Sky pov

After my talk with Alexander in his office I went back to the living room. All of my brothers where there except Alexander and Xavier, Jay wasn't there too.

I asked Matteo where Jay was and he said he was with Xavier in his office. After an hour of waiting Jay, Alexander,and Xavier joined us. It wasn't long after we had dinner and each one of us went to their rooms, while Jay went to the gusset room which was slightly far from the rest of the rooms.

I wanted to talk to Jay since I haven't had a proper conversation with him for three years, but, with every one around I didn't get the chance.

Right now I was laying on the bed trying to get some sleep. Yet, I wasn't even the littlest bit of tiered, and my thought kept on running wild.

Did Jay added ice on his cheek after I punched him? I don't think so. But it would bruise if he didn't. Is it to late to put ice on it? I don't know. But even if it is the ice would still numb the pain.

I should go get him some ice. It's midnight, he is probably sleeping. But what if he isn't. How about I get some ice, knock on the door lowly, low enough for a sleeping person to continue sleeping but would still grab his attention if he is awake. I should do that it's not like I would suddenly fall a sleep any time soon.

I did exactly what I planned for I went down stairs to the kitchen and opened the freezer to find some ice. Luckily I found some. I got a towel and raped the ice in it.

Then I went to Jay's room. I stood in front of debating if I should still do this. I was about to leave thinking that this was a dumb idea, but I didn't get the chance to. Jay open the door before I could turn around and leave.

When Jay saw me standing outside his room, he opened the door wider for me to get in. " I got you some ice. " I said.

" you don't hit as hard as you think" he said. I decided to let it go this time because o was still mad at him.

" we need to talk." I said in a serious tone.

I stood next to the desk that was on Jay's room and leaned on it, while he sat in front of me on the bed. The room was quiet for a while before I decided to start speaking. " why did you leave?" I asked.

" I didn't want to leave." He replied.

" that wasn't what I asked."

" I can't tell you why. Jut know that I really didn't want to leave. When I found out that we were leaving I didn't get the chance to talk to you."he said.

" you could have called."

He stood up from the bed and made his way to me. My eyes traveled to the ground, not wanting to look at him. " I couldn't I really couldn't. I wanted to but....... Just know that I was put in a bad place it was wither I break the first rule or the second." He puts his hand on my cheek.

It felt oddly comfortable. I didn't flinch when he raised his hand and I didn't try to stop him. I trusted him with everything. I still do, even after he left me for three years, I still trust him. So, when he tells me he left for a good reason that he can't tell me about, I believe him. He helped me in so many ways, even when he left.

" and you chose to break the first." He didn't know that by breaking the first rule he would be breaking the second. I looked up to look in to his eyes.

" god I can't believe you actually here." He whispered to himself. He then took a step back. " your hurt." He said as if he was sure of it.

His words took me by surprise. He knows everything about me and everything that happened to me. He was always the first to know. Expect what has happened in the past three years. The years he disappeared. But that still doesn't explain how he found out I was hurt.

" how do you know?" There was no point in Lying, he would see right through me.

" your face tenses a bit. It's hard to tell someone times." He answered my question.

I trust Jay with everything I had. I wanted to tell what happened the past three years and how it was. I don't know why but I wanted to talk about. Tell him everything. But I didn't want to see his reaction he would be furious, angry, and he would blame himself. He was always over protective when something bad happened. It would crush them knowing that he couldn't keep me safe.

We both sat on the bed quietly, for a while. What I said was true. I did accept what happened. There was no running away from the truth what is done is done. I couldn't protect myself back then, but I promised myself that I will become stronger. I will become strong enough that I will never need anyone to protect me. Instead I will protect anyone so they wouldn't have to go through the same thing I did.

I took a glance on the clock on the stand that is next to the bed. I red 3:52. " it's late you should get some rest. " I said, as I stood up " good night" I told him.

" good night"

I got out of his room and made my way to mine. I went to the bathroom and changed back to my pj's, before going to bed. Again. Sleep never really kicked in. I stayed on bed for the next hour thinking about everything.

Did I really accept everything that happened or am I do I just keep saying it to convince myself? No, I have accepted things. Otherwise, I wouldn't be talking about it openly. But, then why did I keep it away from Vincent? I could have just told him the truth. Maybe I scared that he was going to think of me as a weak person. Yea, but that is not me anymore. I went through torture, and here I am standing. If it proves anything, then it's my strength. So, then why didn't I tell him? Maybe it's because I didn't want him to look at me in sympathy or feel guilty because he wasn't there to protect me. I am starting to have hope. Hope that someone cares about me enough to sympathize me or guilty for not helping me. I need to remember how people always are. No one cares. No one will ever care. But you know what, I don't need anyone to care about me I will care about myself. I don't need anyone in my life. If you're in my life then it's because I want you too.

I looked at the clock that was set next to my bed and it told me that it was five. I am supposed to wake up in half an hour, like I always do. I need to start working on the punishment I was given. Writing 'I am sorry for the mistakes I made.' In a neat handwriting, with no mistakes. Shouldn't be hard. That is if I didn't get confused easily sometimes.

Since, sleep won't become anytime soon I should start now. I took the blanket off and walked to my desk. I pulled out a notebook and a pen.

At the beginning it was going well. Each page has ten lines and if I wrote in front and back. I will get twenty lines each page. So in total it should be five pages written front and back.

I first page was done front and back, perfectly. But then on the second page I messed up on the 15th line. So I ripped the page and started again. I already had twenty done on the side.

I made a mistake and got out of the line. So a started again.

Then I spelled sorry 'sory'. So I started again. That was when I realized that I should write only on the front of the page. So, if I would meet up on the 16th I wouldn't lose all sixteen lines. I would lose six.

It was seven. I wasn't done. I kept on making mistakes and repeating. Over. And over. I was done with this thing. I didn't want to do it anymore. I have been working for three hours, without noticing the time.

I forgot to take my medicine in time. I was supposed to take it at six passed thirty. I decided to take my medicine and then have some break.

I went to my bag where I kept the medicine. But I couldn't find any, the bottle was empty. Though, I was sure I had another one. I couldn't have finished them all.

I took my bag and threw everything that was in it on my bed. I rumbled through everything but there was nothing. I need the medicine if I don't take it then...

No, everything will be fine. You can go through today without any meds. You may have broken your routine by not sleeping on time or not sleeping at all , which maybe dangerous in your situation, but it is fine you can go through today and tomorrow you can figure things out.

I was going to take a break for half an hour. But I got bored because I didn't have my phone. So I went back to writing after fifteen minutes.

I was done at seven fifty five. An five minutes before breakfast. Which means I should go find Xavier or Alexander to give him the papers.

I will give it to him after breakfast. I change my clothes really fast and run down stairs, so I wouldn't be late. I don't need to break more rules than already have.

When I got to the dining room. Everyone was seated except Xavier and Alexander. I looked at my watch and it said exactly eight o'clock. I made it in time.

I sat next to Marcos as always and Jay was seated next to me from the other side. I looked at Jay and asked " where is Alexander and Xavier?" He just shrugged. I turned around to ask Marcos " where is Alexander and Xavier?"

" working."

I ate my breakfast, waiting patiently for it to end so I could talk to Jay. After breakfast. Me and Marcos went to my room.

" so, how is everyone back home?" I asked.

" good"

" did you get any girlfriend during those three years?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows.

" yes, eve."

I got so excited to the point where I was basically about to jump in my seat. " who is she? Wait when can I meet her. I can't wait to meet her. I bet she is a great person. Oh, we will be good friend."

" I broke up with her."

" she didn't deserve you anyways. I don't think she would have been that much of a great person. You know I was just saying things." I could see amusement swirling in his eyes, yet his face was still the same, emotionless.

" why did you break up with her?"

" I wasn't interested anymore."

" so, what you came up to her and you where like ' I am not interested anymore. I am breaking up with you'".

"I texted."

" you texted?" I said in surprise. He pulled out his phone and showed it to me. It red Jay: I am not interested anymore. Jay: I am breaking up with you. Block

" you blocked her?" I said " that is cruel"

We kept on talking for the next to hour. Until I heard a knock on the door. " come in" i said. I was nervous, thinking it might be one of my brothers. Luckily it was just a maid.

" Mr. Sullivan wants to see you in his office. " she said with a smile on her face.

I smiled back at her and stood from the bed. " Don't leave. I will be back before you know it." I said, while taking the papers from the desk.

I followed the maid to the office. I then knocked on the door and waited for a 'come in' once I heard it I walked in to the office. Xavier was seating behind the desk, while I took a seat in front of it.

I was scared that he might find a mistake in the papers and make me repeat it. I gave him the papers and sat there bouncing my leg up and down. My hands started to sweat.

" good" I heard him say.

I let out a small breath and calmed down, that was until I saw him rip the papers to pieces and throw them in the trash. That was hours of work. I put so much time and effort in to it. And he just ripped it like it was nothing. I felt my heart break a little. I acted as if I wasn't affected,but deep down this hurts.

" I needed to discuss with you some matters." He said and waited for a reply.

" okay"

" first of all I got your old school's report. I have to say,am impressed. You, going to senior year at the age seventeen." He is impressed. I bet this finally made up for me disappointed him yesterday and something tells me he doesn't get impressed easily. " Lorenzo, Matteo, Marcos, and you are starting school In two weeks. Usually, in Italy you should be a senior at the age of nineteen." My heart dropped for second, thinking that I would have to repeat two years. " I made some arrangements and the school agreed on take you in as a senior if you pass the exam,that you and Marcos will take. The exam will consist of physics, chemstry, biology, calculus, and English. I wan you to mentor Marcos for the next two weeks. Make sure he passes this exam." The last sentence sounded like a threat.

He continued talking " tomorrow your brothers are taking you to the mall to get few clothe, for dinner tomorrow. Jason's family will be joining us. In two days we will be traveling to meet some of your cousins." .......

After my conversation with Xavier, I went back to my room. Jay was laying on my bed, with his legs dangling out of the bed. He had his hand over his head. He sat up when I walked in.

We both watched a movie on the T.V in my room. We may have also missed lunch, but I didn't care about that. Ever since I came here I have been eating more that usual. Before, I would be to busy with work and school that I would forget about food, but now I don't have anything to do. I really miss my job. I am getting really bored sitting around and doing nothing, I hate it.

When the move ended Jay left. He said he had few things to take care of. I went to my box that Will send few days after I arrived. It had so may notebook. Each on of them belong to a subject and the year. I pulled out few of the notebooks to see where were the notes for each lesson.

In the middle of me working I heard I knock on the door. " come in" I said.

A maid walked in with books in her hands. She took a glance on my messy desk. Papers and notebook where scattered around, and some where even on the ground.

" hello" I said.

" good evening Ms.Sullivan. I was told to give you this books. Where would you like me to put them?" Asked the maid.

I stood up and took the books from her. " thank you." I said

" your welcome."

" if you don't mind me asking, what is your name?" She seem a bit scared when I asked her.

" it's Isabella." She said, with an uneven breath.

" I am Sky, but I think you already knew that." I said.

" would you like anything else?"

I do need coffee. I am starting to get sleepy again. Should I go make if for myself or ask her? I don't know. Would it be rude? I should make it myself. " no thank you. " she left after that.

Okay. Find the notes for this lesson and then go make yourself coffee. After I finding the notes, I went down stairs and got myself coffee.

When I went back up I continued my work. Once I found all of the notes, I started going each lesson to see if the information matched and if there is anything missing or extra unneeded information.

I couldn't finish my work today. So, went to eat dinner and then finally I went to sleep,with a smile on my face, knowing that nothing bad happened today without my meds. Maybe I am getting better,

Or so I thought.

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Marcos pov

During dinner, Sky told me that I should be up by six to start studying with her. I didn't like the idea, but a word from Vincent shut me up.

Right now I was sitting on my bed, texting my friend. When suddenly I herd lots of movement coming from Sky's room. And then.....

BANG!

It sounded as if someone fell on the ground. I stood up from my bed,quickly and went to the door joining my room with Sky's, k then opened it slowly, but when I found Sky's body on the ground shaking furiously.

I run to her. I sat on the ground next to her. There was blood coming out of the side of her head. There was fluid coming out of her mouth. Her eyes where rolled back and her body looked like it was contracted in a weird angel and she kept on arching her back.

" Sky" I called trying to get her out of what ever she was happening to her, but she didn't snap out of it.

" Skylar" I called louder, but I got no response.

" Vincent." I called him. He was in his room so he should hear me.

" Vincent." I yelled louder.

It took him seconds to barge in to Sky's room. His eyes landed on then and then Sky. He Run to us. " give me some space." He said so I stood up and moved to the corner of the room I then pulled out my phone and texted on the group chat.

Mason:

Code red

Sky

I saw Vincent pick Sky up carefully so she wouldn't fall. He put her on the ground in a more open space. He then put he in a position where she was laying on her side with one leg bended. " how long has this been going on?"

" about two minutes."

Xavier came in the room followed by everyone else, except Jason. He wasn't here. Vincent stood up and took a few steps back and watched.

" what are you doing? Do something!" Matteo yelled.

" there is nothing I can do." Vincent answered.

I was worried about her. For the first time in a while I was scared. Scared of losing my twin again. This wasn't the first time I see this. What was happening to Sky wasn't new to me. I saw it before, when people overdosed on drugs. Is she addicted to drugs? Did she overdosed?

She finally stopped shaking, but she was unconscious. Vincent then move closer to her and started shaking her shoulder gently. " Sky"

"Sky"

She started waking up. She sat up and rubbed her eyes tiredly. " what happened?" she said in a sleepy voice.

" what the fuck was that?" Lorenzo yelled. I saw Sky flinch on the sudden loud voice.

"Everyone out, now. Except Vincent." Xavier said.