𝑆𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡.
Sky's point of view ( six months ago before Sky meets Will)
The room I was in is dark. The only sound to be heard is water dripping. I think it was night. Yeah it probably is the tiny crack in the corner of the ceiling is dark, there isn't any light coming through, it's ether that or something block the only source of light.
Everything was aching, specially my back. I could still feel the blood rolling down my back and dripping on the ground, it was the only thing that I felt other than pain, that and the cold air against my skin. My clothes was torn from......
How to you even describe it, torture would be more merciful.
I was hanging from the ceiling, for ..... I don't know how long. I know it was long enough for my arms to be numb. I can taste blood in my mouth though I was to tiered to even spit it. I wish I could sleep, I really wish I could just have an endless sleep. My thoughts started going dark again, if I am being honest that is all it has been doing lately.
You can have that you know , what you have been wanting? You know what to do. You know it would be less painful than the pain you're in right now.
It's not right.
And what is happening to you is?
It's fine everything will be fine I just have to wait?
WAIT FOR WHAT? All what you have been doing is waiting for how long? For how long would you sit by and endure this pain.
I just have to wait for Jason. He will come back he promised he would. We promise each other that no matter what happens we will always have each other's back.
He isn't coming back. It has been...
HE IS COMING BACK, he will come to safe me. He promised. He promised that he would. " he promised" I whispered.
You say that every day,and where is he ha? He is not coming it's been two and a half years. What makes you think he is coming know? People got life, no one is going to sit by you and wait for danger to come by just so they can safe you. You need to solve this problem on your own and you can do that just kill your self already.
You're right I need to take it in my own. If you want something done do it yourself, right? I want Out of here. I need to get out of here and once I do. I promise that I will get stronger so that I would need anyone to protect or safe me but instead I will be able to protect myself and the people around me.
I promise that I will get smart, smart enough to never need any help.
I promise myself that from now on I will never need someone.
I may have needed Jay before but if he ever came back to my life it would be because I want him not because I need him.
I just need for the right time to get out of here.