A week later
Don is taking me out to eat today. The past week, has been good I guess. He hasn't hit me and he buys me gifts, my favorite is when he gets me flowers. :) it makes me feel special. We are going to Benihana, I don't REALLY like it but it's good sometimes. We're going because this place is something that I settled on, other than the other places. I guess you can call today a date night. He's being a gentleman, opening the door, pulling out my chair, holding my hand, and he said he loved me five times today. This, this is the Don that I fell for and that I remember. Sweet, handsome, romantic. As we were eating our food I decided to make small talk, I tell him what I like to do when he leaves the house and how much I miss him when he does. To think about it, he never actually told me what he does for work. He just says business or run errands. I decided to ask him. As long as I gotchu and you straight you ain't gotta worry about allet shorty, Don says. I just nod and continue to eat my food, the rest of dinner he makes jokes, and tells me story's about funny things that happened to him. I had a great time :)
Later that day
We were driving home, I fell asleep. Somehow I was woken up to him on the phone trying not to be loud but, I still heard him. He says "Yo wattup? Wyo tonight.......Aw fr, can I slide through?......Ight bet yk what I like right? (with a slight smirk) cool cool see you soon" I think to myself how weird that was. He wouldn't talk to his homeboys like that, he would keep it short and simple. What really throwed me off was his flirty tone. I faked sleep for the rest of the ride with a million thoughts running through my head. As we pull into the driveway he says "Nyla we at the crib, wake up" I open my eyes he gets out the car, I waited expecting him to open my door, like he's been doing all night, when he headed to the front door instead.
As we got in the house he tried to play it off by asking me if I needed something cs he gotta Go handle some business. I chuckle, as I knew what was going on because he's really in my face trying to play me like a dummy. Who were you otp with in the car, says Nyla. What you mean?, says Don. I look at him like he had pure shit on his face. Don't start tripping, you probably was dreaming shorty chill aht, says Don. Ok cool, since you wanna sit here and act like you wasn't on the phone telling SOME BITCH saying that you was finna pull up TONIGHT, I'm gone. Fuck you, says Nyla. Man what, you ain't going no where. Go sit yo crazy ass down, says Don. I ignore him going up to the room and straight into the closet, closing and locking the door, Don comes in the bedroom banging. *bang* *bang* *bang* open the door what the fuck you on?, says Don. I give him no answer as I start packing my things. Silence falls when he stopped banging on the door, as im almost done packing my suit case, Don pick locked the door just to get in. He freaks out saying "BRUH CHILL WHT THE FUCK YOU DOING" I say calmly, "what does it look like." While looking up at him. He snatches the suit case and starts dumping all the clothes out on the ground. I sit there, looking up at him yelling, telling me how im never leaving him and how im being delusional and crazy. I stand up. As tears fill my eyes from anger, I ask "so who was you on the phone with" as he starts to talk I cut him off saying "please don't lie to me, if you want to go around and cheat cool, but the fact that I caught you and you're trying to tell me another thing is crazy." I ask one more time "Were you... on the phone with a bitch telling ha you finna come over and fuck ha." Yes, says Don. I look up at him in disgust and disbelief. I would never do this to you, Nyla says as she whimpers. He just stares at me with not one care in the world. Filled with anger and rage I push him as hard as I can, he hardly moves because I'm so light. Chill out, Don says. I start to push him over and over, hitting him in his chest and screaming and crying "I HATE YOU I WOULD'VE NEVER DONE THIS TO YOU" he pulls my arms down to my side and yells at me "ARE YOU DONE"...with you?, yes, says Nyla. Don says once again I'm not going anywhere and he says "I was asking if you were done hitting me, not if you're over me." Please let go of me, says Nyla all teared up. LET ME GOOO, Nyla says once again. Don started hugging her, saying "okay okay calm down...I'm sorry." She cries hopelessly in his arms.
The next day
I didn't sleep the rest of the night, I'm in the closet sitting against the big island in the middle of the room. Holding my knees up I placed my chin on my knees and just sat there thinking all night. Don walks in and leans against the wall. I was so zoned out I didn't even notice him calling my name. As I regained focus I looked at him not saying a word because I didn't feel like talking, I just slightly raised my eyebrows. Expressing the "what" motion. He asked if we can talk. But honestly, there is nothing to really talk about.
Don pov
I tried talking to Nyla but she don't want to talk, I look at her. She looks tired and sad. Bags under her eyes. Eyes blood shot red from all the tears, raspy voice from the screaming. I feel bad, I don't know what I was thinking. Cheating on her felt wrong, getting caught felt wronger. I Walk out the room, going down stairs and heading out the door to go to the store. I bought her flowers, went to saks to get her the amiri's she wanted for her birthday, but I decided to get em now just because. I got her her favorite food, a chipotle bowl. Took me a few hours to get done with these errands because of traffic but I made it back before the evening. I came in the house looking for her, she was in the shower. I waited patiently until she got done. As she opened the door, I seen what she had on. A oversized shirt, panties. And them lil ankle bracelets. She looked fine ash. Slim thick, brown skin, short, long hair, white toes, plump lips. I just wanted to eat her up right now. She just stares at me for a second before I handed her flowers, chocolate, and a Disney lilo and stitch stuffed animal. Thank you, says Nyla. She takes the stuff and sits it down on the bed. I brought you chipotle too, i say. Nyla sits on the bed looking up at me. You can't just go out and buy me things and expect me to forgive you every time you wrong me, she says. I know, but how else am I supposed to make it up to you? I say. How about not doing it in the first place because you know it's wrong and you know that it's gonna hurt me, Nyla says. A single tear falls from her eye. She sniffed and wiped the tear and says, but it cool tho I mean it's not like it's your first time doing something to me so... I just stand there. I didn't know what to say.
Nyla
Don buys me gifts when he feels bad, or when he is about to do something wrong. But I accept his gifts. Cause he actually took the time to go pick out the flowers, and the chocolate, and the stuffed animals. That tells me he still cares about me. But if he really did, would he hurting me left and right? I still love you, says Nyla. But I don't know what to do anymore. It's like I'm not enough, like I'm not up to your standards. It makes me feel bad, awful really when you would rather pick some random bitch at the club to go fuck on instead of coming home to a home cooked meal, warm bed, nice shower, and damn good girlfriend, says Nyla trying to hold back tears. Don cuts me off, he walks to the bed and while holding my chin he say, "Ight cool, want some more attention? Want me to stop cheating? Want me to stop hurting you? Bet." As we stare into each others eyes he says, "Just because some random hoe getting fucked on by me don't mean that you'll never come first, at the end of the day. You will always be mines, forever, Ight?" I nod in agreement.
Don slightly grabs my neck and leans in for a kiss, as I kiss him back, I pause for a second, giving him one more look before giving in. I unbuckle his belt and he picks me up, sitting me on top of him, he takes off my shirt revealing my full set of lingerie. Sliding my panties off, I sat on his dick, slowly going up and down while making soft moans. After cumming all over his private area, Don flips me offer into missionary. As he is making hard, deep, fast strokes l try to slow them down with by putting my hands on his waist, he slaps them quickly while saying, move yo hand. I let out a loud moan. He came all over my stomach and private area. I then got on top of him and went down. Kissing and caressing his body on the way down making sure to get every spot I lick the tip before I put it in my mouth whole. Going up and down faster and faster, Don lets out a moan, he puts his hand at the back of my head and shows no remorse a he bobs my head up and down vigorously. As he came in my mouth, I swallowed, going back up I sat on his dick again and went to town. We went at it for the rest of the night releasing tension and anger on each other through sex.
The next morning
As I laid there on his chest, I thought to myself about how things could've been different if I hadn't have went to target that day. I also thought being with Don and being his house pet wasn't good for me, I mean the sex is great, amazing actually but what if he gets bored of me? Then what? I wouldn't know what to do actually. I realized this has been a cycle between me and him ever since he forced me to move in with him. I make less contact with the outside world everyday, the last time I seen my bestie was in June, it's September now. I don't want to leave. I mean I couldn't even if I wanted to, that just goes to show how much I'm just stuck on you.
That's a wrap for chapter 4 :) let me know how you guys liked it, this one seemed kind of boring but don't worry. I'll be sure to spice things up next chapter ;)