Cielos POV.

I woke up to a knocking sound.

I looked at my surroundings, coming to the conclusion that I must have fell asleep on the couch, I was so exhausted.

What time is it?

*KNOCK KNOCK*

My phone was dead so I got up to see who it was.

I looked through the peep hole and my heart dropped

It's Nik...

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

What do I do?

My chest started to pound.

"Open the door" she said.

I felt as if I was going to pass out immediately.

The door knob twisted and she let herself in before I could.

I'm so fucking dumb I didn't lock the door.

"Please don't do anything here" I begged as I walked backwards towards the stairs.

"I won't" she said.

"I want you to come with me" she said.

I stayed silent.

"Go upstairs and pack a bag" she said with clear instructions.

She was wearing all black with a hoodie and it was dark so I couldn't see her face. Just her bolting pupils looking down at me.

"Why" I started to cry.

"Don't cry mama, just do what I say" she said.

"I don't want to go with you, I'm scared" I sobbed quietly..

"Don't be scared, I just want to make things right between us" she walked up to my room.

I'm so scared. Is she gonna force me to go with her?

Should I wake up my mom?

Fuck.

I don't want her to know. I'm so conflicted I could just die.

I walked up stairs.

Nik was packing a black duffel with my clothes and toilet trees. I'm so scared.. why is she packing my things? How long is she planning on having me stay with her.

"Please don't do this" I said and she looked back at me.

She shook her head.

"I wish things didn't turn out this way" Nik said.

What the fuck you mean "turn out this way"? You're the one who fucked me up mentally and physically.

I'm still so sore and my body aches. I can't feel the left side of my abdomen and it's probably already bruised. I need to think fast because I can't go back there with her. She's gonna trap me.

Think Cielo think.

"Nik" I said.

She ignored me.

"Nik"

"What" she continued what she was doing.

"Can you not do this, I'll do whatever you say just don't make me go back with you like this I'm in a lot of pain right now, I need to be here" I said.

She sighed.

"I feel like you're going to dissapear if I let you go" she said.

She's delusional. I should just make a run for it and go to Nyahs house. She'll help me.

Okay. Can I even run like this? Fuck it. I got this.

Okay. 1... 2...

3...

*DASH*

I ran down the stairs and out the front door towards Nyahs house. I don't even know what time it is bruh. Fuck. My body hurts so bad.

Fuck it.

I made it a few houses down when I heard foot steps behind me.

"Stop running cielo!" Nik said.

She won't catch up to me right?

I ran down the alley way.

I'm almost there.

"NYAH" I yelled. I reached her front porch but Nik grabbed me by my dreads and pushed me back onto the cement making me loose consciousness.

I guess it's over for me.

A few minutes later.

I woke up in a car.

My vision was blurry and my head hurt insanely bad.

"Ow" I cried, caressing my head. There was a bump.

I put my head into my lap and cried.

*sniffle* I sobbed harder.

"It hurts, make it stop" I cried.

I felt a hand touch my forehead as if to check my temp.

*sniff*

"Where am I?"

"You're with me" a familiar voice said.

I cried harder.

"Why do you keep hurting me?" I sobbed.

"Because I love you. I'm trying to stop okay. I just need you to do what I say from now on" she caressed my cheek but I flinched.

I cried the entire car ride until we got to her apartment.

"I need you to stop crying" she said wiping my tears.

"I don't need nobody getting suspect of me you know I already have a record" she said.

"Can you do that for me?" She asked.

I started to cry even more.

"I'm sorry I'm trying" I said "please don't hurt me"

She pulled me into a hug.

"Shhh it's okay my love" she held my head and rocked back and forth.

*sniff*

"Are you ready?" She asked getting out the car and coming around the other side to get me out.

She helped me up cause I could hardly stand and had me put my arm around her for support. She grabbed the duffle and we walked into the lobby.

Nobody was in there except the reception but they payed no mind to us.

Fuck. This is my last chance to escape but nobodies noticing me.

I felt so sad and disappointed.

We went into the elevator and she pressed on her floor.

I was breathing so heavy, I could not think or compose myself in any kind of manner.

My body was shaking from the pain and I felt like passing out.

I saw myself in the mirror of the elevator and I looked so pale and disoriented. I never wanna see myself like this again.

I started to cry again so I put my head down.

I didn't want her to get upset since she just told me not to cause a scene.

We got to her floor and she layed me down on the couch.

I couldn't stop crying. I feel like such a fucking pussy.

"Drink some of this" she handed me a glass of water and Tylenol.

I didn't say anything. I just took it.

"I'm gonna run you a bath" she said getting up.

I'm in so much pain I can't move how the fuck am I gonna take a fucking bath.

I don't wanna see my body. I don't wanna see what she did.

A few minutes later she came back and lifted me off the couch.

"Do I have to?" I sighed.

"You'll feel better after" she said.

She started to take my clothes off.

"Wait stop" I grabbed her arm.

"Please don't try to do anything I'm begging you" I said.

"You think im a monster cielo?" She put her hand on her forehead.

I sighed. And let her have her way.

"Can you turn down the lights I don't wanna see myself" I said.

She turned them down and I got fully naked before getting into the bath. I didn't look at her even though I know she was assessing everything she did and probably justifying it.

The left side of my face was swollen and red and I had a cut that kept stinging from the steam.

"Just relax" she said.

I winced at the hot water caressing my skin. It felt comforting until I remembered where I was.

I was no longer crying. I was just numb... feeling so depressed and hopeless.

My flight leaves in two weeks and I have no idea how I'll be able to get out of this mess.

Guys don't hate meeeee it's gonna get better for our girl I swear