Hello Hello my dear wattpad readers,
It is I, your lovely yet lazy author, YUKI!!
Sorry for ruining everyones hope in believing this would be an update. Apologies. My bad.
I'm writing the next chapter of 'The Villainess only wants to go home' and trying to finish the best I can but the motivation ran dry when my pain in the ass of an english teacher decided to make me read Macbeth and answer her damn hard questions that don't even make sense like who gives shit how long Banquo is going to ride a horse for? I don't know you tell me?!
I don't even know who Banquo is, and I'm not even going to read the book to find out. YACK! BLEH NO WAY! I would read anything else but Macbeth. I don't even know what anyone says each line that's said. Maybe I'm stupid. I don't know. I also have no clue even what happened in the first scene.
Either way in general I literally lost all mounts of motivation of writing the next part. I sit my ass down and have my computer on my lap ready to start but the moment I read 'Without at any remorse, Zadkiel hurled Mariana onto the crystal floor. The poor girl yelped as she collided with a forceful impact on the icy ground, her body pained from all the bruises she had received from the lustful knights that played with her from the past days of staying in that awful prison cellar.' I drop dead and go "No, can't be bothered" and yeet my laptop across the room. (Just kidding. I'll get my ass whooped by my dad since he was the one who paid for it and he ain't going to get me another one too.)
Sooooo Yeah. You guys aren't gonna get the next chapter till monday.....
Monday next week not this week. Sorry to ruin everyone's mood with this brutal truth but umm it's true.
Writing this book is already difficult for me, half the time my brain is dead and can't think of anything and the other times I get distracted with the air particles around me. I didn't even know myself that I was going to go in this much depth with this novel with all this mystery and fantasy stuff and non-existence romance. Yeesh.
But you guys seem to enjoy every chapter of the mystery and fantasy stuff that goes around Artemis and the world of Alphyria and even some of you guys conclude your own theories about it, which some are creepily accurate yet I'm not gonna say which because that's a huge spoiler....................................................
Fumihiro is going to marry Artemis in the end.
I'm fucking kidding. I'm JUST KIDDING!!! Don't need to angry. GEEES
I was only trying to piss people off even though some of you actually wouldn't mind if he did... I mean he is like around mid 30s or something while Artemis is in her early 20s (I forgot her age ok. Don't attack me for not knowing my own creations age), I mean it's not that weird, you got like celebs marrying other celebs who is 10 to 20 years older them but the point is, he is not....
Unless you guys want him to be and ME changing my mind half way through the story and yeeting all the mls candidate out the window.
Either way if you guys got any sort of questions about anything,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Even me your dear author Yuki (To be honest I wanna try Q&A even though I haven't finished answering the characters questions which I'm going to do later,) pop them in the comment section and I will answer them the best I can in the next Author's note.
I also want to mention that I do sometimes forget to add the warnings before chapters even start when there are uncomfortable scenes or whatever, whatever. So don't attack me and get all mad, please, I do try to add them like I have once but that's only because I remembered but if I don't, do tell me.
I may, I think, I don't know, I can't hear or see the reader to know what they are feeling and see their expression, but I may have hurt their feelings with a scene that I should have warned beforehand that there is going to be such and such and that was my fault. I do want to apologise to that reader (I don't want to state who the username is, because I don't know if they want to be in the spotlight and then I get attacked by them because I didn't get their consent to).
So from the bottom of my heart (If you have got this far in the novel and read this author's note) I deeply apologise that I made you uncomfortable or maybe upset, and that I didn't warn before hand. Forgive this ignorant author.
I hope this Stitch gif makes you feel a little better.
I also want to clarify with everyone of you readers,
As a person, mysefl, I'm very open with people's opinions, decisions (Unless their stupid decisions like trying to steal a gun from a police officer. Then your just stupid in general and i'm not gonna support on that).
I respect them either way, even if they don't agree with me at all and I as too completely disagree with them, I still respect that person and treat them the same way and let them be with what they choose to believe in, agree or disagree with.
Since after all this is the 21st century where everyone has the right to have their opinions on things and they can express them without having pitchforks and fire torches shove at them and their left in fear and in hiding from the society.
An example which I dont think is relevant but I do want to say and to get it out there and so that people don't attack me and literally report me because there is going to be a topic in the novel that will misunderstand a lot of people and will get them hurt (You might know where I'm heading off with this).
But as a someone who has the right to have opinions and deserves to have that privilege to have that opinion and shouldn't get attacked by society because of what they believe in I don't want people hating me and misunderstanding me and dropping this book because it ruined it for them because of this certain topic.
I don't support the Lgbtq+ community however hear me out please. I beg of you.
For religious reasons I don't support them but as human beings I respect them through and through. I don't hate them, I'm not homophobic but for religious reasons and growing in a religious family, I don't support them.
But they aren't 4 legged hairy monster with fangs and 6 disturbing eyes. No! their human, they have human features, an intelligent brain that decides for them, and a heart that beats for a certain someone and they deserve to have respect and be treated as human being than something unordinary.
And that is what I believe in.
I don't send nasty glares or hateful slurs to people who love the same gender or being transgender or whatever they choose to be or love. No, that's just really mean and it makes me look less human.
I'm happy for them, happy for them for expressing what makes them comfortable and happy.
I have lovely and gorgeous friends who are gay and I don't hate them, I respect them even if I don't support what they believe in and that is fine because what they support doesn't effects me in any way. (Mostly because I'm stuck loving 2D men for most of my life that I don't care what people do).
And if I do see anyone getting bullied because they are gay or transgender by someone who is homophobic, or whatever I literally wont fucking hold back and throw all my religious belief aside and have a punch on with that bully. I don't care if I get expelled or go to jail if I sent that bully to the hospital. Everyone deserves to be loved, be happy and to feel safe in the world they live in.
It won't kill me, it won't make me sick or get coronavirus if I go near them. No, I won't unless they are actually are sick with a virus or is a murderer who wants me dead but that's a whole different story.
To go on with my point People have shipped some of my characters with the same gender (Lykos and Neil, Artemis and Diana or Bedelia) I laughed and thought it was funny and I wrote nothing hurtful or attacked them for it because I respect in their beliefs and what they support. I either responded with a laughing emoji or agreed with it because I actually didn't hate it and thought it was not a bad ship.
And I wrote Artemis with the same belief character like mines. In a future event that will occur through the novel, Artemis does stumble upon a villager who has romantic feelings for his best friend who is a guy but because of the society he lives in it's quoted 'unruly and inhuman' even though it's not and it just what the heart wants to love and you can't do anything about it.
And knowing Artemis she wouldn't care literally and minds her own business but being Artemis she will throw in some of her wisdom to him except for Homura since he is animal and those things don't occur in the animal kingdom and Jackal, well he first cares because of the ancient society belief but what Artemis tells him about what I stated above he will see things differently.
Artemis doesn't care about anything at all and that's how I wrote her character as. She is not homophobic, she clearly doesn't care about what goes around (except for the environment and animals) and she doesn't support anything except for her motivation on getting home.
I respect everyone and what they believe and support, and I don't treat them inhumanly but the same ordinary human as me.
I keep my religious beliefs to myself and don't tell anyone they will go to hell because of what is written in a holy book. No. I don't. I never and I never will. I NEVER WILL, I PROMISE YOU.
Cuz no one is. Except for Hitler, that guy is far deep in hell. He ain't going nowhere from the fire and demons.
However if I do be walking down the street minding my own business and someone comes up to me and starts shoving the rainbow flag at my face and telling me this and that and that I should start supporting them or else i'm not human and homophobic then I will get pissed because I was just minding my own business getting through the day and going to Maccas to get some chicken nuggies and a frozen coke to cool of the scorching heat of Australia's god damn heat.
And if they don't back off and keep harassing me with it when I respectfully tell them to leave me be and that I respect whatever they choose in then I will go religious mode, summon in the holy book and start shoving it at their faces and whatever whatever. (I'm not going into depth because that is too much)
So when I respect you I will want the same treatment, I treated you in return.
So all in all please don't hate me and leave this book because of someone's beliefs, and thank you for reading my reasoning. This book isn't lgbtq+ hating except for the ancient society Artemis is in right now.
So yes, I'm a nice and open person and this novel allows everyone to express their own opinions on anything without having other people attacking them and telling them they are in the wrong. I won't hesitate to report you Like I literally won't if you do such thing. I don't care if you hate me even though we don't know each other or you drop the book out of grudges, I literally don't care. I want people to feel safe when they write a comment about their opinions on matters in this novel and if you don't agree with it you can go away. I don't want you here.
I don't need you making this area a hateful environment for people who just wants to read and have their opinions expressed out there without having anyone hating them or attacking them.
You can disagree with them but at least at the end of the comment say it's your decision I respect it and I have my own. I won't report you because you respect on someone else's opinions.
I apologise if this author's note is unreasonably long but I just want to get it out there and also for the reason that people don't start dropping it half way through the book because of some homophobic society and the way I write it which is based on what they believed back then.
I'm not homophobic!
However, there is one sort of comment that I won't hesitate to attack anyone. I will literally fucking attack you and not want you around my story. I don't care if you drop this novel out of grudges or report me.
IF I SEE ANYONE, I MEAN ANYONE WHO RIGHTS THIS COMMENT. FUCK OFF. I DON'T WANT YOU HERE. GO FIND ANOTHER BOOK TO READ ON WATTPAD AND STAY AWAY FROM MINES.
IF ANYONE COMMENTS ABOUT AMBER TURD BEING A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND THAT JOHNNY DEPP IS ABUSIVE MANIPULATIVE PIECE OF SHIT. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY BOOK.
WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE? THIS AUTHOR IS A JOHNNY DEPP FAN THROUGH AND THROUGH WITH SO MUCH HATE FOR THAT HOE, SLUT, BITCH, GOLD DIGGER, LIAR AND A PIECE OF SHIT FOUND IN THE LOCAL BROTHEL, AMBER TURD. I DON'T CARE IF I'M BEING SO MEAN TO HER AND CALLING HER NAMES BUT THAT BITCH DESERVES IT. RUINING A MAN"S LIFE WHO DID NOTHING TO YOU, FOR MONEY AND FAME.
GO GET FUCKED YOU BLOODY CUNT.
Anyone who agrees with me, I love you, you can stay, have some cookies and some pocky sticks. Have a hug from me too.
If you are on both sides. Fuck off, I don't want to hear your reasoning.
and you know the outcome of the other side.
I actually been watching Johnny and the sluts trial on the school holiday and thought that Amber was just humiliating herself as she dug herself a deep whole every time a witness said something that was true about amber heard and her scandals, digging it deeper and deeper until she's so far down that she cant see the light and no one can reach a hand down to heave her up. (Not like anyone will, Bitch. Don't get your hopes up).
I love Johnny Depp. He has always been such a true gentlemen inside and out. He has never hurt anyone and never will. (except for slapping the hand of his security guard who tried to take away his stuffed lion he got from his fans. It was such a cute slap, I squealed) I don't know why Amber did such a dirty thing to such a wonderful human being. This amazing and kind hearted guy did not deserve any of it.
This Author's note is entirely directed to him.
I LOVE YOU JOHNNY.
YOU HAVE MY FULL SUPPORT ON THIS TRIAL. I BELIEVE EVERYTHING AND YOUR WITNESS CLAIM ABOUT AMBER.
I KNOW YOUR NOT GONNA READ THIS SINCE IT IS WATTPAD. BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW , U HAVE ME AS UR LOYAL FAN AND ARTEMIS.
I KNOW YOU CAN WIN THIS TRIAL AGAINST AMBER TURD.
JUSTICE FOR JOHNNY DEPP.
Ok that's all for Author's Note.
Thanks to the people who respect my decisions and stays. If not and you can't agree with it that's ok. I actually took a big risk to write that part because I was scared out of my wits if people will report me, send me hurtful comments and rate my story bad because of something I don't support.
I really appreciate if people do send a nice comments to tell me it's ok to have their own beliefs and that everything is alright to have one's own belief.
And people actually do send me such hurtful words and started calling me things and dropping it and I don't get anymore reviews. I think I will call this novel quits and take off wattpad because what is the point on writing a novel where people hate you and stop reading.
It will break my heart really, for a story that has been written with my own blood and flesh for a whole year now is taken down because of the horrible society I live in.
So thank you for anyone who respects me. I love you guys really and I always will not matter what gender, race, shape, size, religion and culture you are or who you choose to love. You are beautiful human beings in my eyes and nothing can change that.
I'm gonna end this author's note and not continue to write the next chapter for a few weeks because my hands are shaking right now and my heart trembling at the thought of having people stop reading this novel because of someone's belief and then having people throw threats and messages at me.
I did a big risk for getting this out so in the further future updates where that topic does come up people don't throw death threats at me even though i'm just writing what was believed in the ancient society.
So yeah.
I'm just gonna relax for now until I get my thoughts in process if things don't go what I hoped for.
Bye bye.
Stay safe my lovely human beings of all.