Cataleya Valentina Velez:
'Are we almost there?' I ask softly. Neveah fell asleep a few hours ago and I really don't want to wake her up. 'We have two more hours to go.' Leon sighs, looking at me for a second.
We switched seats, just like Neveah said we would.
She said that I could sit in the back with her, but I felt kind of bad for Leon, so I got into the front seat.
'You can go to sleep, I'll wake you up when we get there.' He smiles, before turning back to the road ahead.
The scenery around us is making me more and more tired, and I should catch up on some sleep since I haven't slept since last night, but I can't.
I can't sleep. Cause when I tried to sleep last night, I started having a panic attack in my room.
All because I murdered someone. I took someone's life.
'I'll be fine.' I say, looking at the peacefully sleeping Neveah. She fell asleep muttering some harsh words to Leon, and he hasn't said a single word since.
I actually need Neveah to wake up. I need her to wake up and Leon to disappear for a few hours. That way I can tell her about what happened. Because I need to talk to someone about what happened.
And it's not going to be Leon.
'Little one, can I ask you something?' Little one... He's been calling me that ever since we met. Little one.
'Sure.' As long as it doesn't involve Rio. I want to add, but I swallow my words when I look at him.
He does not want to talk about Rio with me. I can tell by the pained look on his face. He wants to talk about Neveah, about the problem they're having right now. Or something like that.
'Did you really mean what you said back there?' He asks, trying to keep his voice down. 'What part?'
He glances at the rearview mirror, trying to see if Neveah is still asleep so she won't hear our little conversation. 'Do you really forgive me for what I did?'
'I think so.' I answer honestly.
Leonardo hasn't done anything wrong ever since. He treated me like a princess and made sure I knew his apology was sincere every day.
So I think I forgave him. I don't feel like I really had a choice. Neveah loved him and he was the cousin of... He's related to Rio. They're basically keeping us with them, so I was bound to forgive him at some point.
'Why?' He asks, seriously wanting to know. 'Because I know you thought there was no other option. And because I know you did it out of love.'
I take a deep breath, feeling my heart break at the word love. Is this what Rio felt?
'It was very obsessive, but you did it because you care for her. And she's happy with you, she loves' Pain again. 'you with all she has. So I guess I don't have the right to be angry with you if you make my best friend the happiest person on earth, right?'
He takes in what I just said, absorbs every word, before nodding slowly. 'I do love her.'
I chuckle softly and look at him for another second, 'I know,' before slowly turning to the window on my right, 'which is why I don't understand what's going on right now. Why are you hurting her?'
He sighs deeply and grips onto the wheel a little tighter.
'Because it's not safe. I want her to survive, I want her to live.' Because he cares...
Because he loves her.
Oh god...
This is harder than I thought.
I turn back to the window, trying to keep in the tears I've been trying to keep inside for the past hours.
I feel weak for letting this get to me. For letting my feelings for him get to me. Not right now. Not like this.
'Don't you love her?' I ask after taking a deep breath and turning back to him. 'I do-' 'Then don't send her away.'
'Cataleya... I can't let her die. She would kill me if something happened to you and sticking around is too dangerous for both of you.' He's right. About some of it.
'I can take care of myself and so can Neveah. We survived this far, right? Plus, I think sending us away, after everything that happened, isn't the safest option. People know we work with you so they won't hesitate to kill us anyway.' I state, looking back at Neveah, who's moving a little.
But thank God, she's still asleep.
'I'll ask Adriano if he can make sure that you're being watched. That way you can live your life without being afraid of something happening every second. You would be free of all the drama we cause and you'd be safe... You would be able to live a normal life.' He wants to say more, wants to give me more reasons why we should go, but he doesn't want us to go.
'I don't get why though.' I mumble, looking in front of us. We've been driving on an empty road for thirty minutes now. No cars ahead or behind.
But the others must be somewhere ahead. It's because we stopped earlier.
'I just told you.' True. 'I mean. I don't get how.' I say, turning back to Leon. His eyes are still on the road, but I notice him looking at the mirror to see if Neveah is still sleeping almost every time he blinks.
'What do you mean how?' He asks, seriously not understanding what I'm trying to say. 'How can you do this to her?'
He slowly turns to me in disbelief, wanting to repeat the words he said time and time again, but I stop him. 'I know it's because you want to keep her safe and all, but I don't get how you can do it.'
I turn in my seat so that all my attention can go to this. I'm going to be entirely honest with him right now. 'She fought her feelings for you for so long. And now she has finally accepted them, and you want her to go away? You want to send her away? After all of that? If you send her away, she'll be a mess. She'll never recover because she loves you too much and I'll never forgive you for that.'
He chuckles, thinking that I'm joking, but I'm not. 'I'm serious Leon. If you continue hurting her, I'll make sure you'll never get to see her again. I'll take her away from you and make you see her growth.' If she ever recovers from him...
'I'm just trying to protect her.'
'I know, that's why you need to stop doing what the fuck it is you're doing and talk to her. Tell her that you want to protect her and keep her close. But whatever you do, don't tell her to go. Don't shut her out after all the shit she had to go through.' I say, trying to keep my voice down so I won't wake Neveah.
He takes another deep breath, making me lean back in my seat. This was eye-opening for him. He realizes how much is at stake here.
'Just promise me you'll do anything to protect her.' He looks at me again, not caring about the fact that he's driving. 'Of course-' 'Promise me you'll protect her with your life, Leon.'
'I promise.' He breathes, finally turning back to the road because he can't bear to look at me too long.
We both go silent for a while and I try to look at everything but him.
'What about you?' He asks after a few minutes, making me turn back to him. 'What about me?' 'Do you want to go?'
I inhale sharply, a little taken back by his question.
The honest answer is yes. I want to get as far away from this mess as possible. I want to go back home, to my mom, and take therapy to forget about everything that happened while we were with the Curzio's.
I want to forget about every breathing second and pretend that nothing happened. I want the pain to stop. I want to forget all about Rafael Adriano Curzio.
But I shrug as an answer.
'If she stays, I'm staying.' He nods, frowning a little. It's not what he wanted to hear, but it's the truth.
I'm not going anywhere if Neveah's staying. I'll manage to get over Rio. Somehow. I'll survive. I have to.
'I'm sorry little one.' He whispers, looking at me as he comes to a stop because of the red light in front of us. 'Why are you sorry?'
'I don't know what Adriano did to hurt you, but I'm sorry.' No. This is not what we're going to talk about.
I'm not going to talk about Rio with anyone except Neveah. I have to talk to her first. And right now is not the right time to start crying again.
So I start blinking and turn to the window on my right again, and try to hide the fact that I'm on the verge of crying.
'He has always been like this, he carries more anger and pain than a thousand armies could ever bear.'
I turn back to him and try to keep my tears in. 'He was betrayed, deceived, and hurt.'
'What are you-' 'Believe me when I say he has already crossed hell.' He chuckles, looking at me before looking at Neveah through the mirror again.
'He really has.' He sighs, placing his hand awkwardly on my shoulder.
'But the only time I saw peace in his eyes was when he saw you.' Leon finishes, making my heart flutter for a second.
I wish I could believe him. I truly wish I could. But I can't.
Rio told me that he would never fall for anyone, he told me that he would never fall for me. He didn't and I don't think he will.
The way he looked at me last night, broke my heart into a million pieces. He hates me for admitting to my feelings. And I understand.
Leon slowly places his hand back on the wheel and smiles.
'Thanks, but this is not-'
'I know you don't believe me, but it's the truth little one. He has never been this way with anyone else.' I wish...
I truly wish this could be the truth, but it's not. It's not because it can't be.
We drive up the long, recognizable road and both take a deep breath. 'We're almost there.' He states, and all I can do is nod.
If I say a word, he'll know. He'll know how I truly feel. He'll hear the pain in my voice, as I break into tears waking up Neveah, and we don't want to wake her up.
I take another deep breath and force my tears to stay in my eyes until I get to my room or something.
'Should we wake her up?' He asks, looking back at Neveah again. I shake my head and look over my shoulder, smiling at her serene state. She really needed those extra hours of sleep.
I feel like we all do. Everyone is exhausted after what happened last night.
Slowly, we reach the metal fence surrounding all they own here. I missed this place. But it has too many memories.
This is where it all started. This is where I asked him to teach me. And he did. But he taught me more than just shit about sex.
He taught me to care. He taught me to feel emotions I didn't think were possible. Especially for a man like him.
He taught me... He taught me to love.
But he also taught me how heartbreak will feel. He taught me to never jump to conclusions, to never let people know how you actually feel because it will destroy everything.
'Do you want to share my house with her?' He asks as we stop in front of the big golden gates. 'There's an extra room now since Adriano wanted to change it up a bit, I'll sleep there so you two can-'
I shake my head and turn back to him, smiling a little. 'I'll be fine.' I'm not going to keep hiding from him forever. I have to face him at some point.
'Thank you.' I chime, looking back at the houses in front of us. 'I think you two need to talk anyway, so I'll be fine.'
He nods and continues to drive up the long driveway towards the fountain. As soon as he stops, I take another deep breath.
I'll be sharing a house with Rio, for god knows how long. I'll be walking in the same halls as we used to walk through, as he used to carry me through, to drag me down to his hell. The hell I fell in love with.
Shit. This is going to be hard. I just know it.
'Follow me. We'll eat something before you head back.' He says, not letting me decide on this one. But I'm happy that he offered because I'm starving, and nod. 'Sure. But you're going to take Neveah to bed first.'
He nods and opens the door, so he can get out. I look at the other cars that are already parked near the house and freeze when I see that Rio's car is already here.
Everyone already arrived. Probably hours ago.
There's also another car, a normal car. Something that looks like my mom's car back home.
Leon already picked Neveah out of the car and looks at me. 'Little one?' His nickname sure is growing on me.
I jump out of the car and shut the door behind me, before running to his side.
It feels like the house has eyes. And they're burning right through me as I head over to Leon's house.
We get inside, the place is squeaky clean and dark, but everything looks the exact same as before. 'Would you mind looking in the fridge, I'll just put her to bed.' He groans, walking up the stairs to put Neveah in a bed.
I head to the kitchen and stop as I see that the entire counter is filled with food. Fresh food. At least we don't need to cook...
My mouth starts watering and it takes every cell in my body for me to not run towards that fresh plate of chicken and eat it all at once. Instead, I head to the cabinet and grab two plates. One for me and one for Leon.
Leon comes back after two minutes and smiles. 'Manuela must've made it.' He states, walking up to the seat next to me.
We enjoy our food and talk a bit more. He asks me if I'll truly be fine a few times and I have to reassure him that I will be. And I will be. At some point.
When we're done with the food, I'm stuffed, almost unable to walk back to the house, so we decide to take a few more minutes.
I'm honestly trying to stay away from Rio's house as long as possible, and I think Leon is starting to notice it too. 'You can truly sleep in the spare room if you want to.'
I shake my head, finishing the cup of water, before jumping on my feet. 'I'll be fine.' I lie, hoping that he'll buy it if I smile a little.
It's already dark outside and I should probably head back to my room. I'm getting really tired from not sleeping and I could really use some hours of sleep.
'If you need me, just call or text. The door is open and you can always come to stay here.' I smile at him and melt inside. 'Thanks, Leon. I really appreciate it.'
He nods and throws his arm around me as we walk into the hall. 'Of course.'
I can tell he's trying to pull me towards the spare room, but I somehow manage to escape, and head to the door. 'Goodnight Leon. And talk to Neveah, okay?'
'Goodnight little one.' He chimes, watching me as I walk down the path back to Rio's house.
The house has eyes. It has to have eyes. Because I feel the weight of them as I get closer and closer. Like something that wants to crush me. Like the house wants to crush me.
I take a deep breath and push it all away, walking up the steps leading to the back door.
'I'll be fine.' I whisper to myself, pulling myself together as I place my hand on the doorknob. I open it and step inside, keeping my eyes on the floor just in case he's walking down the hall.
I head to the hall, trying to make sure I get to my room as quickly as possible and freeze when I hear something behind me.
'Oh god...' It's a woman. A woman groaning and moaning out of pleasure. She giggles, her soft, sweet giggles cut through me like knives. No.
I should run up the stairs. I should slam the door and make sure that it's locked so I can scream and shout at the top of my lungs. I should get the fuck out of here and run back to Leon and Neveah.
But no.
Instead, my body decides to make me burn more.
I curse at my legs for moving towards the door leading to the basement and slowly open the door. As soon as I open it, the sounds, the moaning, become harder. Clearer.
'Keep... Fuck!- Keep going!' The woman screams, enjoying all the shit, whatever it is, he's doing to her. 'Don't fucking stop!'
She sounds desperate for release and then it happens. A loud smack fills the room, with more laughter as she continues to moan for him. Oh god...
I walk down the stairs and peek around the corner. The door to the Red Room is wide open. As if he wants me to find them like this.
My heart, which I thought was already broken, breaks even more than it already has. It's being crushed as I take in the display in front of me.
He's fucking someone else.
The girl has long dark hair that drapes around her neck as he continues to thrust himself inside of her. Her legs are wrapped around his waist and the sight of their bodies grinding against each other is making me feel sick to my stomach.
All the food I ate, the only nutrition I had for the entire day, is ready to come out again. No.
I step back and run to the bathroom, almost falling because my feet can't take it anymore, and puke it all out. It's too much. I can't...
I force myself to get the hell out of here and quickly wipe my face before running back into the hall. But it's too late.
The girl is too busy enjoying whatever it is that's going on, but Rio tilts his head my way.
And our eyes lock.
Our eyes lock and I feel like I'm on fire again. But this time it's different.
It's like he has me under his spell again, but this time it hurts.
It hurts so much that I forget how to breathe. I forget how to move, I forget how to speak, I even forget my own fucking name. Because it hurts. All of it hurts.
He blinks and pushes the girl away, jumping up to his feet and turning away from me. 'You didn't close the fucking door?' He sneers at the girl, trying to catch his breath.
It's the fact that his back is facing me, otherwise, I would've stayed still. Nailed to the fucking ground.
I force my legs to run. I force my body to push away the pain and run up the set of stairs. When I get to the hall, I hear him run after me.
He has the audacity to do this to me. After all the shit we went through. After everything, I did for him. Does he just decide to sleep with a random girl?
'Valentina!' Just as I reach the stairs to my room, I stop and take a deep breath. But it hurts. Breathing hurts.
Instead of running up the stairs and locking the door, I fight the pain and slowly turn around.
'You fucking idiot!' I yell at him, 'I tell you I love you and you go and fuck someone else?!' A tear falls down my cheek.
He's wearing shorts and nothing else, sweat dripping down his chest. Sweat because he was having sex with someone else.
'You broke our agreement! I told you, time and time again, to not fall for me! And you fucking did.' He says with no emotion in his voice. None at all. He didn't care for me and he never will.
'You also said you never break a promise!'
More tears start rolling down my cheek and I feel pathetic crying in front of him.
He told me he wouldn't care, he told me and he will keep telling me, even though the words hurt.
'Go fuck someone else then.' His lips curl up in a smirk as he takes it all in. My angry state. He's enjoying this. He's enjoying my anger.
'I knew it.'
'Fuck you.'
'I fucking knew you wouldn't be able to just have sex with me without catching feelings.' Feelings?
'This isn't about feelings! I don't care that you don't love me back!' He stares at me for a second, trying to read me like he always does.
'This is about trust! I trusted you to stay loyal, which you obviously can't be!' I yell at him, feeling my throat burn with every word.
'I told you Valentina, what we're doing is strictly business. We're not, nor will we ever be, dating. It's simply because you're an easy option.'
Again, his words hurt. He told me, he told me every god damn time that this is how he felt. Yet, this time it hurt more than before.
As if I'm being run over by a truck. But I'm the one who gave him the fucking keys.
'I am not just an option, Rafael.' I sneer, wiping my tears away.
I'm done crying over him. I'm done wasting all my energy and time on someone like him. He is, and always will be, someone who destroys everything around him.
'Yes, you are Valentina. That's all you'll ever be.'
I don't want him to know how much his words hurt. But God, it's hard.
I did everything for him. I threw myself at him like a desperate mess, I let him use me, I risked my life for him, I risked my education for him, I killed for him.
And this is what I get in return.
'Well, then I'm done.'I breathe, making him look at, no, look through, me immediately. 'I'm done being an option.' Something flashes through his eyes. Shock.
He's shocked by my words, but why? Did he really think I was going to let him use me like this? That I was just going to be one of his toys? Fuck no.
'All because I slept with someone else?' He asks as his grin only grows.
I've learned the way he acts when he gets nervous. He tries to hide it by talking or smiling his way out of it. Normally it would work, but not this time. I've had enough of it.
'I asked you one thing, just one thing Rio.' I raise one finger in front of me and look at him as he follows my finger attentively. As if his life depends on it.
'I asked you to not sleep with anyone else while we were doing whatever the fuck this was.'
'You're the one who failed to keep your end of the bargain. So I decided to change the rules, so what?'
I hate this. I hate that he's talking about this as if it's nothing. I hate that I allowed myself to believe that he could stay loyal to our agreement. I hate that, out of all people, I gave my virginity to him. I hate him.
But I hate myself more for loving him.
Without saying another word, I step up the stairs. I want to get the fuck out of here before I do something I'm going to regret.
'If you want to go fuck every woman on earth, be my fucking guest! Go fuck everyone you want! But don't come running back to me ever again because you won't get anything from me.'
He sighs deeply, before running after me 'You're being dramatic Valentina!' He yells as I run up the stairs, a little disoriented because it has been a while. 'Fuck you, Rio!'
I slam the door shut and watch as he easily stops it just before it falls into its lock. He throws the door wide open, almost breaking it with his strength, and stares at me. 'Don't you fucking dare run away from this.'
'I'm the one running away? You're the one who told me to stop loving you because you can't take it, and now you're sleeping with someone else!?' The audacity of this man is extraordinary.
'I told you that I would never be able to love you. I told you that you shouldn't fall for me because I knew it would end up like this.' He groans, slowly trying to make his way to me. Slowly trying to get into my head again. No.
'Get the fuck out.' I sneer, trying to keep my distance from him. My stomach is still all over the place and my legs are giving in again. 'This is my house, I'll go wherever I want.'
'You could've at least done it somewhere else! Not in this house! Not when I'm around! You just-' 'It's not my fault you couldn't keep your end of the bargain Cataleya.' He sneers, not caring about his words cutting through me like knives.
No. Like fire. Burning me on the inside in the most painful way ever.
A bargain. That's all it was to him. That's all I'll ever be if I let him keep doing this to me. 'Get the fuck out.' I repeat, trying to hide the fact that I'm ready to cry again.
I need sleep. I need space. I need time. I need to get the fuck out of here.
Tears form in my eyes, but not tears of pain. Tears of anger.
'You're being dramatic, come here.' He states, stepping closer. It takes him two seconds to wrap his arms around me and I almost melt, but I push him away, hitting at his chest.
He quickly grabs my wrists and presses his lips on mine, making my body burn again. I tilt my head, trying to get out of his grip, but he's too strong.
Fear takes over as I fight against his touch, his lips, his presence, and the word flows out. 'Temor.'
He instantly lets go of me and steps back, sighing deeply. 'Why are you-' I rush over to the little dresser in the room and rumble through the bottom drawer.
My lips are burning from our kiss, but I won't let him do this to me. I can't let him do this to me.
It's here. I left it here. I left it here when I signed it because I knew we would come back here at some point.
The contract.
'You left it here?' I slowly turn back to him and keep my eyes on him as I hold it up in front of me, two hands on opposite sides. 'It's over.'
I watch as he looks at the tear as I slowly shred the paper in two, then four, then eight, before throwing it on the ground. 'You can take her.'
His eyes are wide from shock and he takes a deep breath. Every muscle in his body looks like it's about to pop, but I don't care.
'You just made a mistake, Valentina.' He growls, making me flinch a little. 'Go to hell.'
He looks at me again, taking it all in for the last time. I'll make sure it'll be the last time he ever looks at me like this again, and wait for him to leave. But he doesn't.
Instead, he stays. 'Get out Rio.'
I don't get why he doesn't just go back downstairs. He says he can have every girl he wants, yet he stays. He has a girl, waiting for him to use downstairs, yet he fucking stays.
He just wants to pain me. He just wants to see me burn in front of him. And I hate him for it. 'Get. The fuck. Out.' I repeat, keeping my eyes on him.
I watch as he slowly heads to the door, not looking at me again, and shut the door as soon as he's gone.
My knees give in, making me drop right behind the door with my face facing the flawlessly dark door.
Tears stream down my face and I want to scream at the top of my lungs, but I know he'll hear. He'll hear all of it. He'll hear my cries and I don't want to give him that satisfaction.
But where the fuck do I go?
I know I didn't want to stay at Neveah and Leon's place because they needed their own time, but I can't stay here. I simply can't.
But they need time...
I look around the room, at the ripped contract on the floor, and feel my heart shatter again.
It's the fact that it all started because of the contract. Because of a deal, I thought would teach me about the unthinkable. And it did. But it taught me so much more.
It hurts so freaking much. There's no way I'm staying here.
I jump to my feet and find my balance, before running back into the hall. Rio's not there. Thank god!
I quickly run down the stairs, hearing a door open, but I don't dare turn around. I know it's him. I know he's standing there, watching me as I head through the door.
The night sky greets me again as I run over the path, leading to Neveah and Leon's house. I burst through the door and run up the stairs, straight to their bedroom.
My body hurts, but I fight against the pain and throw open their bedroom door.
They both look ready to run down the hall and stare at me as I drop to my knees and cry. 'Cataleya!' Neveah rushes over to me and wraps her arms around me, letting me cry against her chest.
This. This is what I needed. I needed someone to hold me. Someone to heal me. Neveah can help me. I know she can.
I can barely hear her talk to Leon, but I realize that he left when she helps me to the bed. She lays down next to me and gently rubs my back, making me collect myself at my own pace.
'Cataleya, what happened?' I look up into her eyes and notice that she's crying as well. She's not crying because of something that happened between her and Leon. She's crying because of me.
Because she cares. Because she hates seeing me in pain, just like I hate seeing her in pain. 'Everything is ruined.'
She holds me closer, dropping both of us on the bed, and shakes her head. 'I'll get you something to drink.' She lets go of me, making my body run cold again.
'Maybe this is what I deserve? I mean what was I thinking? He kidnapped us, forced us into this mess and I sleep with him? I love him?' Neveah jumps back on the bed and sighs deeply.
'I hate to admit it, but you are good for him.'
'He's broken Neveah.' A tear streams down my face, leaving a lingering pain on its way down.
It burns through me, making another one escape from my other eye. Which only makes it worse.
'Don't say that Ley...' She whispers, gently wiping my tears away. 'Sure, he's messed up, but we all saw how you changed him over time.'
I scoff, unamused by her lies.
'Nope, he's too destructive.' I feel her eyes on me, she doesn't understand. I don't think she ever will, but I want her to.
'He would tell me stuff, about his past, and acted as if nothing happened after. He would let me in just a little and...' How do I even call what he did?
Shutting me out isn't right, since he didn't let me in entirely. He never did and never will. He simply made me watch into his darkness, let me know that it existed, let me have a little taste. But that's it. Nothing more.
There is no word to describe what he did. But there is a word for how it felt.
'He burned me.' I whisper, trying to stop myself from crying. If I want to be able to tell Neveah the whole thing, I have to stop crying.
'Rafael was like fire, beautiful to look at. But pure cruelty when you get too close.' I can't contain a little laugh.
Because he told me. Rio told me, time and time again, that this was bound to happen. That I was going to burn.
But what if I've been burning all along. What if, deep down, he has been burning me without knowing it. Maybe he knew. Maybe he knew exactly what he was doing to me all along.
Maybe...
'We were a perfect match, but sadly matches burn. I guess I just burned faster than he did.'
'He cares about you Leya.' I look at Neveah and can't wipe the smile from my face. 'Don't be stupid.'
'I'm serious, he might not say it. But he cares about you somehow.' She mumbles, smiling softly at me. But I shake my head.
There's just no way I'm putting myself through this.
'No Neveah.' She sighs and already starts rambling about how much he has changed during our stay. But the same words roam through my mind.
His biggest fear...
'The way you kind of calmed him down in Barcelona or-' 'He can't love Neveah.' I blurt out, trying to speak louder than the voice in my head.
'That's what they all say, men act like-' I shake my head and look at her again. 'It's his biggest fear, he said he'll never love a woman because it would destroy everything he worked for. He can't love me.'
I hate myself for telling her about Rio's fear of love. But I need her to understand. I need her to see that there's no way Rafael Adriano Curzio is ever going to love me.
So I tell her everything. From what happened the first night, to the details of what happened at that art exhibition, to the Christmas party, to the New Year's Party, to the night he got angry because I didn't tell him about Monica, to all the shit he told me, to the day we found about about our test, to all the times we spend together, to him.
I tell her all I can as I try to keep in my tears, so she'll understand. So she can help me get over this.
Because if we're going to stay, I have to get over this. As quickly as possible.
I need to forget about him and move on. And I will.
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A/N: Please don't kill me... This chapter was pure pain, I know... But yeah... I'm sorry!
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