Earlier after we had left the hospital we went straight to a hotel and spent the day there.

When the girls had fell asleep I took that chance to go to my old house and pack our stuff and go slight shopping for nyla.

I had all my other cars shipped to my own inside garage which is a good twenty minutes away.

Earlier I tried to get to know nyla but she didn't say anything- although I told her about me.

So now we're on our way to the mansion and we're eating McDonald's.

Am I scared? No

Stephanie and Diana wanted to give me some time to explain to everybody before they just popped up so that's.. that.

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I pulled up to the gates and rolled my window down so the guards could see me and they looked at me in shock.

" don't call them, just let me through " I said coldly and the gates opened.

I quickly drove in and drove to the front per usual and parked the car.

" don't be scared of anyone in there, i'm right here " I said turning around looking at nyla.

After a few seconds I got out and went to the back to unbuckle them and picked them up to get them out.

I grabbed the backpack off the seat and quickly closed the door and locked them which of course made noise.

I grabbed both of their hands and we walked to the door.

Right when I went to open the door it was opened by Katherine.

" Janessa " she said and I rolled my eyes.

Her eyes traveled down to the kids and she looked confused and I pushed past her and went in the house.

I heard the door close and she began asking many questions.

" Where were you? Whose kids are those? How did you learn to fight like that in the video? Do you know how worried we were? "

" I was out, i learned because I took self defense classes for the past year, i don't know how worried you were. " I said ignoring the question about the kids.

I walked to the living room and sat the girls down on the couch before I folded my arms.

There were footsteps coming and i internally prepared myself because this is going to be a long night.

" Janessa- " sperm donor started and i cut him off.

" don't start yelling, I have a headache " I said seriously.

" No you're not going to tell me what to do in my own house, i've had enough of the disrespect and you can take this how you want it but I'm tired of it. Then I saw that video of you getting kidnapped and you're going to send a voicemail saying it was a joke?! Who jokes like that? " he spoke.

" okay " I said shrugging my shoulders.

" This is what I mean! i won't allow you to talk to me and treat me this way. " he said angrily.

" what did i even do? " I asked confused.

" what don't you do? " he asked.

" I don't do drugs, i don't lie, I don't- " I started but got cut off.

" you're lying now " Nathan said walking up to me.

" okay I don't lie, I just don't tell certain people certain things- think of it as a secret " I said giving him a fake smile and speak donor spoke.

" Janessa I won't have this from you. I'm your father and you will show me respect, i don't know how you were raised and i apologize for not being there because yes it's my fault and I'd take it back. But unfortunately I can't and I'm trying to get to know you but you're making this hard! "

" it is your fault " I said angrily and paused.

" you brainwashed your kids, brainwashed the media, brainwashed your other relatives in the family, brainwashed your dead wife- sorry I mean their mother " I said and he raised his hand and on impact I caught it.

" if you ever try to touch me again i will kill you and I mean it " I said coldly and twisted his wrist before letting it go.

" Stop! " I heard Katherine yell and I looked at her only to see her nodding her head towards the kids.

I looked at them and they were looking at me so I gave them a smile.

" where did they come from? " Jamie asked.

" from me " I said and although I don't know if nyla was mine for sure but if she is then she still practically did come from me.

" you have kids? " Simon asked.

" I mean did I not just say that? " I asked in a duh tone.

Now let me tell you how this went.

" how the fuck do you have two kids at 17? "

" I knew you were a whore "

" you're too young! "

" how come they weren't around? And why is this our first time meeting them? "

" she can't be no older than 5. "

" I'm sorry.. KIDS? "

" do you even know who the father is? "

" how do you have kids before any of us? "

" that's embarrassing "

" OKAY CAN YOU ALL PLEASE JUST SHUT UP?" I yelled and they went quiet.

" I'm not a w h o r e thank you very much " I said and sat down.

" and it's not embarrassing, also the reason this is their first time is because- actually that's a story for another day. " I said.

" Janessa why when i tried to look for you I couldn't find anything? " sperm donor asked.

" so you looked into me- even after we agreed you weren't. " I said coldly.

" yes in fact I did " he said making me roll my eyes.

" aww did it hurt? " I asked sarcastically.

" why can't I find anything? " he asked ignoring my question.

" because I don't want you to " I said in a duh tone.

" and you wonder why we think you're suspicious.. " Simon said and I scoffed.

" oh i'm suspicious? says the man who has a gun on him " I snapped back.

" Janessa why were you at the hospital? " Nathan asked coming up to me.

" why were you? " I asked and he sighed.

" who hurt you? " he asked.

" what are you talking about? " I asked acting confused.

" Janessa all the horrible bruises- who did that to you? " he asked angrily.

" what bruises? " I asked still acting confused.

" I'm sorry but are we going to ignore the fact that she has two kids? " jamie asked.

" dude we already went over that " I said and turned back to Nathan only for sperm donor to speak.

" tell us everything and we're not leaving until you do "

" well we're going to be sitting here all night because i'm not telling any of you a thing " I said seriously and looked at the girls who were now playing with toys.

" Janessa you're a kid having kids! is that why you were throwing up lately? Are you pregnant? " sperm donor spoke.

" hush man there's nothing you can do about it and no i'm not " i said putting my head on my hand.

" At least I was 18- you were barely a teenager. " he said and I shook my head.

" why are you lying? " I asked and they all looked at me confused.

" oh they don't know? " I asked standing up.

" know what? " Simon asked.

" Jeremy I know you remember Anthony " I said and his eyes changed.

" Anthony? " Katherine asked.

" yeah Anthony is like 30-31.. but he's your brother. " I said looking at sperm donor and a guilty look came across his face.

" dad what is she talking about? " Jamie asked and he didn't reply.

" go ahead and tell them " I said boosting him up.

" tell them how much of a hypocrite you are, and how much of a liar you are.. " I added.

" Janessa stop talking! " he said and I shrugged my shoulders.

" oops guess i better listen to daddy's rules " I said sarcastically and sat back down.

" how did you know about him? " Jeremy asked.

" because i do and i know exactly what went down " I said giving a fake smile.

" dad! " Katherine yelled and he looked at her.

" i don't have time for this- i'm going to stay at a friend's for a few days " Jamie said and walked away.

" yeah me too.. " Katherine said and quickly left.

" I can't believe you'd keep something like this from me! some kind of father and brother you two are " simon said and scoffed before leaving.

So now it's just us three- well plus the kids.

" aww did I ruin the perfect little family? " I asked sarcastically.

I don't know how it happened but all I know is I was picked up and slammed against the wall.

" a little aggressive " I said looking at sperm donor and he put his hands around my neck.

" oops I guess I hit a nerve, remember when you used to hit mom? " I asked and he squeezed tighter.

" dad stop! " Jeremy said and the girls started crying.

" yeah listen to your son " I said and saw black dots cloud my vision.

" DAD! " he yelled pulling him off and I quickly fell and caught my breath.

" i know everything, keep that in mind stronzo " I said coughing and slowly got up. ( asshole )

I walked to the girls and grabbed their hand.

" come on my beautiful babies " I said and with that we walked off.

" SEE THE REST OF YOU IN THE MORNING! I'M GOING TO LET YOUR FATHER COOL OFF! " I yelled as I got closer to the door.

I felt a bruise forming on my neck and i quickly left the house.

I'm not keeping them in this environment, I don't care I'll do anything to keep them safe. ———————————————————————— A/N:

Yuhhh you did that??

Two updates in a day, cool.

So tell me- were you expecting this? because I wasn't ..

Also I think in the next chapter it'll be their pov :)

&& it's kinda not how I wanted it to go but oh well- adding ✨ spice ✨?

Things gone changeeeee bestieeees.

I didn't proofread it- I hope you enjoyed it and lmk if you see any mistakes.

QOTC: do you think this book will have a happy ending?

A: Hmm.. we'll see.

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