SEB

"FUCK!" I scream once im back in my house, after riding around for awhile trying and failing to calm down.

Why didn't I keep trying? Why did I give the fuck up so easily? Why the fuck was I out screwing club whores while the woman who owns my heart and soul was being tortured.

That sweet little girl knows my name, because Ari made me the hero in their story. A title I do not deserve. I didnt find them, ari is the hero. She saved herself and charlie.

Throwing charlie in her face was shitty. Ari is right what happened was not her fault.

She deserves better than me, they both do, but I already made my decision. I'm going to win ari back. I'm going to show her I'm still her sebby. I'm going to prove myself to her. I want Ari, no I need ari. I'm going to win her back and I'm going to do anything and everything to make sure her and charlie are safe and happy for the rest of their lives.

When I look at charlie all I see is Ari those beautiful green eyes and auburn hair, and just like her mother a smile that makes my heart skip a beat. You see, there is no choice. I have to win my girls over.

My phone vibrates in my pocket pulling me out of my thoughts. When I take it out I see prez is calling "Hey, prez"

"Hey, I just got off the phone with peyton. I take it the talk didn't go well?"

"No" I sigh "I'm not giving up on her prez. I love ari. I have loved ari for years, I never stopped. If I had know she was out there I would have never gave up. I for sure wouldn't have laid a hand on another woman."

" I know seb. Maybe just give her some space for now though. She had a panic attack after you left."

"Fuck, is she okay? Is charlie okay?"

"Yeah. They are fine. Charlie was napping, and peyton was able to get ari to calm down."

"We need to find marcus."

"Yeah I know. That's the other reason I'm calling, church in a half hour. I'm expecting a phone call from an old friend who might be able to give some information on his whereabouts."

"I'll be there, prez."

"Okay, and seb?"

"Yeah?"

"It's not your fault okay?"

"Sure prez" I say and hang up my phone, because ari was in the same town as me this whole time and I didn't find her so in a way it is my fault. I'm apart of the club Marcus was trying to get revenge on, that makes it my fault too. I'm so guilt ridden it's hard to see beyond that. I need to channel my focus on something else, finding Marcus and making him pay for everything he put my girls through.

Most of the brothers are at the club already when I get there.

"Hey baby" Daisy says wrapping her hand around my arm.

I immediately pull away "no" I tell her

"What's your problem?" She asked looking up at me with sadness writen all iver her face. I should probaly feel bad, but I don't.

"Don't touch me. I'm done with you"

"Why? Because that little girl is back? It's been years seb. We have been together for two years" she whines

"You're fucking bat shit. We were never together daisy. I fucked you, along with other club whores. That's what you're here for you're a whore."

"But seb. I love you"

"Well that's fucking stupid of you. I have only ever loved one girl, she's not you." I tell her flatly

"What the fuck seb? You want her? She's been used up and has a kid.you want to raise another mans baby? She doesnt even know wich on is the dad, thats fucking digusting" She sneers

"What the fuck did you just say about my daughter?" Prez growls at her.

Her eyes widen and she looks down at the ground "I'm sorry prez, I'm just upset."

"Be upset as you fucking want, but learn your God damn place. You have sucked or fucked almost every man in here. I don't know who the fuck in this club ran their mouth to you about my daughter. But I suggest you mind your fucking buisness. I will not repeat myself. You get me?"

"Yes, prez" she whispers without looking up then scurries off.

"Come on we got buisness to handle son" prez pats Mr on the back and I follow him to church.

Under normal circumstances phone's are not aloud inside of church, but today we're waiting on a call. After everyone has taken a seat we wait no more than five minutes before prez's phone rings "nikolia?" Prez answers

"Luca masters" I hear a thick Russian accent say over the phone.

Nikolia? As in nokolia belov as in the pakhan of the bratva in New York? Since when were we friends with the mafia?

"It seems we have something of interest of interest to you here in my city." He states with no emtion in his voice.

"So I have heard. Marcus rielly. What's it going to cost to have him sent here?" Prez asks

"An alliance is all i ask for"

"You want an alliance with my mc why?"

"Good for buisness" He states

Looking around the table to each memeber to get a silent vote before answering "Okay, you have a deal"

"Fantastic, he will be sent to you tomorrow, hell be delivered to you by 6pm"

"Thank you belov"

"No need to thank me, it's not a favor is a buisness arrangement"

I have a feeling this buisness arrangement is going to bite us in the ass one day. As for right now I really don't give a fuck.

We're all quiet as the phone call ends. Prez is the first to speak "eli?"

"Yeah, prez?"

"You good with being here tomorrow?"

"He ain't shit to me, his son wasn't shit to me. He put my little sister through hell im all in whatever you have planned im there for it" prez gave him a nod of appreciation and understanding

Marcus is technically elis grandpa, but elis dad was peice of shit who beat on peyton when they were teenagers, and tried to kill her and eli when she was pregant because she wouldn't abort him. Eli asked prez to adopt him a few years back.

"Knight?" Prez asks

"I'm there. Ari may not be my niece by blood but she's my niece. I think peyton would skin me alive if i didnt."

"Yeah your sister would beat your ass" Jasper laughs.

"Seb?" Prez asks me

"Not even a question prez" I tell him.

I make it out of the club house without another run in with daisy. I can't belive that bitch really thought I was going to make her my ol' lady. Like hell that would ever happen. There's only one woman I'd be willing to give that title to, and it's definitely not her.

************************************** I didn't sleep but a couple hour last night, thought of Marcus bloody screams running through my mind non stop. He will be delivered today by the mafia.

I made a trip to town this morning to have a suprise delivered to my angel and her baby girl. Im not sire what she')) have to say about it if she'll say anything, but I just wanted to show her I was thinking about her while still giving her the space prez suggested.

When I get back home and check my phone it's flooded with texts

Daisy: seb, baby please don't do this I'm sorry

Daisy: I miss you

Daisy: please don't ignore me babe

Daisy: I want you inside of me seb. We're so good together, remeber how good I make you feel?

Daisy: I love you

Daisy: you're it for me baby, you know I'm it for you too.

I roll my eyes putting away my phone ignoring the rest of the messages she sent. This girl just can't take a fucking hint.