Too lost in the illusions of mind she thought amnesia as a mercy to not remember the pain But all it is a curse for her

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(At the party ) 24 hours before escape

As I walked in the dark corridor to get away from him

The announcement of our marriage just made me more nauseous

"I have to escape from here before tom- "

A hand covered my mouth His other hand curled around my waist making me immobile to move

I struggled to get out of his hold

"I am here to help you" he whispered in my ear

Goosebumps raised on my skin

"I am going to release you will you co operate?"

I nodded my head slowly

When his hands left my body, I moved away from him as fast as I can

"I won't hurt you" he assures again

"You sister sended me

See these" he hands me a letter

Rose, you asked me a million times about our parent's death and yet I didn't tell you the truth because I wanted you away from him

I didn't want you to know the existence of him

I didn't want to tell you that your lover killed our parents

You were so in love with him in the past

you suffered because of it

I didn't want you to suffer more remembering any of it

I am sorry for hiding the truth

But Dante killed our parents

Last time I couldn't save you but this time I will

trust me

the person who is going to give you this letter

you can trust him he will safely help you escape

all you have to do is

pretend like you remember your past

like you are his lover

and he will give you the freedom to roam around on the island

I will see you soon

Love Nichole

"How can I believe this" I clutch the paper tightly

"See this," he says

He hands me photos of Dante beating my dad

"If this isn't enough, I have an audio"

"Hear this"

Audio*

"I won't let you succeed," Nichole says

"Oh, but I already did

I already killed them

Your parents were a piece of shit" Dante says

I stilled hearing Dante's laugh in the recorder

Like a devil mocking me

Tears sprang into my eyes

It feels like a knife drawn into my chest

you are a joke to him rose

a price that's what you are

he doesn't care about what you want

he only cares about himself

"Tomorrow Dante will let you out I will be there to help you escape please don't let him doubt you your eyes should only show love then only he will be convinced that you are not pretending" The man says

It's good that I dont remember the past

Cause That way I don't remember the time I spend with him either

I don't remember the taunting pain of my lover killing my family

you are a game to him rose

And before you lose you have to escape from him

Present

Nichole runs into my arms as soon as I enter into an unfamiliar house

I wrap my arms around her "I missed you so much "she murmurs

"He didn't hurt you, did he?" she asks caressing my face

I shake my head "no"

"I don't feel good" I murmur

"Come let's eat something and then you can rest"

"You are probably jet-lagged" She says

"How did you know about where I was?" I asked

"Since the moment you were missing, I was searching for you "

I knew it was Dante

I hacked into his laptop" She replied

"You have a ring on your finger, "Nichole says

"Yea he made me wear it" I murmur sitting on the table

"Then why don't you remove it, "she says as she pours soup into a bowl

I stilled

I swallowed roughly my heart racing with the thought of removing the ring "Hmm I will"

"I want to ask you some questions about the time you spend on the island"

"Can we talk about these tomorrow I just want to sleep "I said in a tired raspy voice

"Okay no worries let me show you the room," she says

"Look if you need anything tell me

My room is right beside you"

"Okay" I replied

As she closes the door, I lay on the bed not having any energy to change my clothes

Staring at the ceiling

Tears fall from my eyes

I wipe them off but they fall anyway

What is wrong with you rose

Don't be a fucking idiot

You should be happy

Smile

I curve my lips into a smile faking a laugh

It says when you laugh it tricks your brain to release the happy hormone

"Yes, it will help" I murmur

I try to laugh more but the more I try the more I feel sad

My heart aches

It aches for him

Oh god what is your problem rose

You are so fucking stupid

You got what you wished for

You escaped him you didn't marry him

Do you love him rose? My subconscious asked

the question which raised goosebumps all over my neck

Or do you hate him?

I clutch the pillow tightly hugging it to my chest as if it will give me some comfort

Can you cry for the one you hate Can you the miss the one you hate

Soon I find myself giving in to the darkness too exhausted to keep my eyes open

Too exhausted to answer to the turmoil of thoughts within me

I love him.

I hate That I love him

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