Cielo's POV.

I saw Nik pull into the drive way and go back into her aunts house. It was around 9:30 so I stayed up a bit since she said she was gon come cook for me but maybe not anymore since we argued. I feel bad for not telling her but I don't want my accomplishments to make her feel bad. I want her to succeed and find another way to strive. She makes money but is it worth risking her life all the time?

I love her now fr and I don't wanna see her go.

I started playing beats and writing to let the time pass. It's really my therapy to be able to write my feelings down and turn them into art. Niks been one of my main inspirations lately since I've never really experienced real love or what it felt like. I've never let no fem be so close to me or touch me like Nik does. I didn't even realize I liked studs till now. I'm glad I met her.

I layed down and drifted to sleep. It was around 11 and I knew she wasn't gonna come now so I just decided to rest. It was heavy on my mind tho that she said she was gonna cook something special for me but ended up bailing.

It makes me think she was lying about where she was but maybe I shouldn't trip?

I saved the thought for tomorrow as I let sleep take me over.

:(

Next day:

I woke up to a really good smell in the kitchen. Mom?

I ran downstairs to find Nik cooking something that smelled really good. Part of me was disappointed cause I missed my mom so much but the other part was happy that Nik is here. I hate being without her I feel so lonely.

"Goodmorning" I smiled and hugged her.

She smiled looking down and kissed me.

"Sit down" she said and I did as told.

A few minutes she put the plate in front of me with pancakes, fruit, eggs and potatoes. My mouth was droolinggggg I felt like a dog.

"Oh my lord" I gasped.

"Good huh" she smiled.

"Eat" she said but I waited for her to sit with me.

I haven't been eating very well recently, it's not easy to tell her but I've always struggled with anxiety and shit been getting to me mentally affecting my eating.

"I'm waiting for you" I smiled.

She kissed me again and sat down. We ate together in silence and once she was done I washed our dishes. We went back up stairs and chilled for a while.

"Can we go somewhere today" I asked Nik.

"Where do you wanna go?" She asked me.

"I wanna take you to see that new Mario movie" I laughed.

"You're such a nerd" she shook her head.

I just ignored her I guess that's a no?

I let myself drift back to sleep cause I've been really tired recently and I've just been staying home doing school and waiting for Nik to come back. Ever since Nyah got jumped in she been on some different shit.

When I woke back up Nik wasn't there anymore. It made me sad that we don't spend as much time together recently as we used to. I really miss her.

I got out my phone.

Nik:

📞... 📞... 📞...

I hung up after it rang a few times she must be busy. It was dark but it was only 7pm so maybe she'll make it back soon.

Nik's POV.

Today boss had me doing strap sales to a bunch of mfs outside the county. All these mfkas looked shady as hell. I ended up sellin around 10k worth of straps and ammo before going back home. It was dark and my phone was off so that I didn't get tracked to be so far out the way.

Once I got closer to south central I turned my phone back on. I seen a few miss calls from Cielo and a text.

Baby💫🖤: I miss you :(

Fuck.

I sped up tha drive home, it was around 9 now and I remember she had told me she wanted to go to the movies.

Once I got back I unlocked her door and went to her room quickly. She was laying down on her bed in a little ball watching all American.

"Do you still wanna go see that movie?" I asked.

"Yesss" she got up excited.

"Okay let's go, bring a blanket ima get snacks"

She met me downstairs and we took all the stuff to the car. I brought the back pack too. 😂😂😂

I took her to a drive in so we could chill in the car instead of being out in public. This way we could smoke too.

"Oh my god" she said excitedly.

"I've never been to a drive in!!" She put her head on my shoulder. I posted up in front of the screen and turned the radio on.

"Are you hungry, do you want any snacks from here" I asked her.

"No thank you tho bae" she smiled and got up out her seat. "Where you goin-" I got cut off when she came to my side and sat on my lap in my seat.

She put her head on my chest and hugged me right with the blanket wrapped around her.

"Thanks for remembering" she smiled.

Wssp with this girl being so emotional lately. She's so cute tho.

"Anything for you babygirl" I played with her dreads.

The movie was coo but I wasn't watching it at all I was too focused on her features. The fit she was wearing right now looked so cute. She wore a tight white shirt and I could tell she had no bra on since her nipples was showin thru. Her grey sweats was tight and not baggy at all compared to what she usually wears and her hair was down.

I ain't notice that I was touching on her nipples until she shifted on top of me. Mm she likes that.

I let my hand go under her shirt and I traced ger breast in circles. She looked up at me and bit her lip so I started kissing on her neck. She moaned into my mouth and I choked her as I traced up to kiss her lips. She's so pretty.

I slowly ran my hand down into her sweats and I noticed she wasn't wearing any boxers.

"You're a bad girl Cielo" I told her as I dipped my middle finger into her honey filled pussy. "You're so wet" I said.

"Only for you" she said shyly.

I began motioning her clit in circles and pumped a finger in and out slowly. She was prolly still a lil sore from the other day so I wanted to be gentle.

"Mmm That feels good" she moaned as she arched her body.

"What does" I kicked her ear.

"When you put your fingers into me daddy I love if" she moaned. And I got way more turned on.

I started pumping my finger faster as I got the strap out the bag slickly. I ain't want her to see it and get nervous.

"Take your shirt off" I told her.

She looked around nervously but I reassured her. There was barely anyone here.

She did what I told her and looked at me. My mouth dropped.

"You got yo nipples pierced" I looked.

"Yess" she said

"When?"

"Two days ago, I was waiting for the swelling to go down before I showed you." She said.

"Why didn't you tell me" I said.

"I don't know" she covered herself.

"Cielo I want you to talk to me before you make decisions, I'm tryna be part of yo life but I can't if you don't let me" I said.

She didn't say nothing.

"I would've went with you like who even did it" I said annoyed.

It's cute but damn why can't she tell me shit bruh. I like her body how it is she don't need this extra shit.

"Sorry" she said and put her shirt back on.

The movie went on for a little longer and we sat in silence watching it but I honestly wasn't paying attention.

Part of me felt sad and part of me felt angry that I feel like I got no control over what she does. I'm posted to protect her and she can't tell me shit. I sighed. Once the credits came on I turned tha engine back on and pulled out. Once we got back I parked and got out the car. She trailed behind me.

"I'll talk to you tomorrow okay" I said as I walked to my door.

She ain't say nothing and went to her house

"Cielo" I looked at her. She not gon reply to me like I'm the one who did sum wrong?

"Ok goodnight" she said. I rolled my eyes and shut my door.