"A man of exceptional self control like myself could resists any charm that was bestowed upon me in this life.

Yet , one look at your entrancing doe like eyes.

And I was begging you to stop me before I become a sinner tonight."

- Aaron Reed

.......

The night was young as they reach Aaron's private house. A sigh leaving his lips as he kills the engine and turns around to look at the sleeping beauty beside him.

Her forehead was covered in creases, a rogue hair intruding into the privacy of her plump lips, to only have her bite them.

A low groan of irritation , leaving them.

"Ezra?"

He calls, finally leaving her wrists, which he was still unknowingly holding. His eyes drifting lower to see his tight grip leaving redness around her pale pulsating wrists, and he again calls her, suppression the slight pang of guilt hitting his chest.

"Ezra!"

He says with more authority this time, to only have turn around in the seat. Showing him her back.

"Sh...ut...up...le..t...me..sleep..."

His eyes widen. Did she just? Few more minutes pass to see no movement from her side. And finally hits his palm on the steering wheel, rolling his eyes in irritation, to get out of the car and open her passenger door.

"Ezra! Get up! Don't expect me to pick you up and carry you inside now?

Her eyes finally open to stare at him. As he stood there in impatience, his hands placed on the either side of the door, waiting.

"Umm that so...u ..ds...fu..n....co..m...e...pick...me...up .."

She says opening both her arms to him and giving him a hundred watt smile while he just looks at the stupid girl in disbelief.

"Fine! Stay there for the night! I don't care!"

Turning around on his heels, he walks away from her. To only hear a voice from behind, making him smirk internally.

"W...a..it..you .....I ..am...com...in...g!"

He continues to walk a bit slower this time, aware of her clicking heels behind him. Her voice giving him a headache already.

"Aggh....wait....slo...w...do..wn...wa...it..."

He stops, to turn around to look at her. To only scoff.

Too damn slow.

Her feet were unsteady on the cobbled road, as she toiled to walk straight. Her eyes dropping with hands opened in the Titanic pose.

Her purse laying on the road behind her unknown to her and one heel missing.

Placing his hands in his jacked pockets, he leans his back against a wall waiting for her to catch up.

"Aaro...n!...hel...p...pl...ease...where are you?...I see 3 Aaron's here..."

He continues to stare at her. Not doing anything to help her, to only see her struggle.

Good. She should bear the repercussions of her actions. He won't come to save her everytime.

"Aaronnn!"

She cries again, a lone tear leaving her eyes. As she bites her lip.

To tired of the night...the feelings inside her body making her cry out ...not able to hold it.

His hazy figure still standing at a far distance from her, making it impossible for her to reach him.

She tried...but her body was betraying her...she felt too hot....the warmness in between legs worsening as felt something wet there.....what is happening? .....she never felt like this before...so dependent...so weak.

Making her frustrated.

She needed someone immediately or she thought she would go insane...she needed him, but he hated her.

He was just standing there enjoying her struggles.

Mocking her state.

He was a heartless man....he could never love her. Why was he even here?

Tires of struggling, she laid down her armour. Almost falling down on the floor.

Hot tears falling down her eyes, as she waited for the impact to be felt when instead two strong arms wrap around her waist, holding her up.

Her heart beating rapidly in her chest as she met his grey emotionless orbs.

"Yo ..u ...are... worse...I...ha...te....y..ou! I ha...te...yo ..u!"

She manages to say. While he just stares at her unfazed, ignoring her words like her existence as usual.

His next words pricking her innocent heart, yet again.

"Feelings are mutual stupid girl."

Why so cold? Why so much hate? What has she even done to make him hate her?

Tears sting her eyes, and she closes them.To only Yelp

As he pulls up her body in a swift motion effortlessly. Making a warmness to hit her core.

Her hands clenching onto his jacket collar tightly ,as his arms move under her knees, making their skin to touch.

"Why...why are you helping...now...just lea...ve"

She says trying to push him. To only feel his grip on her tightning instead.

"Just shut up. Enough now."

Was all that her uncontrollable mind needed, to go silent. She remains silent after that, as they walk inside, with her in his arms.

With no one saying anything and silence prevailing between them.

......

He lays her down on the bed, to move back. To only find her still holding his collar.

Stopping him.

Her brown orbs red and glistering with tears as she almost begs him in helplessness.

"I feel..we..ird...Aaron..."

He immediately lowers his gaze, not knowing what to do about it. To only have his eyes stop at those fingerprints on her neck, and he thinks of tending them.

"Hold on few hours, it will go away on it's own."

"I .. can't..."

"It's very difficult...stay....here... please..."

He looks at her softly. His fingers automatically move towards the mark on her neck, caressing her skin, to only have her move her head to a side. Closing her eyes.

"I can't..."

Her other hand clenching the bedsheet as she tries to stop the weird feeling unleashing and tieing knots in her stomach.

"Please...I....I...need you... please..."

She pleads, her chest moving up and down. Her dress was up almost till her waist, showing her innerwear below. Her thighs rubbing against each other as her arms were on her either sides, clenching the bedsheets in her grip.

If these all were not enough to make him loose his control, those innocent orbs that stared at him , did it

No! Fuck!"

He retreats his fingers and moves back from her as if she burned him.

"I said no Ezra. Go to sleep."

He orders in his cold voice turning his back on her. To only rush out of the room, leaving her alone in that state.

His sudden retreat made her heart to break, as she struggled with the uncontrollable feelings inside her on her own.

Taking in deep breaths, she stares at the ceiling through her teary eyes.

Feeling rejected and alone yet again.

.... Aaron's pov

Few hours passed and I couldn't sleep in the room next door. Tossing and turning around in uneasiness.

How is she?

Is she finally asleep?

Has the thing worn off?

Should I check on her once?

Those brown orbs, come in front of me whenever I close his eyes and I groan in irritation.

Dammit! What's happening to me.

Why am I thinking so much about that Orphan girl!

My thoughts are interrupted when I hear the shower running in the bathroom next door.

At this hour? Is she still struggling? Should I check on her once?

Stop Aaron.

You can't. Her fragrance fuc*s your brain cells. Her eyes, play with hour hearts beat like strings.

Don't you dare-

A thud is heard from the bathroom. And that was it, I couldn't stop myself.

Throwing aside the comforter I rushes towards her room fearing something happening to her.

"Ezra?"

I call opening the door, to find her no where. My gaze stops at something laying on the carpet below and I literally gulp.

This girl! I will fucking kill her!

The black dress she wore was laying near my feet. Torn from the neck.

So she finally did it huh? I leave her and this is what she does?

I feel angry ,at her ability to infuriate me every time. Banging at the door, I call her.

"Ezra! Are you there?"

No reply.

"Ezra! Stop the damn shower! What are you even doing!"

No reply.

Agggghhh

"Ezraaaaaaa! Open the door !"

I was getting really agitated. My palms hitting the door fervently.

"I swear Ezra if you don't open the door in count of 3 ,I will fucking break it!"

"Ezra!!"

"3!"

"Ezra I am not joking . Open it!"

"2"

"Fine! I am breaking it now!"

"1"

I push the door, to only get a surprise myself. The door was already open. She didn't lock it.

My anxious eyes look around, to only have them stop at the figure sitting under the shower.

And I still.

Fucking shit!

She was just in her innerwears, that too drenched from head to toe. Her eyes fixed on the water running down the drain.

As she was busy scratching her own skin. Her nails leaving marks on her arms and stomach.

Completely oblivious of everything.

"Ezra?"

I say lowly, my voice a mere whisper. To be only ignored by her.

She was lost....unaware of my intrusion.

Her breaths heavy as her tears intermixed with the running water.

"Ezra? Fuc* are you crazy?"

I scream rushing towards her to hold her wrists. When she pushes me back, with a force I didn't knew existed in her.

My ass kissing the wet floor as I see her broken self, her nails moving up her neck as she starts tearing it as well.

"He ....t..ou...ch..ed...me ..he..re...I...hav..e ..to ...cl...ean...it!...I...am...di..rt..y...I have to clean...it."

Her words made my senses to go numb. And I just stared.

No...she can't...he was a bastard ...it was her fault...she should not suffer from it.

I clench my fist, feeling a surge of anger inside me. I will not leave him alive, I swear he will see the worst face of Aaron Reed that only few people have seen in their lives.

"Stop it Ezra."

I barely say. But who said she was listening. She continues and that's when I instead roar at her.

Moving towards her to grab her wrists.

"I said stop Dammit! You are hurting yourself"

She thrashes in my grip, to pull back her arm. Pushing my chest with her palms to continue with her madness.

"Just leave. You all are the same...you all the fucking same!"

I still, seeing her draw blood from her arm. And that was it, I have had enough.

Grabbing her wrist in my solid grip, I pin them above her head back on the shower wall. The water droplets drenching us completely as we stared at each other.

"Stop hurting yourself Ezra. I am warning you!"

Her innocent brown orbs flashes with something. To only have a sad smile cover her lips.

Her next words, making my heart to churn with something.

"Why do you care Aaron....why do you even care what this Orphan girl does."

"You hate me, remember?"

Her eyes....the sadness in them. It did it, it made me feel guilty for her for the first time.

She searched into my eyes for something and I just close them.

Fuc*! What's happening? Why do I feel like this.... what's that feeling in my chest again?

What is she doing to me.

"You hate me Aaron. Don't you?"

Say yes dammit. Say yes, break the foundation of the big hope the girl was building in her mind, burn it to ashes Aaron.

Burn it, to leave nothing of it.

"I....I...."

I stammered feeling the water droplets running down my nose to fall down. My thudding heart, in my rib cage fucking it all

"I..."

I struggled again, to only be surprised by her forehead touching mine. Her nose, sliding against mine as I open my eyes to look at her.

She looked so beautiful.

My eyes trailing lower to look at her chest that was pressed against mine.

Her cleavage looking so perfect giving way to those round blossoms.

Gulping I look up further , to stop my gaze at her lips that looked so kissable right now.

" I.... don't...hate you Ezra..."

That was what I said instead and that's when those lowered eyes, look up at me.

Happiness and hope shining in those brown orbs that looked dead earlier and I couldn't find it in me to break them.

"Yo..u are lying..."

She says, making my eyes to trail to her lips again.

Damn! How can anyone resist them.

They were plum red, making me wonder how sweet they would taste . Wet with the water running down her face.

"I am not."

I say looking back into her eyes, with nothing but truth. To only see doubt surfacing in them.

I didn't like it....I didn't...I never did I need her to believe it.

"Prove it"

She says and without a second thought, I lean in closer and smash my lips on her, making her eyes to widen.

The force would have made her head to hit the shower knob ,when I instead place my hand on her head from behind.

Pulling her to me in a dominant and passionate kiss.

She doesn't respond for few second, too shocked. To only move her inexperienced lips against mine .

And that was the moment.

That was the fucking moment when I felt the control I spent my entire life building, shattered into pieces right in front of my eyes.

That was the time, I gave in to the feeling inside my chest which was getting unbearable to control.

That was the time when I Aaron Reed , lost myself to the stupid Orphan girl.

In every damn senses.