⚠️ This chapter is gonna be a lot, it mentions rape, gore mentioning, and more⚠️
Tom: I love you too...
I look into his sad eyes as he spoke again.
Tom:But I can't because me loving you just gets you hurt. If other gang leaders know you are my weak spot they will hurt you like yuki and akria did.
Aurora: I can handle myself Tom you shouldn't hide your feelings!
Tom: I have to so you can be safe, please understand Aurora...
He said as he left me walking back inside.
Aurora: please don't break my heart again..
Time skip later in the day
I laid on my bed feeling miserable because of the earlier conversation with Tom when I felt a body join me.
Bill: You know he would die for you, right?
I said quiet at his comment.
Bill: After you left he went on a bad killing spree anyone who talked bad or mocked you he shot in the head "They don't deserve to live." He said as he excuse when their bodies came on the news.
I looked at bills soft gaze.
Bill: The reason why he striked Allie like that was because she was talking about kicking you out on the streets.
Aurora: Why can't he show me he cares.
Bill: You know that's not his style Aurora.
Aurora: I just miss being his his arms..
Bill: Wanna go out to eat with everyone?
Aurora:mhm
After bill left I put a simple black shirt on and some low rise jeans with converse.
As I was walking out to the living room I saw Allie's mean glare on me but I simply just ignored her.
The car ride was extremely awkward there. As we got there we picked a big table outside.
I sat next to bill and georg while one the other sided of the table was Tom, Allie, and gustav.
Me and Tom were across each other. When the food came we ate but I could still feel Allie's glare on me. I tried ignoring it but it was getting extremely annoying.
I looked up and meet toms eyes as he was already looking at me. He gave me a sadden look but I was too mad at him to care I brought my eyes back down to my food when I heard and felt Allie slam the table very hard.
Tom: What is your problem?!?!
He said as he overfilled beer spilled because of the commotion.
Allie: She is my problem
She said pointing her finger all in my face. I instantly slap her finger away as she got up with a rather angry look.
Allie: Why did you have to come back!?! Me and Tom were happy and now that you're here he is acting cold and distant!
Allie: Stop trying to steal my man.
Aurora: Tom wasn't even the main reason I came back you stupid bitch when I heard bill was shot I rushed over here.
Allie walked over to where I was seated so I got up then she started yelling and screaming like a banshee getting in my face and pushing me.
Aurora: I swear to god if you push me one more time.
I said as the boys got up ready to break up the fight.
Instead of pushing me she punch me in the face. I looked at her before punching her back then she started to pull hair so I did and soon enough I was on top of her on the ground bombarding her with punches until Tom picked me up like I was a piece of paper and made sure I was standing on the ground.
Aurora: Control her!
I yelled at him as I felt the cut on my cheek her crusty sharp nails did.
Bill quickly got a napkin and cleaned the wound.
Everyone in the restaurant even the employees didn't do nothing scared of what Tom and the boys would do to them.
Allie then got up and tried going at me again before Tom grabbed her by the arm violently and gave her a extremely hard slap on the face.
Tom: Look what you did to her!
He said as he grabbed her hair making her look at the cut on my cheek.
Allie: I- im sorry Allie cried out as she felt the pain of her hair getting grabbed and the slap.
Aurora: Tom it's fine im ok let her go.
Tom: No she hurt you.
He said as his grasp on her arm got tighter causing her to yelp and that only made him more mad he was basically steaming of anger.
He then lifted his hand making it into a fist.
Allie closed her eyes and whimpered (not in the good way)
I quickly went in between then pushing Allie away holding toms fist in the air while putting my other hand on his cheek looking at his extremely mad face.
He gaze softened as his eyes met mine.
His fist loosened and loosened until he let my hand in his.
He looked into my eyes wanting more of my touch until bill spoke.
Bill: We should all go home.
He said as everyone in the restaurant were looking at us shocked by toms "weak" action.
Time skip a week later
Tom kicked Allie out so I guess they weren't getting married no more.
Tom hasn't really spoken to me since that day in the restaurant.
I walked out of my room when I felt a vibration on my phone. I unlocked it and saw bill texted me.
Bill:
Good morning grumpy I tried waking you up so you can come to the race with us but you straight up ignored me and Tom wanted you to sleep in so we left you. We will be back in a hour or so please be safe.
Aurora:
Whateverr, and I will and also be careful!
I turned off my phone and went to go get a bowl of cereal and watch a movie on the tv.
After I finished the cereal I went into the kitchen to wash some dishes when I heard a knock on the door. It was bill and the boys.
Aurora: It's open!
I said but no response was said and they always know it's unlocked so why did they knock?
I ignored it and continued to wash the dishes.
It went silent a couple of minutes and I got scared as I saw a text from bill saying that all of them were on the way now.
I quickly text him back explaining the situation until I was cut off by a man trying to grab me.
I fell to the ground so he wouldn't grab me again then I proceeded to kick him in the balls and kick his knee in.
I instantly got up while running almost falling as I tripped over the carpet.
I ran to the door as I opened it another man appeared. I tried closing the door and locking it but he was to strong.
So I ran as fast as I could to the stairs and ran up them but one of my feet was caught by the man I ran from.
I grabbed the rail and used my other foot to kick him hard in the face as he let go and I ran into toms room and locked the door.
I went to his safe that was in his closet and put in the numbers and opened the door. I pushed away all the cash then grabbed the gun that was all the way in the back.
As the first man was kicking in the door I pointed the gun at the door getting ready to pull the trigger.
I was shaking with fear as this situation once again reminded me of Kayana.
Then the door flew opened within seconds I pulled the trigger as I saw the man I kicked in the face fall into the wall that was behind him before dropping to the ground with a lifeless face as his chest was gushing out blood causing it to expand on his shirt.
Soon after the other man came up and without hesitation I shot him in the head and the once white walls there were now stained with blood.
I felt sick as I saw the two dead bodies but ran out of the room and went downstairs to see way more men.
I started to cry knowing I wasn't gonna make it.
I pulled the trigger again as a man approached me but nothing came out I pulled the trigger again as the man froze but still nothing came out.
It was empty...
I quickly hit him in the face with the gun but his friend grabbed me and harshly put me stomach flat on the ground getting on top of me tied my hands and feet.
He out me on the couch as he put a thick layer of tape on my mouth.
He grabbed a knife out of his pocket and held it to my neck.
I froze with fear wishing I went with Tom and the boys.
??: If you even try fighting back I will wait until Tom kaulitz and his gang gets back before killing them right in front of you.
??: there was six of us but you killed two of my men you dirty bitch.
He spat then punched me in the stomach making the air in my body leave while I desperately was gasping for air but my mouth was taped and my nose can only do so much.
He remove the knife from my neck making a little cut from the force.
He used the sharp knife to cut my shirt in the middle showing my bra.
He gave me a dirty smirk before ripping the shirt off and using the knife to trace the details of my bra.
He made his friend pick me up as he took off my shorts. I completely freaked out and kicked everywhere but was stopped and he made a big gash on my leg.
My screamed was muffled but I was in so much pain.
I knew if I tried fighting back I would be cut up all over so I closed my eyes and let him do whatever he wanted to me.
He slowly took my bra off and I felt the tears from my eyes were hitting my chest.
I felt his dirty hands gripping my chest and boobs all over then he ripped off my underwear.
And you know what happens next.
After he was done with me him and his friend kicked me all over my body before dragging me into a corner.
I felt disgusted and I just wanted to die. Then the man hit my head with a hard object and everything went black.
I let out a small groan before everything stopped and nothing mattered anymore, nothing was there just darkness.
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Aurora Rose Suzuki
"A beautiful soul who was taken too soon."
1992-2009
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