe he asked you to leave him alone."



Cole

age: 25

height: 6'1