AZEZAL POV

I looked deep into her eyes as she tried to look fearless. I'll definitely show her who am I actually in an accurate way. The way she deserves to see my true self

I wasn't like this 3 years before. The past me and present me is totally different now. Yes, I was a bastard that time too but there was still a heart in me but now it doesn't feel anymore. No sympathy, no empathy, no tenderness... just nothing.

She will see me at my worst. She will regret that she ever saw the true me. She will regret everything she did. She only knows my past self and my past self was way a lot better than my present one. Whatever she is seeing and facing now is just a glimpse of my vicious self but nothing compared to what actually I'm and what can I do more.

"Your wish will be fulfilled very soon" I uttered still holding her nape. Wish of seeing the real me.

Her face just an inch away from mine. Our warm breaths hitting eachother faces. Her breathing hitched and she started taking deep breaths. So, the closeness between us is affecting her?

She closed her eyes, waiting for something to happen. Did she think I would kiss her? Huh... thinking that a grin formed on my lips. I felt her and she kept watching me with puppy eyes. Innocence doesn't sit well for someone like her anyway

She kept starring at me as I got in my car again and started reversing the car. She kept standing on her place with an expressionless face and kept watching me. Soon she was out of my sight as I drived my car away from her place.

Still in my mind is Leera. That fucking liar. I don't know how I controlled myself when she lied to me. I despise liars too fucking much and people who lie to me knows it very well what I do to liars and betrayers. Leera just lied me few moments ago that it was a friends outing when it was actually a date with her fucktard lover. So, did she think I would get angry hearing she was actually waiting in my nightclub alone for her boyfriend. Well now I'm but for her lies and she will regret lying to me again. Maybe she just lives her life upon lies.

Just because of her...... that day I couldn't save my mom. She was unknowing the reason why I couldn't save my mom that day. Maybe if not for her my mom could still be alive, stayed by my side and I didn't have turned this ruthless and cold hearted. She made my stoned heart beat and played with it that I only gave her. Changed my life, changed me. Now I'll change her one.

My phone started to ring and I picked it up. It was my second in command, Remor.

"Sir, all set up for the plan. It would exactly be as you wanted. The Blood Reapers would regret competing us" He muttered and made my mind a bit chill

"Good... There shouldn't be any mistake while executing it. I want perfection" I said solemnly in a serious voice

"As you say" I heard him say and ended the call

I reached our mansion as I have some work here and also my sister, Elina is coming back from Canada tomorrow. I send her there away from our dad actually to keep her safe from him. I don't trust my dad at all, he can use her for his own benefits as well. I hate seeing my father, that infuriating man. So I seldom visit here after the death of my mother.

My mom is from US but my dad is from Italy. But I grew up here in US from my childhood

When I entered the house every guard and servant greeted me formally and then I straightly went to my room and then to the washroom for a cold shower. My mind is exhausting me and a shower can calm me down as it always kinda does.

I came out of the washroom with a towel wrapped around my waist. I felt better after the shower but the next second I felt devastated when I saw that bitch standing by the door of my room. She came running to me and hugged me not caring I still didn't dress up properly. I pushed her away from me

"Who gave you permission to enter my room" I uttered coldly to her sounding angry

"Oh baby, calm down. Why would I need permission to come here. Anyway your everything would be mine soon. You, your room and everything" She muttered smirking making me more angry

"Get the fuck out from here before I kick you out" I said harshly to her and was about to walk past her when she held my hand stopping me

"Baby there's no need to be angry for small things ok. And I'm just here to call you for dinner. Your dad and my dad are waiting for us downstairs" she muttered placing her hand on my chest seductively

"I'll come you may go" I muttered jerking her hand away from me

"Tonight would be a long night" She said with a grin on her face and I raised my eyebrows for her to proceed what she exactly means.

"I will stay with you here. On this bed. Only you and me.... I missed you these days... I miss what we did... I miss our nights together... long passionate nights" she whispered near my ears, smirking.

"I said get the fuck out of here" I stated firmly ignoring her bullshits and she left without another word knowing I'm not in a mood to mess around. Then I wore my clothes and went downstairs for dinner.

"Son, come and sit. Mr Acardo is here to visit us" My father uttered with a fake smile and I nodded forwarding my hand for a shake to him.

"How are you doing, son? Carla was dying to see you again" My dad's friend and business partner Mr. Acardo said with a small laugh shaking my hand

"Great" I gave a small answer not wanting to talk to him and took my seat. There's that bitch Carla came to sit beside me.

"How's business going?" He asked smiling trying to carry on the conversation but I'm absolutely not in a mood to chit chat now. "Good, uncle" saying that I started to fill my plate with food before the servants do it for me. I hate being around with my dad and the people close or related to him.

Seeing my lack of interest in talking my dad gave death glances to me but who cares. Then he drifted the topic to something else and I kept on silently eating but suddenly I felt a feet touching my leg in a seductive way. I turned to my side and saw Carla grinning. Then her hand went to my thigh caressing and it kept going up.

Ahh fuck does this girl really think I'll melt for her touches or she's trying to seduce me for tonight. If I can I would literally just pull my gun and ran it through her head right now. My mood is already fucked up and here's this bitch making it worse. Fucking whore

Not able to hold my patience anymore I got my from my seat losing my appetite but that bitch held my hand and murmured "Azezal, you didn't even eat anything yet" Bloodly hell can't even curse her infront of our parents

"Azezal, sit. We need to have some important words" My father uttered firmly and without saying anything I sat again

"What words dad? I have work to do. Mind running those words fast?" I questioned totally irritated sitting here beside this lunatic

"After my brother comes, have some patience Azezal" Carla said grinning and I knew something was wrong. What important words are they talking about? Suddenly my thoughts broke when I heard someone saying "Hey guys, sorry for being late"

"Azezal, hey dude. How's it going?" He asked hugging me after greeting everyone

"Louis, after a long time bro. I'm all good, what about you?" I muttered hugging back.

"Great bruh. I think I'm disturbing the continuation of eating" He said breaking our hug and after some time our table filled with sound of laughter. Well Louis is a great guy of course. I have known him from a very young age but never been too close as he's my dad's friend's son. We only meet for business purposes or family and friend events.

"So let's talk about the main fact this dinner is for" My dad affirmed after we finished our dinner. Everybody's attention towards him now, waiting for his next words.

"Azezal and Carla will get engaged within this month" dad declared making me stunned and resentful. Everyone's face looked usual like they all knew this before. So, I'm the last to know this?

"Why?" I asked in a cold voice

"What do you mean why? Son, it's already been long we confirmed this marriage. How long are you going to make Carla wait? The marriage will be held within few months but the engagement would be in this month. No questions, no arguements" stating that my father got up from his seat with Mr Acardo went towards the lounge area

"Congrates congrates! Our relation is going to turn into something else now dude" Louis said with a happy look

"Bro, come on give us some time alone" That bitch carla uttered making me burn more with fury. She would definitely be happy after so many years finally got this ultimate chance.

"Oops sorry... I'm going then. Enjoy your time alone love birds" saying that he also left from there. Carla took my hand into her and started to say something "Azezal finally we are going to get married. We- " before she talks further I jerked her hand away and walked towards the staircase going to my room. I came back to my room, closed my door shut. I had some work that needed to get done and after finishing those straightly went to my bed.

Marry!? Fucking marry? And that bitch Carla? The mere thought makes me want to laugh my ass off. Marriage isn't my thing. It isn't a big deal but doesn't really set well with me. It's actually only because of my dad and his personal benefits and moreover there would be enhancement of business. As always using me for his own merit. Of course my dad is the most self centred, egocentric bastard ever.

My thoughts broke when I heard the door open after a while and here's the bitch again wearing a bathrobe. Now what ths fuck is she doing here? She came in and closed the door shut. "Did you seek permission before entering?" I uttered harshly putting my arms below my head as I kept lying on the bed

"Baby, I don't need permission" saying that she undressed that bathrobe revealing herself in a lingerie. So that's her motive. Such a whore

"Your dad and brother won't be really happy knowing what their daughter is doing here, when they came just for a visit. Go back to guestroom" I muttered roughly

"They already left. They want us to spend time with eachother you know. Moreover what would they say? We are going to get married and this isn't the first time you know it very well" she muttered coming near to me. Fuck? I remember I fucked her maybe twice or thrice but this bitch is out of control now. I bedded so many girls and sluts only for lust, my desires and needs nothing more. But now rather than fucking her I'll get my balls turn blue

"Carla, I'm saying for the last time get the fuck out from here" I muttered roughly closing my eyes

"Azezal enough of your tantrums. What do you think I'm!?" She uttered sounding annoyed and angry now

"I said get lost, before I lose my shit" I said my head filling with rage. She knew staying here a moment longer won't do anything good for her. She took her bathrobe, wore it over again and left closing the door with a loud thud.

A few moments later... something flashed in my mind... a moment of our past

**Flashback**

She crawled up with a blanket leaning against my chest as we were sitting on the sofa. Her eyes almost started closing and she kept on sniffing and coughing.

"Amore, let's go and sleep. Your sleepy and also not feeling well" I muttered caressing her cheek

"Sleep?" *coughs* "stay here with me, I'm not sleepy" she muttered in her low voice, coughing and clinging to me more

"Leera, look your feeling unwell. You should sleep. You'll will feel better after the sleep moreover it's already late now. Let's go and sleep" saying that I took her in my arms and started to take her to her bedroom

"Aze, I can walk... You go back to your home then. I'll sleep" she said coughing

"I'll stay here with you tonight. You aren't feeling well and what if you need someone or something? Your flatmate is also not here" I said entering her room and placing her on bed

"Ok then go and sleep in the living area" she uttered slowly. "Why? Can't I sleep here with you, Amore? It's normal for couples to sleep together. I'm asking only for sleeping together not other things you know" I uttered with a grin though I know she doesn't prefer this kinda things

"Hmm... you better go back to your home. I'll all fine. Go go.. it's late" she said pushing me away and I laughed

"You don't trust me, love?" I asked sitting beside her on the bed starring at her eyes

"Of course I do. This is not about trust. Hmm... you know... I'm just uncomfortable. I'm sorry" she said looking down

"There's nothing to be sorry. I won't ever make you feel uncomfortable. I was just joking around. I know you won't let me sleep beside you anyway" I uttered with a small laughter. "You stupid. You need to annoy me even when I'm sick. *coughs* Go away... shu shu" she muttered coughing

"Ok ok... I gotta sleep on the couch. Call me if you need something or if you are feeling unwell" saying that I came close to her to kiss her lips but she turned her face away. "What? Come on I still deserve a kiss" I murmured making a sad face

"Aze, go and sleep. I don't want you to catch a cold because of me" she said facing away making me smile

"I don't care. A cold isn't a big deal" saying that I took her face in my hands and kissed her

**End Of Flashback**

I never believed in a thing called love before but it all changed when Leera first came into my life and after that she made my thoughts about love even worse. And I knew for a fact I would never be able to love again. Love is the worst thing that makes people miserable, weak, pathetic and only enervate a person. I won't let myself get into this little thing called love never again....

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A long chapter bruh. Sorry for late update but it was worth the wait I guess

So hey shawties!... Thoughts on this chapter?? What do y'all except to happen next? Yeah Louis is someone known to Azezal lol. What do you think about Louis?

Wait till the things get more spicy. Stay tuned :)

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