Violet's POV:

I get up from my bed and look for my phone. Where the hell did I put it?

It's like I turned the whole room upside down but it was worth it because I found the mother trucker.

I unlock it and search for Alex's number, before pressing the button that calls him.

He picks up after two rings "Hey girlie" he greets me, I can sense his smile through the phone "Hi sweetheart" I reply and we both laugh at each other.

"Hey um, there's a party tonight at Shadows, are you coming?" I ask him "Damn you had me the second you said 'party' " he says making me chuckle. I love this man.

"Great, see you there then." I say, ready to end the call but I hear him sigh before speaking "Violet are you okay?" he says, I can't sense his smile anymore.

It's been so long since we last talked and I've missed him. I mean he's my best friend and I love him, I just wish things were different now.

"I'm okay silly, are you okay?" I reply "Yeah, I just miss you, that's all." he says. Oh I miss you too, Al.

"I miss you too, I really do. But I really needed to get out of there" I say and let out a sigh.

There's a pause of silence before Alex speaks again "Was it because of him? I mean did you need to get out of here because of him?"

He knows he doesn't have to say his name for me to understand who we're talking about.

"He knows how to get on my nerves, but no. It wasn't because of him" I say and begin walking around my room.

"If you say so... Well, see you tonight Violet" Alex says before ending the call.

This boy is weird. Yeah but I still love him.

I open my closet and look for something to wear at the party.

Oh Alex would so compliment me in this dress and tell me i'm a bad bitch.

Fine then, green dress it is. Green is a really underrated colour, when it comes to dresses.

And the one I just picked is quite simple, short and hugs pretty tight my body. I love dresses, they make me feel powerful, probably because men love to stare at women, specially when they're dressed pretty.

(there's a picture of the dress at the end of the chapter if needed!)

Great, now I just gotta wait for tonight. Which is coming in 5 hours.

I never said it but I love writing, I've been doing it since I was little. I used to write letters when I felt the need to, and I think I still have them somewhere in the garage. Most of them are really short but I still like them.

But I have a lot of time, so let's get to work.

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After what felt like forever I found the box with all my writing stuff: my notebook, my letters and my favourite pen, which always reminded me of my favourite disney movie, Frozen.

I enter my living room and get comfortable on the couch, ready to relive the old times.

Letter first

Hello reader, nice to meet you! So, I'm writing this because I'm bored and don't have anyone to talk to. I'm pretty sure I am in love with the moon.

It's so pretty I could cry. I could stare at it for decades without getting tired, and I could surely talk about it like she was a person and we were best friends. I want to have it, someone please hand it to me.

Imagine someone dedicating you the moon. Wow, gotta be a pretty damn lucky mother ducker.

Anyways, this was the first letter. In every letter I will be telling you, dear reader, what I love the most.

Goodbye!

I finish reading as I realise I'm smiling, I was so happy back then. It's not like I'm not happy now, but so many things happened, I don't even have to list them, you already know.

I close the letter and put it back in the box before getting out the second.

I open it and start reading.

Letter second

Here we are again, for the second letter, I know you're really excited reader! I'm kidding I don't even know if someone other than me will ever read these letters, but let's not talk about that.

I'm in love with people that compliment my brown eyes.

Those people really make my confidence rise so much, because brown eyes are just brown eyes. There's nothing special about them, but there are a few people that actually appreciate brown eyes.

And I could actually kiss them.

Well, this was my confession for today. See you next time reader!

I gently close the letter and put it back in the box, like I did for the first one, and reach for the third letter. It feels so nice to read them after all this time.

Letter third

Welcome back! How are you? What is 'love' to you?

To me, it's a strong feeling, amazing and also powerful. It makes you feel, even when you don't have the capacity to do that. But as great as it is, it's also scary and full of hurt and pain.

Because if love is the only thing that makes us human feel, then it's also the only thing that can destroy us.

How do we know if it's love? If someone told me something poetic and romantic I'd marry them. I don't know about you.

Love is when you look in their eyes and get lost in them. Love is when you can't do your homework because you only think about them. Love is when they become addicted to you and can't get enough of you. Love is when you dedicate each other a song and scream it together out loud. Love is when you respect each other.

And of course love is when they give you money. I'm kidding!

Well, that was all I had to say about love, even tho I didn't even experience that feeling yet.

Love you reader, bye!

Wow. All that talk about love and I still haven't felt that. Yeah I know what love feels like, but I don't know what being in love feels like, understand the difference?

That's enough letters for today, Violet. I could watch a movie right now. I know, that's all I do, watch movies. Don't judge me okay?

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Let's get ready for the party, shall we?

I get up from the couch and walk to my room, open my closet and take out the green dress I chose.

I put it on and decide to curl my hair a little, and also do a bit of makeup. Obviously no girl needs all that, but we do it for fun.

Let's just hope tonight goes right.

I put on my heels and grab my purse, locking my house's door and entering my car.

"Where are you? Party's already begun!" Alex shouts through the phone, as the music in the background doesn't let me hear him. He's waiting for me at Shadows, I'm not even late. Okay I'm 20 minutes late but it's nothing, I mean it's a party not a wedding, Jesus.

"I'm outside now, I'll be in there in 30 seconds babe" I say ending the call and entering Shadows. I've always loved how this club looks.

My eyes search for Alex but I can't seem to find him.

I then spot him sitting on the bar area and walk to him "Hello bestie!" I shout making him turn and get up from the stool. He hugs me smiling and then pulls back "How's my favourite girl doing?" he asks looking in my eyes "Aw how sweet of you" I say laughing and giving him a fake punch on the shoulder, making him fake pout.

Alex is looking at me while we talk, but I feel another pair of eyes staring at me.

I search for a pair of different eyes but never find them.

Whatever.

"I'm going to the restroom, wait here" I say and he gives me a thumbs up, while I turn around and make my way to the toilet.

When I'm done I check myself in the mirror before leaving.

As I'm turning back downstairs I bump into a wall. And of course it's a person this time, too.

"Sorry" I mutter not even looking at the person, walking past them before they speak.

"No problem, Miss Rodriguez." that deep, hot and attractive voice says. But what is he doing here?

I turn to him and look up at him. He's still hot as hell, but this time his hair isn't messy as usual. It's messy yes, but less than usual.

We're just staring into each other's eyes. God those eyes. Even tho I want to rip them out I gotta admit they're beautiful.

"It was nice seeing you Mr Ferreri, see you around" I speak before leaving and going back to Alex.

He hasn't moved thankfully. "Hey can we find the cute love birds?" I ask and he nods, laughing. He takes his shot and stands up, ready to pull a Dora the explorer with me.

"Also, did you know Blake was here?" I ask looking at him while he's searching for Sil and Jacob.

"He said he'd come if someone else would be here as well. I guess he found out that person was coming here, too" Alex responds still looking around. What?

Well I hope he found that someone and had fun with them. He can go fuck himself.

"Found 'em" he says looking down at me and then looking back up, my eyes following his gaze until I'm met with a really cute and hot at the same time, couple. My favourite couple, Sil and Jacob.

"Let's go ruin their fun" I chuckle as we walk towards them. "Hi love birds!" I greet and they look at me before smiling, Silvia hugs me and pulls back, Jacob then gives me a little hug too.

"How are you doing?" I ask and Silvia begins to talk, telling me everything's fine.

After chatting a little more I pull Silvia towards me "Well gentlemen, I'm sorry but we're going to dance a little." I smile and drag her away from Alex and Jacob, while she chuckles at me.

"Let's dance like we're doing fucking 'Just dance' babe!" I shout through the music and she nods laughing "Waited for this all night!" she says, ready to shake her hips like crazy.

Music blasting in the club as we began dancing, getting closer to each other. Me and Sil always dance like this, and we feel so powerful every time.

We're swaying our hips to the music until Jacob pulls her to him and they begin dancing together. Sil you're a traitor. Joking, I love you.

I continue dancing and suddenly feel warm hands wrap around my waist. Everything feels so good right now, I don't even care who the person is. They're behind me, their head in the crook of my neck.

I begin grinding on them, winning a groan from them which makes me smirk in satisfaction.

I didn't drink too much, but enough to know that my head will hurt at least a little tomorrow morning.

I bring my hands to their hair as theirs don't leave my waist, we're moving our bodies together, this feels amazing.

I open my eyes and across the room is sitting Blake, man spreading and holding a glass of wine. We stare at each other as I'm still dancing with another man.

I turn around and face the man, kissing him just because why not? I can still feel his eyes burning to the back of my head.

After kissing him I turn back but Blake's not sitting there anymore. Whatever, he's surely fucking some girl he just met. Pathetic, Blake.

Anyways, let's get another drink.

I take a few shots then stop because I still have to drive.

I'm actually tired I could go home right now. I find the others and tell them goodbye, before getting out of Shadows.

As I reach my car I hear someone grunting in pain. I follow the sounds and I'm met with the man that danced with me, now covered in blood.

Someone beat him nearly to death. What if- No, it's not him. It wasn't Blake, right? Why would it be Blake?

I silently leave and enter my car, arriving home and immediately going to bed.

I need a good sleep after tonight.



(Violet's dress if you needed to imagine it)

Helloo! Happy new year!! Sorry for not being active but I was busy celebrating with my family. Sorry for any grammar error, it's currently 2am but I had to update.

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