Everyone has the responsibility of protecting there own heart. Ever since the person is born they wouldn't want there heart to break. No one out there could protect another persons heart. But what if your heart is broken would you protect it? And what if it was shattered what would you do? Would you still protect?

I don't know what would people would do. But I would protect my shattered heart so it wouldn't turn in to dust. Everything that is broken could break even more. But every time it breaks. You learn a new lesson of a way to protect your heart.

I have always wanted a family. One where I could trust. One where we would protect each other in our vulnerable moments. This maybe the day where I would know if I could get this family.

I need to keep in mind that this may not be my family. I need to understand that even if it was they could be bad people and if they where bad people. They could treat people wrong but treat me right or treat people right and treat me wrong. Maybe they won't like me. I need to think of all the possible out come so my heart wouldn't break even more. I need to keep my expectations low.

Though that didn't mean I wasn't excited or happy to even have the possibility of having my real family back.

From the moment I woke up. I have been running around making sure everything in this house is perfect. I clean my room Will's and Oliver's room. Mopped and swept all of the room made sure everything was in place. In the main time send Will to get juice , soda, coffee and tea. I didn't know what was his preference. I had to do all of this with one hand. I still couldn't mo my left arm that well.

I knew that the doctor is coming today not my brother but people talk I didn't want him to think that I was an unorganized person and then tell my brother. I didn't want to give him a reason not to take me in if he was my brother. I heard the door of this house open.

" Will did you get everything?" I said run down the stairs.

" yes. Now please sit down and relax he will be here in half an hour and I don't think he will be here for long. AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP RUNNING YOU WILL GET HURT. "

He was right my ribs are killing me but I ignore it. I am one hundred percent sure tomorrow it would be more painful. But I didn't care for now I will worry about it tomorrow. I may have also twisted my ankle three times while running down the stairs.

" okay , so I cleaned all of our rooms , the living room, the kitchen and the bathroom. You got things to serve him. Is there anything else I need to do?" I panicking. I was never the person who likes to just sit and do nothing I have to be doing something. Anything.

" yes. We are going to go upstairs and sit and relax until he comes. " he said pulling me upstairs carefully so I wouldn't get hurt. We went into the room and sat on the bed.

" soooo..... what should I do when he comes?"

" maybe try to introducing yourself with a smile "

" of course I would do that. Is there anything else I should do?"

" you don't smile " he stated

" I always do "

" you don't "

" look " I said showing him my smile. He just pointed at the mirror behind me. I turned to look at it and turn out I wasn't smiling. No wonder why people didn't smile back. All this time I thought I was smiling I wasn't.

" okay how about this. " I said try to stretch my lips more upward.

" yeah that looks better " he said right before we heard the bell ringing.

I ran downstairs to open the door. " STOP RUNNING " Will yelled from upstairs. Dr. James was perfectly on time 3:00 sharp. I was nervous. I stood in front of the door and took a deep, shaky breath. Will was Standing behind me waiting patiently for me to open the door.

I put my best smile on and open the door. I saw a man with brown hair and black eyes he had a bag in his hands. "Hi" I greeted him.

" Hello I am Dr. James. I am here to do the DNA test "he said while his eyes traveled down to my necklace the back to my face

I opened the door wider and said "come in " I escorted him to the living room and we all sat on the couch. " would you like anything to drink?"

" No, it is so right. "

" you sure? "

"Yes. I would like for us to start with the test "he said

" yes. Of course "

He stood up and sat on the coffee table in front of me " we will have to start with me taking a sample of your saliva and the we will take a blood sample the reason why we will take two different samples is because sometimes the saliva test may come back wrong".

"Okay " I replied. I was scared so I took another shaky breath when he was taking the things out of his bag. He took out a swap type of thing. It was I long, white , thin tube with a small piece of cotton on top of it just like a q-tip. I opened my mouth and he got some of my saliva on it. It was kind of awkward but I ignored the awkwardness.

Afterward he took out a needle to take some of my blood sample. I knew he was going to look closely at my arm. Now I wasn't insecure about the scars on my arm but that is because you can barely see it from far away. If you look closer you would see to scars that are at least four inches and the rest is only few centimeters, but like I said to wouldn't see it from far away.

I gave him my arm. I could see his eyes starting to go over all the scars on my arm. I was feeling uncomfortable at this point. I think Will noticed because he said in a polite way. " is it alright to get this over with ?" Dr. James just nodded and continued with the process.

" that would be all. The results will be out in 2 day. If you are not busy I will come here on Wednesday at 3:00. "He informed me.

" yes, that would be good "

" well then see you until then" he said before he left. I still had work to get too.

............................................... Hi. I am sorry I didn't post yesterday I sill don't have a stable time that is fit. But I can assure you that I will post at least two chapter each week. And I am sorry if I had some mistakes or if this chapter isn't as good as the others. I had a minor seizure in the morning and my brain isn't working that well for the rest of the day.

Hope you enjoyed it.