Nicole's POV:

it was the morning after the encounter with alessandro, enzo and a few other men came in bringing boxes filled with all of my stuff from my apartment

"where would you like to set these?" he asked walking in carrying a box. a man followed behind him. he was tall but shorter than enzo by a couple inches. dark hair and blue eyes and wide shoulders.

"just put them beside the bed, thank you enzo" i said back to him

he set them next to the bed and so did the man that was behind him. he set the box down while his eyes traveled down my body. disgusting.

they left the room and a few second later they brought up a few more boxes. they set them down again.

"that's all the boxes miss saint" enzo said as walked out

"thank you" i said nodding to him and he shut the door behind him.

i got off of the bed to open the boxes seeing almost all of my stuff. my clothes were all in a big box together. my makeup and shower stuff in one. shoes in a box laying on top of each other.

i opened another box and my record player and records were all together with the records sitting on top of the record player. i took the player out and set it on the night stand beside the bed and left the records in the box next to it.

i opened the rest of the boxes and began putting up my clothes. i kept some clothes out that i was going to wear as well as a pair of shoes.

i put my makeup, hair brush. blow dryer, shampoo and conditioner in the bathroom along with my body wash. i stacked all of the boxes on top of each other telling myself i'll take them downstairs after i take a shower.

(play the song)

i walked into the bathroom turning on the water to the point it was hot enough, i undressed myself and stepped into the shower letting the hot water run down my body. hitting my cuts and drenching my hair.

i stood there for a few minutes closing my eyes enjoying the hot water. i sighed as i stood there taking it all in. i finally washed my hair making sure i got all of the dried blood out of my hair. i washed my body trying to avoid my cute the best i could.

i stood there for a few minutes, i could stand here forever it was so warm. i watched as the heat from the shower fogged the glass shower. big enough to fit two people.

i let my thoughts gather as i stood under the water.

i wonder how my mother is doing. what if she's dead? she couldn't be. i would know. why won't alessandro tell me what the hell he does? he's probably apart of some gang......and that's when it hit me.

i turned the water off and grabbed the towels hanging on the wall. i wrapped on with my hair and the other around my body.

i walked out of the bathroom to get my clothes laying on the bed. sure brought to see him

"took you long enough" he said looking at me

"what do you want" i said back grabbing my clothes and walked into the bathroom shutting the door

i put on a pair of ripped jeans that were cuffed at the bottom but they also hugged the curves in my hips. i loved these jeans.

i put on a grey over sized t-shirt. i pair the outfit with my doc martens and a few necklaces and some rings.

alessandro opened the door and walked in while i was drying my hair. i brushed it out while he walked up to me.

he stood behind me with his hands on my waist. lowering his face to my ear while looking up at me in the mirro. god this man...

"when you're done come downstairs" he said in a low tone and then walked out of the bathroom leaving the door open. i heard the bedroom door shut telling me he was gone.

but what does he want.

i finished my makeup and walked out of the bathroom shutting the door behind me. i turned the corner going downstairs and down a long hallway

this place was fucking huge. i'm going to get lost one day i already know it. i opened the door to the kitchen to see alessandro sitting at the long wooden table.

did i mention hes hot? because if i didn't....he is

"sit" he said watching me as i walked to the chair pulling it out and sitting in it

"you said you wanted to see your mother correct? well i'll take you there but i'm not promising it will be pretty. and we need to talk after you're done" he said with a cigarette rested between his lips.

"talk about what?" i question him

"you'll find out once we're done" he said getting out of his chair

i did the same and followed him. he took long strides to the basement. i couldn't keep up with him. i was basically running at this point.

we got to the basement and the sight i saw made my eyes light up...