***Masai rushed upstairs with Alphalette behind him, she got inside their bedroom and as she was about to close the door Alphalette blocked it...she tried to close it forcefully but Alphalette blocked it*** Alpha: Mami please let me explain ***she let the door go and rushed to the bathroom but Alphalette grabbed her from behind and he held her from behind*** Masai: let go of me!! ***she said trying to wiggle out of his hold crying but he didn’t let her go*** Alpha: im begging you let me explain...its not what you think Masai: let go of me Alphalette!!! ***she said crying*** Alpha: let me explain mami...please Masai: I don’t want to hear anything coming out of your lying mouth ***she said as she cried*** Masai: you promised that you won’t hurt me....you promised ***she said as her heart broke some more*** Masai: you said you won’t hurt me Alphalette Alpha: im sorry Mami....im sorry Masai: you said you won’t hurt me Alphalette ***she said as her knees gave up on her and Alphalette held her in place....he picked her up bridal style and he sat down on the edge of the bed and put her on his lap and she just put her head on his chest and she wept...Alphalette just held her tight with his heart beating fast....He’s scared, he feels as if his life is about to come to an end*** . . . ***Tshimo is lying in bed crying, she’s trying to understand what happened cause they were talking and the next thing she’s locking lips with Alphalette....She’s scared that Masai will tell Gaza and his family and they will hate her.....She knows she has fallen for Gaza so she’s trying to understand why she kissed Alphalette back...why didn’t she stop him “she thought”....She wiped her tears off and she got out of bed and she knelt on the floor and she prayed***

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Back in Alpha and Masai’s bedroom....Masai moved her head from his chest and she wiped her tears off, she tried to move from his lap but he held her in place*** Masai: let go ***he didn’t*** Masai: I said let go Alphalette ***he swallowed hard*** Alpha: Mami please let me explain...im begging you Masai: will you explaining undo what you and Tshimo did ***he kept quiet*** Masai: whether it was a mistake or boloi it wont make me unsee what I saw...it wont change anything now let me go ***he swallowed hard feeling defeated....he slowly let go of her and she got up....Her legs became weak and she balanced herself with the bed, Alphalette stood up and tried to help her but she gave him a death stare and he retreated....She moved to the other side of the bed and she got on top of it and she laid down....she closed her eyes and tears gushed out*** Alpha: im sorry mami....i know I messed up and I take full responsibility for my actions Masai: wanrasetsa Alphalette ( you’re making noise Alphalette).....i don’t wanna listen to your lies.....you two kissed and there’s nothing that’s gonna change that...I’ll never forgive you so don’t even waste your breath by explaining your sh*t ***he sighed and he sat back down looking down with his elbows on his thighs and his hands on top of his head*** . . . ON THE WAY

Hills: I have a bad feeling waitsi ***Mpande looked at her briefly and he concentrated on the road*** Mpande: thandaza...khuluma nokhokho bakho ubatshele ukuthi bavule indlela nokuthi iphephe ( pray...talk to your Ancestors and tell them to make sure the road is safe for us) Hills: wena why don’t you talk to yours Mpande: who’s having a bad feeling between me and you Hills: mxm wa bora ***he put his hand on her thigh and squeezed it a bit*** Hills: wankgobatsa ( you’re hurting me) Mpande: ngizoku kgobatsa if you say ngiyabora futhi ( I’ll keep hurting you if you say im boring again) Hills: remind me again why I agreed to come with you ***he gave her his panty drop side smile revealing his gold tooth*** Mpande: cause uyangifuna ( you want me) but you’re just too stubborn to accept that ***she laughed*** Hills: me.... want you...huuu shame Mpande: yes u want me the same way I want you ***she kept quiet and looked out of the window and Mpande laughed*** Mpande: cat caught your tongue mamas ***she ignored him and he chuckled*** Mpande: I swear this weekend you’ll get the surprise of your life....i always get what I go after Ntabeni and you’re no exception Hills: well sorry to bust your bubble but im not available and remember im not your type ***he looked at her briefly*** Mpande: all those women I once dated were not my type and as for being unavailable...well mamas I’ll make you available...like I said I always go after what I want and get it....you’re no exception ***she just sighed and looked outside the window and Mpande increased the volume of the radio and he whistled moving his head to the music playing*** Mpande: always mamas...always ***she looked at him and he chuckled and winked at her*** Hills: mxm ***he chuckled and continued to whistle*** . . . MASAI ( NARRATED)

***she woke up to hands touching her and she found Alphalette taking off her dress*** Masai: don’t touch me!!! ***he stopped*** Alpha: I just wanted to put on your pjs Masai: don’t touch me ***he sighed and he raised his hands moving away from the bed*** Masai: don’t ever touch me wangkutlwa ( you hear me) ***he swallowed hard.....his heart broke....he didn’t like the look she has on her face*** Alpha: im sorry mami ***she ignored him and she sat on the edge of the bed and she took off her dress and wore her pjs herself....she stood up and felt dizzy and she sat down again with her hand on her forehead....Alphalette moved closer*** Alpha: whats wrong Masai: im not your concern anymore so mind your own business ***he sighed*** Alpha: Masai Masai: or keng you want me to spell it out for you....ITS OVER ***he swallowed hard as his heart beat faster*** Alpha: I know I messed up Masai but that I wont accept Masai: its not up to you....ga ke sa go nyaka ( I don’t want you anymore)...its over Alpha: no its not ***she chuckled**** Masai: you wanna bet ***he didn’t say anything he just looked at her*** Masai: I stayed away from my own twin, a person I shared a womb with wena o mang ( who are you) ***he clenched his jaws looking at her....his mind is running wild and his heart is beating fast*** Masai: go to your short base as you called her cause as for me im done with you...tomorrow im going back home ***he sighed and he sat on the edge of the bed*** Alpha: we are not over and we will never be ***he said it too calmly*** Alpha: punish me all you want but a break up will never happen Masai Masai: you wanna bet Alpha: im not gonna argue with you about this...you are angry and hurt and you’re not thinking straight Masai: I said my piece gore you’re in denial is not my business ***she got up again and she didn’t feel dizzy this time around so she went to the bathroom leaving Alphalette sitting there with his mind all over the place*** . . .

IN TSHIMO’S BEDROOM

***Gaza snuck inside Tshimo’s bedroom and got in her bed....she got startled when she felt a body spooning her*** Gaza: its me relax ***but she didn’t relax....her heart started beating fast*** Tshimo: you shouldn’t be here Gee....this is your father’s house and we should respect it ***his hand went to her curve then to her ass and he squeezed it....he kissed her neck as he pushed his hard rot on her ass...she could feel how hard it was and her clit twitched*** Tshimo: Gee Gaza: I’ll be quick Tshimo: we cant... ***he took off her pj*** Tshimo: Mabunda Gee: mama ***he said getting between her legs and he blocked her entrance with his mushroom head and pushed in....she moaned and he groaned*** Gaza: not too loud mama ***he said as he started to move and Tshimo bit her lower lip trying by all means to be quiet but the slow love making Gaza was giving her is way too sweet.....he moved his waist as if his dancing to a rumba dance groaning lightly*** Gaza: sh*t I love you mama ***he went to her face and kissed her as he moved going deeper....Tshimo’s eyes filled with tears as she thought about what she did and that this might be the last time she gets to be with him and also feel him like this*** Tshimo: I love you too Mabunda...i swear I love you too Gaza: I know mama ***he said still moving and he made sweet and slow love to her and after they both came they fell asleep in each other’s arms*** . . . IN ALPHALETTE AND MASAI’S BEDROOM

***Masai is fast asleep...she put pillows between them and Alphalette is still awake staring at the ceiling.... he wished he could just turn the hands of time.....he wishes he got up after that dream and went to bath with muthi like his ancestor told him to....He also wishes he turned and walked away when he found Tshimo at that balcony....he wonders how Gaza will react if he finds out....He sighed and turned his head and he looked at Masai sleeping and he swallowed hard....her cries still ring in his head....he hurt her right after he promised her he will never hurt her.....He turned back and faced the ceiling and his mind continued to run wild*** . . . IN THE MORNING (BNB)

***Hills woke up and he moved Mpande’s hand around her and she got out of bed*** Mpande: uyaphi ***she ignored him and she went to the bathroom.....after she was done she went back to the bedroom and she found Mpande sitting on the edge of the bed....he got up and his rod was hard making a tent on his boxer briefs...she swallowed hard and looked away going to her traveling bag to go take her toiletry bag....Mpande went to the bathroom to pee and after he was done he flushed and washed his hands then he went back to the bedroom*** Mpande: woza la ( come here) Hills: I need to shower Mpande Mpande: ngithe woza la Ntabeni ( I said come here Ntabeni) ***she sighed and mover closer to him and he looked at her*** Mpande: why are you mad Hills: im not mad Mpande: you didn’t want me to touch you....i had to wait until you fell asleep for me to touch you ***she sighed*** Hills: it looks like you’re forcing things Mpande.....we kissed and stuff and you got turned off when you were about to get between my legs ***he sighed*** Mpande: I didn’t get turned off Hills: your dick became flaccid instantly Mpande!! ***she said as tears filled her eyes....she was so embarrassed that she even went to the bathroom to go smell herself cause the moment she opened her legs after their clothes were off he stopped kissing her and he made a weird look on his face and his rod just went to sleep...he told her that they should stop cause she’s still married and stuff and he doesn’t wanna be her side dish but she knew he was lying*** Mpande: Ntabeni look Hills: no its ok....but its not fair with what you did....you know im not your type so you didn’t have to take things that far....i have feelings too Mpande ***he tried to touch her but she stopped him*** Hills: stop giving me mixed feelings...its not fair with what you’re doing Mpande: mamas look ***she shook her head no*** Hills: from now on im friendzoning you so stop this silly game you’re playing...its clear you have a problem with plus size women so stop Mpande.... and you should book another room for yourself ***she went to the bedroom and he sighed sitting down on the edge of the bed*** Mpande: damn it Mpande ***he said to himself*** . . . MASAI AND ALPHALETTE’S BEDROOM

***Masai woke up with a migraine....she went to the bathroom to freshen up and she went back to the bedroom and she sat on the edge of the bed and searched for a bus depot around on the internet ....The door opened and Alphalette walked in with a tray on his hands....he pulled a small table from the corner of the room and put it in front of Masai and he put the tray with a plate of food on it*** Alpha: you should eat so you will drink your pills ***she didn’t say anything....she put her phone away and she took the plate and ate slowly....he went to the bathroom and shortly he came back and sat next to her as she ate silently*** Alpha: I was supposed to marry Tshimo to pay off a debt one of my ancestors owed.....its more like a generational debt that no one wanted to pay.....even my father refused and he was involved in an accident.... ***she stopped eating for a sec then she continued*** Alpha: my father didn’t want my fate to end up like his so he made Gee to meet her first and that’s how he ended up outside her yard and she saved him and they fell in love.....Her ancestors are not happy cause I think they have an ulterior motive about this whole thing.....Gee is in love with her and he wants to make her his wife so the debt will be paid but they are not happy with that.....i think its deep than we anticipated ***she still didn’t say anything*** Alpha: I don’t love her mami its just evil manipulations done by her ancestors that make me think I feel something for her....my heart beats for you Masai....you are my soul mate....God made you for me....im sorry I was weak and I let some stupid ancestors to manipulate me ***he sighed*** Alpha: Gee knows about the marriage thing but Tshimo doesn’t Masai: which means her feelings for you are hers and not some manipulation from her Ancestors Alpha: Masai Masai: stop using this stupid tactics to filter your nonsense....you two kissed and that’s that....there’s no justifying it....you two kissed and I saw you....she was kissing you back so stop justifying your sh*t Alpha: Masai.... Masai: im leaving today and if you try and stop me I’ll tell Gaza and your family about you and Tshimo....from now on stay away from me...we will co-parent peacefully and I’ll move on and you’ll do the same....whether its with Tshimo or another girl I don’t care as long as you stay in your lane as a baby daddy Alpha: we are not breaking up Masai Masai: fine Gaza will know about your stupid shenanigans Alpha: I don’t care.....me and you are not over ***she put the plate down*** Masai: relationships are not by force motho wa Modimo...ka re its over and that’s that ***she said looking at him straight in the eyes and he returned the look with his jaws clenched*** Alpha: we will never be over Masai: that’s on you as for me im done with this relationship ***she got up and Alphalette grabbed her arm.....she looked at him then at his hand but he didn’t let go instead he got up still holding her arm*** Alpha: I said..... we are not breaking up ***he said with a scary look on his face and she swallowed hard but she stood her ground*** Masai: let go of me Alphalette ***he just looked at her*** Masai: get your hand off me!!! ***he continued to just look at her then he chuckled shaking his head and he let go then he walked to the door and out he went....Masai sat down with her heart beating fast and she swallowed....when he looked at her like that she felt some bone chilling aura from him....its like his aura changed to something dark*** . . . ***Alphalette opened Tshimo’s bedroom door without knocking first and he found her and Gaza lying in bed talking and they got startled when the door opened like that*** Alpha: wena ***he said pointing at Tshimo and Gaza frowned*** Alpha: tell those useless Ancestors of yours kore nere they can go to hell and burn to ashes wanitwa!!! ***Gaza sat up on the bed still frowning and Tshimo’s eyes got filled with tears...she started shaking with fear*** Gaza: Ntsako wapenga( Ntsako are you crazy) Alpha: stay out of this Gaza ***he said looking angry*** Alpha: wena like I said tell... Gaza: hei hei!!!!...are you fucken out of your mind!!! Alpha: yes im out of my mind....i will not lose Masai because of this thing wanitwa ( you hear me).....I’ve rather kill her than lose Masai so wena.... ***he said pointing at Tshimo*** Alpha: go tell those cowards you call your Ancestors kore nere its on.....they messed with the wrong one this time around.....tell them im not my father.....this time around it wont be rape I’ll fucken burn you alive before I let you and them mess my life up Gaza: THAT’S ENOUGH!!! ***he said getting out of bed....by this time Tshimo is crying feeling scared....the look on Alphalette’s face was scary....he had an evil look on his face....rage is written on his face*** Gaza: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!!! ***Alphalette looked at his brother then at Tshimo and he clicked his tongue and walked out....Gaza turned and looked at Tshimo crying*** Gaza: what was that about ***she just cried....she’s scared that Masai will tell everyone what happened....she scared that Gaza will hate her.....she can tell that what happened wont be kept a secret.....Gaza will know one way or the other....she felt like dying.....if only she didn’t come here “ she thought”*** Gaza: Tshimologo im not gonna ask you again!!! . . . TO BE CONTINUED..... #TO-DARE-IS-TO-DO