AZEZAL POV

"She left?" I asked Aaron in whisper voice. I had some business calls so I went back to my room not caring for the party which I was least interested anyway. Now I was about to go back to my own house but before going, my eyes searched for her among every other

"Who left?" He asked pouting with a confused face

"Hmm... that girl.. Leera" I uttered lowly. I don't know why do I want to know that or why do I even care

"Leera?" Her name came out from his mouth with a grin. This little guy is worse than me!

"Did she already leave?" I asked him again frustrated this time "She did but why are you asking?" I ruffled his ignoring his question cause I myself had no answer to that

"Gotta go champ! See you next day. I'll bring chocolates for you" I smiled at him while drifting the topic to something else "My favourite one" He uttered excitedly "Okay champ. See you tomorrow" I patted his head

"Azezal, where were you? I was searching for you the whole time. My friends want to meet you" Carla suddenly came and barged in between me and Aaron

"I'm going home" saying that coldly I was about to leave while she caught my hand "Azezal, it's our engagement for God's sake! How can you leave this early and what will I say to everyone?" She barked "Whatever shit" I jerked my hand off her and walked past her. I don't care about this bitch or whatever happens. I was meant to attend this engagement party for my father and I did. Fuck other formalities and anything

I droke my car back home and took a relaxing shower. Then I thought about eating something as I didn't even eat anything much at the party but I didn't even had appetite for that so I straightly went to bed.

A deep long sigh left my mouth as I closed my eyes.... Her hazel brown eyes staring back at mine. Her lavender scent... the nevi blue dress that fitted her so well, looked marvellous on her. How I was just about to kiss her in that washroom

I opened my eyes. Fuck what's wrong with me? I wasn't like this days before, not until I met her again. I know that I only despise this fucked up person, she can never make a place in my heart again. Never ever. Not only she is literally no one to me! Love isn't a thing for me. Love destroys, Love means destruction. I never believed in this thing but I was misguided on my way that time when I fell for her but it won't happen again. Not after what I lost because of her. Not after how she played with me

Again... I felt she was somehow disturbed at my engagement. Why? Because she didn't expect it was me who's engagement she unknowing visited or it was that she realized what she lost? The great Azezal Pavano. Every girl desires to be with, every girl throws herself at my feet. Money, fame, looks, muscular body, power... Is there anything that I lack?

No but yes I'm still lacking the satisfaction of seeing her hurt and in pain that I'll impose on her. The regret I'll watch draining out of her face as she will constipate for what she had messed. How she would be begging for my mercy... I can't wait to fulfill my desires

I was an absolute idiot that time to even thing love was actually something and I have been in love with her. Bullshits! The most impractical and nugatory something that I ever did in my life was falling in this shit called love moreover with a person like her and what happened in the end? It only made me venerable at a point I lost the most precious gem in my life... My mother. I was so impotent and lost in my own pain that I couldn't save my mother that day

I knew it entirely wasn't her fault but my fault too that I couldn't handle my feelings and couldn't save my mom. But it was only because of her! She feed me with her lies.. she betrayed me.. she made me venerable... she made me feel so much I never thought I could. Not a man like me could even imagine.

She thought she could live in peace now? I'll steal the thing called peace from her life. She will know very well how is it like to mess with a person like me

I despise her. I'll make her hate me too. I want her to hate me like the way I do. She will hate me, every part of me. I want to see fire of hatred burning in her whenever I see her. Cause when the person you hate plays with you again and again it will hurt and burn you at the same time

"Leera, you'll pay" I muttered in the silence and closed my eyes again taking a long breath

The memory of how I fell for her and how our story begin flashed back before I could even cease her thoughts..........

***FLASHBACK***

I saw her the first time at the airport

"Remor. I need my jet ready within 1 hour, I have to attend the ceremony in time" I stated

"Sir, there are some complications in the jet. It won't be a great option to take risk flying over in the jet. I think you should fly over in a passenger plane this time" He affirmed in a formal tone

"Do something. Whatever the fuck you can as fast as possible, anything would do. I just need to get there on time" - I imposed

"Onto it" he said in his formal tone and I hanged up after that

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I was at the airport now and I had to take the regular flight and fortunately I got the flight of the proper time.

I was just done with the check-in process at the airport. My phone started to ring, I picked it up. I was distracted over the phone car while I kept walking and talking....... Unexpected bumped into someone, turned to see who was it while still on the phone. "Sorryy" she uttered even before noticing or seeing who I was, didn't even turn back like she was in hurry. I just saw her from behind. Don't know why I kept staring and staring totally forgotten I was having a call

"Sirr- " I recalled I'm on a call right now. Did i just forget to respond? Hell wrong with me "Yess, carry on" I muttered dryly

After I got in the plane I saw her again.... the same girl who I bumped into earlier. She was on the same phane as me. That moment actually saw her for the first time when she turned back and faced me. She was beautiful... looked so pure and ingenuous. Her eyes were the ones which actually attracted me like something were in those pair of hazel brown orbs. So fascinating!

I drifted my thoughts away when I realized what was I actually thinking and for someone unknown like her. The top of all I wasn't the type to be this attracted to someone at the first sight.

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Just a few days after I saw that girl at the airport, I saw her again at a cafe where I was for a business talk. A mere coincidence. Prolly she worked in this cafe as a part timer. I was barely paying attention to the clients while I kept noticing everything she did. How she kept serving the customers with a smile on her face that made her even more beautiful. I wondered how can someone be so beautiful, so enchanting. She was definitely engrossing the way she captured all my attention that nobody ever could, no other woman except this one right here.

Soon we were done with the business talk and we were about to leave. I turned back the last time and glanced her way, this time for the first time my mouth turned into a smile before I even realized.

...

I visited the same cafe a few days after that day again. This time was the first time we talked. She greeted me handing over the menu with her pleasant smile.

"Sir, what would you like to have?" She waited for me to go through the menu and respond. I want to have you. That's what my mind uttered

"An expresso. Thankyou" saying that I handed her the menu. She took it and gave me that fascinating, beautiful, heart capturing smile smile of her again. Wait did I say heart capturing? As if I have one. It's the first time I'm attracted to someone like this but why? I have plenty of women with perfect body, sexy, good in bed and all of those threw themselves on me. Isn't she attracted to me?

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I started to visit the same cafe again and again like I was a coffeeholic or I actually became one. She knew me as a regular customer at the shop. As I got to see and grew to know her more and more, I wanted her more and more. What's wrong with Azezal Pavano my inner pride screamed but my craving for her enlarged even before I could put them on place. This is what? Maybe I want her in bed and it will be over. I was never like this, this never happened before. It's just lust, I thought. Once I get her in bed and I'll lose interest in her.

But I knew she wasn't a one night stand kinda girl or someone who would be after a person for their looks or even money. Cause I was it all but I never noticed her seeing me the way other women does....

Slowly I even realized it wasn't just lust what I had for her... it was a lot more than that... something maybe I won't like to admit but I actually do have it for her. ONLY FOR HER!

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I got to know a lot about her and we were kinda acquaintance but I had literally no idea what she thought about me. So, I actually wanted her to know me and I wanted to know her even more.

I took her to a lavender garden. My mom's favourite too. This garden was made for my mom, she loves spending time here. After I knew how much she loved lavender too I thought bringing her here will be more accurate than any other place. She would love that too

It's not like I had proposed her that day. In my whole life I never proposed anyone nor did felt something before like I feel now. I don't know what is it but I knew my heart craves for this person.

"Let's know eachother more" I said as a smile lingered on my face. I didn't know what to say more though. I never felt this way

After that day we started to talk more, get to know eachother more but I wondered if she felt the same way how I felt for her

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One day I saw the manager of the cafe where she worked yelling at her. That pissed me so fucking much. I don't care if she did any mistake or even any fucking thing but he wasn't meant to yell at my girl. She's mine. The thing that he even had the guts made me fucking nuts

The next day I bought that whole damn cafe and fired that fucktard manager out. I didn't let her know cause I didn't want to make her feel insecure or anything else. She would definitely think why would I do anything like that just for her. So, I didn't tell her anything about that.

Days passed... My craving for her grew more and more. It was just like she spellbinded me.. I couldn't think of anything else rather than her. Leera... Leera... Leera

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One day.... I went to her college to surprise her basically. I wanted to take her to somewhere, so I waited for her outside her college. But it was already late.. she still didn't came out. So I made my way inside the college asked a few students about her and the girls were already drolling over me. Finally after searching for a long time, someone told me she was preparing for a presentation and told me where she was.

I went there but what I saw ignitated fury in every part of my body. I clenched my hands, as my eyes captured that sight. In a mere second, my fists collided with that bastard's face as he kissed her before she even acknowledged what was happening. He fucking got that nerve to kiss Leera! My Leera I'll fucking end anyone's life who tried to touch what was mine.

My punches didn't stop. My brain wasn't working anymore. All I knew was how to kill this guy alive for what he did. He started bleeding but I was so fucking aggressive, I didn't care. I couldn't even acknowledge what I was hearing all I had in my mind was how to make him suffer, how to give him his price for touching what was mine

"STOPPPP... PLEASEEE STOPP" My hand stopped as I heard her scream too loudly this time. Perhaps she was yelling from the beginning but my mind was absolutely unconscious and drunk with hunger to kill

I turned to her way. Leera... She was a crying mess. Her face was red.. Her hands were covering her ears. She fell on her feet crying.

"Leera" Her name escaped my mouth as I watched her. My heart broke... I went by her side and touched her shoulder

"Don't touch me!" She yelled at my face sobbing. My hand was about to touch her face and she shoved it away ferociously and ran to that guy who I had just beaten

"Harry. Are you alright?" She touched his hand and asked sounding concerned. This even burned me more with fury. She hurried to somewhere and came back really fast with a first aid box. All this while I was just watching her as my nerves filling with anger. My hands clenched to fists but I stayed in my place didn't move.

Before I did something else I left that place or else I knew what worse I could do.

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The next day... I wanted a clear explanation. So, I went to the cafe.

She wasn't like the usual days how she happily served the customers with a pleasing smile on her face. She seemed tired. I went straight to her.

"I want to talk" Her eyes became displeased as she saw me. She didn't say anything just turned to the other side and kept working

"Leera" I called her but she didn't reply this time too

"LEERA, Can't you hear what I'm saying?" This time I was actually angry as I turned her around clenching her hand, she seemed astonished by my this act. I was never the person to seek for someone's attention like that and here she's ignoring me.

"I don't want to talk, leave my hand" She uttered in a small voice as other's eyes were on us now. "Do you want to create a scene here? Or should I make everyone out of this cafe" I affirmed coldly as my hand clenched her hand firmly.

"Azezal, this is not your place. I'm at work and I don't want to talk to you. So please get out from here" She uttered with down hearted voice "This is my place cause I'm the owner of this cafe. I'm your boss and you can't disobey me" I stated at her face and her face turn into a shocked one "What!?"

"Yes. I'm the owner of this cafe and if you don't agree to come with me I have to make everyone out of this place" I muttered icily

"Azezal... you! How do I don't know anything about it. When- " she couldn't finish as I barged her with me.

I didn't say anything else nor did she as everyone was already staring at us. I just pulled her to a side and there was a small staff room. I bought her inside and closed the door.

"What are you doing Azezal! Open the door" She murmured "I want to talk, Leera. Don't you fucking understand" My hands went to her arms fiercely before I could stop. I unknowing clenched her arms too tight that she hissed "Ouchh" my hands left her arms at the exact moment i realized

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you" I uttered looking at her dejected face "What do you want from me?" She muttered kinda sounding angry "I want to talk.... talk about yesterday" I tried to sound calm "Yesterday what? How you beat up an innocent guy for absolutely no reason? How you were just about to kill a person!? Are you fucking nuts?" Her voice angry "He fucking kissed you! That bastard got that nerve-" She cut me off as she started speaking again "AZEZAL Who are you to invade in my private life? You are a friend but that doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. You don't even know what happened and what not" Her voice dropped again as she sighed

"Tell me what happened" I muttered icily trying to calm the raising fury inside me

"He's Harry. My.... my ex. Our breakup wasn't any typical breakup. He used to like me but I was unsure of my feelings. Even after that we went on a relation which didn't seem to work much so I asked him to breakup few months ago. And he agreed even is he had feelings for me. He's a really nice guy but I didn't had feeling for him so it didn't felt right to still be in a relationship with him. So we had a healthy breakup. We didn't talk for months. But last day our teacher announced us as a teammates and we had to work together for our presentation. We started to work together for our presentation after class. We went to an empty hall for convenience. At some point... he got very sentimental in the middle of our work. He said how he missed me and everything. He was so devastated that time and for a while I also didn't even realise when he suddenly kissed me. I couldn't even stop him" She finished with a long sigh. Her eyes were looking downwards all the while but now she raised her face to me looking at me. I kept silent all the time as long as she explained everything.

"Why did you do that? You were just about to kill him! He would have died if you didn't stop! Do you even realise what you did? He was bleeding so much.. He couldn't even breath properly!" She said touching her head, exhaling a long deep breath

"I couldn't stop myself when I saw how he kissed you. I just couldn't- " I didn't know what to say I didn't have words

"Azezal you are insane! You don't even realise what you did.. Do you? You don't even seem to care. And most importantly it's my life. Whoever kisses me or whoever I kiss.. it doesn't have anything to do with you. You can't invade in my life like that" She said in a cold tone this time

What does she mean by it was nothing to do with me? She's mine. Even if she knows it or not. And it's my thing to care about. Invade in her life? I have every fucking right to invade in her life. She's mine! I don't care about anything else

I stepped closer to her. "So, you were fine with that kiss?" I took another step closer to her and this time she stepped back too "Azezal... I.. " before she could finish my lips landed on her warm and soft lips while my hand traveled to her back pulling her closer. I calmed myself and let my lips run slowly against hers. She freaked out at first but the next second she calmed in my touch too. She closed her eyes as she kissed me back.

Our lips moved intensively. Her hands secured around my neck as she kissed me with the same urge as me. My tongue slide inside her mouth devouring every inch. Our tongues tangled. The sound of our kiss sounded so euphonic. We didn't stop until we were out of breaths

Her forehead rested against mine as we both were panting for breaths. We stayed in the same position for a while closing our eyes as we inhaled loud breaths and slowly we calmed down.

Our eyes met as we parted. Still my hands were secured around her waist and her hands were around my neck

She bite her lower lip not knowing what to say. Probably a little shy for what just happened. My one hand went to her face while other was fixed on her waist and then I stared at her lips and my fingers traced her warm, sweet lips feel them against my fingers.

"Azezal... " My name came out of her mouth sounding too pleasing for my sanity "Sshh" I said as I observed her even more. Too pure and beautiful

She seemed nervous and her lower lip disappeared as she bite her lower lip again looking down. "Fuck... " I muttered under my breath and my lips crashed on her again. This time more fiercely and aggressively with pure hunger and she kissed me back the same intense way. Moans escaped our mouth as we kept sucking each others breaths

My lips stopped against her still so close. We inhaled deeply as we were totally breathless. My hand cupped her face, still our lips were touching.

"You are only mine! Only mine to kiss" words escaping my mouth breathless "I love you Leera.... I fucking Love you" I muttered even before I realize what I just said and my lips crashed on her once again. Love her? I didn't even knew before what was love but if this wasn't I don't know what is

I felt her smile against my lips at my words as we kissed again with the same intense feeling. Just by her action I could tell she felt the same way for me. I could feel her. Her lips were the most sweetest thing I ever tasted. It didn't feel real at all but it was. The moment was just a heaven itself. Incaving in my heart unwaveringly.

***END OF FLASHBACK***

Nothing lasted. Nothing's like before and it would never be "She destroyed everything. I'll destroy her now" These words left my mouth as I composed myself once again to make the very person suffer, who once I loved more than anything. The one who I despise the most now.

Loving you is the most odious thing I ever did. The despise I have for you now is what provides tranquillity to me and I know I will get the sufficient peace when I finally see you enduring every bit of AFFLICTION

"You will see the worst, Amore" I promised myself before I drifted to sleep............

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