Bellas pov

I stop at the parking lot and pant with my hands on my knees. I'm literally feeling like collapsing. I don't know when was the last time I ran this fast. I just wanted to run away from this embarrassing situation. He kicked me... He just kicked me off him.

I turn around to look back to the school when I let out a quick scream and jump back. Luke.

He's panting too and tries to reach me with his hands. But I didn't let him. I step back...and back.. till I was running. Away from him. I don't want to confront him yet. He scares me. Such a elegant body...such a gentle person...and still capable of being like that? It scares me. This whole situation is too much for me. And the only thing I can think of right now is running away from it. I don't know where I run to...but I hear cars now. Then I hear car horns. Then I hear someone grabbing me harshly from behind. Dragging me back and pushing me to the ground. Someone sitting on top of me. Pressing my hands to the ground. It hurts.

,,ARE YOU FUCKIN DUMB" Luke screams with a terrified face. ,,WHAT DO YOU THINK ARE YOU DOING! ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF?!! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME"

,,I..I-"

,,YOU CANT EVEN SPEAK. JUST SPEAK BELLA SPEAK. RAISE YOUR VOICE. GODDAMMIT BELLA" He sighs harshly and I think he tries to keep back and control his anger. Not succeed though. He squeezes my wrists even harder and causes a wince escaping from my throat.

,,IF YOU JUST HAD TALKED TO ME IN THE HALLWAY. I WOULD'VE RECOGNIZED YOU. I WOULDN'T HAVE KICKED YOU." He inhales deeply, managing to control his rage. ,,Bella...I would've stopped. If it was you..."

I tense by these words and my eyes begin to tear. I want him to let go. I want him to- Suddenly his mouth meets mine. It wasn't a gentle touch. Not even near to it. I freeze when his lips touches mine roughly, kissing me as he's starving for it.

This was it.

I kick him in the balls with my knee and push him off me. ,,We're in public! And WHAT THE FUCK" I freak out.

,,Hey...I'm sorry..I just-" ,,Don't come near me!" I threaten him with my raised hand.

,,Bella I wasn't-"

,,NO" I say and turn around to walk away. And I know he won't follow me. Because what he just did...was unforgivable.

Lukes pov

,,Fuck FUCK FUCK" I scream while punching on my wall.

That wasn't planned. This shouldn't have happened.

But when I saw her...lying under me..looking in my eyes.. Something just burst out of me and I suddenly felt the desire to kiss her. But that couldn't have come from nowhere. Did I fall for her? No that can't be. Do I just like helpless girls, lying under me, crying? No that also can't be...

I finally found my little girl from the past and did the opposite of rescuing her. I scared her. I hurt her.

I sigh and sit exhausted on my bed. First I have to apologize. Second I have to rebuild our friendship. Yeah...that sounds like a good plan.

No... No it doesn't.

I don't want to rebuild it.

I press my chest where my heart is and feel it pounding harder. When I think of her mouth.. of her soft, innocent mouth..

Fuck I already know. From the moment on my mouth pressed against hers, I knew I won't let her go. The moment I knew she's her.

She's mine. And I'll make me hers.

—-

Right now I'm standing in front of her house. It's a cold dark night. It's silent.

I take my phone out of my pocket and call Bella. She's not responding. Ha.

So I type a text message.

-answer me or I'll break into your house

I don't have to keep up my "good boy" role anymore. She already saw me. In the hallway.

My phone rings and I instantly pick up.

,,Bella" ,,Luke" ,,Open the door" ,,What?!" ,,Open the door" ,,No!" ,,I said open the-" ,,Fuxking hell, wait! I'll come out."

She hangs up. I smirk.

5 minutes later I see an angry face walking up to me and I can't help but smile. But my smile vanishes when I realize how she looks.

In her pyjama shorts with an oversized shirt. A messy bun, without glasses, cheeks a little blushed.

She's perfect. She's stunning.

I try to keep my cool as she begins to speak. And I can't behave my eyes keep glaring at her legs.

,,So..what brings you here, Luke?"

,,We have to talk"

,,Yes you're right. We can't be friends anymore. I know you are a gangster."

A what?

,,A gangster?" I ask amused.

,,Yeah! You're not good at all! You were nearly killing Brandon! And you kissed me! Without asking"

I sigh.

,,It was Brandons fault. And you know it. You know why. And don't blame me. You're the one who lied to me! You told me that you don't know the person who hurt you!"

She flinches back and looks scared in my eyes.

,,I just-I wanted all to be forgotten."

,,And let him walk around with his crime he did?!"

,,I..."

,,He deserved it Bella. And you know that."

,,But you said you wouldn't hurt the person. You said that you just wanted to make him apologize to me!" she counters back.

,,Yeah...sometimes things have to come differently"

She looks pissed now and crosses over her arms.

,,So...are you done? Cause I just wanted to go to sleep" She says annoyed.

Annoyed of me huh?

I go a step closer to her and look down at her.

,,Bella you were homeless. Weren't you? We already met. Years ago. You gave me a lollipop, filled with hope"

She widens her eyes. And then laughs.

,,What are you talking about suddenly?"

I step back again surprised. I shouldn't be surprised though. Of course she forgot.

,,But you were homeless, right?"

,,Noo? I have parents. And always had. Luke...Just what are you talking about? I think you have the wrong person"

Do I? No. I'm sure it's her. What happened to her? She must remember somehow. That she hadn't a home. She wasn't that young. She has to remember at least that. But she doesn't...

I walk toward her until my feet could nearly touch hers. She inhales deeply with surprisement.

,,W-What are you doing?" she asks helpless. She can't go anywhere. Theres a wall behind her.

Thank you wall.

I grab her face with my hands ,,I want to know everything about you" I say.

,,What do you mean?" she says trembling with her now quiet voice.

,,I want to be in your life. But I want to be more than your friend. Please. Let me be a part of you. Don't push me away.

,,I-"

,,Don't answer me yet! Don't say yes or no. Just give it a try. After that you can decide. Give it a chance. Didn't you feel anything when I kissed you?"

Her eyebrows go down and she thinks hardly.

She's cute when she does that. My hurt jumps up of amusement.

,,I don't think this is a good idea actually.."

,,It is!" I response harshly. ,,Just give it a try. I'll not let you in peace otherwise. But if your answer is no at the end of the week...I'll promise you you'll never have to deal with me again."

This seems to persuade her. And she slowly nods. Still unsure about her decision she just made. And probably still confused of me even liking her.