chapter 3- s e x u a l l y f r u s t r a t e d [REWRITTEN]

*this has changed a hella lot from what it used to be, it now includes the smut between Mal and Mateo*

I couldn't read her.

It was like she had closed off her emotions from the world and locked them up in a cage far, far away from this world. She stared at me but her face didn't show any emotion. She only had a vibe around her which scared people off, though it only wanted me to get to know her more.

She was dressed in full black clothing, matching her hair. It was only her eyes that weren't a black colour, but it was close enough. Diego snapped us both out of our trances, thankfully, else I wouldn't have been able to hold myself responsible for my further actions.

I kept thinking about the way her name rolled off her tongue; Maliyah...it didn't sound like she was Spanish or anything, but still...it would be a nice name that would roll right off my tongue while our chests would be heaving, sweat beading on both of our foreheads, her nails carving her initials into my back. Oh fuck—

"He's so whipped." I can feel Diego's breath on my neck, and I turn around to see the two of them grinning at me.

Valentina and Maliyah have both been locked up in their rooms together and haven't come out since the whole Diego incident. The air is still clear, but it's obvious Valentina is still angry.

"What?" I ask them, taking a seat on the couch and pulling out my phone to check out my timetable for tomorrow.

"You know, I think she's dating someone already." Sebastian comments, sitting down next to me. But I pretend like I can't hear them. Of course, Maliyah is taken already, like come on, who wouldn't fall in love with her?

But I couldn't help but feel something bubble up inside of me, jealousy? Anger? Whatever it is, it is not something that I'm welcoming.

I cleared my throat and pretended that I totally wasn't listening to their conversation. Maliyah is sexy—big deal. Her love life isn't exactly going to help me graduate intern year, is it?

"She said that they have good sex with each other." Diego suddenly comments, which seems to strike a chord. I don't understand how any of this is relevant, and why they are talking about an important detail of someone's life with a bunch of strangers we had just met a couple of hours ago. Diego ruffles my hair and then sinks into the chair, putting an arm around my neck.

"Just admit it," Sebastian sat in one of the chairs beside us, going through his phone too, "I think he's in love already, I totally would be too."

"Maybe, Mateo has nice manners and knows how to keep it in his pants, respectfully," I suddenly speak up, not preying my eyes away from my phone.

"Maybe not." Diego disagrees with me.

"Or maybe, I don't appreciate the fact you two are talking about my life like it's the latest gossip magazine." I retorted and they both laughed, soon setting into small chatter. But even as I was distracted, my mind wandered over to the tall woman who had strutted away to her room, her smile seeming to light up the room.

Maliyah. Such a fucking perfect name.

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Being an assassin means you don't get much sleep at all, knowing that you possibly have people wanting to throw a knife into your back doesn't make the feeling any much better.

Maliyah didn't come back out for the rest of the night, making me wonder if she was okay. Valentina and the others had already gone to bed and I was the only one left awake, leaving me in my thoughts alone.

I had tried to forget about her and the black locks, but fuck, that was like a fucking mission impossible. All I could think about was knotting my hands in her hair, tugging on it and watching her full, pink and pouty lips wrapped around my throbbing dick which only seemed to get harder by her image, no, the fucking thought of her. This woman was making me lose fucking control and I don't even know if she feels the same fucking way.

Groaning to myself, and to the sudden tightness in my pants, I found myself walking towards Maliyah's room.

What the fuck am I doing?

I get a couple more fucking boners and suddenly I don't know how to fucking act. It's like she's poisoned me with some shit, maybe viagra or shit like that, but I can't stop getting fucking hard.

I shook my head and adjusted my trousers slightly before bringing my knuckles up to her door and knocking on it slightly.

Her sweet voice welcomed me in and I pushed the door open, closing the door softly behind me. I turned to see Maliyah was standing, looking outside her bedroom window. Her back was facing me and I could see her legs which seemed to go on for ages.

Maliyah was wearing shorts. Fucking pyjama shorts but yet it seemed to get the blood pumping faster through my veins.

Fuck me.

Maliyah turned around, her eyes meeting mine as a small smile graced her lips, her finger going back softly to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. I want to be the one to do that.

"Mateo," Her voice sang to me and immediately captured my attention to her lips, "Is everything alright, or do you normally enter a woman's room late at night like this?" She joked and I rolled my eyes, chuckling softly. I tucked my hands into my pocket and walked towards her, her eyes trailing my every move.

Instead of turning to look at her, I stared out of her window, looking down at the gardens from up here. I felt her eyes heat into the side of my skull and the feeling of wanting to throw her onto the bed grew to a point I should've acted out on it, but I held it down, sending a gulp down my throat.

And eventually, Maliyah turned to face the window, watching the gardens in shared silence. But I didn't want to sit in silence. I didn't want to sit in silence when I'm near this woman because all I fucking want is for the both of us to be screaming as if there was no fucking tomorrow.

But realistically? That is a shitty idea. We are two people who have just met and yet suddenly I'm prompted to jump her bones? It doesn't work like that. Life doesn't work like that. This is probably something I'm just feeling because she's hot. Only a reasonable explanation, right?

"What are you training for?" Maliyah suddenly questions and I turn my head to face her and her eyes meet mine, a small smile playing on her lips.

I sighed and turned to face the gardens. I lifted my arms to rest them on the small ledge in front of the window.

"An assassin."

"Ah." She pauses for a second, "So am I."

I turned my head slightly and suddenly our eyes caught each other. Only this time it was different from when I had first turned my head towards her. This time, I think she could feel this, this unspoken sexual attraction towards each other.

I pushed myself off the ledge and took a couple of steps towards her, watching as her eyes often flickered down towards my lips and then back up to my eyes. She had to fucking feel this, it wasn't just me.

It can't be just me.

"Maliyah," I whispered, staring down at her as I felt her hands tie around my neck, pulling me closer towards her.

"Yes, Mateo?" She whispered, her fingers raking through my hair.

"Can you feel this?" I questioned lightly, my hand tucking a strand behind her ear and then moved to the back of her head, pulling her closer so our noses were slightly touching.

Our lips briefly skimmed and I swear I felt my heart jolt a little. It was like every single touch from her was like a jolt of electricity, zapping and shocking me until I can't get enough.

She nodded her head, her tongue darting out slightly to lick my bottom teeth, sending a shiver down my spine. This woman was driving me fucking insane.

"Yeah, I feel this." She whispered, her eyes lingering on my lips and then raised towards my eyes, "Do you?"

"Fuck yes," I groaned rubbing my face slightly. This is wrong, so fucking wrong. We had just met and now suddenly all we want to do is fuck each other. It can't work. This is not right.

But before I could pull myself away from Maliyah's arms, her lips had suddenly landed on mine in a chaste manner and fuck, I didn't even hesitate in responding. My heart began to pump with adrenaline as my hand gripped her waist as we kissed each other with sexual passion.

This is ridiculous.

Ridiculously addictive.

We could stop. But we definitely shouldn't. I've gotten a taste of her and now I'm too greedy to pull away from her and hell if she thinks this is a bad idea she'd pull back herself. That was the only way I could trust myself to stop.

But she didn't pull back, instead, Maliyah jumped causing me to grab onto her and now suddenly her legs were wrapped tight around me. Her lips sucked mine as I sucked hers and you'd think we're two weirdos jumping each other from the mere sight but I swear, it's her. The way she stares into my fucking eyes whenever she talks to me, the way she makes me want to take her in all different positions in a night, the way words drip from her mouth as if honey is sliding right off her skin; it's all too much. It's the way she looks at me that has me on my fucking knees for her.

And we've only just met, literally a couple of hours ago. Alarm bells are ringing somewhere in the back of my head and they are getting louder, and louder, and louder every time my hands roam a different part of her body, but do I give a single shit? No.

"Mateo," Maliyah breathed into my mouth and then pressed her lips back on mine. "We've only just met."

Maliyah could say any random thing. She could say she wanted to kill me and I'd get a hard-on for her. Like I am now. I feel like I'm going to fucking burst and I've only tasted her lips. Her round and soft lips which I can't get fucking enough of.

"Mhm," I hummed as my feet began to move in the direction of her bed, "Do you...want to stop?" I asked breathlessly as my feet bumped the edge of her bed. I unwrapped Maliyah's legs from around my waist and dropped her onto the bed, watching as she takes a couple of seconds to get her breathing right.

Fucking hell. Is it possible to die from getting turned on by the littlest things? Because Maliyah's hair is splayed out all around her, and her face is flushed with a beautiful colour of pink, and her lips are slightly swollen, and her eyes, oh God her fucking eyes, they had all sorts of emotions swirling through them and she's showing me how she feels through her eyes.

"I don't want to stop," Maliyah whispered and then lifted her fingers and wrapped them around my wrist, tugging me towards her so that my body was straddling hers. "But my brain is telling me to."

I allowed a small smile to rise on my lips and lowered my head down to her stomach, her thin pink shirt the only barrier preventing me from touching her skin. I brought my eyes back to hers, her chest rising faster than it possibly was before.

"What's your heart saying?" I whispered, maintaining eye contact as I lifted her shirt to her breasts that had two swollen nipples that seemed to be begging for me to touch.

"My heart..." Maliyah whispered, sucking in a breath as I let my tongue dart out and then I licked a small bit of her skin before slowly beginning to trail my way up. "It's saying I should."

I smiled and nodded, pushing her shirt higher so it was sitting just above her breasts. Her breasts. Fucking hell, her breasts are beautiful. Even without the black laced bra, I could tell how plump and full her breasts were. Her nipples were sticking through the thin fabric of her bra like it was begging for my mouth to wrap around them and taunt her body.

Which is exactly what I'll do, but I wanted to take my time memorizing her body first. I wanted to see what was it about her that caused my dick to harden five times tonight, I wanted to find out what was so special about her that made me want to make her scream my name from the fucking rooftops.

"Beautiful," I lowered my head and planted a small kiss on her soft skin, her back arching quickly in response. "Fucking beautiful."

I nipped the flesh of her skin softly, another moan leaving her lips but it was the same moan that had my pants tightening and my heart racing. I suddenly had enough. I didn't want to waste more time than I already was.

I lifted my head and moved my hands that were cupping her waist and hastily pulled down the straps of her bra.

"Jesus fucking Christ," I muttered under my breath. I'm so fucked.

I thought this woman couldn't get any more perfect. But she's full of fucking surprises tonight. Her breasts, just like I predicted were as full and as plump as I had imagined them to me, but that wasn't the thing that caught my eyes.

It was her fucking nipples. Her pink fucking nipples stood up and were pointing up at the ceiling. I had seen all sorts of nipples before but not pink ones. I never thought they even existed, but here I am, my cock straining in my pants and the view of Maliyah turning me on every second.

"Is there something wrong?" She whispered, her eyes filled with lust but filled with obvious worry.

I shook my head and I'm sure that I was grinning like an idiot, but I didn't care. This woman was making me feel like a child on Christmas day who received their favourite present. I sucked in a breath and planted a kiss on her lips, which had her back arching and her bare chest pressing into me.

"How the fuck can anything be wrong?" I whispered into her mouth, and lowered my lips to the tip of her ear, gently sucking it. A small hiss escaped Maliyah's mouth as her back arched for the third time.

"Well, not a lot of people like pink nipples."

That had me rising into a position where my face was gently hovering over hers, our lips only inches apart.

"Fuck them. Their opinion is irrelevant." I whispered, cupping a breast in my palm as I lowered my head once more to the crook of her neck, gently nipping at it.

"Do you like my nipples?" Maliyah said her words mixing in with her moans as I kissed my way down to her breasts, nipping at her skin every so often which made me realise that she'd have a bunch of hickeys on her the next morning.

But did I care? Fuck no.

I nodded my head and my lips had finally found her nipples, my tongue darting out to lick her right one slowly, earning a groan from her lips.

"Love them so fucking much," I opened my lips and sucked it softly before releasing with a pop, "I wanna fuck your tits and cover them with all my fucking cum."

"Oh, god," Maliyah moaned, throwing her head back onto the pillow as I sucked on her nipple.

This is meant for her pleasure but yet her moans are like fucking music to my ears and I felt like doing this for the rest of eternity if it meant I could hear her moan like this.

"Amazing," My voice was raspy while I mumbled but I didn't care, "You're a fucking drug, Mal." I descended my lips onto her nipple again, sucking and biting it softly which caused both her back to arch and a groan which was mixed with a moan to leave her mouth.

"God, Mateo," Maliyah moaned as she cupped the back of my head, her fingers kneading into my hair. "The things you say are too much."

I chuckled, and removed my mouth from her hardened nippled and left a kiss between her breasts before my lips gently hovered over her left nippled that I had left untouched.

Like before, my tongue darted out to get a taste and then I plopped it into my mouth but this time I sucked hard and merciless, a loud moan leaving Maliyah's mouth. I quickly raised my palm and placed it over her mouth, her moans now muffled.

"Don't want others to hear," I whispered, my English becoming weirdly broken but she had this effect on me. It had already been too long that I had taunted her while taunting myself. My hands were all over this woman yet I still needed more. I needed to be inside her and if it wasn't soon, I was sure I was going to lose my fucking cool.

If I haven't already.

Giving her nipple one last and final suck, I let it go with a pop leaving my mouth as I did so. My attention was drawn back down to her shorts. Her small little pyjama shorts that I was obsessing over by her door. They seemed even shorter now and I had a sudden urge to rip them right off of her and fuck her ruthlessly.

But I don't. This woman deserves more than that and I want it to look like I had at least some bit of self-control right now.

"First thing I noticed were your shorts, Mal," I whispered, keeping eye contact with her as I pulled down her shorts. Her chest visibly began to rise faster now, and I knew this wasn't just one-sided. This affected her as well as it did to me.

"What did you think about them?" Maliyah held eye contact with me, sucking gently on her bottom lip. Jesus this woman was sending me right over the edge and I wanted nothing but just that.

"The first thought I had was how round your fucking ass is," Maliyah drew in a breath as I stripped her of her pants, which also caused me to draw in a breath, "Then I thought about how perfect my dick would fit inside of your ass."

Maliyah gasped, her eyes meeting mine as I grinned devilishly. "You're an anal guy?"

I shook my head, and moved my finger to her lips, parting them so a finger was able to enter the wetness of her mouth. Maliyah eyed me curiously, she eyed me with the same eyes filled with such lust and want that I got another fucking hard-on from just that. Maliyah gently sucked on it before I pulled it out of her mouth, a pop following after.

Fuck, that was sexily hot.

I used that same finger and circled her entrance, a hiss leaving her mouth. I watched as Maliyah thrust her hip up in search of my finger but I didn't push it in her just yet. I wanted to watch her struggle, I wanted to watch her give up before I pushed myself deep inside of her.

"Mateo," Maliyah moaned and it went straight down to my dick, "Please," She whimpered, "I need—"

I plunged my finger into her and a moan left her lips, filling the room instantly. I had to quickly put my hands over her mouth to make sure that we weren't going to wake anyone else up. I didn't move my finger and I watched as frustration clearly built up inside of Maliyah.

"Fuck my finger, Mal," I whispered and Maliyah's eyes flew open, her mouth parting slightly. I nodded at her, allowing a smirk to rise on my lips. "Squeeze yourself around my fucking finger. Use me like your fucking toy."

Maliyah let out a shaky breath and then nodded. She placed her elbows on the bed and then pushed herself down, causing my finger to dig deeper into her. Mal paused for a second, her eyes meeting mine. Lust. That's all I've seen in her eyes tonight, but it's been driving my control to the edge. Like a car tipping on the edge of a cliff, waiting for the drop.

She is my fucking drop.

Without breaking eye contact with her, I reached into my shorts and pulled out my dick that sprang right out when I let it free. The air itself made a groan leave my lips and I swear, I was about to blow at that moment.

Maliyah's eyes drifted to my dick that was throbbing in my hands and I watched as she bit her bottom lip. She has stopped moving on my finger and her attention was just on me, on my dick.

"Look into my eyes when you're fucking my finger, Mal." Maliyah slowly dragged her eyes back to me and nodded. Mal moved down onto my finger again, then up, then down, up, then down. Her pants were filling the room and so were mine but our eyes never left each other. Every time she'd slide up and down my finger, I'd stroke my dick which was begging to be in her but I couldn't do that, not yet.

"Mateo," Maliyah moaned as she began to speed up her pace. A groan left my lips as I watched her try her best to keep eye contact with me but it was clear she was struggling. Hell, so was I. But I didn't give a shit, I loved the way I was making her feel.

"Fuck my fucking finger, baby, tell me you love the way I'm making you feel," I whispered, a groan surpassing my lips as my finger began to move up and down my dick quicker, wanting to explode already.

"Oh, god, Mateo," Maliyah growled. This woman was fucking growling and her pussy was clenching around my finger but not once did she slow down.

"Say it," I mumbled, stroking my cock in my hands. Maliyah's eyes rolled to the back of her head and her mouth hung open.

"I love the way you make me f—oh, fuck Mateo...I'm gonna—"

I quickly pulled my finger out of her, and Maliyah's eyes opened, her chest suddenly panting heavily.

"I was going to—"

"I know," I whispered and pulled down my shorts, my cock springing out fully, "but I wanted your cum to cover my dick, tonight. Mal." Maliyah smiled as I pulled her legs over my shoulder and positioned my cock by her opening.

"Birth control?" I asked her and Maliyah quickly nodded. I smiled, then sucked in a breath, gently pushing my dick inside of her.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," I whispered, an animalistic groan leaving both of our lips. This woman felt as good as she fucking sounds. I was going to cum soon from just entering her and I knew I was going to lose my shit when I did.

When we both gathered ourselves, I opened my eyes to see Mal staring right back at me, giving me a small nod. I bit my bottom lip and then thrust into her once. Then twice. The thrice, until I was going fucking crazy.

"Fuck, Mal. You feel..." Thrust, "So," another thrust, "fucking," thrust, thrust, thrust, "good." Maliyah simply moaned in response, both of her hands reaching up to the headboard to brace herself.

I was fucking this woman and I was enjoying the view below me. With every thrust I pushed into her, her tits jiggled over and over again sending me haywire. I was going fucking crazy for this woman. I was practically pounding into her at this point and the both of us were growling like animals and I had forgotten to give a fuck about who hears us.

"Oh," Maliyah groaned, throwing her head back into the pillow. Her hands turned viably white and I knew she was at the edge. I slowed down a little and instead of going crazy, I went deep into her. A groan left my lips and I knew I was slowly tipping.

"I'm so fucking close, Mal." I groaned. Her pussy began to clench around me and I was losing it already. I couldn't hold it off anymore and I knew Mal couldn't either.

"Oh, shit, Mateo, I'm going—"

"I'm right with you, Mal." I groaned and a couple of thrusts after I heard Maliyah scream from the top of her lungs, her pussy clenching harder around my cock than it did before.

That's when I fucking lost it. I felt it rip right through me, the pleasure overtaking my body and soul. I felt nothing but pleasure for the first thirty seconds as I thrust into Maliyah slowly until my body was shaking and overstimulated.

I gave one final thrust into Maliyah before pulling out of her and falling onto the bed beside her.

Maliyah turned her head to turn towards me, a small, lazy smile playing upon her lips. "The best fucking sex I've had." She said.

And I knew I was fucked. Completely and utterly fucked.



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-yeah, I know it's only chapter three, but you know...they were horny...what did u expect me to do?

-trial day is coming up! (you'll find out in the next chapter)

[EDITED A/N]: 4415 words y'all, more than I have EVER written before. You better appreciate this chap bc I was aware of how weird it was not to include their little scene. it was kinda awkward, lol. i also cringed so much when re-reading. I can't believe u guys liked this book omg

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-ta ta for now bishes.