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Cataleya Valentina Velez:

6-0-0-6.

I wait for the little beeping sound and smile when I hear the door unlock. Rio never told me the code, so I simply sneaked a glance when he opened the door for the past week.

The door opens and closes behind me, instantly falling into its lock.

I step into the hall and go straight to the Red Room, trying to stay as quiet as I can. Not that anyone will hear.

This place is literally soundproof. The only way someone could hear is if the door was open, and it's closed now.

I step into the room and glance around again, just like I did the first time. But a little different.

At first, I was hesitant, all of this was crazy, or so I thought. Sometimes I still think about all of this.

About the fact that I let Rio, the man who threatened to kill me, the man who hates me with every cell in his body, the man who forced me to get a tattoo that will make me owe him until the day I die, do this stuff to me. I let him use almost everything in this room on me.

Which is insane if you ask me.

But I would have a perfect explanation for it.

It's not love. It will never be love. It's just pure lust. Lust and nothing more.

I did exactly as Neveah told me to, well, advised me to. Use him for my own pleasures. And that's exactly what I'm doing.

Using him for my own pleasures, experimenting with what I can do, discovering new things he can do to me, finding out what I like and don't like.

All with his help. I'll never admit it, but it's all thanks to him. I would've never used any of these things if it wasn't for him.

But if I ever tell him that, he'll use it against me forever.

And that's not going to happen.

I walk over to the place where the whips are stored, a wooden drawer with a glass top, and open it. Taking in all the different whips.

Over the past two months, we've been using almost all of the things in here and I liked most of it. The one thing I didn't like was the sticks. The sticks he uses instead of whips. They hurt too much.

Wait, where are the- I turn around and look at the door. No one's there, but I'm sure I heard something, so I stay put for a few seconds.

When no more sounds are coming from the hall, I make my way over to another drawer, opening it to see the vibrators. These I loved.

I feel my cheeks flush red at just the thought of it. To think that I barely knew about any of this, about sex, it's insane.

And even now I feel like I don't even know half of the shit there is to sex. That's why I stay with Rio, he has to teach me all of it. Just as the contract says.

But I wouldn't say I'm as addicted as Neveah and Leonardo. They're on a whole nother level. They're obsessed with fucking each other.

Rio and I don't have that. And I'm happy we don't. Neveah and Leonardo are in love with each other, something that will never happen between Rio and me, it's as if they're trying to get pregnant.

I don't want a relationship like that with Rio. Where we're obsessed with each other. It's not good. At least not for us. We both hate each other.

So it's a good thing that we take break days. Days where we simply don't talk or do anything to each other. We simply go about with our day and come together the next day, making up for the time we missed by... You know. Doing what we do.

Another creak from behind the door, makes me turn around instantly. If Rio finds me here without him, he'll kill me.

And of course, I hear footsteps going down the hall. My heart starts racing like crazy.

I close the drawer and rush to the other side of the room, where the whips are since I didn't close it yet. I close this one too and turn back to the door, which slowly opens.

Rio's eyes are vague, filled with lust and pure darkness. The darkness I like in him.

'What are you doing here, Valentina?' He also stopped calling me Velez. It's always Valentina when we are in the rooms, mostly upstairs too.

'I was just-' 'You sneaky little desperate slut.' My eyes widen, he's never called me slut before. And I won't stand for it.

'Calm down, I was just trying to look for something.' I sneer, moving closer to him so that I can leave. It's obvious he's not in the mood today, he seems absolutely exhausted and I wonder why.

It has been five hours since he left for his secret appointment to make sure his departure is ready for tomorrow. Five hours of absence. Five hours of whatever he's been doing and he's drained.

'Watch your tone, Valentina.' He growls as I get closer and closer.

If I can just make it through the door, I should be fine. But of course, Rio has other ideas in mind. He rips my shirt from my body, not caring about what it might mean to me. Not that it meant anything, it was just a simple black shirt, but that doesn't mean he was allowed to do that.

'What the-' He pulls me back, towards the hanging chain things. I try fighting back, almost escaping since he's already tired, and barely make it to the door.

He lifts me up, despite being tired, and carries me back to the chains. Within seconds I'm wrapped onto the chains, hanging off the ground just a little. The only way I'll be able to stand on the ground is when I'm standing on my toes.

'You are very stubborn, Valentina.' I roll my eyes and pull at the rope around my wrists, it burns through my skin like knives, but I've had worse before. 'Aren't you tired?'

'You don't have to worry about me, trust me.' He sneers as he swiftly pulls my trousers down. I gasp for air at the sudden cold touching my skin.

'This isn't fair.' 'Why not? You permitted me to do this to you, remember?' God, he's annoying. I wish he didn't tie me to these stupid chains. I would've hit him if I could, but the rope is almost stopping me from moving at all.

He disappears behind me and walks over to the other side of the room, opening a bunch of things, before walking back to me. I feel something cold against my chest, it's metal, right where my bra is coming together in the front. What-

A snipping sound fills the room, ruining the perfectly fine bra as it drops to the floor. My nipples are out in the open, instantly going hard since it's pretty cold in here.

'Rio-' 'Shut it, Valentina.' He sneers before throwing the pair of scissors to the other side of the room. I'm unable to see where he threw it exactly since I can barely turn around.

He walks to the other side of the room and keeps his eyes on me. I don't dare look at him, but I feel his heating gaze burn through my skin.

'Untie me.' A low chuckle leaves his lips, sending shivers down my spine as I pull against the restraint around my wrist.

The rope almost cuts through my skin as I try to break free, but he simply stays put.

'Look at me.' He demands with an irritated tone clear in his voice.

I don't. I am not going to let him degrade me like this again. There's no way I'm going to make him win again. Not without showing him how hard I can be.

'Valentina, I advise you to do as I say.' He slowly comes closer, straight in my view so that I have to look at him at some point, but I keep my eyes nailed to the ground as I hang in the air.

'Look at me.' He demands again, but I don't move. As much as his voice scares me, I won't let him in that easily.

His fingers find their way into the back of my neck, and he pulls my head back, forcing me to look up.

'Untie me. Now.' His lips curl up into a grin, but he doesn't move. He doesn't move to untie me or even touch me anymore. 'Rio-' 'Shut up.' He growls, suddenly annoyed again.

Well, not annoyed. He's his dark self right now. The dark side he only shows in bed. The side that drives me absolutely insane every time he's out. The side I want to ruin me.

Rio steps back and walks to the other side of the room, the side where I'm unable to see him since he's behind me.

The room goes silent for a while, neither of us saying a thing as I wait for his next move, but he doesn't do anything.

I pull at the rope around my wrists one more time and hiss when I feel it cut through my skin. Shit.

'You're at my disposal,' I feel his cold fingers on my waist and hiss at the sensation, trying to keep myself composed even though I'm breathing like crazy. 'For me to use in any way I want.'

Fuck... 'No, I'm not.' I breathe, feeling his hand go up to my back. His touch leaving a line of fire.

A fire that sets my body aflame and hungry for more.

'You're body says differently.'

I hate that my body betrays me so easily. He's just touching me and I feel the goosebumps forming on my skin.

'My touch is driving you insane, isn't it?' He leans over my shoulder and whispers in my ear, letting his hot breath brush against my cheek, as his little stubbled face is scraping against my neck.

He knows that this closeness is driving me insane. He knows it and he enjoys it more than anything in the world.

'Say it, Valentina.' He yanks my head back, forcing me to look at him as I gasp for air.

His hand wraps around my waist, pulling me up a little so that I'm not hanging to the ceiling by my arms.

'Say it or I won't let you enjoy it.' As if...

I'm enjoying every second we have here, but I know what he means by enjoying it.

Rio won't let me come if I don't tell him how bad I want this. It's his thing. He's desperate to hear the words.

And I want to fucking come. With or without him, I'm going to fucking come. But with him is better, way better.

And Rio knows that.

I slowly feel his hand trail to the back of my neck again, before he gently pulls my head back to lock our eyes together.

He keeps his fingers wined up in my hair and smirks. 'Say it.'

'Never.' He rolls his eyes and steps away, forcing me to hang by my arms again.

'Let's see how long you'll last then.' He groans as he walks towards the little drawer to the right side of the room.

He showed me it before, there are a bunch of toys in there. Some toys we've used, others we haven't.

'I'll last longer than you.' He stops going through the toys and takes a deep breath.

I'm driving him absolutely insane and he hates it. He can't stand not being completely in charge.

'You wish.' He turns back to me, with a black, leather flogger in his hand. Fuck- 'You won't last longer than five minutes, Valentina.'

'Watch me.' He throws the flogger through the room, making me flinch, as he strides back over to me. 'Watch your tone. I'm warning you.'

'Or what?'

'Or I'm going to fuck you until you're going to beg me to stop. Until you're going to cry tears, not out of pleasure, but out of pain.' Please do!

'As if.' He told me not to ask him anymore.

He told me to never ask for dominance. "If you want to be dominant, you should never ask"

Rio said that he would never let me dominate him. Ever.

But I want to. I want to take charge for once. I want to be the one who makes him feel all of it, just once. To see how it feels, to see if it's something I want.

'You're really testing my patience here, Velez.' He groans, stepping back to the drawer.

'Good.' A grunt escapes his lips as he turns back to me with a bigger flogger. He used that one on me before, but I kind of forgot how it felt.

He circles around me as some kind of predator. As if I'm his first meal in ages. As if I'm the jewel he wants to steal.

'It's not fair-' Without warning, without telling me where he's striking, he whips the leather against my ass.

It burns like crazy, sending a wave of pleasure through my body.

I try to pull my hands down, so I can hit him or something, but it's no use. The rope only cuts deeper into my skin.

'Who said you could speak?'

'Fuck you-' Another whip against my ass.

I can already feel my skin glow red. It feels like my body is on fire and he's only fueling it by whipping me, allowing it to grow.

'Not such a big talker now, huh?'

I wish I could look at him. I wish I could hit him for doing this to me. I wish I could hate this. But I can't.

'You-' Another whip, harder this time, making me wince a little because it's smacking against my already burning skin. 'Stop-'

He whips again, the sound of the leather clashing against my skin seems to turn him on even more.

'Asshole-' He whips again, even harder this time. It hurts so much that I feel tears forming in the corner of my eyes. 'Please-'

Another one, this time on my lower back, making it hurt like crazy. He inhales sharply and gently caresses my back.

That was not supposed to happen...

'Keep talking, I dare you.' Even though it hurts like crazy, even though I shouldn't be enjoying this. I am.

I fucking am.

But I don't think I'll be able to take it any longer.

'At least-' Another one, right on my ass which was just cooling down a little. 'Tell me!'

He pulls the flogger back, further than before, and watches as it clashes against my, already red, skin. It burns like hell, letting the tears escape out of my eyes.

He pulls my head back, forcing me to look up at him again, and smirks. 'Suck it up Valentina, you asked for this.'

'Fuck you-' He smirks before stepping back and whipping me again. I dangle in the air a little and feel the pain rush through my body.

It feels as if my skin is about to burst.

'Rio please-' He whips before letting me finish again, making me wine out of pain. This is amazing, but I can't take it anymore. It's too much.

'Tem-' He whips again, regretting it instantly as tears stream down my cheeks.

'Temor.' He whispers, instantly untying me from the ceiling. I almost drop to the ground, but he catches me and carries me to the bed.

I latch onto him with all I have and try to ignore the stinging pain going up and down my back and ass. It hurts like hell.

'Are you-' Even though I'm in pain, there's no way I'm not finishing tonight.

As I said, I'm going to finish.

I pull Rio on the bed and flip us over, climbing on top of him. He stares at me in shock and keeps his hands on my waist, trying to keep me at distance.

'Cataleya you-' 'Shut up.' I press my lips against him, allowing myself to enjoy it while I can. He grunts and tries to push me off of him, but I simply wine a little because of the pain rushing through my ass as he tries to lift me off of him, and he instantly stops.

I didn't ask... 'You said the safe word, I'm not-' I press him back on the bed, forcing him to stay put as I stare into his eyes.

The fact that he could easily push me away if he wanted to, but he doesn't, is driving me insane.

'You talk too much.' I press my small body against his hard chest and kiss him deeply, letting my tongue slide into his mouth as he eagerly accepts my offer.

I didn't ask for permission. I didn't wait for him to take the lead. I took it. Maybe in the wrong way, but at least this way I'll be able to try something.

His hands glide back to my ass, making me hiss at the contact. It hurts, but I should be fine in a few minutes. It's just too fresh right now.

But that doesn't matter to him. He instantly pulls away and sighs deeply.

He pushes me off of him, to the other side of the bed, and gets up.

'Rio-' 'That's not what the word is for.' He grunts, not facing me at all. 'I-'

'You only use it when you can't take it anymore, not for this.'

'I'm sorry.' His eyes don't change, not at all. He still has the dark glimmer, the dark desire he has to ruin me. Time and time again.

'Don't ever do that again.' He walks back to the bed and takes a seat, his back facing me. 'I won't. I'm sorry.' I climb over to him and press my hand against his back.

He takes a deep breath and looks over his shoulder. 'Lay down.'

'What?' He sighs and jumps up, walking to the other side of the room again. 'Lay. Down.' He repeats with a deep voice again.

I sigh but do as he says. There's no way I'm winning this one tonight.

He climbs on top of me and pinches my wrists above my head, making me slightly arch up.

'Let's make a deal.' I whisper seductively, leaning closer but not allowing our lips to touch. 'What?

I just want to feel his lips on mine. I just want to be set aflame again. I just want him.

But I want to be the one in charge for once. Just once.

'If I come, I'll never ask to dominate you ever again. But if I don't, I'll get to dominate you once.'

His lips curl up into an amazing grin. Either way, I'll get something out of it.

'Let's make it more interesting.' He leans in a bit more, brushing his lips against mine, but not allowing me to continue the kiss. 'If you come, you'll never ask about it again. If you don't and I do,' What?

He's making a challenge out of this. He wants me to try. He wants me to fight. He wants me to show him what I'm capable of.

'If I come before you do, I'll let you do it once.' My eyes widen and I can barely contain my excitement. 'Really?'

'Just once, Valentina.' He grunts, already regretting saying anything.

He leans back and pulls down his underwear, letting his dick jump up from underneath the fabric.

Shit... He's ready. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. I'm going to have to fight every sense that wants him to finish me, so I can get what I want. So I can have him, instead of the other way around.

'I'm not going to make this easy for you.' He smirks, climbing back on top of me. 'I never asked you to.'

His lips crash against mine and I immediately melt under his touch. Rio's going to pull every trick he has, pressing his fingers on my folds without remorse. Fuck!

I moan against his lips, gasping for air as he wraps his other hand around my neck. He smirks and pumps his fingers in and out of me, already pushing me to the edge. 'Fuck- I- Shit!'

I squirm underneath him and try to move away, but it's no use. I feel my orgasm building up and almost break, but he pulls back, allowing me to breathe for a second.

The look in his eyes says it all. He wants me to fight. He wants me to go against him, he wants me to get it my way.

'Not fair-' He kisses me and smirks against my lips, pressing me back onto the bed. 'I never said I was playing fair.'

Right... His fingers lower to my core again, sending me back to the edge.

There's no way I'm losing this.

I reach out for him, holding onto his dick for dear life, hoping that he'll melt because of me just as much as I melt for him.

And he does. He rolls back his eyes and stops pumping his fingers in and out of me, allowing me to take advantage of his heavenly state.

I turn us around, climbing on top of him, and slide down, just enough so that I'm able to suck him off.

He grunts, wanting to stop me, but I'm faster and take him into my mouth. A moan escapes his lips as I take him as much as I can.

'Fuck-' He groans, pulling my hair to keep me from taking him deeper. He's going to fucking lose.

I take my hands and slide them up and down his shaft since he's not letting me go deeper, and feel one of his hands grab onto my arm. He pulls one of my arms away and shakes his head. 'Not that- Shit! Easy.'

I look up innocently and watch as he looks down on me. This is the best sight of him yet.

'Valentina- Fuck.' The sounds he makes are just the best.

I take a deep breath before going deeper, feeling him in the back of my throat, cutting off all oxygen for just a few seconds, and suck. Hard.

Tears form in my eyes again, but I simply blink them away, not caring about me crying right now.

Almost... But then I'm stopped. Rio pulls my head up and turns us back around, pinching my hands above my head. 'What the-'

His lips crash onto mine and he doesn't seem to mind that I just had him in my mouth a few seconds ago.

'You're going to lose.' He wants to lower himself to my thighs, to eat me out, and I want him too. I really do.

But I'm not going to lose.

I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him in, as hard as I can, forcing him to enter me, to rip me in two.

We both gasp for air and stay put for a second. He's never gone this deep all at once. It's insane.

Once we're both over the fact that his dick is filling me entirely, he starts thrusting himself inside of me.

His hips clash against mine, making the most wonderful sounds ever. Skin against skin. 'Fu-'

Rio's fingers wrap around my neck as he leans back a little, allowing himself to go deeper. No- shit-

He's too strong for me to turn us around and he's too good at doing this to me.

'Ready,' He pounds into me, leaning down just a little to groan in my ear, 'To.' Another pound, sending me closer to the edge.

'Lose?' He smirks, before kissing me again. I turn my head the other way, unable to breathe if he keeps kissing me like this.

If he keeps fucking me like this, if he keeps thrusting into me like this, there's going to be no way I'm going to win this.

'I thought I would've stretched you out by now.' Rio groans against my ear as my walls clench around him. 'What-' 'You're still so fucking tight.'

Fuck... I somehow escape his grasp around my wrists and latch onto him, digging my nails in his back. He lowers his pace for a second, before forcing my tighs to open wider, making sure I take more of him by the second.

How am I- 'Fuck Valentina, you're making this harder than I thought.' He grunts, trying to not go as deep as before. He's close.

I wrap my legs around him, forcing him back inside of me, and pull him down with all I have. He can't escape now.

'Fuck me.' I moan against his lips, almost hearing him growl. 'Fuck me, Rafael.'

And he does. No mercy, no stop, no nothing. He pounds into me, harder than ever before, touching every spot he needs to push me to the edge.

But he's closer. On the edge of breaking on top of me just seconds before I follow.

'Fuck!' He moans, letting his eyes roll back as he empties himself inside of me. I feel his cum flow into my body and watch as he thrusts into me one more time, latching onto him for dear life, before coming myself.

His body melts onto mine as he lays on top of me before slowly pulling out, making me wince because it hurts more than when he rammed himself in.

That and the sudden cold filling me.

He looks at me in shock at what just happened and kisses me roughly, before laying down next to me.

I push him back, leaning on him as much as I can. 'I won.'

He rolls his eyes and brushes a few strands of hair out of my face. I probably look like an absolute mess, but I couldn't care less. I fucking won.

'You did.'

To my surprise, he stays. Again. He's been doing that for the past few days. Which is weird.

Ever since we started doing this, he left every time we were done. And now he's suddenly staying?

'You're not leaving?' I mumble as I move to the other side of the bed a little. His lips curl up and he looks at me proudly, as if my question carries his victory. 'Trust me, Velez, if I could I would. But I'm just too tired right now.'

Now I'm the one who can't contain my smile. 'I guess I really drained you, didn't I?'

'Shut the fuck up.'

'Admit it. I wore you out.' I smirk, making him sigh deeply.

Within seconds he's hovering over me again, pinning my wrists above my head. 'Trust me, Valentina, I could still go for another round.' Fuck...

If he really pushed his limits, he would. But he's not going to do that tonight. He simply drops himself next to me and takes a deep breath. Whatever he did before he came down here, really messed him up.

I've never seen him like this before.

'I figure your appointment didn't go well?' He stares at me for a second and smiles. 'Oh, it did. It went perfectly.'

'Then why are you so tired?'

Normally I take a shower and sleep in here when he leaves. And I'll still take a shower, I just won't sleep here if he's going to stay here. And why not use this little moment for my own gain.

'Let's just say I did more than just one simple thing, Valentina.' He sighs, turning back to the ceiling again.

It feels like that one night all over again. The night where he told me his biggest fear. The night where Neveah got shot and almost died. The one night that basically changed everything.

He's unable to look at me too long because I'm annoying him too much.

'Everything okay?' I ask softly, making him smile victoriously again. 'Everything is perfectly fine.' It doesn't sound like it is...

We both go silent, neither of us saying a word for at least five minutes. It's not awkward, just justified.

Rio's mind is wandering all over the place as if he's trying to plot someone's death right this second.

'Can I ask you something?' I whisper, embracing myself for the worst outcome. 'Aren't you already asking me something?'

'Can we come to Madrid with you?' His brows furrow and he finally turns his gaze to me. 'To celebrate Celine's birthday there.'

'She doesn't want to-' 'Marco said that he heard Celine and Kai talk about celebrating her birthday, she said she was going to think about it, so maybe she does?' I continue, hoping that it will influence him.

It would be fun if we could all celebrate her birthday together. I just know it would mean the world to her.

'So, what do you say?' I ask smiling a little, hoping it will convince him. But he simply turns the other way and sits up straight, with his back facing me.

'She's going to explode.' He chuckles as he takes a deep breath. 'No, she won't. she'll enjoy it.'

Out of nowhere, he gets up and walks towards the door. I move to the edge of the bed and watch as he stops at the door. 'Make sure everyone's ready at twelve. I'm not going to wait for you any second longer.'

Oh. My. God. There's no way I heard him right, but I watch as he turns around in defeat, finally giving in to my mastermind. Celine's birthday is going to be fucking amazing!

'Okay, but what if-' 'It's not my problem, you wanted to do this for her. So you'll fix it, Valentina.' He grunts as he walks out of the room again.

All I hear is the sound of doors opening and closing as his footsteps fade down the hall. I almost jump out of bed and can't contain my smile.

First, I make him finish before I do. Second, I convince him to take us with him! It's as if God blessed me today.

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QUICK A/N:

So... They're going to celebrate Celine's birthday? I hope this wasn't too much for any of you... If so, I'm sorry but I warned you!

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