It's been 3 days since I left the mansion, i didn't bring a phone so they have no way of contacting me. It's been quiet to say the least.

All I do everyday is go buy breakfast, lunch and dinner from the shop and then stay in the hotel room for the rest. I'm surprised they haven't found me yet, but I have a feeling their not looking, I mean I did say I would come back to them.

And I will, I just don't know when. I remember when I thought he 'broke my heart' you don't truly know what your saying until you actually experience it.

He didn't break my heart then, he did now though. I don't know how to fix it but I know for a fact there's never going to be a me and him again. I do truly wonder what I saw in him.

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The 5th day...

I just had dinner and I had checked out for tomorrow morning however I don't know what I should do. Should I go back? Should I leave altogether?

I decided that I wanted to use my last night of 'freedom' to go out to a night club, it's not going to be like going with Parker, Louis and Wesley but I mean at least I get to get drunk.

Maeve's outfit



I finally found an outfit which I wouldn't usually wear clubbing but isn't didn't have anything else so it would have to do.

I got into a cab and got into the club, getting through with my ID. Instantly when I walked through the club the music was blaring, I walked over to the bar and off the bat ordered the strongest drink I could find.

After around 3 tequilas I was feeling let's just say...tipsy. I ordered another drink and headed to the dance floor to well dance.

I danced to the rhythm of the song for half of an hour until I felt hands wrap around my waist, which usually move straight away, however I didn't because...i don't really know why I guess because Jeremiah's not here neither is the others.

I danced to High by Dua Lipa for a while as hands explored my body but I didn't really care. I turned to see the man as Jeremiah, he leant in and just a second later we were making out. I pulled away needing a breath and opened my eyes to see a man that wasn't Jeremiah.

My body wanted it to by him but my brain didn't, after awhile I gave in, making out with this stranger I made to be as Jeremiah. The mans named I learned to be as Matt but I didn't really care, led me out slowly as he held my waist it wasn't until a hand grabbed mine did I see Jack the guy who I knew as we spoke once when he was on duty guarding the house.

"Maeve?" Jack said shocked and surprised. I looked at him confused trying to act like it wasn't me, "Sorry who are you?" I said trying to change the tone of my voice.

He grabbed the mans hand who was around me and dropped it. "Come on let's get you home" he said slowly pulling me. "No! Haven't you noticed how much fun I'm having now that I'm not surrounded by idiots?!" I said which to be honest I didn't feel bad about.

Lucky for me Jack wasn't a short tempered person so for me it was easy to get away. "Do you want a drink?" I said walking to the bar after dropping his hand from mine. "No-" "one tequila" I said after cutting the man off from his sentence.

"I don't think it's a good idea you drink anymore" Jack said looking like he was trying his best but to be honest I couldn't give two shits how much I hurt his feelings anymore. "Jack shut up your getting on my nerves" I said coldly. "You've really changed, I'm not fussed on the new you" he said. "That's because it was easy to kill me before, whereas now I don't have to listen to Louis or J-Jeremiah or Parker because they were just annoying" I said. I know I'm drunk and will regret saying these things but for now I don't care.

"Maeve-" "Jack get out! God bother another Woman" I said rubbing my head as I received my tequila. "Don't drink that Maeve" Jack commanded, "what this" I pointed to before downing it. "Well there's nothing to drink now, so it's ok" I said laughing.

"Right that's it now" Jack said before grabbing my arm and dragging me out the club. "So what's everyone like now that the only fun person left" I said as Jack placed me in the front passenger of his car. "Well it's quiet, everyone's sad" he said which I just laughed to.

"Maeve why have you done this to yourself?" He asked sounding concerned. "Don't you get it, this is who I am I just hid it for awhile" I said.

For the rest of the ride Jack was silent. We finally pulled up at the mansion which on the inside I was nervous about but, I knew I just had to be mean even if that included being a bitch to actual friends.

"We're here" Jack said, coming around the car to open my car door. I jumped out nearly falling over to which Jack caught me.

He held my arm the rest of the way, when we reached the front door my nerves had shot up btu I knew how to keep them down.

"Guys" Jack shouted to were I saw Parker, Hailey, Grayson, Wesley, Noah, Colton, Camila, Harry and Amy sat on the sofa however Jeremiah wasn't there .

Everyone turned and their eyes lit up when they saw me however I just didn't make eye contact and elbowed Jack in the chest so he would let my arm go.

Parker came running over to me to give me a hug however I just stopped him by pushing my hand on his chest. "What?" Parker said confused and he tried to hug me again. "Don't you understand no!?" I said slapping him across his face to which everyone gasped at.

"What the hell is wrong with you!?" Hailey shouted. "Oh give it a rest, you always want to know what's not your business. You know you'll get yourself killed with that personality" i said harshly. "Pull your attitude together" Colton said to which I laughed at.

"So where's the star of the show?" I said getting a few eye rolls. "Right here" I turned to see Jeremiah stood, which made me hurt a little but I quickly brushed it aside. "Ahh here he is, so everyone wants to know what happened between us?" I said with amusement on my face.

"Maeve whatever this act is, drop it now" Harry said to which I laughed at. "Are you going to shoot him Jeremiah?" I said the him to see a face of disgust.

"I guess I will then" I said slyly grabbing the gun from Jeremiah's jacket and pointing it to Harry. "Maeve don't do this" I saw Parker plead out the corner of my eye. "But then there's no fun and if there's no fun, I get bored" I said swinging the gun around.

"You see when I was away I learnt how to kill someone, and I need a target board to show you" I said walking to Harry and pointing the gun at his neck. "Maeve" Jeremiah said putting his hands up in surrender.

"Why aren't you all pointing your guns at me and threatening to kill me?" I said chuckling. "It's not fun otherwise" I said. "Your crazy" I heard Grayson say. "Yes! Finally, someone understands me I said walking to him and loosely skimming the sides of his face with the gun.

"Maeve please do-" was all Parker managed to get out before I hit him over the head with the gun making him drop to the ground unconscious. "He's weaker than i thought" I said in amusement.

"I'm warning you Maeve!" Jeremiah said. "What are you going to kill me?" I turned to say. "No you wouldn't do that now would you?" I said walking over to him whispering in his ear.

"Maeve let me explain, I did-" was all he got before I heard a switch of the safety turn off, i quickly moved then hearing it fire to see Hailey had shot Jeremiah but meant to shoot me. I burst out laughing while she stood their in shock.

I started walking over to her however Grayson stood in front of her as we started fighting.

I punched Grayson against his jaw as he punched me directly in the cheek. "You know if she carries on like this she'll be dead before the baby is born" I chuckled as his face turned to anger.

We fought for a little longer before Colton and Noah grabbed onto me holding me back however I quickly elbowed them both in the chest so they both let go.

I turned to see Jeremiah hasn't actually been shot which I had thought before, he had only skimmed the bullet so he was fine, he came over to me where I punched him in the face.

"I don't want to hurt you" he said "well you have before so it wouldn't affect me" I said knowing he would be effected by those words.

All of a sudden i felt a sharp pain in my neck and turned to see Parker injecting me with something. "I'm sorry" he said was all I heard before passing out.