Cielo's POV.

I woke up in a daze and my lower body was throbbing from last nights occurrences. Nik was asleep next to me with her arms wrapped around my waste.

The chain was still on my foot. I needed to figure out a way to have her take it off of me. If I can gain her trust maybe she'll let me be here without it on and that's when I can leave.

"What you thinking bout" Nik said, keeping her hold on me.

I'm thinking bout why the fuck you got me chained to this damn bed like an animal.

"Nothing I'm just hungry" I said sitting up.

"I'll make you something" she said.

"Can I take a shower?" I got up out the bed.

"Yeah hold on a second" she came over and took the chain off my foot and led me into the bathroom, shutting the door.

I turned on the head and started rummaging through the cabinets looking for something I could defend myself with.

All I found was some damn safety scissors.. this damn bitch.

I got into the shower and my body immediately started pulsating from the hot water.

"Ugh" I said. My head still hurts and my vision keeps getting cloudy.

"Nik!" I yelled and she came in rushing to the bathroom.

"What baby" she opened the curtain.

"I think I'm gonna pass out" I started huffing heavily.

She wrapped me in a towel and carried me to the bed, making me chug hella water.

"Here take this" she handed me a white pill. Probably Tylenol.

I took it without questioning her.

"My head hurts" I whined.

"I know mama it's okay" she checked my wound.

"It's already healing, you're gonna be fine" she caressed my face and I closed my eyes. I feel like I'm in a real life nightmare.

And last night I feel like I got violated again and I let her go all the way im so mad at myself.

"Why are you crying" she said sitting next to me.

I didn't say anything and I just covered my face, turning away from her.

"That should kick in 10 minutes so just get dressed so we can eat" she got up and went back to the kitchen.

I wiped my tears and got up, getting dressed into some of her boxers and an oversized T of hers since all my clothes were dirty now.

I walked into the kitchen and she was making fried shrimp with rice. I wasn't really hungry though I lied to keep her out of my face.

I sat down on the couch and closed my eyes.

"Do you have weed" I kept my eyes closed.

"Yeah" she said bringing me a plate.

"Can I have some" I asked.

"You smoke too much ma that's all you think about" she said shaking her head.

This fucking bitch.

I put my plate down and went to the room.

"Where are you going" she got up quickly.

"I'm just getting some sweats I'm cold." I looked at her weird.

"You don't need no sweats just sit on my lap" she smirked.

Hell tf no.

I ignored her and continued walked but she grabbed me and pinned me onto her lap.

"Bruhh stop" I said trying to get off of her.

My whole area was hurting and the way she just pushed me onto her lap hurt hella bad.

I got chills on my legs and got up again going to the bathroom and she let me go.

I came back fully covered and she was gone. I picked up my plate and ate while sitting in silence. I really wanna go home.

I looked outside and she was on the porch staring at me. She was probably trying to see if I was gonna leave since I don't have the chain on. Well that's good maybe I gained some trust.

I went out there and seen she was rolling a blunt.

I sat down next to her and saw white residue on the table.

I side eyed her.

"Look at me" I said.

She did and her pupils were enlarged. Fuck. Well I need to watch what I say forreal cause she might beat my ass like last time.

"Is that for me?" I said.

"Yeah" she laughed.

Well at least she can do one nice thing. I smiled. No point in bringing up that white shit. It's her life, once I'm out of it I'm out for good.

She sparked up the joint and passed it to me after taking a hit.

It's been 5 days since I've been here, and 6 days since I've smoked so I'm probably gonna get high as fuck right now.. not that I'm complaining.

She left for a second to grab me some water and handed it to me, sitting down. I took a sip.

"So who's Jojo" she asked calmly.

My hear pounded.

"She's a childhood friend of mine" I said.

She pulled out my phone and showed me missed calls and texts from Jojo.

"Hey Cielo you good?... Cielo... My girlfriends out of town if you need a place to stay I know you said you've been having trouble at home.... Are you alright?.... I'm always here for you" she read all of her texts from the past week that I've been here. I don't even know what day it is.

"She's probably just worried about me since I haven't said anything back." I said quietly.

"Why would she be worried about my girlfriend" Nik said tapping her knee.

"I'm sorry it's not like that I swear" I pleaded.

"Mm" she passed me the blunt but all of a sudden I felt really paranoid.

"I-I think I'm good off that" I said looking up at her.

"You said you wanted to smoke right so finish it then come inside" she walked back into the apartment.

I have a bad feeling.

I fake hit the blunt a few more times and then I put it out.

"Nik?" I looked around to find her.

"Nik please don't take it like that I've never done anything behind your back, I promise" I walked into the room.

"Baby?" I looked at her.

"Come here" she said sitting on the bed.

I sis as told and got on top of her.

"You're not mad right?" I looked at her and she held me by my waste.

"Nah but I gotta show you what's gon happen if you ever try some shit like that" she grabbed my arms and cuffed them in front of me.

"Wa-wait what" I looked down at my hands and tried to free myself.

She pushed me face down onto the bed so that my feet were standing on the ground and began pulling down my sweats.

"Nik stop" I yelled trying to force her off of me.

"It'll only get worse if you don't stay calm" she said pushing down harder. Why is she so much stronger than me?!

Probably cause I'm fucking malnourished.

"No, no let me go please stop" my anxiety was through the roof and the events from that day that changed everything about us replayed in my head.

"I want you to count" she said.

"Stop please I swear I'll do whatever you want just don't.

"Count for me mami and I want you to apologize to me" she began slapping my ass with her hand over and over again.

"N-no I'm sorry" I tried to wiggle out of her painful grip.

"I'm not gonna stop till you count" she said calmly.

She unbuckled her belt from her ksubis.

"This is what happens when you disobey me." She stated.

"One" I cried.

"One what?" She asked me.

"I'm sorry" I sniffed.

"I'm sorry who?" *SLAP*

"Im sorry daddy!" I started to cry.

"Good girl" she continued to hit me with her belt and I counted after each stroke.

"Two! I'm sorry daddy" I gripped the sheet for comfort.

"Three I'm sorry daddy please stop" "Four! I'm sorry daddy!" "Five! I won't do it again I swear" "Six! Ahhh stop" I sobbed.

She continued until we hit ten and then she stopped.

I was now sobbing into the bed uncontrollably as she caressed my body and tried to comfort me. She kissed my shoulder and slowly rubbed my ass..

I flinched at her every touch.

"I want you to know I went easy on you right now since you've been behaving yourself" she said quietly into my ear.

"Yo momma keep blowing up yo phone so ima need you to call her and tell her everything is okay. You says you'd do anything right?" She asked.

*sniffle*

"Or should I keep going?" She put her hand on my back again.

"No please I'll do it!" I jumped.

"Say anything dumb and I'll fuck you up forreal Cielo" she warned me and called my mom putting up to my ear.

"Cielo!" Where the hell is you at" my mom yelled through the phone making me quiver.

Don't cry don't cry.

"Sorry ma I've just been with Nik, I wanted to spend some time with her." I said lying through my teeth.

"Okay babygirl but don't be ignoring yo mommas calls! I've been worried sick, it's been 4 days!" She yelled at me.

"I know I know I'm sorry. Don't worry I'm fine" I smiled through the phone to make myself sound more sincere.

"Just make sure you hear early on Thursday! All yo uncles gon be here and yo brother too." She said.

"Okay momma I will, I'm sorry again" I said and Nik grabbed me and gave me a look of warning.

"I'll see you soon baby!" She said.

"Okay I'll see you momma" Nik took the phone and hung up.

"I told you to no say no fucking dumb shit Cielo" Nik yelled at me making me flinch.

"I-I" I quivered as she raised her hand on me.

"No-no stop please I'm sorry I didn't know what to say! Please d-dont i-m s-sorry" I curled up at her legs and put my head on her knees to stop her from hitting me.

"N-no don't hurt me please. Please don't hurt me." I sobbed.

"Just come with me please it's just my family they already know we're together" I started shaking and crying harder at her feet.

"Stop crying Cielo stand up" she said.

"Please don't hurt me please, I don't want you to hurt me" I pleaded more.

"Okay I won't baby just stop crying" she lifted me up and wiped my tears away and pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I said rocking back and forth in her arms.

"I forgive you princess" she kissed my forehead and I broke down completely.

I cried until I fell asleep as my body was shaking. I kept waking up all night.

"Nik?" I jumped up from bed.

"Shh I'm here go to sleep" she caressed my head and pulled me back into her arms.

My breath was heavy and my mind was a mess. The abuse is starting to get to me I can't think straight.

*gasp* I woke up again in a sweat.

"It hurts" I started crying.

"What hurts?" Nik rubbed her eyes.

"M-my" I couldn't say it.

"Wait here" she got up and brought me back a frozen bag of peas and a paper towel.

"Put this on it" she handed it to me and went back to sleep.

I did what she said and it did help but I still was so broken and sad that I couldn't stop crying.

I'm stuck here.