Cielo's POV

"Can you stop crying, I said I was sorry" Nik said as she sat next to me on the bed.

"Sorry" I wiped my eyes and cleared my throat.

My lower area was still aching and I just felt mad vulnerable.

"I think we should break up" I said. "For good this time"

She didn't say anything so I got up and started putting my clothes back on.

"What the fuck you doing Cielo" she got up really fast it scared me.

"I don't like who you're becoming" I said. "You scare me"

"Sit down" she said.

I continued to put my shirt on.

"I said sit the fuck down" she started telling.

"Can you just stop, please?" I felt tears pouring back into my eyes even though I tried to stop them.

She started walking towards me angrily, like fumes were coming out of her.

"Don't do nothing you're gonna regret" she said.

"I think I should be saying that to you, to be honest..." I stepped back to leave more distance between us.

"I said sit, the fuck, down" she grabbed me by my shirt and threw me on the bed.

"GET OFF ME" I yelled.

"You wanna break up?" She hovered over me, getting in my face.

"Why are you acting like this? What did I do to you for you to treat me this way bruh. I never did shit to you" I cried out.

"Because you're mine" she grabbed me by my face and pushed my face back.

I got up again to leave.

"No im not" I said.

*SLAP*

"Did I tell you that you could leave?" She grabbed me by my throat.

"When I say sit, you fucking sit, when I say to do something, you do that shit no questions asked" she pushed me down onto the bed.

I held my arms over my face to protect myself. I didn't want my mom to get suspicious.

"Move your fucking hands" she gripped me harder.

"I SAID MOVE YOUR HANDS CIELO" she said.

"Please stop.. please" I slowly moved my hands down.

"I'm sorry please stop" I cried.

She grabbed me and pushed me to the floor.

"A bitch like you shouldn't be wearing stud clothes. You see the way you act, you should be a fem" she held me down on the ground.

"I'm the only person who could ever make you happy, since you're a slut inside" she continued to attack me verbally as she pressed down harder on me until I couldn't breathe.

At this point I no longer said anything. I just felt numb and sad. I didn't think I would ever be in a situation like this. Especially with her.. of all people.

I didn't understand how she could treat me this way when all I've ever shown her was my love and soft side. I let her know parts of me that no one else knows.. probably parts that I'll never let anyone see again. I'm truly hurt.

"Now you don't got nothing to say huh" she got off me.

I feel broken.

"Get up" she said.

I looked up at her through blurred vision, feeling dizzy.

She kicked me to have me get up off her floor.

"You wanted to break up righ, where'd all that big boss energy go? Huh?" She pushed me.

"Get the fuck off my motha fuckin floor bitch" she grabbed my shirt.

I got on my knees and pushed myself up with my hands.

I felt extremely light headed and dizzy.

"Leave" she said.

I tried to get my composure. I caressed my body where she pushed and kicked me as I tried to find the door to leave the room.

I used the wall to guide me towards the kitchen door, I could barely hold my balance.

What happened started to hit me and I began to sob uncontrollably once again.

My phone.. where's my phone?

I grabbed my pockets.

"Take your fucking phone, I know ain't shit in there anyways" she threw my phone on the carpet and shut her bedroom door.

I grabbed it quickly before I lost my balance and left the apartment. Once I got in the elevator, I sat on the floor and started to cry even more, pushing my head into my arms.

My body hurt so bad but my heart hurt worse.

I felt unlovable..

Like nobody would treat me right.

I know I didn't deserve that but a part of me felt like I did in my subconscious.

Maybe that's what I get for fucking with a red flag.

"Hey, are you okay?" I heard a pretty voice ask me as she walked into the elevator.

*Sniff*

"Yeah, sorry" I quickly wiped my tears and stood back up but I didn't make eye contact.

I pressed the lobby button and waited.

"Are you sure?? I think you're bleeding" she leaned down and looked at my face, gently holding it.

"It's fine" I wiped it off, I guess I got cut in the process?

"Okay, well you should take care of yourself" I looked up at her, a tall stud with long curly hair. Oh no, please get away from me.

"I will" I walked out of the elevator to be met with Nik once again. Fuckkkkk.

"Come back up with me" she said grabbing my arm.

I pushed her lightly to the side and continued to the door exit. I didn't wanna cause a scene.

She grabbed my jacket and pulled me back towards the elevator.

"Nik stop" I felt tears coming back again. "Just let me go" I whispered.

But of course, she didn't listen.

"Aye dawg ion think she wants to go back with you" the stud from the elevator stepped in front of me.

"Mind your fucking business n*gga" Nik told her.

She looked back at me. "Just go ahead I'll handle this" she told me.

I bit my lip nervously, why's she helping me??

Well fuck it ima use this as my god given chance.

"Thank you" I said and I ran out of the apartment exit.

My Uber was waiting outside for me already.

"Cielo?" The dude in the Orange Honda asked me.

"Yeah." I got in the car.

20 minutes later.....

I dissociated the entire car ride. Even the walk into my house I was out of it. Thank god nobody's up. It's already almost midnight.

I quietly unlocked the door and walked in. The lights were off so I sat on the couch in silence and layed down, staring at the ceiling.

At least I'm leaving this place. She won't be able to hurt me nomore.

Yall I am so sorry for the lagging on updates ya girl is just going thruuuu it gee o dee but I didn't come to play, got yall right with a new chapter.

Let me know what yall want to see come of this story..

Should I end it with Cielo and Nik? Bring somebody new in? Or continue what they going going on.

It's definitely gonna be a toxic dynamic but I'm definitely gonna have a new beginning come up for cielo she deserves it fr.

Hope everyone's well thank you so much for reading and supporting my stories 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜 love yall