I'm back home. It's been 3 weeks since Don has caught me. I'm currently sitting on the window staring out into the world, which is nothing but land for a few miles. Gosh I miss my city apartment. It was the only freedom I had. The only way that will help calm him down is through sex. I've been on my best behavior, still he sometimes get mad at little stupid things. It's ok, as long as I got my bestie I'll be fine.

"Can seven come over" says Nyla. Silence falls. Don just stared at me through the mirror. I waited for a answer. " I've done what ever you said ever since I've got here, I'm bored with nothing to do." Says Nyla. "Ion kno I gotta think about it." Says Don. "you can have one of your men watch us if you plan on leaving the house, you did it before" says Nyla. He still gives me no answer.

".....why can't she come over, it's only for the day" says Nyla. "Ight, only for today. When I come back she gone." Says Don. Finally being good paid off. I plan in telling my bestie everything. I can not continue to live like this.

Later

"HI BESTIEE" says seven. "hi bestie I missed you a lot, like a whole lot oh my gosh" says Nyla. They both proceed to go some place quiet in the house to talk. They didn't want Don's body guards to hear their conversation. "I've been in London, there I've seen a lot. I went to a lot of dinner places, and I've went to their art museum. It was sooooo beautiful in there. I wish you would've come with me" says Nyla. "Why did you go to London" says seven. "to get away from Don" Nyla said lowly. "He isn't a good person, I wish I never met him. What he does to me no person can imagine" said Nyla with watery eyes. "bestie are you serious why didn't you tell me, I could've helped you" says seven. "I couldn't, his people are watching me. They still are I don't know what to do, I can't go anywhere, I'm never really alone." Says Nyla lowly.

"for all I know he might have cameras watching me, he is fucking crazy, a psychopath. And oh my gosh he found me in London and broke in my house to watch me sleep. I never knew. He said he was just "making sure I was Ight and shit" that's so creepy." Says Nyla. "He even killed a innocent man, he had a grandma who was really sweet. I feel bad for her, she will never see him again because of me" says Nyla trying to hold her composure. "Do you want to leave him" says seven. " I've tried bestie, twice. I can't he always finds me" says Nyla. "Then we will have to kill him." Said seven lowly but serious. "It's not right, I mean it's obvious the only way we can get you out of here is through his death. Or maybe you could fake yours" says seven. "How can we kill him, he always is with either Quan or Mono an-" says Nyla as she was cut off my seven who said "you will. You will kill him. The only time he is truly alone is with you" says seven " no no no, I can't do that what if it doesn't work and he jumps on me and then kills me." Says Nyla.

"well we have to try something. My birthday is coming up let's throw a party, end him there. It will be so many people and loud music everyone will be wasted. Especially his crew. We can invite them" says seven. "Girl. He will never let me go anywhere, especially to one of your party's after he caught us at the club last time we hung out." Says Nyla. " Yes it will. Just get in his head. Tell him he can come to, tell him I want them there because um...it might rain or something I don't know" says seven. They both stated laughing "bestie that a dumb ass idea what the fuckkkk" says Nyla.

" I mean what am I suppose to sayyy, how can we get them there." Silence falls. They had no idea. Suddenly one of his body guards comes in the room and told seven she had to leave. " he said he's on the way ma'am." "ok I'm coming." Says seven. As she got up they both went in for a hug. "I'll try to see if you can come over next week. Hopefully he will let you come over once a week" says Nyla. "ok bestie, but if he says no don't push it ok?" Says seven. "I won't"

Seven hasn't come over for the last 4 weeks, I only asked Don twice if she could come back. Every time I asked I got the same answer. I didn't push it.

We were eating breakfast, I wasn't that hungry so I didn't eat much. When I usually finish, I usually play over it or just put the fork down and lay my head on the table. But today, Don made me eat the rest of the food. He is in a grouchy mood today, I don't know why.

When I finally finished, I got up and put my plate in the sink and asked him if Don was also finished. I took his plate and washed them both out. I make sure the house stays clean. I like it clean, but Don likes it clean also which means if anything is dirty or is in the sink when he come back home then I'm in trouble. I learned that the week we came back.

No matter how tired I am I always get up to make sure the house is clean. When I do I take a count of how many body Guards are in the house. There are usually about 5. Sometimes I count more. But today there were only 3.

I noticed that they had shifts, there would be different people once 2:00pm hits, and they switch back with the same people from before at around 9:00pm. So in total, sometimes their are 12, 10, or 6, people watching me that day. Not in clear site though they blend in well. But not well enough I have a good eye, so well that I can look straight and still see who's on the right or left of me.

When I'm bored I like to go upstairs in the guest closet and paint while listening to music. Tuning out the nightmare that's around me brings me peace. I enjoy art. I get lost in the abyss of my canvas. I paint thinks like burnt forest with little to no leaves shielding them. In between the trees I paint curved creaks of water with rocks beneath the surface. For the sky I paint it grey, and cloudy. Sometimes it rains.

My favorite one I painted was a room with a bed and a window as its only light. The light pouring in on the woman on the bed who is sitting against the wall with her knees to her chest staring out at the moon and many stars. Eyes tired with bags under them, she can't sleep because of insomnia. Hair long and messy. On the floor of the room there is a puddle of darkness that she doesn't dare to step in. I also draw. My style in unique, It has no name.



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Seven's birthday is next week. I haven't got the courage to ask Don if I could go to her party, it's not that I'm scared it's just I don't want him to think I'm doing anything wrong.

Don is looking at me while I'm sitting at the table staring at my food. "what's wrong witchu" he says. "...s-seven birthday is next week. She wants to have a party, I would like to go. She also knows that if I go your body Guards will have to go and she is ok with it. You can invite Quan, Mono, and Tyree if you want." Says Nyla. "you said what?" Says Don.

I stayed quiet, as expected he would say no. So I didn't want to push it. But Don insists I repeat what I said. "It's fine I'll just stay here with you" I said as I picked at my food. Don just sits there staring at me menacingly. I ignore trying not to look up at him.

He says "if you really want to go I'll have to think about it." I got excited. "ok, just let me know." I was in high hopes until he said "that ain't a yes so don't start doing to much" "ok sorry" I said lowly.

The next day

I decided to make him breakfast instead of letting one of the maids do it. I was trying to put him in a good mood and get a yes from him. I made waffles, eggs, turkey bacon, grits, and honey biscuits with some berries on the side.

When it was done I went up stairs, he was up in the bed on his phone. "are you hungry, I made breakfast" I said. "I'll be down there in a minute hold on" he says. I nod and went back down stairs to sit down. I only putted a little food on my plate because the maids like to put as much as Don says to put on it. I don't really have a appetite anymore, not since I've been back with him.

He finally came down stairs, I didn't start eating I waited for him. "Thanks for cooking" he said while still being distracted in his phone. "you're welcome" I said. He looked down at my plate and noticed that I didn't put a lot. I had half of a waffle ,1 piece of turkey bacon, no grits because I don't eat them, no eggs because I hate them, and two strawberries on the side. "Why you don't want to eat" says Don. " I don't like eggs or grits...and I'm not going to eat that much because I had dinner last night. So I only fixed me a little if that's ok with you" I said. " fuck you mean last night? That was LAST night...hell is you talking about" Don says. I sit in silence I didn't want to upset him.

Minutes passed, he was almost finished. If he tells me I can't go to seven's party I should've putted something in his food.... But I wouldn't have the courage to do it, i would be too be paranoid.

It was now around evening time. We were both upstairs, I was in the closet folding clothes when he walked in and shut the door behind him. I Look quickly but looked back away again. " You can only go to this party under one condition, you will have one of my men by your side at all times, I will be there with Quan, Mono, and Tyree, YOU will wear what ever I pick out because seven not finna have you looking like a hoe, and you won't touch one bottle Ight? " says Don. This will kind of put me in a predicament with me and seven's plan. If his body guard hears the convo me and seven will have about it, the plan will be finished before it has even started. But I couldn't turn done this opportunity.

I immediately nod and said "ok that's fine...I'll go let seven know" as I was turned around trying to hurry and grab my phone to call her, he grabs my wrist and I stop dead in my tracks. I slowly turn around to look at my wrist then up at him. "why are you so eager to go" says Don with a curious face. I think of something quick, my real motive must not be known "Because it's her birthday and I've only seen her once since I've got back and I really miss her" I said. He laughs. " why you lying?" He said as his grip tightens while pulling me closer to him. I nervously laugh "what.. what are you talking about I'm not lying. I'm being serious" I said as I squinted because him squeezing my writ stared to hurt. "ouch you're hurting me" I said while trying to losen his grip with my other hand. "put your hand down before I fuck you up" I immediately let go. He is now standing face to face with me looking into my eyes in all seriousness. My hearts starts pounding. "Why do you really want to go to that party Nyla, I'm not playing do not lie to me." He said calmly. I gave him no answer. Speaking any further could cause me to get hurt really bad, or cause him to find out my true motive.

"Nyla, answer me when I'm taking to you. I'm trying my best not to fuck you up right now for lying to me." He said. "Bae I just want to go because she really wants me to go, she invited me when she came over a few weeks ago. I promise I'm not lying" I said with a straight face trying to win him over. "I'm going to ask you one more time, if you lie again, you will never see ha again and you will get fucked up" he said. He knows me too well. I told seven this was a bad idea I don't know why I went through with it. Maybe I pushed it too much. My eyes start watering the grip he had on my wrist is getting tighter and tighter by the minute. Suddenly he puts his hand around my neck, with a light grip. "Why do you want to go to this party" he says slowly.

I give him no answer because he will know I'm lying. His hold around my neck starts to get tighter and tighter. He's angry. All of a sudden I couldn't breathe. As I was about to pass out my phone rings. He snaps out of his manic trance. Saved my the bell. He lets my go and grabs my phone. He shows me that it's seven. "I can answer it it's fine" I said while reaching for it. He holds it up away from me to the point where I couldn't get it and he answers instead. "Hello" he says sternly. Silence falls. "she's right here...but before I give this phone to ha, she told me about the party you throwing and shit. Why do you want her to go, I'm not buying the "because it's just her birthday and I miss her shit" he said.

What ever seven said made him give the phone to me, I hope this means he's believing her. " h- hello" I said. " hey bestie, I was just calling to see if you were coming or not" says seven. She's being sarcastic. She knows she can't say why she really was calling because Don is in the same room. "Uh Don thinks I'm lying about wanting to go, I'm telling the truth he kind of upset" I said. "I told him that I want you to come because my mom and dad wanted to see you, they haven't seen you since we got out of high school" says seven.

That's a great move. He's buying it. "Ok bestie I can't wait to see mama June again" I said. The call ends. Don is sitting against the closet island staring at me. I start rubbing my arm nervously. He walks towards me. I looks up at him in fear hopping he doesn't do anything to me. " You can go. But do you remember what I said?" He says. " yes I do, I can only go if you and your friends come and I have to have a body guard by me at all times" I said. " that's not all what else did I say" he said. I look down trying to remember. "Um.. oh I have to wear what ever you pick out and I can drink any liquor" I said.

Good job he says while doing a light smack on the cheek. He loves putting fear in me. It must give him a kick out of the day or something. He's a lunatic. " I gotta go handle some business. I'll be back later tonight Ight?" He says. I said ok I love you, but I got no answer back. He just exits the closet and closed the doubled door back.

That night

Don is back. It's 1 in the morning and I should be sleep but I can't. This plan is on my mind too much. I mean think about it what if he finds out, what if right when I'm about to kill him he manages to kill me instead, or what if Quan or mono or Tyree walks in as I am about to do it and gives him a heads up. Or what if- *sighs* I'm over thinking it.

This whole killing Don thing is getting to me. But it's the right thing to do, faking my death won't be easy. He is the only way. As I was in my train of thought Don comes in the room, he has blood on him. I'm in the fetal position, this may cause him to think I'm sleep so I immediately close my eyes. He stops for a second and stares at the bed. The room is too dark for him to have seen me with my eyes open.

A couple second later he goes into the closet to grab some clean clothes and then head into the bathroom. He took a long shower. While he was in there I tried to fall asleep. I still couldn't.

Him coming home with blood on him doesn't surprise me anymore. He's done it multiple times. I mean A LOT. So it don't faze me. He's finally out of the shower and the door opens, steam pours out and he has a towel wrapped around his waste. I couldn't help but stare. He noticed I was awake. I take note of his fitted phasic. I snap out of the trance and he goes in the closet to put on clothes. He comes out without a shirt wearing nothing but sweatpants and designer boxers. He lays next to me and faces me. We both stare at eat other. The only light in the room was the moon. The sexual tension is in the air along with the smell of essential oils and cologne.

He pulls me towards him. He starts rubbing on the side of my waist slowly. He's Turning me on and he knows it. He leans in for one kiss and puts his head back on the pillow. I couldn't resist anymore. I go in for a kiss as he starts pulling me on top of him. He starts to remove my shorts revealing my laced tanga style black panties, I take off my shirt revealing the matching bra.

He flips me over, he's now on top. He leaned back to pull out his huge curved throbbing cock. He takes my panties off and begins to slap it on my clit to tease me. I bite my lip and move my hips forward letting him know I'm in need. He starts to insert it, I gasp. He starts ramming it in and back out again with no sympathy. I moan loudly. Feeling everything, all 10 inches including the veins and his curve hitting the walls of my pussy. I wrap my legs around his body while he continues to pound me, not even a minute in I scream "fuckkk" and squirt all my juices on him. He leans in on my ears saying "atta girl" while still pounding.

He is grunting in my ear as my mouth is open wide with my legs open wider. I place one hand on his waist to slow down his stokes. He grabs the hand and plus the other that is gripping the sheets and puts them above my head. His other hand is holding my left leg open as his cock is going in and out of me vigorously, the wetness from my pussy and the cum from the both of us is making it go in and out so effortlessly. My eyes starts to roll to the back of my head as I'm about to cum again. He tells me to hold it, that I better not let it out. I couldn't even talk. Speaking gibberish not know what I said. " I can't hear you" he says as he's going fast and faster by the second.

"OhhhHhhhHhh hsigabw" says Nyla. I suddenly cum. I couldn't hold it his strokes are just too good, his dick is just too big to hold anything back. " ohHh I'm sorry I triedd" says Nyla. He flipped me over and started giving me back shots, I gripped the sheets while he stopped and pulled me to the edge of the bed. My eyes widen. He grabs me by my neck and pulls me toward his chest to arch my back. On hand on waist the other on neck as his rock hard cock his going in and out faster and faster by the second.

He pulls out and release hot steamy white liquid all over my back. I turn around and we proceed to do missionary again. As his cock is going in and out of me vigorously I rub on my clit. It's a water fall down there. Going in circles "go faster and don't stop" he says. I proceed to do just that letting out moans of joy and pleasure as he is breathing heavy and grunting. He pulls out again and release all over my clit and finger while slowly inserting it back in again. He moves my hand and he takes over fingering me.

Using two fingers he goes and and out of me vigorously, my legs start to close as I'm about the cum and my hands are on his wrist trying to slow it down when suddenly his other hands moves mines out the way. I squirt all over his hand letting out the frustration that was really needed.

"Get on yo knees" he says. I do just that. I started giving him head and as he came I took it out my mouth and started licked around the cock and the tip teasing him. Slowly licking the nut off of it while looking straight at him. Putting it back in and out faster and faster. His hand lands on my head to take over. His eyes is rolled to the back of his head while my head is bobbing up and down making sure to get all the spots that is needed.

When I finished I got on top of him and held myself up with my ankles and proceed to bounce up and down. Holding onto the bed frame, letting out moans and screaming his name i released one last time all over him.

We were now finished releasing our sexual tension, and I was laying on top of him. No matter how much I hate Don, I can't help but love the way he fucks me. Some how I always end up in the same predicament, him fucking his anger out on me, then beating me the next day, then buying me things when he feels bad. Somehow I always accept his gifts because he just knows how to get me. His scent is addicting. He's addicting in general. I'm obsessed with this man, but his obsession with me is on another level.

"Why do you do this to me" I said lowly. "do what" he says. I didn't say anything I just looked up at him because he knew exactly what I was talking about. "Every time your angry you beat on me really bad, so bad that you feel terrible and buy me things like im fixable like that or something. Then fuck me when ever you please." Says Nyla. "Cause you mine and I can do what ever the fuck I want. Stop questioning me and what I do. You like it anyways. Stop acting like you wasn't just screaming my name while I was fucking the shit out of you." Says Don. I didn't say anything after that. I just stared at the darkness of the room and fell asleep.

He won't change. The thought of him dead and out of my hair feels damn good right now.

The time will come. * * * * * * * * * * * That's a wrap for chapter 10. I have a surprise next chapter for you guys to spice it up. Expect it sometime tomorrow night. Thanks for the love and support once again. 🫵🏾❤️