Cielo POV

Damn..

What have I gotten myself into. I slipped out of Nike's bed once she fell asleep and quietly but speedily left her apartment.

I got out my phone to call Jojo.

Jojo: "Fuck it's late C"

"I know I know my bad it's just that I need a ride asap and I'm close to you, I don't got nobody else to call" I said.

Jojo: "Drop the lo I'm on my way"

"Thank you"

Jojo: "No probkem yungin"

"I - *Phone Hung Up*

Alright coo I'm out of here.

She really thought I was gon forgive her like that? *tuh* There's something wrong with her. That's not the Nik I used to know.

15 mins later...

"Get in Cielo" Jojo said to me as she pulled up but I didn't see her cause I was spaced out.

"You good?" She said.

"Yeah I just needed to leave this girls pad" I said putting my head on the side of the window.

"Why yo neck all red" she looked closely and pulled me towards her.

She got her phone and took out flash.

"It's nothing Forreal" I said. I ain't lying either out all the shit she done this ain't even the worst.

"I just feel sick rn" I said.

"Can you stop real quick actually" "like now please" I said.

She pulled up next to this alley and I got out.

"Blehhg"I threw up. I feel like shit bruh.

Jojo got out the car. "Here drink some water" she handed me a bottle from her car.

"Thank y-" *cough cough*

I leaned over my knees and washed my mouth out.

"My fault, we can go now" I said.

*back in the car*

"You sure you don't wanna stay at my place?" Jojo said concerned.

"Nah it's okay my ma came back last night so I won't be alone" I said.

"Alright cielo but be safe aight ion wanna see nomore red shit I'm your neck cus next time ima get to trippin Forreal Forreal" she gave me a warning look.

"Don't worry about me" I smiled. "Thank you a lot jojo, really" I said and got out her car.

I walked into my house, shut the door and sat down; putting my head in between my bent knees.

"Aye you good?" Jas said scaring the f*ck outta me.

I looked up and sighed, getting up.

"Yeah I'm just tired" I said getting a water bottle out the fridge.

I took my jacket off and gulped down the water, after throwing up my mouth was mad dry.

"Wassup with them bruises" she looked down at me.

"Ion know I fell I guess" I looked down at what she was looking at. Damn fucking Nik bruh.

She got a tough grip but I guess it ain't hurt that much in the moment.

"You ain't fall" she said.

Damn why this mf prying into my business ion even know her.

"It's that girl that was staring at you yesterday? The one you said was a friend" she took a puff of her blunt.

Damn did she have that this whole time??

"Can I hit that?" I asked smiling.

"Answer my questions and I gotchu" she said.

"Fuck it never mind" I walked away but she grabbed my arm.

"Aye youngin, I don't know you, you don't know me but one thing I can tell you is to never let nobody else be yo downfall. If you not getting treated how you think you should, soon yo boundary gon fall and you gon get less picky. That's not what you want. You wanna be the pickiest eater cus otherwise you gon get fed dirt" she said.

"I ardy know what I gotta do" I said scratching my dreads.

"Good." She nodded. "Let me know if you need help"

She passed me the wood. Okay this stud ain't that bad.

I hit the blunt and said down by the island.

"I just don't get it" I said.

"Bitches will show you one side and boom that person they showed you is never found again, just gone... like that" I snapped my finger.

"Welcome to lesbian life kid" she chuckled.

"Something I can't tolerate is putting yo hands on a woman doe, stud to stud, I ain't ever hit no fem and only one decided to hit me, she ain't ever see me again." She took the blunt back.

"Here" she passed me an ice pack. "Don't let yo momma see that" she said.

"Uh- thanks" I went up to my room and layed on my bed.

Ughhhhhhhhhhh

Why is life like this.