At the academy a system is implemented where they will have a weekend off, that's when the students will go together or alone to have fun outside the academy

But not with Noha, he prefers to stay in the dormitory, there is also Kyriol who says he just want to read books in the dormitory

There was Arrion who said he would only go out if Noha also went with him and lastly Evan who was working on something in his room. he said for noha

'Bored ...' thought noha

For some reason it didn't feel as comfortable as in Aprrice's mansion, but then he remembered about the package that Osius had sent for him. Noha opened his drawer

He took out a package that was quite thick, when he opened the contents of the package it turned out that it was just a blank notebook and there was a piece of message paper inside.

"To my son who I love. Daddy wanted to give you a gift but wasn't sure what to give you. they said young people like to write diary, so I hope you like it"

-Osius de Aprile

After reading the letter, a small smile appeared on Noha's face as he took out a light blue diary from the package box. He liked the gifts from osius

'Ahh it's been a long time since I last wrote a diary' thought noha

In the past, in his first life, he often poured all his feelings into a diary but it was useless, when the book was found by his parents, he was severely punished.

'Well at least it's different now, I won't let anyone find my book' thought noha

He started taking out a pen and was about to fill in his diary...hours had passed but he still hadn't found what he was going to write, should he write how he died?

Should he write how he felt for his parents in the first life? It was pointless as he would never see them again

'Ahh now I'm even confused about what to write...' thought Noha

As he stared at the scenery outside the dormitory, he suddenly imagined the three male leads. He quickly regained consciousness, his face flushed and his heart beating fast

'Why am I suddenly thinking about them?' thought noha

Even though he thought that, he still wrote everything into his diary with a really red face

'Damn what did they do to me to make me like this' thought noha

He held his heart that wouldn't stop beating so fast as if he had run really far. He tried to calm himself down but it still didn't work

"Did...am I in love? No way! I only love slacker life, not them" muttered noha

After a while he finally calmed down, suddenly there was a knock on the door, Noha got up from his chair and opened the door. Turns out it was Arrion

"Noha I made a lot of pudding for you downstairs" Arrion said

When he saw Arrion's face suddenly his heart beat fast and his face flushed again

"Noha? Why is your face so red, do you have a fever?" Arrion said

When he was about to touch Noha's forehead, but Noha suddenly rushed past him

"T-thank you, I'll come down to eat the pudding" said noha

Seeing Noha act like that made Arrion confused, Evan who just came out of his room and seemed also confused when he saw what was happening

"It's strange... he doesn't usually run in a hurry like that" Evan said

"That's right, even though I wanted to carry him as usual but he ran first," said Arrion

It wasn't long before Kyriol came up with a book in his hand and a confused expression on his face. He then approached Evan and Arrion

"What's wrong with my darling? When I greeted him he didn't reply and his face looked really red" Kyriol said

"Well, we are also confused about what happened to him," said Arrion

"Could it be that noha is hiding something from us?" Evan said

They glanced at the open noha door, without saying anything they entered noha's room, because earlier he was in a hurry to get out so he didn't have time to hide his diary

The book was on the table so of course they could find it right away, Kyriol took the book, Evan and Arrion came closer to him

"This...noha's diary" Evan said

"I wonder what Noha wrote here" Arrion said

"Wait isn't it bad to read a diary without the owner's consent?" Kyriol said

"But if you read a little it's okay?" Evan said

Hearing that, Kyriol was finally instigated to open the diary, inside it turned out that there were only 3 sheets filled but each sheet was filled with them

First sheet:

Kyriol de rlevier. His silver hair was so shiny...and his golden eyes always managed to catch my attention when I looked into his face. I love it when he strokes my head so gently and how his tone speaks to me. Because of his gentle demeanor, I became comfortable beside him but unfortunately he belongs to the female lead so I can't do anything

'Turns out, this is how he's been thinking of me all this time' thought Kyriol

Second sheet:

Evan de Alverych. His smile was as dazzling as the sun. I love his ocean blue eyes and his hair that shines in the sun. He often hugs me really tightly and kisses all over my face, it's annoying but over time I actually like it. His cheerful demeanor somehow makes my heart feel warm. No I shouldn't think like this, he's the female lead soulmate

'Ahh so all this time Noha likes the hugs and kisses i give him' thought Evan

Third sheet:

Arrion de eviyors. I like his red hair, it reminds me of ruby and his silver eyes always shining under the moonlight. His smile always amazes me, the way he holds me always makes me feel comfortable and makes me want to be with him longer. But again I can't be like this, he is the soulmate of the female lead

'Noha~ I will always hold you and will never leave you' thought Arrion

"I'm so curious, who is this female lead he was talking about?" Kyriol said

"That's right! From earlier I kept seeing Noha write about it" said Evan

Arrion took his book from Kyriol's hand and started to flip through all the pages of the book and sure enough, they were blank. Until the last page they found a word written

"female lead = ameria de orilia"

"This name...isn't it the name of the girl Noha kept staring at during the greeting at the academy hall?" Evan said

"Wait...if that's true...is it possible that noha is actually being wary of her!?" Arrion said

"That means he doesn't see the girl as a crush but as a love rival, in other words-" Kyriol said

"Noha is jealous!" Say them together

A new misunderstanding was created. They were silent, a few moments later their faces flushed and a giggle escaped their mouths

"Ah~ Didn't expect that my beloved, who has always been lazy, is jealous because of a love rival" Kyriol said

He hugged Noha's diary very tightly

"I also didn't expect him to be this cute" Arrion said

He covered his blushing face with his palms. Meanwhile, Evan, without them knowing it, had already run out to meet Noha

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'Mhm...this pudding is really good' thought noha

While he was enjoying his pudding suddenly someone lunged at him and hugged him from behind. Noha, who was panicking, tried to see who it was, but it turned out to be Evan

"Noha!! My love why are you so cute" Evan said

He started kissing all over noha's face. And of course that succeeded in making Noha blush again, his heart which had been calm before was now beating fast again

"Ahh look at your blushing face and your beating heart, I can hear everything clearly" Evan said

He turned Noha then buried his face in Noha's chest and of course Evan's unexpected treatment made it even more difficult for Noha who was already having trouble controlling himself.

"Cheating!! How can you have fun alone!!" Arrion said

He and Kyriol approached them and also hugged Noha too. Kyriol stroked Noha's head and kissed him on the cheek because Kyriol was sure that Noha would faint if at a time like this he kissed him on the lips

"My love~ you don't need to be jealous, I'm completely yours" Kyriol said

"It's true I will always choose you so don't worry" Evan said

"I will never be far from you" said Arrion

'What really happened? W-why are they like this!?' thought noha

His head started to feel dizzy, his face and whole body felt hot as if they were about to melt. His heart really couldn't be calmed down and even worse, he had difficulty speaking

without them knowing, from the window there was someone watching them with an irritated face full of vengeance, that person also seemed to be muttering something

"This is unacceptable, it can't be!" muttered the person