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Neveah Aurora North:

'We have a problem.' I watch as Leya starts pacing around the dining room and watch as the others wait for her to explain. 'This will take a few seconds.' I smile, getting up from my chair to calm her down.

She looks like she's about to explode or something. 'Does this have something to do with Rio?' I whisper and she shakes her head.

I know she already forgave him. Well, forgave him. She let him do his thing, all because of their agreement. 'Good, because it would give me another reason to kill him.'

She giggles softly and sighs deeply as she wraps her arms around me. 'What's the problem?' Brandon curiously asks.

'We have to take a test.' What? She nods and groans for a second, leaning back just a little. 'And if we fail we have to do another year!'

'But I thought-' 'Matilda send me an email this morning! It literally said: I'm sorry to inform you that your internship hours have not been fulfilled.' She groans, making me widen my eyes.

'Wait, what?' We turn to the others who are waiting for us to take a seat so that we can finally have diner. Even Kai seems invested in this shit. 'If we want to get our diplomas, we have to ace the exam.'

I sigh deeply as I stumble back to my seat. Tiago smiles at me before sipping from his wine.

'We're screwed.' 'Yes!' Leya groans as she drops into her chair next to Celine. 'Why?' Marco asks as he chunks down on his food.

'I'm not good at studying and Matilda's tests are way too hard to ace.' I blame Rio for this.

He said he would give us a place to intern, and he did, but he kept moving us around so we barely got all the hours we needed. Not even half of them.

'What are you glaring at me for, North?' 'It's your fault.' I sigh before pouring myself a wine as well. I tend to drink more during dinner.

Not because I need to, but because I can. I can already hear Leya sigh on the other side of the table.

'How is this my fault?' He asks curiously. He's going to be cocky about it, I just feel it. 'You're the one who keeps moving us around.'

'I'm the one offering you an internship in one of the best hotel chains in whole Europe, I don't think you're allowed to complain.' He responds proudly.

I grit my teeth and keep my eyes on him. 'At least we wouldn't have to take a test if we stayed at that shit hotel.' I sneer, making him smirk amusingly.

I really want to hit him, but he's too far away, and throwing stuff won't work. Tried that before.

Everyone continues to eat in silence, while Rio and I stare each other down.

'Okay, why do you hate him so much?' Kai asks. I tend to forget who he is sometimes. More who he works for.

He doesn't know anything about us, besides the fact that we're with the Curzio's. Somehow he knows that Tiago and I have history, but if I have to believe his word, he doesn't know much.

'He killed my cousin.' Rio sighs and finishes his plate, before looking back at me. 'I did not. It was Steel who sent those men to kill her. Not me.'

'Well, if you would've-' 'Come with me.' I look up, straight into Tiago's eyes, and tilt my head a little. 'No, I'm not-'

'Neveah.' He clearly wasn't asking. It was a demand. 'Come with me.' He gets up from his chair and walks toward the door, waiting for me to follow him. Which I do.

I get up and walk over to him, hearing Rio chuckle from the other side of the room. 'Tame her a little, will you?'

'You should be happy he's alive, otherwise, I would've killed you by now.' I grunt at the man sitting on the other side of the table. The man who basically fumes my anger every day of his life. 'You should be the one who should be happy because if Leonardo wouldn't be here right now, you would've been dead the moment I saw you in the club.'

'Adriano, enough.' Tiago sneers at his cousin, before pulling me closer by wrapping his arm around my waist.

Rio's threats don't scare me. Not anymore. I know that Tiago won't let him hurt me, so I have nothing to worry about as long as he's alive.

'Take her out of my sight before I hurt her.' 'Try me.' His eyes shoot to mine, but I won't back down. Not again.

Rio thinks he could get to me by looking at me, staring me down if you might, but it won't work. Not this time. Not ever again.

I'm done hiding from him. I want him to own up to what happened, even though he keeps pushing his innocence. I know he had some part in Andrea's death. Meaning he had a part in my family's death, meaning he's my enemy as well.

'I'm warning you North.' I feel Tiago tense behind me and keep my eyes on Rio, not allowing him to win. 'You don't-' Tiago presses his hand on my mouth and pulls me out of the house.

I kick and hit him, but it's no use. He forces me down the path and stays close so that I'm unable to run around him. Back to Rio.

'Why the fuck did you do that!?' He smirks and gently nudges me towards his house. 'Tiago why are you-' I'm unable to finish my sentence when he presses me against a tree next to his house. I look into his eyes and take a deep breath.

I hate that he won't let me fight my battles with Rio, but I'm happy he's here.

'He's not worth it.' He whispers stepping back just a little. I grab his shirt, trying to keep him close, and he smiles at my desperation.

He steps closer again and presses his head against mine, sending butterflies through my body like always. 'Don't waste your anger on him.' He mumbles against my lips.

'I just-' 'I know you hate him for what happened with Andrea, but it's not his fault.'

And he just had to ruin it didn't he... I groan out of annoyance and push him away, before walking away from him.

'Where are you going?' He asks as he rushes after me. 'How can I not blame him?!' I turn back around, making him smash into me, and fold my arms in front of my chest.

'He had nothing to do with it.' He sighs, annoying me all the more. Apparently, I'm the only one who sees that it's his fault.

'It was Rafael who slept with other girls while he was dating her. It was Rafael who told her he would stay loyal, time and time again!' My words don't do shit to him, but they break me. They cut through me like a bunch of knives.

Andrea was my family, she was like a sister to me. Even if we didn't see each other often, I loved her so much. And because of Rio, she's gone.

It's not entirely his fault, I know that, but he has a big part to play. And since I'm unable to do something to Steel about it, I have to turn to the other criminal.

'If he wouldn't have slept with that one girl, maybe she would've been here and maybe I wouldn't have left, and maybe, just maybe, all of this would be different!'

I feel the tears forming in my eyes and try to blink them away, but it's no use. Tiago steps closer and wraps his arms around me, while I try to stop crying like a goddamn baby.

'Those are all maybe's,' He whispers into my hair, 'plus I like where we're at right now.' I don't.

I feel bad for still not being able to tell him how much I love him. I feel bad for pulling Leya into this situation. I feel bad for letting her sleep with Rio for her own pleasure.

She keeps reassuring me that she won't catch feelings, that she's only doing this because she wants to learn, and I just pray to God that she is. That she won't catch feelings.

But I've never seen her this way for anyone. It's almost as if she's obsessed. She's never been in love before, so I don't know how she would act if she was, but I just hope it's not this.

Because if she falls for him, if she loves Rio, she'll end up just like Andrea. And I can't lose her too.

'Tiago I-' He silences me by kissing me softly and I melt again. I want to talk to him about this, fix my issues, let him know how I feel, but he doesn't need me to say it. He knows how I feel.

'Are you done being dramatic?' He asks when he leans back from the kiss. I slap him across the face and turn back to his house. 'Who said you're allowed to leave?'

He spins me back around and I smile at him. 'I don't need permission to leave.'

'Is that so?' I nod and keep my eyes on him, something flashes through him, happiness. 'Then I don't need permission to do this.'

He wraps his arms around my legs and throws me over his shoulder as if I weigh nothing more than a backpack. 'Tiago put me down!'

'I don't need permission to throw you over my shoulder. So no.' Idiot. He strides back to Rio's house, skipping the door as he continues to walk towards the cars parked in the driveway.

'Okay, this is starting to hurt.' I groan since his shoulder is crushing my stomach. He chuckles and puts me back on the ground. 'Where are we going?' I ask since it's obvious he's taking me somewhere.

'We're going to get you the tattoo.' What? I stare at him in awe as he heads to the other side of the car. 'No, we're not.'

He sighs deeply, closing the door before he can even get in, and turns back to me. 'Leya already has the tattoo, so why don't you?'

'So that was the plan? Rio forcing her to get that stupid tattoo just so I would follow?' I sneer, moving closer to him just a little.

'Kinda.' 'Who's idea was it?' I ask a little afraid of what his answer might be.

All this time I thought it was Rio's idea. He's evil enough to keep us here, so why not claim us as his own. But now that I think about it, now that I see Tiago's eagerness to get me this tattoo, I start wondering if it really was Rio's idea.

'What do you mean?' He asks a little worried. Oh god.. 'You told Rio to force Leya to get that tattoo because you knew I was going to get one if she had it, didn't you?'

He lowers his gaze to the ground, trying to avoid the inevitable. 'You fucking asshole!' I lunge at him, smacking him as hard as I can, and he lets me.

He knows that he even thinks about stopping me, I'll snap. 'Why- How could you do that!?'

'I'm sorry. I didn't see any other option, you wanted to leave and I panicked-' I hit him one last time and step away so I can catch my fucking breath. 'How can you do this to Leya? To me?! What did she ever do to you!?'

'I already talked to her about it and-' 'You did?!' He steps back at my loud tone and nods. Why didn't she tell me?!

'She kind of understood, but why do you think she has been ignoring me all day?' He asks as if that will make up for any of this.

'I don't fucking care, you shouldn't have forced her into this!' He nods again, knowing that I'm right. 'I just didn't see any other way to keep you here...'

Oh god... There it is again. The possessiveness. 'Why? What was wrong with what we had?'

His eyes shoot to mine as he tries to step closer. 'Stay right there and answer the question.' I sneer, making him stop from moving at all. 'Please,' 'Was it not enough?'

'Of course, it was! I've never been happier in my entire life!'

I want to believe him, I do. I want to let this slide, I want to kiss him, I want to make sure he knows how I feel, I wish this wasn't all so fucked up. But it is. All of this is fucked up. And he knows it too.

'Then why did you have to ruin it!?' He steps forward, despite my wishes of keeping our distance. 'I said stay there.'

Tiago knew how much this meant to me, how much this would affect not only me but Leya as well. He knew and he still did it. Because he thinks this will bring us closer.

He's trying to manipulate me to stay by dragging my best friend into this. And I promised to never let a man manipulate me ever again.

'Please don't say that, I didn't ruin anything.' You did... I want to shout at him, but I'm going to break down if I do. I hate that I'm a crier.

I can never get really angry with anyone because it always looks like I'm sad, like I'm some big baby, but I'm not.

'I wasn't thinking straight and I didn't think Adriano would actually go through with it. It was just a joke.' But he did... And now Cataleya is paying the price.

Right now I'm angry with him, but I know that the anger won't last long, and I hate myself for it. I hate that I'm letting him do this to us, to me, and I'll still lay in bed with him tonight. Simply because it's him.

So it pains me as the words flow out of my mouth: 'How... far away is it?'

I'm going to regret this for the rest of my life, I know that. But I'm not doing this for him. I'm doing this for Leya. I'm the reason she's in this mess and I'm certainly not leaving her alone in this.

'About fifteen minutes.' He mumbles as he tries to come closer. I turn around and get in the car. 'Better make it ten.'

And he does. We get to the tattoo shop in less than five minutes. He drove like a maniac and didn't say a thing, knowing that he would only anger me if he did.

We enter the empty tattoo store and walk straight to the back. An older man, around Ariana's age, is seated in one of the chairs. He's covered in tattoos and looks at the golden watch on his left wrist. 'You're late.'

'We got into some trouble on the way.' Tiago lies, turning to me slowly. I roll my eyes and look around the room. It's dark, filled with skulls and stuffed animals. Why here out of all places?

'Please don't be like the girl from yesterday.' The man laughs, making me want to poke his eyes out. 'Tell me where you want the tattoo and go lay on the bed.'

I roll my eyes and turn to Tiago. 'Where do you want the stupid tattoo.' I ask. I have no clue where I want it, so I ask him. Not to satisfy him, but to let him know how much I hate him for doing this.

'Neveah, please-' 'Answer the question.' I sneer, folding my arms across my chest again.

He takes a deep breath and walks around me, before pointing at my shirt. 'Take it off.'

I do as he says, and wait for him to pick a spot to ruin. To pick a spot where he ruins my skin forever.

'Here.' He touches my shoulder, the left one, right on the scar from the stitches. 'No.'

If I get it there, I'll never be able to wear a top without it showing. I don't want that.

'Okay, what about here?' He points at my arm and looks into my eyes. 'That's where you have it, I'm not going to match you if that's what you want.'

He sighs deeply and takes another look at my body, making me roll my eyes. 'Right here.' I feel his fingers on my lower back, just above my ass, and almost gasp for air at the sudden touch.

'Is that okay, cara? ' Without responding, I walk over to the bed and lay on my stomach. 'So just above your ass?' 'Just get this over with.'

I hear the older man chuckle and shortly after that, a buzzing sound. The machine is running and I'm scared.

I'm really doing this. All because Tiago wasn't satisfied enough with what we had until now. Everything is going to change.

I flinch at the needle pricking into my skin, forcing the ink into my skin like knives. I hold onto the bed for dear life, trying to fight the pain a little, and feel a warm hand cover mine.

Without looking, I know it's him. I know it's Tiago.

It's either him or the creepy-looking old man, but he's tattooing me, so no.

I want to pull my hand away, show him that I'm still angry, but it hurts too much. He grabs my hand and allows me to squeeze as hard as I can to fight the pain.

As soon as the man is done, he leaves the room. I slowly get up and wipe the tears from my eyes. 'Neveah, I-' I walk past him and look into the mirror.

I can barely see it since it's on my lower back, but it's there.

O 𝓒 M 𝓤 E 𝓡 R 𝓩 T 𝓘 A 𝓞

Tattooed into my skin permanently.

'I'm sorry.' Tiago walks up to me, looking at my back as if he hurt me. And he did. He's the reason for all of this. He and my stupid heart.

I turn around and look at him as I try to fight the tears in my eyes. 'I hate you.'

'I know.' He mumbles, gently touching my arm. I'm tired, exhausted by all of this. 'If you ever drag Cataleya into our shit again, I'm fucking leaving. I don't fucking care about the stupid tattoo, or the trackers. I'll find a way.'

My words cut through him like knives and I watch as he inhales sharply, staring at me with fear in his eyes.

But what he did is just too much. What he did hurt too. And I just hope that he won't ever do it again, it shouldn't have happened in the first place, but I just hope that, because of what I've said, it won't happen again.

'I want to go back to the house.'

I brush past him, grab my shirt, and put it back on, before heading to the door.

He silently follows me and says goodbye to the old man, before following me back to the car.

Once we get in there, we both go silent. His hands are on the wheel and I hate it. But I hate myself more because I want those hands on me. I want him to touch me, to tell me everything is going to be okay, even though he's the reason I'm marked for eternity.

'Promise me you'll never pull something like this again.' He looks at me and nods immediately. 'I won't, I promise. I will never drag Cataleya into our shit again. I promise.' Good...

I nod and take a deep breath, to calm myself down. I want to hit him again. He certainly deserves it. But I want him to hold me as well. I want him to tell me how sorry he is, I want him to tell me that something like this will never happen again, I want him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.

'Kiss me.' My words come out like a whisper, soft and almost unable for anyone to hear, but he hears it. He leans in and kisses me harshly, not allowing me to change my mind.

I melt against him and almost climb on top of him to keep this going, but he stops me. 'We should head back.' He groans, making my cheeks flush red.

I'm the one who should be saying that to him, but instead, I'm the one ready to climb on top of him and ruin his car again.

'Right.' I turn my face to the window and take a deep breath. 'Let's go.'

He starts racing back to the house, yet taking us longer to get back. The gates close behind us and I watch as the nightwatch starts walking around the grounds.

We walk into his house and stare at each other in silence. 'I'm going to bed.' I whisper and he nods, heading to the kitchen for some reason. 'I'll be up in a bit.'

I sigh, cursing at myself for wanting him to come to bed with me, and walk up the stairs.

Once I get to our room, I change into an old shirt laying on the floor and climb onto the bed. My skin is sensitive, but it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would.

I almost fall asleep. Almost. But somehow I'm unable to. It feels wrong.

My phone rings and I roll over to the side of the bed, to look who it is.

It's Ariana, Cataleya's mother.

'Hello?' I say when I pick up and lift the phone to my ear. 'Neveah! I feel like I haven't heard from you in a long time, how are you?'

Her voice. God, I missed her voice so much. I haven't talked to her in months, the last time was about four months ago, on Leya's birthday.

I smile and roll out of bed, walking to the bathroom. I look like a complete mess, hair going all over the place, a shirt that's at least two sizes too big, and absolutely exhausted, even though I'm not tired.

'You're right, I'm sorry I didn't call you sooner. It's just-' I try to come up with something. Telling her the truth will only endanger her and that's the last thing we want right now, 'I've been busy with-'

I don't know what to say. I hate lying to her, but it's the only way to keep her safe.

'Busy with life. I get it. How are you?' I smile at her words and feel my heart flutter.

She's the best mom someone could ask for. I love her more than I love my own aunt and uncle because she cares. She cares about me, about my feelings, and my wellbeing.

She let me stay at her house when I showed up in the middle of the night, she asked me how I was, instead of shouting at me to stop doing what I want. She was more of a family than my aunt or uncle could ever be.

And I feel bad for lying to her. I feel bad for leaving her in the dark after everything she did for me.

'I'm good. Just got better from-' Lying. It's harder than I thought. 'From a cold.'

'Oh, are you sure you're okay?' She asks, her voice sounding a little concerned. 'Yes, I'm feeling better now.'

Ariana takes a deep breath on the other side of the phone and chuckles.

'I just remembered the last time you got sick, remember?' She asks, moving around wherever she is.

I hear the soft sound of a tv show in the background and try to picture her house in America. God, I miss that place...

'Yes. I do.' I smile, thinking back on the time I threw up everywhere because of something Grace, Leya's little cousin, showed me.

It was a picture of a person, eating dog shit. Absolutely disgusting.

'You never wanted to be near her again.' She laughs, thinking back on the good times. 'It was two years ago and I still don't want to be near her!' I joke, laughing a little.

'How's work going?' She asks before taking a big sip of something, probably tea. Ariana has always been addicted to drinking tea.

'It's good,' I walk out of the bathroom, towards the door leading to the hallway, 'Exhausting but good.'

The hallway is dark, but it's just light enough for me to see where I'm going.

'Think about your mental health, alright?' She says empathetically. 'I will don't worry.'

'How about you? How have you been doing?' I ask while I walk to Tiago's office, hoping to find him there.

When I open the door I notice there is no one. Where is he?

I walk into the room and look around the place. It's a mess. There are papers everywhere as if someone went in here and threw everything around.

I turn on the desk lamp and take a seat in the big leather chair.

'Well, remember Shanon?' 'Mhm.' I mumble, looking at all the papers on Tiago's desk.

Pictures of at least ten different men are splattered all over his desk.

I recognize some of them. They're from Marcello's party.

'She quit.' She exclaims happily. 'What?! Why?'

'Too many complications.' She sighs before pouring something into a glass. I picture her, sipping on her cup of tea the way only she does.

'But anyway, she left and Anna offered me the job.'

'No way! Congratulations!' I remember Ariana wanting Shanon's job ever since she took the opportunity away from her.

'Thank you!' She chimes, moving closer to the tv, 'There is also this other man who started working for Anna, he's very kind. His name is Theo and-'

I almost drop my phone as I try to scavenge through the papers on his desk, There are too many filled with pictures, some crossed out. Does that mean they're gone?

'He's absolutely the sweetest man on earth. I told Leya about it, but she didn't like him, even though she never met him!' Typical Leya...

'She just doesn't want you to date, someone, I think.' I mumble, reading an email to someone named Hunter Steel.

Rio told me about the Steels once. He said that they were the ones who killed my family. They were the ones who slaughtered the family I loved, out of hatred towards the Curzio's.

And Celine confirmed who he is when she said that Kai worked for him.

'He even bought me flowers!' Ariana squeals through the phone. I barely picked up anything she just said, but it sounds like Theo took her out on a date.

'He sounds sweet.' I smile as I read through the files about him. There are three folders, packed with papers, just about him.

Another one, Brooke Steel, and one more, Adrian Steel.

I wonder what they look like and why Tiago has all this information about them.

'I can't wait for you two to get back.' She says, suddenly sounding emotional, 'The house is way too quiet without you two here.'

'I miss you too! And I can't wait to come home!' If we ever do...

The Curzio's, no, Tiago made it pretty clear. He won't let me go. And to be honest, I don't see the point. They own us now. And for some reason, I don't want to go anymore.

The only reason I'll go back is because of her, because of Ariana Velez.

'But tell me more about Theo.' I smirk.

Ariana has not dated anyone ever since Leya's father left. I don't remember much about him, but I do know that he left when she was four years old.

They have never heard of him since.

'Well he's tall, has dark hair and the most tempting eyes-' I hear the door to the office open and look up, trying to act as if I wasn't just lurking through the papers at all.

'What are you doing in here?' Tiago whispers in the softest voice ever. I raise my index finger at him, point to the phone against my ear, and let my eyes roam over his body.

Tiago isn't wearing a shirt. He's simply wearing a pair of black shorts that fall, just above his knees.

Holy fuck... I don't think I'll ever get enough of him.

He sighs, slowly walking over to me in the most handsome way ever.

'Who are you talking to?' He whispers as he gets closer and closer. I look up at his large frame and keep my eyes on his, slowly falling deeper and deeper as he rests his body on the desk in front of me.

'And then he asked me to go again the next week!' Ariana chimes. She has been talking about Theo all this time and I barely picked up anything. 'Oh really, well how did that go?'

'Amazing he-' Tiago grabs the phone from my hand and looks at the screen, before handing it back to me.

I roll my eyes and slap him across his chest, my hand burning with desire as it touches his skin.

He smirks, grabbing my hand and pressing his lips against every knuckle gently. Driving me absolutely insane.

I smile and press the phone back to my ear. 'But, enough about my love life, how is yours? Met anyone interesting yet?' Ariana asks.

Every time I dated or started talking to a boy, she was the first to know. One time I even told her before I told Leya.

'Well, there is this one guy I'm talking to right now.' I smirk, looking at Tiago, awaiting his reaction.

His lips curl up as he slowly lets go of my hand and moves to the back of the chair. I get up and turn towards him, that way he can't surprise me as I'm talking to Ariana on the phone.

The last thing I need right now is for her to hear whatever Tiago has planned for me.

'Tell me all about him, what's his name? Where did you meet? How old is he? Does he have a job?' I let out a soft laugh, trying not to be too loud at this hour.

'His name is Tiago.' I state, staring at the man in front of me. His eyes light up as he stares at my lips attentively.

I've never seen him like this. He's hungry. Not for food, but for me.

He gently pushes me on the desk, lifting me up slightly, placing me on top of all the files.

'We met-' Should I tell her honestly? Tiago stares at me and waits for me to answer. 'We met six years ago actually, when I went to Italy with my family, remember?'

She goes quiet for a second, probably thinking about it, 'Oh, right! I remember.'

'Well we met back then and when I left we broke the contact.' I broke contact...

Tiago sighs, moving even closer to me. He forces himself in between my legs, forcing them to open in front of him. I'm glad I'm wearing something underneath this huge-ass shirt.

'Don't lie to her...' He whispers, lowering himself down to my neck. I try to keep my breathing steady so that Ariana won't notice anything, but it's almost impossible when he sucks on the sensitive skin in my neck.

'He's twenty-five years old and has a job.' I smile, seeing her smiley face as I inform her about his working conditions.

'What does he do?' She asks almost immediately. Just as I'm about to answer, Tiago's hands grip at my waist, pulling me closer to him, making me gasp for air as he does.

'Are you okay?' Ariana asks concerned about me. 'Mhm, just-' Fuck. 'My stomach is hurting really bad.' I lie as I push Tiago away from me so I can finish my conversation with Ariana.

'But anyways.' I state, clearing my throat dramatically, 'He has a job and that's all that matters right?'

She starts laughing and places the phone somewhere, probably on the table in the living room, and continues to laugh at my words.

'That's not the only important thing Neveah.' She laughs, before grabbing the phone again.

'I know.' 'Does he treat you right?' Tiago, being the impatient man he is, moves closer to me again, letting his hands go around my waist, grasping the edges of my underwear.

'Yeah... He does.' I mumble, trying to keep my breathing steady again.

'Good. So tell me more about him!' She chimes, honestly engaged in how this all happened. 'Well, we met at the club when we celebrated Leya's birthday and-'

I stop, almost dropping the phone when I feel his cold fingers on my thighs, and look up into his eyes. He's grinning like a Cheshire cat and presses his lips back on my neck. Fucking hell...

'And- Uhm-' I pull the phone away and try to catch my breath as his fingers come closer and closer. He swiftly pulls down my panties and slips one finger inside of me, making me moan softly against his chest.

'Neveah are you feeling okay?' Ariana asks sounding worried about my "stomach pain". 'Mhm, I just- Fuck.' I groan as Tiago fingers me slowly.

I want him to pick up the pace. I want him to destroy me once more so that I can enjoy it all.

'Hang up the phone cara...' He whispers into my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

'I need to go, my stomach is absolutely killing me.' I murmur, trying to keep in my moans as Tiago keeps pumping his fingers in and out of me at the slowest pace ever.

'Oh okay. Please take care of yourself, we'll talk soon.' She says, before waiting for me to answer.

Tiago grabs the phone out of my hand and puts it on speaker.

'I'll take perfect care of her Miss Velez.' He answers in my stead and I roll my eyes at him. Just when Ariana is about to yell something, he hangs up and throws the phone on the desk underneath me.

'So we decided to break the contact now huh?' He whispers, kissing my neck again. I sigh and pull him back a little so that he has to face me. 'Shut up and fuck me already.'

He smirks and steps back, letting go of me completely. I huff in frustration because he's doing it on purpose. He's trying to make me beg and I will if I have to.

I want him to open me up in ways only he can. I want him to destroy me and put me back together as I explode into his arms.

'Tell me what you want me to do, cara.' He whispers, a thick layer of desire plastered in his tone.

'What?' He leans onto my body again, filling the space between my legs with his waist, and presses his lips on mine lightly. 'Tell me exactly what you want me to do Neveah.'

I stare into his eyes and feel the heat rush to my cheeks. He knows what I want him to do, he just wants to hear me say it.

'Tell me.' He whispers against the crook of my neck, sending a wave of heat through my entire body.

'I want to feel you.' I moan against his chest, trying to keep my voice down. Not that it matters since we're alone in this house and I don't think the others will be able to hear anything from here.

'Where do you want to feel me?'

Oh for fuck sakes! I lower my hand towards his crotch and swiftly slither inside his shorts. 'I want to feel this.'

He groans and presses himself against me, slightly thrusting his dick against my hand.

'Inside me.' I whisper against his neck, before pressing my lips against his soft skin.

A deep chuckle erupts from his throat and within seconds, I'm flipped around, with my chest pressed against the cold desk.

'You asked for it.' He sighs, pulling me back by my arms. I try to get out of his grip, but he's too strong. And do I really want to get out of this situation?

'So you'll get it.' He groans, pulling his shorts down. Within seconds his tip is near my entrance, teasing the fuck out of me.

I try moving back so that he has to enter me all the way, but he pushes me back and pulls me up, so that my back is bend, almost touching his chest. Fuck..

I've never had sex in this position before, but I just know that it'll be heavenly.

'Be a good girl and try not to scream, alright?' He whispers in my ear, brushing the hair off my shoulder before replacing it with his soft lips.

'Fuck you.' I hate it when men call me a "good girl". It sounds so degrading, even though it's not. I would rather have him call me cara or Neveah, everything but "good girl".

'I'm about to. Trust me.' He smirks, before pressing his lips on mine. I melt against his mouth and feel him force himself into me.

The pressure of his dick inside of me is too much and I moan, trying to silence myself by pressing my face against the desk.

Tiago said he wanted me to be silent, yet he pulls me back and presses his lips on my shoulders. Fucking hell!

Even though we did this five times by now, I still need to get used to the size of him. He's huge.

His hand travels to the back of my neck, slightly pulling my head back so that I can face him.

'Fuck- Neveah.' He groans, trying to silence himself by crashing his lips onto mine. I can barely kiss him back, there is too much going on inside my body.

'I'm going to fuck you senseless.' Please do... I arch my back a little more, feeling him go deeper than before. It hurts, but at the same time, it feels heavenly.

'Do it.' I say under my breath as I can feel the orgasm building up inside me. He picks up the pace, making the desk scratch the floor as he thrust himself inside of me. Fuck!

I try to move at the same pace as him, pushing my ass out as far as I can. Shit, this feels good!

Without warning, without any sign of it, I come all over him, my legs shaking like crazy.

He keeps pumping himself in and out of me, forcing my juices to flow back inside of me. 'Tiago- Fuck.' I moan, trying to turn around so I can kiss him without breaking my neck.

'Oh god-' He lets go of my arms and turns me around, pushing me back on the desk, and leans back.

I'm spread out, waiting for him to enter me again, but he doesn't. He simply stares at me with hunger in his eyes and smirks.

'Tonight is the night.' He smirks, walking back to me again. 'What?' 'You're going to fucking carry my baby's cara.'

My eyes widen and I don't have time to respond. He forces himself inside of me again and presses his lips against mine as I moan. His breeding kink...

'You're so fucking tight.' I reach up to him and firmly grab his face. 'Stop talking and just-' His lips crash onto mine and I feel like I'm about to explode.

'You like it when I talk.' He groans, smiling like crazy. I do...

Another explosion starts building up in my stomach and I can't wait for me to erupt again.

He picks up his pace and pins my waist to the desk.

'Tiago- Fuck- I'm close.' I say and I bite down on my lip, trying to silence my moans.

'Not yet cara, just-' He pulls me down so that my ass is hanging off the edge, that way he can go deeper without hurting himself against the desk. 'Fuck-' I groan, digging my nails deep into his skin.

'Come for me Neveah.' That is all it takes for me to come undone.

I explode against his chest and wrap my legs around his waist. Just when I thought this couldn't get any better, he does the same, clashing his body against mine as he groans out of pleasure.

His cum fills me up in the best way possible and I watch as his leg twitches a little. Oh god...

If this is really what he wants, if he really wants to impregnate me, I will let him. Fuck I would let him fuck me where ever and whenever he wanted if he wanted to have children with me.

'Fucking hell..' He groans, trying to get away from me. I wrap my legs around him and pull him back, making him look at me with wide eyes.

'We're not done yet.' I groan, pulling him down so I can kiss him.

He picks me up and wraps his arms around my waist so that I won't fall as he takes a seat on the leather chair.

Our lips connect in the most passionate kiss we've ever had. This is what we want and need. Each other.

Now that I'm on top, I feel him from a different angle. This is way more painful than any other position we've done. How the fuck did I survive it last time?

'Neveah?' He asks, wiping a strand of hair behind my ear. I nod and press my chest against his. 'I'm okay. I just-'

He presses his lips against mine and places his hands on my waist, slowly pulling me back and forth.

All the other positions were hard and rough, but this one is soft and gentle. He knows I won't be able to keep doing this if he goes in rough. Not yet at least.

'Fucking hell.' This pace is destroying him, but I'm enjoying it. I'm enjoying the sight of Tiago slowly breaking underneath me.

I weave my fingers through his dark, soft curls and lean down. He sharply inhales, before pressing his lips against mine.

'Fuck.' I moan against his lips, trying to not scream and wake everyone up. 'You're too big-'

He presses his lips against mine and bites down on my lower lip. I moan out of pleasure and feel the pain from his bite win the battle against the pain down there.

'You can take it cara.' He groans, thrusting his hips up slightly. I arch into him and start going up and down a bit faster.

The slow pace is exhausting and I just want to come.

'Fuck- Neveah I-' I nod and press my lips against his, feeling him explode underneath me. His fluids shoot inside of me, filling me up once more as I ride out his high.

His hands wrap around my waist tightly as he tries to muffle his moans by moaning in my shirt.

I wish we didn't have to be quiet. That way I would hear the beautiful sounds he makes whenever we do this.

Just when I want to stop, just when I want to step off of him, he grabs me at my waist and pushes me up and down, making another orgasm built up in my stomach.

'Come for me Neveah-' And I do. I explode against his chest and feel my legs go numb for a second. My entire body shakes as I clash against his chest, trying to catch my breath. 'God you're amazing...' 'Fucking hell.'

Both of us are trying to catch our breaths as we grasp onto each other tightly.

I just know that I won't be able to walk tomorrow, but it was totally worth it.

'We should go back to bed, don't you think?' He murmurs, placing kisses on my neck again. I nod and try getting up.

The moment I'm standing, I stare at the door. It looks so far away and my legs are already shaking.

'You okay?' I nod and try to act off the fact that I'm unable to move a muscle. His lips curl up into a smirk and he waits for me to move.

I take a step and groan out of pain, before turning to him and waiting for him to follow me.

Instead of making me walk, he picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist.

'I told you I was going to fuck you senseless.' He chimes proudly. 'More like disable me, but sure.' I joke as he carries me to the room and closes the door behind him.

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A/N: Ayooo call me speed! Another chapter!!!!

I told my mom the ending of this book today... And uhm... She asked if I was okay, like mentally...

I don't think it's that bad. I hope...

Anyways, hope you enjoyed it, and tell me what you think of the story so far in the comments! Also, let me know what you think the ending will be because it's getting closer and closer...

Don't forget to vote and I'll see you next time (Which will take a while because the weekend is over)!