Stiles' POV:

The pack is currently trying to pry information out of the assassin. They go in one at a time to try and get it. First was Scott because he is the alpha. I know the pack, not even Derek, will be able to get information out of this guy. Scott went in there about 20 minutes ago and still hasn't come out. I can tell the pack are listening to the conversation and it makes me nervous for when I go in there. This may be the time they find out my secret. I know they are not going to let me interrogate him unless there is no there option. I am ok with that just as long as I get the information I need.

Scott finally came out and had a look of defeat on his face. "He wouldn't give up anything. He kept saying he will only talk to 'Thomas' who ever that may be." It was then that I realized that if I go in there with the entire pack out here they are going to find out my secret. I decided to tell Ally my story on the way back home so she knows everything about me and practically became my sister. She is going to try and stop the pack from making me go in there and ask questions. She will also be with me when I finally do ask questions. 'Psst Tom." I here Ally say. Oh yeah She thought it would be a great idea to call me Tom instead of Stiles so she has a name fore me that the rest don't. She said it makes her feel special and important so I let her call me Tom. "Yeah Ally" I said back to her. "I figured out how to stop them from making you go in there and reveal your secret." "Oh yeah how?" I asked as I looked around to the rest of the pack "You need to have a panic attack before you go in there. Think about your past. You said that always triggers a panic attack so think about it before you go in. They will think you had a panic attack because you were forced into doing something you didn't want or know how to do." Her saying that already triggered some panic "Yeah great idea. But I just need to time it right." So I walk back and see Derek go in and that is when I know I am next.

Derek came out looking frustrated. "Stiles your up." "No i don't think its a good idea I mean I have no clue how to do this." I said trying to get them to let me stay out so I don't have to cause a panic attack "No Stiles get your ass in there and question the guy. Every one in the pack has to at least try" Here goes nothing. Think about my past. Think about how I left. Think about all the times I almost died. Think about Lisa. Boom panic rose. I couldn't breath and my vision got blurry. I felt like my whole world was crashing down around me. I heard voices but I couldn't make out what they were saying. Everything sounded like I was under water.

Allison's POV:

Ok It's Tom's turn. I hope he can do it instead of talking to the guy. He probably would have had a panic attack in the room but I just wanted to make sure it happened before he got there. I saw Stiles get and he looked really nervous. I noticed as he put his hand on the handle he stumbled backwards and almost fell. That is when I realized he did it. He caused a panic attack. People were asking if he was ok and all he did was say it's my fault. That is when I realized he pushed himself way to deep into his past. He probably thought about Lisa or something close to it. I ran over and started coxing him out of his attack. "Stiles look at me your ok. None of it was your fault you know that. It was theirs." I said hopefully not giving away too much.

He wouldn't stop so I brought him closer to me and whispered so soft only he could hear me "Tom. Your going to be ok. Lisa wasn't your fault ok. You have to believe me. Think about us think about me. Think of all the fun times you had with Newt. I know it hurts but you just have to breath and forgive yourself. Listen to my heart match yours to mine" he took deep breaths and his breathing got back down to normal. He looked at me and said "Thanks Ally" He hugged me and we sat there for a little while. "Hey guys next time listen to his protests please." The pack looked guilty as hell, as they should, and promised to never make him go in the room if he doesn't want to.

Stiles' POV:

Once the pack Finally leaves it is just Ally and I in the loft. Derek went to the store and shouldn't be back for a while. I take this as my chance to go in and talk to the guy. I told Ally to watch for Derek. I opened the door and stepped inside. "Ahh. Finally Thomas." The guy said looking very smug. "Hello Jack or is it Gally now. I don't remember if you changed your name to Gally or left it as Jake." Yup that Jack my Academy bully and used-to-be-best friend. "Oh Thomas. Don't be sour. I was only sent by the academy to kill you for dropping out mid-year." He said in a fake innocent tone. "I figured as much. Why the hell are you listening to them though. I though friends were more important than the job." Before he could answer I heard a knock at the door signaling that Derek was back. "We will talk later." I said and walked back to the door "Oh so your avoiding the situation like you did with Newt?" He questioned I stopped dead in my tracks and heard a hiss from outside telling me Ally heard. "Oooo looks like I struck a nerve." He said. At this point I am full of rage and didn't care if Derek heard me through the wall I wanted him to pay for what he said. "How dare you speak his name. He was everything to me and you were nothing to him." I said and he leaned forward in his chair

"Oh so I did strike a nerve. The right one it looks like. I am going to strike again. With something a little closer to home. You are avoiding this situation like you did when Lisa died." That was it I grabbed him by his collar and the door busted open to reveal Derek Standing there with Ally telling him to watch me. "Lisa wasn't my fault and you know that." I punched him "Sure I avoided dealing with my feelings for Newt but I got over the fact that I didn't kill Lisa." I punched him again "Oh but you did." He said and broke out of the cuffs to tackle me to the ground. He was straddling me landing punches to my face. I caught his hand and rolled over and punched him. He kicked me off and stood up. He charged me and I flipped him over my back. He pulled out another dagger and ran at me with it. Just like in the Wearhouse I grabbed the blade and took it out of his hand "You should learn by now to not mess with me Jack. I know you went to the same school but I was always the better fighter. I took you down when I was 8 and you where 15." I said and he went to reach for his gun. Before he got a shot off I punched him and pinned his arm to the wall making his grip on the gun lessen. I elbowed him in the face and knocked him out. I picked up the gun and put it on the table that was somehow still standing after all of that.

I Looked at the door with a proud looking Ally and a Shocked looking Derek "HOW IN THE FUCK DID YOU JUST DO THE STILES!!!" Derek yelled making Ally flinch. "I'll tell you but you have to promise not to tell the pack." I said. He hesitated but nodded in agreement.

"When I was 6 years old my mom enrolled me into and Assassin Academy. She was an assassin and I had always admired her work. She asked if I wanted to be like her and I said yes. I was the youngest person in the academy and always got bullied for being the youngest. Around a month after I got thee I was already one of the best in my class. Once I turned 8 I was the best and was able to take down entire teams of trainers by myself. Jack over here always used to fight me for no reason. I would always beat him. The academy was twisted. They encouraged fights to just brake out of no were. Fight would happen in the training room, the halls, the cafeteria. Most of them were Jack and I. Jack turned around and became my friend but after an...unfortunate accident I left the academy. Dropped out because I couldn't take it anymore." I had to take a deep breath after remembering Lisa and Newt.

"What was the accident. And who are Lisa and Newt." My breath hitched at the sound of their names. "Derek maybe that is enough for today. T-Stiles has had a rough day" Ally spoke in a soft tone "It's ok Ally. Derek deserves to know my past. After all he is my Alpha." Derek looked up in surprise that I finally excepted him as my Alpha. "Newt came into the academy the year I turned 12. He was my best friend and crush. He never liked me back though. He was straight so I never told him how I felt. I left the academy on good terms with him. Lisa on the other hand." I had to take a deep breath even tough I was pretty sure I was already crying "She was like a sister to me. The accident I told you about, well it was her. We were on a mission to take down some terrorists and our job was to get to the computer room to get information. I had the flash drive and she was protecting my rear to get me to safety." Now I know I am crying as I see a tear fall to the floor. "...I got on the helicopter a-a-and h-heard a gun shot. I-I looked down to see L-Lisa l-lying t-there with a b-bullet in her h-head. She got shot trying to p-protect me. F-For the longest time I thought it was my fault. Now I know it was her decision." I was full blown sobbing at this point. Ally held me in her arms and Derek just looked me with sympathy in his eyes. "I'm so sorry stiles. Is that why you left?" He asked I nodded because anything else would have come out as a squeak. I calmed down a little and started to talk again "I kept my skills sharp. I practice my fighting skills with Perish and my dad and keep my shooting skills sharp at the shooting range." He asked two more questions before I left "Why did he call you Thomas?" I simply answered "That was my code name there. We all had them. Newt was Sean's code name." He asked his second question "Can I call you Tom or Tommy" I flinched at Tommy. There is only one person I will ever allow to call me Tommy "Call me tom, Tommy is reserved for someone else." With that I left.

~A/N~ Sorry for the long chapter. I kinda got carried away. When I finished Ally's POV I saw I had like 800 words written and next thing I know I am at over 2000. I guys I had great ideas maybe. Any way Hopefully next chapter wont be as long. OOH Also NEWTMAS IN THE NEXT CHAPTER EVERY ONE. PREPARE YOUR MINDS!!!!!