LEERA POV
Squiming my body I yawned but couldn't open my eyes yet. Still too sleepy. I turned around with a smile to hug him in my sleep but perplexity creeped in my mind when my hands felt the lack of his presence. When I couldn't feel him anywhere near by my hands, I slowly opened my eyes and I looked everywhere around me through my hazy gaze.
Where is he?? I rubbed my eyes to see better and yawned again. The whole room is empty other than me. The curtains are slightly parted letting a little amount of light come through the glass. It's still early in the morning i can tell by as much light from outside the window is telling me. I could see the red rays of rising sun from here.
I got up stretching my hands and sat in a sitting posture for a while to get out of the sleepy state of my mind. By the way, Where did he go this early? Washroom? Work? Jogging?
At first I searched the washroom. Its empty. Then I searched the whole villa and it was empty too rather than the guards outside. Maybe he went out for something or jogging. My sleep already vanished as I roamed the whole place and came back to the balcony to watch the sun rise. I smiled a heartily smile as I witnessed the most beautiful sunrise of greece. God, this beautiful sight is something someone must experience once in their lifetime.
Then I thought of freshening up and making breakfast for both of us. I can cook breakfast at least and I'm not that bad of a cook afterall. My cheeks tinted rose pink when I traced the buttons of his shirt that I'm wearing. Last night was the best night one could have and the most memorable one.
I didn't want to remove this shirt. It smells just like him and his cologne makes me feel like he's near me. The Marks on my neck, thighs and whole body reminded me again of last night growing a flight of butterflies in my stomach. I can still feel his touches. Goddamn! I'm so in love.
Finally I freshened up but didn't remove his shirt. I made coffee for myself and him first. Setting his one aside, I drank my coffee thinking he will be back soon. Then I started to cook breakfast.
What should I cook? Omelettes and french toast? Or waffles? I'll make three of them. I turned on the music and started cooking merrily. Mixing the batter of pancakes and waffles I swing my hips in delight. This is real joy. Azezal must love his wife cooking him breakfast. His wife.
"Mrs. Pavano, what are you doing?" I stopped at a sudden when I heard the familiar voice. Turning back I saw the same woman standing behind the counter who was here with me yesterday when Azezal left me alone here. Why is she here now?
"Cooking? What are you doing here?" Why would Azezal allow someone else be here while we are in honeymoon? I don't like it.
"You aren't allowed to cook Mrs. Pavano. If Mr. Pavano gets to know he won't like it."
"What do you mean by that? I don't need his permission to cook of course. And please I don't like your interference and we are in a honeymoon. So I would like you to give us some privacy. Thanks for taking care of me yesterday but it's not necessary today. Even if Azezal might said you to, I can take care of things here. So you can leave." I muttered kind of vexed right now, mixing the batter.
"I'm sorry but I need to be here with you. You can't be alone. Mr. Pavano-"
"What? Alone? What do you mean?" I asked her confused putting the batter bowl on the counter.
"Mr. Pavano went to New York"
"What? NEW YORK? What the hell? When did he leave? He didn't even tell me?" He left me alone? I can't believe this.
"Sorry, I don't know much. I have been informed to come here to look after you and cook. And yes you will be also leaving for New york today. Your flight is at 10 AM"
I took my phone from the counter and straightly called him without wasting a second. The phone rang for a while but he didn't receive. I stared at the phone screen for a call back but instead a message popped in the screen. I opened it.
Azezal : Baby, I'm busy. I'll call you back when I'll be free. See you tonight.
What the heck? Man it's our honeymoon, ain't it? I want to laugh. How can he leave me like this in a foreign country alone in our goddamn honeymoon? And after last night? Am I supposed to understand this or what? Even if he had any kind of emergency he could have just told me and now when I'm trying to reach him he says he is busy. Lol great!
"I'm not hungry. No need to cook breakfast." I said to her and I knew she could totally read my expression and how am I feeling right now.
"But Mr.Pavano-" "No need to tell him. You can do your business. I think I'll sleep a little more." I got away with it and closed myself in the room.
* * * * * *
The car dropped me in the airport and I have been followed by 2 guards until I got inside the jet and finally was at peace. God I hate these black suited expressionless assholes enough.
The flight attendant helped me with everything and made me feel comfy for which I was grateful. I never thought I would have be leaving from here alone like this after everything happened between us. Oviously it hurt me that he left me in between our honeymoon that so after we both confessed to be in absolute love with eachother. I'm certainly very mad at him and why shouldn't I be? He said he'll call back but he didn't. I'm not calling him anymore.
One thing I'm happy about is that I'm finally going to NewYork. My happy state where I feel the most alive. And of course I'm so fucking excited to meet everyone. I'm going to meet my parents too. By the way do they know I'm coming back to United States? They must know. Jesus I'm so fucking excited!
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Twelve hours felt like infinity and I couldn't focus on the book I was trying to read during the journey due to the elation of thinking about going back to Newyork. When the plane finally landed I felt as if I came back home after eternity even if it's not even been an entire month.
Here too some of the black suited assholes were waiting for me and I was guided to the car by them after getting off the plane. The car drove me straight to the Pavano mansion.
I lightly combed my hair with my fingers before getting off the car and collided with a warm embrace as soon as I entered the main door.
"So glad you're back Leera!" Elena said in her sweet tone still hugging me. "I'm too. Are you fine?" "Yeah. Come inside I have a lot to talk about!"
Right when we broke apart from the hug Aaron came running to me calling my name and I got down on my knees to hug the little guy. "I missed you." I kissed his cheek. "I missed you and bestfriend as much as I miss my batman." I laughed, "Batman? What happened to your batman?" He didn't say anything only stared at his mother with a scowl.
"I took it from him. He always plays with it by jumping down the stairs and heights saying he wants to fly like a batman. Its risky and dangerous but he won't listen to me." Elena complained folding her hands on her chest.
"Aaron you're a sweet good boy. Listen to your mother okay?" I pat his head and he nodded silently. Then we got inside.
"Where is bestfriend?" Aaron asked tucking onto my sleeves. "He has been a freak since I told him you and Azezal are coming. He was eagerly waiting for you both." Elena said. So she knew I was coming back to New York from before?
"Azezal will join us for dinner I guess." That's all I said cause I don't know. Elena took me to Azezal's room and Aaron held onto my hand thinking about how many stories he has in total to tell me.
"By the way how has been your honeymoon?" Elena smirked as I flinged my bag on the bed and sat down. How was it? Last night was fabulous and wholesome and the rest of it I don't know.
"Great." I said removing my jacket. "Only great?" "Well you know it was just 2 nights." I sighed. "Azezal told me he planned it for 2 weeks and he also planned to go to Paris after Greece but I don't understand what happened. He called me this morning and said you two were coming back to States." "It's fine. It's work of course. His work is way more important to him than any bootless honeymoon. Thanks for at least compelling him to take me to honeymoon. I greatly enjoyed my little time there. Greece is beautiful."
"Jesus, what am I going to do with him! Who even thinks about work during honeymoon? This asshole" "It's okay. Don't say anything to him. I'm fine with it." I gave her a sly smile. Yes leaving your wife alone in a foreign country during honeymoon and letting her come back by her own is absolutely okay. Not informing her about your disappearance and not even bothering to have a second to talk to her is entirely fine. After exchanging a night of passionate love and words, giving her an untoward next day is totally worth the night before, isn't it?
"Where is that asshole now?" She asked. Aaron jumped up on the bed. "He had some work as usual. So he left and will be probably joining us for dinner within a while." I said totally unaware of his whereabouts. He said he'll see me tonight maybe that's what he meant as I'm here. I don't want her to know her asshole brother left me alone in Greece and came back to NewYork without even informing me.
"I'll take a shower I guess. It was a long journey." I said and Elena said that she will be sending my luggage upstairs before leaving the room with Aaron.
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After taking a relaxing shower I came downstairs wearing a white top with Jean's and halted on my tracts when I saw Azezal's father approaching me. I never liked him in the first place and after knowing everything he did, he is out of my sight of a man now.
"Leera Reilly" He wickedly smirked drinking down the contents of his glass filled with wine as he checked me out which disgusted me. "Leera Pavano" I corrected him. "Never got to meet you after the wedding father-in-law. Seems like you are too busy to even attend your son's wedding ceremony."
"You know Leera you still have time to move back and make a smart decision." He gave me a straight look which clearly meant something and then he passed past me. What did he mean?
My phone rang up and I muted the phone knowing it to be no other than my asshole husband. Then it rang up again which forced me to check to caller ID. It was my mother this time. A smile made it's way to my lips as I answered the call heading towards the balcony.
"Mum! I came back to NewYork." I said with rejoice. "I know I know and I'm so sorry we couldn't come to pick you up. Elena informed us just two hours ago that you will be coming back today and we couldn't catch a flight as it was late. You didn't even say anything about it." She said displeased about the fact that I didn't tell her.
I myself got to know this morning. "Hm mom I'm sorry my fault I guess." "No worries we will he seeing you tomorrow daughter." Then my phone rang up again. "Mom someone is calling me I'll talk to you later." I kissed her on the phone and cut the call.
My asshole husband is calling me again. I watched the phone ringing only. "Die you fucking douchebag."
I closed my eyes and inhaled the cold air. Breathing here literally hits different. My eyes were busy taking in the sight of the backyard garden when my phone rang up again and this time too I let it ring. Let him suffer.
"Why aren't you answering my calls?" I stiffened on my position when I heard his voice from behind me. I instantly turned around and saw him leaning against the door staring at me. His one hand is shoved inside his pocket and other held his phone which is calling me right now. My phone is still ringing. I rolled my eyes and cut his call right infront of him. "My wish."
His expression changed as he shoved his phone inside his pocket and stepped towards me, "Your wish?" I watched him as he poked his cheek with his tongue and I gulped down a lump of air.
"Leera, mom is calling you for dinn-" Aaron came saying and stopped in between his talk as he saw him. "Bestfriend!" Azezal took him in his arms and they had a moment of affection. "Why are you late?" Aaron asked him. "I was buying chocolates for you." "Yaayy." Aaron cheered up happily.
Sometimes all I wonder is how in the world Azezal completely changes with Aaron? I know one thing from this he love kids a lot and which makes me wonder how much will he love his own.
We headed towards the dinning area and Elena hugged him. They exchanged some talks and meanwhile Aaron occupied the seat beside me. He kept blabbering about the new marvel movie he watched. I smiled listening to whatever he says.
He sat on the head chair which was also beside me. The chef served us the dinner and I silently shoved down spoons of mashed potato inside my mouth. Elena and Azezal were talking about office and stuff so I don't even assume he is paying a bit of attention here on me. Right then a felt a jolt when I felt his hand on my thigh. He pressed his palm on my thigh and stopped the movement of my restless leg. I pressed my legs together because of the unwanted desire I'm feeling between them. You're angry with him, Leera. You're mad at him!
"Leera, take some baked bacon." Elena said to me. "Yeah, I'm." I felt his hand rising up my thigh. At least I'm wearing a jeans. But his touches. Fuck. I tried stopping his hand several times but just couldn't. "I want some baked bacon too." Aaron said and I served him some.
"I'm done." I got up when I couldn't bear his touched anymore. "You haven't eaten anything properly." Elena said. "I'm full and actually really exhausted. I need to rest I guess."
"Let's go then." Azezal said setting down his spoon on the plate. "Where?" I asked even if I don't want to talk to this asshole. "Home." So we are not staying here tonight? Definitely not going to ask him another question.
"Why so fast?" Aaron frowned sadly. "We'll come and see you tomorrow again." Azezal ruffled his hair. "I want to go eat icecream tomorrow." He said to Azezal. "Sure thing we will champ." They high fived.
We got inside the car after saying our goodbyes and It's just us now.
He started the engine and silence persisted among us but I could feel him looking at me every chance he gets. I fixed my stare at the window taking in the appearance of New York City after long.
"I'm sorry but I had to come back instantly for something." He said as if the clarification is enough. His voice is calm and composed. "So, you'll keep ignoring me?"
"I don't want your explanation. Just shut up Azezal and focus on the road." I muttered vexed. To my surprise he didn't utter a word anymore until we reached his apartment building. We got down and he handled my luggage as he lead the way. He just stared at me as he loosened his tie when we were in the elevator. I gulped down a lump of air as the elevator stopped once we reached the topmost floor.
He opened the door after putting his fingerprint and we came inside then he closed the door. I merely kept 3 steps while checking out the house when I was jerked abruptly from behind by my hand. His lips slammed onto mine in no time. I threw my hands at him and he pushed me on the wall locking my hands above my head. His tongue was inside my mouth devouring every bit of it as if he has been hungry for this for a while. He didn't stop until I ran out of breaths and almost died to inhale again. We both panted as he rested his forehead on mine. "My apologies. I fucking can't keep myself off you. I'm sorry for ruining our honeymoon and leaving you alone after our last night. Forgive me wifey." He muttered lowly against my mouth.
I touched his hand and moved it from my face pushing past him I went inside the room which appeared to be his. He followed behind me and then hugged me from my back kissing my neck. "How can I make up?" He surely knows how to melt me down but I'm not falling for his traps this time. I
tried to free myself from him. "Do some grovelling. Might work."
"Certainly I'll Amore." And then I regretted what I said cause he turned me around and dropped to his knees after removing my Jean's leaving me in my thong. "What the fuck are you doing?" I tried to push him away but he is way too strong. "Grovelling." He removed my flat footwear too.
My knees started to weaken when he attached his lips to my inner thighs. "Forgive me, wifey." Fuck. "Aze, stop." This is totally unfair.
I couldn't move cause he caged my legs with his strong arms and licked his way up from my thighs. "Fuck Aze- mhm" I couldn't speak and then I forgot my own entity when I felt his wet tongue right on the place which was craving it the most. He made me ride his mouth in the most delicious way and it was some kind of best apology I ever received.
I am a mess begging him to stop now when I couldn't take it anymore. "Aze-" I cried out. My legs are shaking but he is holding me stiff. "Forgive me first or else I'll think my apology wasn't enough." He sucked me out of breath.
"God. I forgive youu- " and then I was thrown on the bed. "Now tell me how should I punish you?" I can't think of anything right now cause the pleasure drived me crazily crazy. "What?" I asked confused. "Punishment." He removed his belt and I bit onto my lips. "Punishment for what?"
"For not answering my calls and saying that's it's your wish whether you will or not."
I'm still panting and processing his words when he tied my hands up with his belt and locked me up with the headboard. "Aze? Seriously?" "I'm always serious." He kissed my neck and started undoing his shirt buttons.
"Rule number one, always answer my call." He stated. "That's my wish if I'll answer your call or not." "Darling you won't be saying that after tonight." With that he teared off my top and bra leaving me completely bare to his ravenous eyes.
And then I did regret not answering his calls but in the most rapturous way possible cause now I know how much of a devil he can be in bed. Kill me with pleasure itself. But the true punishment was not letting me touch him while he worshipped my body and fucked me till I was insane. I cried begging him to stop but he never did until he was done punishing me.
* * * * * *
"Good morning Mio Amore" I opened my eyes slowly and he kissed my lips. His hair is wet as if he just took a shower. "When did you wake up?" I asked rubbing my eyes. "Was too busy watching you sleep so couldn't sleep last night." He tried to kiss me again but I pushed his face away. Damn morning breath. I wonder how morning breath doesn't exist in books and movies. "Let me freshen up first."
He laughed. "I made breakfast. Come downstairs. And your parents are also here."
"Whattt!- ouch" I felt the pain between my legs when I got up hugging the bed sheet to my body. "What the hell? When?" "An hour before. I didn't want to wake you up but had to because of them."
Fuck I can't even walk properly infront of them. What will they think of their daughter? "Seems like the punishment was too harsh for you? Let me carry you." He teased. "Fuck off you dickhead."
"Watch your mouth baby." "Yes you are-" He pulled me onto his lap and kissed my neck. "Mhm." "You don't want to get punished again right now, do you?" I shamelessly shook my head in negative and hugged him. "Ti amo Aze." "Trying to escape your punishment I see." I nodded my head and he smiled "Ti amo Mi Amore, Lets get you in shower."
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This love is everything I longed for. These hands had to let it go free and this love came back to me. There may be a lot of lacking in this marriage but I can't think of anything except him. He's still the one I would risk everything for and still the one my heart craves to be with cause my mind already lost the battle between my heart and mind. And I can't resist what the heart desires anymore.
But this lone feeling which is scaring me is the thing that I got a flower bouquet yesterday in the bed before coming back from Greece. I didn't say anything about it to him. It was a flower bouquet of my favourite white Rose's so I thought it was from Azezal as an apology but when I read the note I knew it wasn't.
The note read out,
"Your husband is concealing a big truth from you"
- L
I remember a got a note before too from a person when I tried to escape in italy before and there was this letter L. At first I thought it was from Levi but why do I feel like it wasn't and now this one is also from the same person? Who is this L? And why is he trying to part me from Aze?
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Guys!! How have you'll been? Forgot me already? Lmaoo. Ik it's been more than a month till I updated and thanks for patiently waiting.
What twist is coming in the future? How long will this love last?
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