' so fucking perfect '

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my brothers had an awful habit. an habit I always found quite repulsive. they had the habit of acting like good men.

weather it was towards girls they liked in the past, or business partners, allies or to our own family members such as grandparents aunt and when they had still been alive our parents.

I was seen as a psychotic threat.

while my brothers stayed in the good light of everyone with their flashing smiles and fancy words.

I loathed it.

the worst part was knowing I couldn't do the same. I simply couldn't.

so instead I grew the habit of distancing myself from others. I simply didn't bother. they could fear me all they wanted I didn't care anyways.

but watching my brothers with my little angel was torture. how they made her smile and laugh. call me jealous- but it made me angry that I couldn't do the same. I couldn't tell her kind words not because I didn't want to but because I simply knew none.

I knew no words that I could tell her that would make her understand what went through my mind. so instead I did what I always did I tried to stay silent as much as I could. and it worked for the majority of the time, I didn't hurt her, I didn't say anything that made her offended, I even had her chuckling at something I said one time.

but still I was nervous whenever I spoke with her.

yesterday had been tough on all of us. seeing her sob in Dante's arms, because she was afraid of us leaving. the utmost fear in her eyes- even though we would never leave her it still made me feel horrible for being the reason she was crying.

and this morning I had been the last to wake up the rest having already gone to work leaving only me and lillith- who I had noticed was not an early bird at all.

this morning had been so peaceful her laying in my arms sleeping peacefully. her making us breakfast smiling at me. her long apology I had gotten while we ate together- an apology that I didn't need or wanted.

but still my mind ate at me.

and so I had vanished down to the garage my hands coated in dirt and oil from working on one of the cars that had been long forgotten by everyone but me music blaring through the speakers as I worked.

then suddenly I sensed eyes on me. I moved away from under the car glancing around quickly seeing a familiar blondie sitting on the floor with her sketchbook in her lap and a pencil in her hand.

I smirked getting up now catching my little princesses attention again her eyes snapping up to mine before she flashed me one of her breathtakingly beautiful smiles that could have anyone on their knees for her.

'' go back to working'' she urged softly.

we didn't deserve her. she was too good for us. for me.

I approached her picking her up making her yelp and drop her sketchbook. I smirked down at her as her perfectly blue eyes starred into my dark ones. '' your so fucking perfect'' I told her.

she smiled and I eternally jumped of happiness. I made her smile again. a smile of my own coated my lips.

shit I was whipped.









I wish I could just forget yesterday completely.

the fact that I cried my heart out in front of all four of them. Jesus Christ I was pathetic.

I woke up in Alexandros arms with him wide awake his signature smirk plastered onto his lips. breakfast had passed with me apologizing to him- seeing the other three men wasn't there for me to apologies to them too.

btu Alessandro had just chuckled at me and said I shouldn't apologies.

then he had vanished downstairs to do good knows what.

and it didn't take me long to get bored.

I silently opened the door to the garage seeing I could hear loud music blaring from inside I assumed it was Alex in there.

and I was right.

he was engulfed with working on some old fancy car. I was forever thankful I brought along my sketchbook I sat down quietly afraid to disturb him starting to sketch him.

I managed to draw the outlines and begin on car when I looked back up to find Alex looking right at me with a knowing smirk plastered to his stupidly handsome face.

'' go back to working '' I urged him hoping he would so I could finish my drawing of him and then hang it in my art room where a few design of paintings and drawings of the four infuriating men was keeps.

he didn't listen but instead walked straight towards me having my heart speed up and my breathing turning hatched.

and before I could react he picked me up forcing me to wrap my arms and legs around him in order not to crash to the floor. '' your so fucking perfect '' he breathed out his lips fanning over my own.

and I couldn't help but to smile widely. '' right back at you big guy'' I said only to be pinned against the old car Alessandro's lips hungrily claiming my own.

I could feel his hard member against my stomach as he groaned. '' fuck princess how badly I want to fuck you right now'' he muttered lowly and I truly didn't know where my confidence came from but I found myself urging him '' please do'' I said making him shot his eyes to mine searching them for something anything that would tell him to stop.

when he didn't find anything he grinned down at me before janking of my shorts his lips attacking my neck most likely bruising it for everyone to see.

'' so fucking perfect'' he breathed out as my moans was drowned by the loud music playing around us.

his lips connected with mine in a hungry kiss right as I felt his member penetrate me a helpless mixture between a scream and a moan leaving my lips though it was muffled due to Alexandros lips on mine.

my hands found his dark curls tugging at them as he thrusted into me like a craving addict.

'' please'' I breathed out tears running down my cheeks.

'' please ?'' he taunted making me want to roll my eyes but as he slammed into me I could do nothing but to lift my hips and moan out his name.

'' p-please daddy'' I stammered as I felt myself struggling not to cum right that instant.

'' such a good girl '' he praised before slamming into me again causing me to cum all over him. he thrusted into me a few more times before he came to filling me up in the most pleasurable way known to human kind.